第 40 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9322
  Her minion…knights; by those he overthrew
  Be bounden straight; and so they brought him in。
  Then when he came before Ettarre; the sight
  Of her rich beauty made him at one glance
  More bondsman in his heart than in his bonds。
  Yet with good cheer he spake; 'Behold me; Lady;
  A prisoner; and the vassal of thy will;
  And if thou keep me in thy donjon here;
  Content am I so that I see thy face
  But once a day:  for I have sworn my vows;
  And thou hast given thy promise; and I know
  That all these pains are trials of my faith;
  And that thyself; when thou hast seen me strained
  And sifted to the utmost; wilt at length
  Yield me thy love and know me for thy knight。'
  Then she began to rail so bitterly;
  With all her damsels; he was stricken mute;
  But when she mocked his vows and the great King;
  Lighted on words:  'For pity of thine own self;
  Peace; Lady; peace:  is he not thine and mine?'
  'Thou fool;' she said; 'I never heard his voice
  But longed to break away。  Unbind him now;
  And thrust him out of doors; for save he be
  Fool to the midmost marrow of his bones;
  He will return no more。'  And those; her three;
  Laughed; and unbound; and thrust him from the gate。
  And after this; a week beyond; again
  She called them; saying; 'There he watches yet;
  There like a dog before his master's door!
  Kicked; he returns:  do ye not hate him; ye?
  Ye know yourselves:  how can ye bide at peace;
  Affronted with his fulsome innocence?
  Are ye but creatures of the board and bed;
  No men to strike?  Fall on him all at once;
  And if ye slay him I reck not:  if ye fail;
  Give ye the slave mine order to be bound;
  Bind him as heretofore; and bring him in:
  It may be ye shall slay him in his bonds。'
  She spake; and at her will they couched their spears;
  Three against one:  and Gawain passing by;
  Bound upon solitary adventure; saw
  Low down beneath the shadow of those towers
  A villainy; three to one:  and through his heart
  The fire of honour and all noble deeds
  Flashed; and he called; 'I strike upon thy side
  The caitiffs!'  'Nay;' said Pelleas; 'but forbear;
  He needs no aid who doth his lady's will。'
  So Gawain; looking at the villainy done;
  Forbore; but in his heat and eagerness
  Trembled and quivered; as the dog; withheld
  A moment from the vermin that he sees
  Before him; shivers; ere he springs and kills。
  And Pelleas overthrew them; one to three;
  And they rose up; and bound; and brought him in。
  Then first her anger; leaving Pelleas; burned
  Full on her knights in many an evil name
  Of craven; weakling; and thrice…beaten hound:
  'Yet; take him; ye that scarce are fit to touch;
  Far less to bind; your victor; and thrust him out;
  And let who will release him from his bonds。
  And if he comes again'there she brake short;
  And Pelleas answered; 'Lady; for indeed
  I loved you and I deemed you beautiful;
  I cannot brook to see your beauty marred
  Through evil spite:  and if ye love me not;
  I cannot bear to dream you so forsworn:
  I had liefer ye were worthy of my love;
  Than to be loved again of youfarewell;
  And though ye kill my hope; not yet my love;
  Vex not yourself:  ye will not see me more。'
  While thus he spake; she gazed upon the man
  Of princely bearing; though in bonds; and thought;
  'Why have I pushed him from me? this man loves;
  If love there be:  yet him I loved not。  Why?
  I deemed him fool? yea; so? or that in him
  A somethingwas it nobler than myself?
  Seemed my reproach?  He is not of my kind。
  He could not love me; did he know me well。
  Nay; let him goand quickly。'  And her knights
  Laughed not; but thrust him bounden out of door。
  Forth sprang Gawain; and loosed him from his bonds;
  And flung them o'er the walls; and afterward;
  Shaking his hands; as from a lazar's rag;
  'Faith of my body;' he said; 'and art thou not
  Yea thou art he; whom late our Arthur made
  Knight of his table; yea and he that won
  The circlet? wherefore hast thou so defamed
  Thy brotherhood in me and all the rest;
  As let these caitiffs on thee work their will?'
