第 36 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9321
  Of gracious pastime; that once more the King;
  Before ye leave him for this Quest; may count
  The yet…unbroken strength of all his knights;
  Rejoicing in that Order which he made。〃
  'So when the sun broke next from under ground;
  All the great table of our Arthur closed
  And clashed in such a tourney and so full;
  So many lances brokennever yet
  Had Camelot seen the like; since Arthur came;
  And I myself and Galahad; for a strength
  Was in us from this vision; overthrew
  So many knights that all the people cried;
  And almost burst the barriers in their heat;
  Shouting; 〃Sir Galahad and Sir Percivale!〃
  'But when the next day brake from under ground
  O brother; had you known our Camelot;
  Built by old kings; age after age; so old
  The King himself had fears that it would fall;
  So strange; and rich; and dim; for where the roofs
  Tottered toward each other in the sky;
  Met foreheads all along the street of those
  Who watched us pass; and lower; and where the long
  Rich galleries; lady…laden; weighed the necks
  Of dragons clinging to the crazy walls;
  Thicker than drops from thunder; showers of flowers
  Fell as we past; and men and boys astride
  On wyvern; lion; dragon; griffin; swan;
  At all the corners; named us each by name;
  Calling; 〃God speed!〃 but in the ways below
  The knights and ladies wept; and rich and poor
  Wept; and the King himself could hardly speak
  For grief; and all in middle street the Queen;
  Who rode by Lancelot; wailed and shrieked aloud;
  〃This madness has come on us for our sins。〃
  So to the Gate of the three Queens we came;
  Where Arthur's wars are rendered mystically;
  And thence departed every one his way。
  'And I was lifted up in heart; and thought
  Of all my late…shown prowess in the lists;
  How my strong lance had beaten down the knights;
  So many and famous names; and never yet
  Had heaven appeared so blue; nor earth so green;
  For all my blood danced in me; and I knew
  That I should light upon the Holy Grail。
  'Thereafter; the dark warning of our King;
  That most of us would follow wandering fires;
  Came like a driving gloom across my mind。
  Then every evil word I had spoken once;
  And every evil thought I had thought of old;
  And every evil deed I ever did;
  Awoke and cried; 〃This Quest is not for thee。〃
  And lifting up mine eyes; I found myself
  Alone; and in a land of sand and thorns;
  And I was thirsty even unto death;
  And I; too; cried; 〃This Quest is not for thee。〃
  'And on I rode; and when I thought my thirst
  Would slay me; saw deep lawns; and then a brook;
  With one sharp rapid; where the crisping white
  Played ever back upon the sloping wave;
  And took both ear and eye; and o'er the brook
  Were apple…trees; and apples by the brook
  Fallen; and on the lawns。  〃I will rest here;〃
  I said; 〃I am not worthy of the Quest;〃
  But even while I drank the brook; and ate
  The goodly apples; all these things at once
  Fell into dust; and I was left alone;
  And thirsting; in a land of sand and thorns。
  'And then behold a woman at a door
  Spinning; and fair the house whereby she sat;
  And kind the woman's eyes and innocent;
  And all her bearing gracious; and she rose
  Opening her arms to meet me; as who should say;
  〃Rest here;〃 but when I touched her; lo! she; too;
  Fell into dust and nothing; and the house
  Became no better than a broken shed;
  And in it a dead babe; and also this
  Fell into dust; and I was left alone。
  'And on I rode; and greater was my thirst。
  Then flashed a yellow gleam across the world;
  And where it smote the plowshare in the field;
  The plowman left his plowing; and fell down
  Before it; where it glittered on her pail;
  The milkmaid left her milking; and fell down
  Before it; and I knew not why; but thought
  〃The sun is rising;〃 though the sun had risen。
  Then was I ware of one that on me moved
  In golden armour with a crown of gold
  About a casque all jewels; and his horse
  In golden armour jewelled everywhere:
  And on the splendour came; flashing me blind;
  And seemed to me the Lord of all the world;
  Being so huge。  But when I thought he meant
  To crush me; moving on me; lo! he; too;
  Opened his arms to embrace me as he came;
  And up I went and touched him; and he; too;
  Fell into dust; and I was left alone
  And wearying in a land of sand and thorns。
  'And I rode on and found a mighty hill;
  And on the top; a city walled:  the spires
  Pricked with incredible pinnacles into heaven。
  And by the gateway stirred a crowd; and these
  Cried to me climbing; 〃Welcome; Percivale!
