第 39 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9321
  To that dim day; then binding his good horse
  To a tree; cast himself down; and as he lay
  At random looking over the brown earth
  Through that green…glooming twilight of the grove;
  It seemed to Pelleas that the fern without
  Burnt as a living fire of emeralds;
  So that his eyes were dazzled looking at it。
  Then o'er it crost the dimness of a cloud
  Floating; and once the shadow of a bird
  Flying; and then a fawn; and his eyes closed。
  And since he loved all maidens; but no maid
  In special; half…awake he whispered; 'Where?
  O where? I love thee; though I know thee not。
  For fair thou art and pure as Guinevere;
  And I will make thee with my spear and sword
  As famousO my Queen; my Guinevere;
  For I will be thine Arthur when we meet。'
  Suddenly wakened with a sound of talk
  And laughter at the limit of the wood;
  And glancing through the hoary boles; he saw;
  Strange as to some old prophet might have seemed
  A vision hovering on a sea of fire;
  Damsels in divers colours like the cloud
  Of sunset and sunrise; and all of them
  On horses; and the horses richly trapt
  Breast…high in that bright line of bracken stood:
  And all the damsels talked confusedly;
  And one was pointing this way; and one that;
  Because the way was lost。
  And Pelleas rose;
  And loosed his horse; and led him to the light。
  There she that seemed the chief among them said;
  'In happy time behold our pilot…star!
  Youth; we are damsels…errant; and we ride;
  Armed as ye see; to tilt against the knights
  There at Caerleon; but have lost our way:
  To right? to left? straight forward? back again?
  Which? tell us quickly。'
  Pelleas gazing thought;
  'Is Guinevere herself so beautiful?'
  For large her violet eyes looked; and her bloom
  A rosy dawn kindled in stainless heavens;
  And round her limbs; mature in womanhood;
  And slender was her hand and small her shape;
  And but for those large eyes; the haunts of scorn;
  She might have seemed a toy to trifle with;
  And pass and care no more。  But while he gazed
  The beauty of her flesh abashed the boy;
  As though it were the beauty of her soul:
  For as the base man; judging of the good;
  Puts his own baseness in him by default
  Of will and nature; so did Pelleas lend
  All the young beauty of his own soul to hers;
  Believing her; and when she spake to him;
  Stammered; and could not make her a reply。
  For out of the waste islands had he come;
  Where saving his own sisters he had known
  Scarce any but the women of his isles;
  Rough wives; that laughed and screamed against the gulls;
  Makers of nets; and living from the sea。
  Then with a slow smile turned the lady round
  And looked upon her people; and as when
  A stone is flung into some sleeping tarn;
  The circle widens till it lip the marge;
  Spread the slow smile through all her company。
  Three knights were thereamong; and they too smiled;
  Scorning him; for the lady was Ettarre;
  And she was a great lady in her land。
  Again she said; 'O wild and of the woods;
  Knowest thou not the fashion of our speech?
  Or have the Heavens but given thee a fair face;
  Lacking a tongue?'
  'O damsel;' answered he;
  'I woke from dreams; and coming out of gloom
  Was dazzled by the sudden light; and crave
  Pardon:  but will ye to Caerleon?  I
  Go likewise:  shall I lead you to the King?'
  'Lead then;' she said; and through the woods they went。
  And while they rode; the meaning in his eyes;
  His tenderness of manner; and chaste awe;
  His broken utterances and bashfulness;
  Were all a burthen to her; and in her heart
  She muttered; 'I have lighted on a fool;
  Raw; yet so stale!'  But since her mind was bent
  On hearing; after trumpet blown; her name
  And title; 'Queen of Beauty;' in the lists
  Criedand beholding him so strong; she thought
  That peradventure he will fight for me;
  And win the circlet:  therefore flattered him;
  Being so gracious; that he wellnigh deemed
  His wish by hers was echoed; and her knights
  And all her damsels too were gracious to him;
  For she was a great lady。
  And when they reached
  Caerleon; ere they past to lodging; she;
  Taking his hand; 'O the strong hand;' she said;
  'See! look at mine! but wilt thou fight for me;
  And win me this fine circlet; Pelleas;
  That I may love thee?'
  Then his helpless heart
  Leapt; and he cried; 'Ay! wilt thou if I win?'