  And Pelleas answered; 'O; their wills are hers
  For whom I won the circlet; and mine; hers;
  Thus to be bounden; so to see her face;
  Marred though it be with spite and mockery now;
  Other than when I found her in the woods;
  And though she hath me bounden but in spite;
  And all to flout me; when they bring me in;
  Let me be bounden; I shall see her face;
  Else must I die through mine unhappiness。'
  And Gawain answered kindly though in scorn;
  'Why; let my lady bind me if she will;
  And let my lady beat me if she will:
  But an she send her delegate to thrall
  These fighting hands of mineChrist kill me then
  But I will slice him handless by the wrist;
  And let my lady sear the stump for him;
  Howl as he may。  But hold me for your friend:
  Come; ye know nothing:  here I pledge my troth;
  Yea; by the honour of the Table Round;
  I will be leal to thee and work thy work;
  And tame thy jailing princess to thine hand。
  Lend me thine horse and arms; and I will say
  That I have slain thee。  She will let me in
  To hear the manner of thy fight and fall;
  Then; when I come within her counsels; then
  From prime to vespers will I chant thy praise
  As prowest knight and truest lover; more
  Than any have sung thee living; till she long
  To have thee back in lusty life again;
  Not to be bound; save by white bonds and warm;
  Dearer than freedom。  Wherefore now thy horse
  And armour:  let me go:  be comforted:
  Give me three days to melt her fancy; and hope
  The third night hence will bring thee news of gold。'
  Then Pelleas lent his horse and all his arms;
  Saving the goodly sword; his prize; and took
  Gawain's; and said; 'Betray me not; but help
  Art thou not he whom men call light…of…love?'
  'Ay;' said Gawain; 'for women be so light。'
  Then bounded forward to the castle walls;
  And raised a bugle hanging from his neck;
  And winded it; and that so musically
  That all the old echoes hidden in the wall
  Rang out like hollow woods at hunting…tide。
  Up ran a score of damsels to the tower;
  'Avaunt;' they cried; 'our lady loves thee not。'
  But Gawain lifting up his vizor said;
  'Gawain am I; Gawain of Arthur's court;
  And I have slain this Pelleas whom ye hate:
  Behold his horse and armour。  Open gates;
  And I will make you merry。'
  And down they ran;
  Her damsels; crying to their lady; 'Lo!
  Pelleas is deadhe told ushe that hath
  His horse and armour:  will ye let him in?
  He slew him!  Gawain; Gawain of the court;
  Sir Gawainthere he waits below the wall;
  Blowing his bugle as who should say him nay。'
  And so; leave given; straight on through open door
  Rode Gawain; whom she greeted courteously。
  'Dead; is it so?' she asked。  'Ay; ay;' said he;
  'And oft in dying cried upon your name。'
  'Pity on him;' she answered; 'a good knight;
  But never let me bide one hour at peace。'
  'Ay;' thought Gawain; 'and you be fair enow:
  But I to your dead man have given my troth;
  That whom ye loathe; him will I make you love。'
  So those three days; aimless about the land;
  Lost in a doubt; Pelleas wandering
  Waited; until the third night brought a moon
  With promise of large light on woods and ways。
  Hot was the night and silent; but a sound
  Of Gawain ever coming; and this lay
  Which Pelleas had heard sung before the Queen;
  And seen her sadden listeningvext his heart;
  And marred his rest'A worm within the rose。'
  'A rose; but one; none other rose had I;
  A rose; one rose; and this was wondrous fair;
  One rose; a rose that gladdened earth and sky;
  One rose; my rose; that sweetened all mine air
  I cared not for the thorns; the thorns were there。
  'One rose; a rose to gather by and by;
  One rose; a rose; to gather and to wear;
  No rose but onewhat other rose had I?
  One rose; my rose; a rose that will not die;
  He dies who loves it;if the worm be there。'
  This tender rhyme; and evermore the doubt;
  'Why lingers Gawain with his golden news?'
  So shook him that he could not rest; but rode
  Ere midnight to her walls; and bound his horse
  Hard by the gates。  Wide open were the gates;
  And no watch kept; and in through these he past;
  And heard but his own steps; and his own heart
  Beating; for nothing moved but his own self;
  And his own shadow。  Then he crost the court;
  And spied not any light in hall or bower;
  But saw the postern portal also wide
  Yawning; and up a slope of garden; all
  Of roses white and red; and brambles mixt
  And overgrowing them; went on; and found;
  Here too; all hushed below the mellow moon;
  Save that one rivulet from a tiny cave
  Came lightening downward; and so spilt itself
  Among the roses; and was lost again。
  Then was he ware of three pavilions reared
  Above the bushes; gilden…peakt:  in one;
  Red after revel; droned her lurdane knights
  Slumbering; and their three squires across their feet:
  In one; their malice on the placid lip
  Frozen by sweet sleep; four of her damsels lay:
  And in the third; the circlet of the jousts
  Bound on her brow; were Gawain and Ettarre。
  Back; as a hand that pushes through the leaf
  To find a nest and feels a snake; he drew:
  Back; as a coward slinks from what he fears
  To cope with; or a traitor proven; or hound
  Beaten; did Pelleas in an utt