第 40 节
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孤悟 更新:2021-02-21 12:12 字数:9322
Her minion…knights; by those he overthrew
Be bounden straight; and so they brought him in。
Then when he came before Ettarre; the sight
Of her rich beauty made him at one glance
More bondsman in his heart than in his bonds。
Yet with good cheer he spake; 'Behold me; Lady;
A prisoner; and the vassal of thy will;
And if thou keep me in thy donjon here;
Content am I so that I see thy face
But once a day: for I have sworn my vows;
And thou hast given thy promise; and I know
That all these pains are trials of my faith;
And that thyself; when thou hast seen me strained
And sifted to the utmost; wilt at length
Yield me thy love and know me for thy knight。'
Then she began to rail so bitterly;
With all her damsels; he was stricken mute;
But when she mocked his vows and the great King;
Lighted on words: 'For pity of thine own self;
Peace; Lady; peace: is he not thine and mine?'
'Thou fool;' she said; 'I never heard his voice
But longed to break away。 Unbind him now;
And thrust him out of doors; for save he be
Fool to the midmost marrow of his bones;
He will return no more。' And those; her three;
Laughed; and unbound; and thrust him from the gate。
And after this; a week beyond; again
She called them; saying; 'There he watches yet;
There like a dog before his master's door!
Kicked; he returns: do ye not hate him; ye?
Ye know yourselves: how can ye bide at peace;
Affronted with his fulsome innocence?
Are ye but creatures of the board and bed;
No men to strike? Fall on him all at once;
And if ye slay him I reck not: if ye fail;
Give ye the slave mine order to be bound;
Bind him as heretofore; and bring him in:
It may be ye shall slay him in his bonds。'
She spake; and at her will they couched their spears;
Three against one: and Gawain passing by;
Bound upon solitary adventure; saw
Low down beneath the shadow of those towers
A villainy; three to one: and through his heart
The fire of honour and all noble deeds
Flashed; and he called; 'I strike upon thy side
The caitiffs!' 'Nay;' said Pelleas; 'but forbear;
He needs no aid who doth his lady's will。'
So Gawain; looking at the villainy done;
Forbore; but in his heat and eagerness
Trembled and quivered; as the dog; withheld
A moment from the vermin that he sees
Before him; shivers; ere he springs and kills。
And Pelleas overthrew them; one to three;
And they rose up; and bound; and brought him in。
Then first her anger; leaving Pelleas; burned
Full on her knights in many an evil name
Of craven; weakling; and thrice…beaten hound:
'Yet; take him; ye that scarce are fit to touch;
Far less to bind; your victor; and thrust him out;
And let who will release him from his bonds。
And if he comes again'there she brake short;
And Pelleas answered; 'Lady; for indeed
I loved you and I deemed you beautiful;
I cannot brook to see your beauty marred
Through evil spite: and if ye love me not;
I cannot bear to dream you so forsworn:
I had liefer ye were worthy of my love;
Than to be loved again of youfarewell;
And though ye kill my hope; not yet my love;
Vex not yourself: ye will not see me more。'
While thus he spake; she gazed upon the man
Of princely bearing; though in bonds; and thought;
'Why have I pushed him from me? this man loves;
If love there be: yet him I loved not。 Why?
I deemed him fool? yea; so? or that in him
A somethingwas it nobler than myself?
Seemed my reproach? He is not of my kind。
He could not love me; did he know me well。
Nay; let him goand quickly。' And her knights
Laughed not; but thrust him bounden out of door。
Forth sprang Gawain; and loosed him from his bonds;
And flung them o'er the walls; and afterward;
Shaking his hands; as from a lazar's rag;
'Faith of my body;' he said; 'and art thou not
Yea thou art he; whom late our Arthur made
Knight of his table; yea and he that won
The circlet? wherefore hast thou so defamed
Thy brotherhood in me and all the rest;
As let these caitiffs on thee work their will?'