  'Ay; that will I;' she answered; and she laughed;
  And straitly nipt the hand; and flung it from her;
  Then glanced askew at those three knights of hers;
  Till all her ladies laughed along with her。
  'O happy world;' thought Pelleas; 'all; meseems;
  Are happy; I the happiest of them all。'
  Nor slept that night for pleasure in his blood;
  And green wood…ways; and eyes among the leaves;
  Then being on the morrow knighted; sware
  To love one only。  And as he came away;
  The men who met him rounded on their heels
  And wondered after him; because his face
  Shone like the countenance of a priest of old
  Against the flame about a sacrifice
  Kindled by fire from heaven:  so glad was he。
  Then Arthur made vast banquets; and strange knights
  From the four winds came in:  and each one sat;
  Though served with choice from air; land; stream; and sea;
  Oft in mid…banquet measuring with his eyes
  His neighbour's make and might:  and Pelleas looked
  Noble among the noble; for he dreamed
  His lady loved him; and he knew himself
  Loved of the King:  and him his new…made knight
  Worshipt; whose lightest whisper moved him more
  Than all the ranged reasons of the world。
  Then blushed and brake the morning of the jousts;
  And this was called 'The Tournament of Youth:'
  For Arthur; loving his young knight; withheld
  His older and his mightier from the lists;
  That Pelleas might obtain his lady's love;
  According to her promise; and remain
  Lord of the tourney。  And Arthur had the jousts
  Down in the flat field by the shore of Usk
  Holden:  the gilded parapets were crowned
  With faces; and the great tower filled with eyes
  Up to the summit; and the trumpets blew。
  There all day long Sir Pelleas kept the field
  With honour:  so by that strong hand of his
  The sword and golden circlet were achieved。
  Then rang the shout his lady loved:  the heat
  Of pride and glory fired her face; her eye
  Sparkled; she caught the circlet from his lance;
  And there before the people crowned herself:
  So for the last time she was gracious to him。
  Then at Caerleon for a spaceher look
  Bright for all others; cloudier on her knight
  Lingered Ettarre:  and seeing Pelleas droop;
  Said Guinevere; 'We marvel at thee much;
  O damsel; wearing this unsunny face
  To him who won thee glory!'  And she said;
  'Had ye not held your Lancelot in your bower;
  My Queen; he had not won。'  Whereat the Queen;
  As one whose foot is bitten by an ant;
  Glanced down upon her; turned and went her way。
  But after; when her damsels; and herself;
  And those three knights all set their faces home;
  Sir Pelleas followed。  She that saw him cried;
  'Damselsand yet I should be shamed to say it
  I cannot bide Sir Baby。  Keep him back
  Among yourselves。  Would rather that we had
  Some rough old knight who knew the worldly way;
  Albeit grizzlier than a bear; to ride
  And jest with:  take him to you; keep him off;
  And pamper him with papmeat; if ye will;
  Old milky fables of the wolf and sheep;
  Such as the wholesome mothers tell their boys。
  Nay; should ye try him with a merry one
  To find his mettle; good:  and if he fly us;
  Small matter! let him。'  This her damsels heard;
  And mindful of her small and cruel hand;
  They; closing round him through the journey home;
  Acted her hest; and always from her side
  Restrained him with all manner of device;
  So that he could not come to speech with her。
  And when she gained her castle; upsprang the bridge;
  Down rang the grate of iron through the groove;
  And he was left alone in open field。
  'These be the ways of ladies;' Pelleas thought;
  'To those who love them; trials of our faith。
  Yea; let her prove me to the uttermost;
  For loyal to the uttermost am I。'
  So made his moan; and darkness falling; sought
  A priory not far off; there lodged; but rose
  With morning every day; and; moist or dry;
  Full…armed upon his charger all day long
  Sat by the walls; and no one opened to him。
  And this persistence turned her scorn to wrath。
  Then calling her three knights; she charged them; 'Out!
  And drive him from the walls。'  And out they came
  But Pelleas overthrew them as they dashed
  Against him one by one; and these returned;
  But still he kept his watch beneath the wall。
  Thereon her wrath became a hate; and once;
  A week beyond; while walking on the walls
  With her three knights; she pointed downward; 'Look;
  He haunts meI cannot breathebesieges me;
  Down! strike him! put my hate into your strokes;
  And drive him from my walls。'  And down they went;
  And Pelleas overthrew them one by one;
  And from the tower above him cried Ettarre;
  'Bind him; and bring him in。'
  He heard her voice;
  Then let the strong hand; which had overthrown
  Her minion…knights; by those he overthrew
  Be bounden straight; and so they brought him in。
  Then when he came before