  Thou mightiest and thou purest among men!〃
  And glad was I and clomb; but found at top
  No man; nor any voice。  And thence I past
  Far through a ruinous city; and I saw
  That man had once dwelt there; but there I found
  Only one man of an exceeding age。
  〃Where is that goodly company;〃 said I;
  〃That so cried out upon me?〃 and he had
  Scarce any voice to answer; and yet gasped;
  〃Whence and what art thou?〃 and even as he spoke
  Fell into dust; and disappeared; and I
  Was left alone once more; and cried in grief;
  〃Lo; if I find the Holy Grail itself
  And touch it; it will crumble into dust。〃
  'And thence I dropt into a lowly vale;
  Low as the hill was high; and where the vale
  Was lowest; found a chapel; and thereby
  A holy hermit in a hermitage;
  To whom I told my phantoms; and he said:
  '〃O son; thou hast not true humility;
  The highest virtue; mother of them all;
  For when the Lord of all things made Himself
  Naked of glory for His mortal change;
  'Take thou my robe;' she said; 'for all is thine;'
  And all her form shone forth with sudden light
  So that the angels were amazed; and she
  Followed Him down; and like a flying star
  Led on the gray…haired wisdom of the east;
  But her thou hast not known:  for what is this
  Thou thoughtest of thy prowess and thy sins?
  Thou hast not lost thyself to save thyself
  As Galahad。〃  When the hermit made an end;
  In silver armour suddenly Galahad shone
  Before us; and against the chapel door
  Laid lance; and entered; and we knelt in prayer。
  And there the hermit slaked my burning thirst;
  And at the sacring of the mass I saw
  The holy elements alone; but he;
  〃Saw ye no more?  I; Galahad; saw the Grail;
  The Holy Grail; descend upon the shrine:
  I saw the fiery face as of a child
  That smote itself into the bread; and went;
  And hither am I come; and never yet
  Hath what thy sister taught me first to see;
  This Holy Thing; failed from my side; nor come
  Covered; but moving with me night and day;
  Fainter by day; but always in the night
  Blood…red; and sliding down the blackened marsh
  Blood…red; and on the naked mountain top
  Blood…red; and in the sleeping mere below
  Blood…red。  And in the strength of this I rode;
  Shattering all evil customs everywhere;
  And past through Pagan realms; and made them mine;
  And clashed with Pagan hordes; and bore them down;
  And broke through all; and in the strength of this
  Come victor。  But my time is hard at hand;
  And hence I go; and one will crown me king
  Far in the spiritual city; and come thou; too;
  For thou shalt see the vision when I go。〃
  'While thus he spake; his eye; dwelling on mine;
  Drew me; with power upon me; till I grew
  One with him; to believe as he believed。
  Then; when the day began to wane; we went。
  'There rose a hill that none but man could climb;
  Scarred with a hundred wintry water…courses
  Storm at the top; and when we gained it; storm
  Round us and death; for every moment glanced
  His silver arms and gloomed:  so quick and thick
  The lightnings here and there to left and right
  Struck; till the dry old trunks about us; dead;
  Yea; rotten with a hundred years of death;
  Sprang into fire:  and at the base we found
  On either hand; as far as eye could see;
  A great black swamp and of an evil smell;
  Part black; part whitened with the bones of men;
  Not to be crost; save that some ancient king
  Had built a way; where; linked with many a bridge;
  A thousand piers ran into the great Sea。
  And Galahad fled along them bridge by bridge;
  And every bridge as quickly as he crost
  Sprang into fire and vanished; though I yearned
  To follow; and thrice above him all the heavens
  Opened and blazed with thunder such as seemed
  Shoutings of all the sons of God:  and first
  At once I saw him far on the great Sea;
  In silver…shining armour starry…clear;
  And o'er his head the Holy Vessel hung
  Clothed in white samite or a luminous cloud。
  And with exceeding swiftness ran the boat;
  If boat it wereI saw not whence it came。
  And when the heavens opened and blazed again
  Roaring; I saw him like a silver star
  And had he set the sail; or had the boat
  Become a living creature clad with wings?
  And o'er his head the Holy Vessel hung
  Redder than any rose; a joy to me;
  For now I knew the veil had been withdrawn。
  Then in a moment when they blazed again
  Opening; I saw the least of little stars
  Down on the waste; and straight beyond the star
  I saw the spiritual city and all her spires
  And gateways in a glory like one pearl
  No larger; though the goal of all the saints
  Strike from the sea; and from the star there shot
  A rose…red sparkle to the city; and there
  Dwelt; and I knew it was the Holy Grail;
  Which never eyes on earth again shall see。
  Then fell the floods of heaven