And Pelleas answered; 'O; their wills are hers
For whom I won the circlet; and mine; hers;
Thus to be bounden; so to see her face;
Marred though it be with spite and mockery now;
Other than when I found her in the woods;
And though she hath me bounden but in spite;
And all to flout me; when they bring me in;
Let me be bounden; I shall see her face;
Else must I die through mine unhappiness。'
And Gawain answered kindly though in scorn;
'Why; let my lady bind me if she will;
And let my lady beat me if she will:
But an she send her delegate to thrall
These fighting hands of mineChrist kill me then
But I will slice him handless by the wrist;
And let my lady sear the stump for him;
Howl as he may。 But hold me for your friend:
Come; ye know nothing: here I pledge my troth;
Yea; by the honour of the Table Round;
I will be leal to thee and work thy work;
And tame thy jailing princess to thine hand。
Lend me thine horse and arms; and I will say
That I have slain thee。 She will let me in
To hear the manner of thy fight and fall;
Then; when I come within her counsels; then
From prime to vespers will I chant thy praise
As prowest knight and truest lover; more
Than any have sung thee living; till she long
To have thee back in lusty life again;
Not to be bound; save by white bonds and warm;
Dearer than freedom。 Wherefore now thy horse
And armour: let me go: be comforted:
Give me three days to melt her fancy; and hope
The third night hence will bring thee news of gold。'
Then Pelleas lent his horse and all his arms;
Saving the goodly sword; his prize; and took
Gawain's; and said; 'Betray me not; but help
Art thou not he whom men call light…of…love?'
'Ay;' said Gawain; 'for women be so light。'
Then bounded forward to the castle walls;
And raised a bugle hanging from his neck;
And winded it; and that so musically
That all the old echoes hidden in the wall
Rang out like hollow woods at hunting…tide。
Up ran a score of damsels to the tower;
'Avaunt;' they cried; 'our lady loves thee not。'
But Gawain lifting up his vizor said;
'Gawain am I; Gawain of Arthur's court;
And I have slain this Pelleas whom ye hate:
Behold his horse and armour。 Open gates;
And I will make you merry。'
And down they ran;
Her damsels; crying to their lady; 'Lo!
Pelleas is deadhe told ushe that hath
His horse and armour: will ye let him in?
He slew him! Gawain; Gawain of the court;
Sir Gawainthere he waits below the wall;
Blowing his bugle as who should say him nay。'
And so; leave given; straight on through open door
Rode Gawain; whom she greeted courteously。
'Dead; is it so?' she asked。 'Ay; ay;' said he;
'And oft in dying cried upon your name。'
'Pity on him;' she answered; 'a good knight;
But never let me bide one hour at peace。'
'Ay;' thought Gawain; 'and you be fair enow:
But I to your dead man have given my troth;
That whom ye loathe; him will I make you love。'
So those three days; aimless about the land;
Lost in a doubt; Pelleas wandering
Waited; until the third night brought a moon
With promise of large light on woods and ways。
Hot was the night and silent; but a sound
Of Gawain ever coming; and this lay
Which Pelleas had heard sung before the Queen;
And seen her sadden listeningvext his heart;
And marred his rest'A worm within the rose。'
'A rose; but one; none other rose had I;
A rose; one rose; and this was wondrous fair;
One rose; a rose that gladdened earth and sky;
One rose; my rose; that sweetened all mine air
I cared not for the thorns; the thorns were there。
'One rose; a rose to gather by and by;
One rose; a rose; to gather and to wear;
No rose but onewhat other rose had I?
One rose; my rose; a rose that will not die;
He dies who loves it;if the worm be there。'
This tender rhyme; and evermore the doubt;
'Why lingers Gawain with his golden news?'
So shook him that he could not rest; but rode
Ere midnight to her walls; and bound his horse
Hard by the gates。 Wide open were the gates;
And no watch kept; and in through these he past;
And heard but his own steps; and his own heart
Beating; for nothing moved but his own self;
And his own shadow。 Then he crost the court;
And spied not any light in hall or bower;
But saw the postern portal also wide
Yawning; and up a slope of garden; all
Of roses white and red; and brambles mixt
And overgrowing them; went on; and found;
Here too; all hushed below the mellow moon;
Save that one rivulet from a tiny cave
Came lightening downward; and so spilt itself
Among the roses; and was lost again。
Then was he ware of three pavilions reared
Above the bushes; gilden…peakt: in one;
Red after revel; droned her lurdane knights
Slumbering; and their three squires across their feet:
In one; their malice on the placid lip
Frozen by sweet sleep; four of her damsels lay:
And in the third; the circlet of the jousts
Bound on her brow; were Gawain and Ettarre。
Back; as a hand that pushes through the leaf
To find a nest and feels a snake; he drew:
Back; as a coward slinks from what he fears
To cope with; or a traitor proven; or hound
Beaten; did Pelleas in an utt