第 36 节
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孤悟 更新:2021-02-21 12:12 字数:9321
Of gracious pastime; that once more the King;
Before ye leave him for this Quest; may count
The yet…unbroken strength of all his knights;
Rejoicing in that Order which he made。〃
'So when the sun broke next from under ground;
All the great table of our Arthur closed
And clashed in such a tourney and so full;
So many lances brokennever yet
Had Camelot seen the like; since Arthur came;
And I myself and Galahad; for a strength
Was in us from this vision; overthrew
So many knights that all the people cried;
And almost burst the barriers in their heat;
Shouting; 〃Sir Galahad and Sir Percivale!〃
'But when the next day brake from under ground
O brother; had you known our Camelot;
Built by old kings; age after age; so old
The King himself had fears that it would fall;
So strange; and rich; and dim; for where the roofs
Tottered toward each other in the sky;
Met foreheads all along the street of those
Who watched us pass; and lower; and where the long
Rich galleries; lady…laden; weighed the necks
Of dragons clinging to the crazy walls;
Thicker than drops from thunder; showers of flowers
Fell as we past; and men and boys astride
On wyvern; lion; dragon; griffin; swan;
At all the corners; named us each by name;
Calling; 〃God speed!〃 but in the ways below
The knights and ladies wept; and rich and poor
Wept; and the King himself could hardly speak
For grief; and all in middle street the Queen;
Who rode by Lancelot; wailed and shrieked aloud;
〃This madness has come on us for our sins。〃
So to the Gate of the three Queens we came;
Where Arthur's wars are rendered mystically;
And thence departed every one his way。
'And I was lifted up in heart; and thought
Of all my late…shown prowess in the lists;
How my strong lance had beaten down the knights;
So many and famous names; and never yet
Had heaven appeared so blue; nor earth so green;
For all my blood danced in me; and I knew
That I should light upon the Holy Grail。
'Thereafter; the dark warning of our King;
That most of us would follow wandering fires;
Came like a driving gloom across my mind。
Then every evil word I had spoken once;
And every evil thought I had thought of old;
And every evil deed I ever did;
Awoke and cried; 〃This Quest is not for thee。〃
And lifting up mine eyes; I found myself
Alone; and in a land of sand and thorns;
And I was thirsty even unto death;
And I; too; cried; 〃This Quest is not for thee。〃
'And on I rode; and when I thought my thirst
Would slay me; saw deep lawns; and then a brook;
With one sharp rapid; where the crisping white
Played ever back upon the sloping wave;
And took both ear and eye; and o'er the brook
Were apple…trees; and apples by the brook
Fallen; and on the lawns。 〃I will rest here;〃
I said; 〃I am not worthy of the Quest;〃
But even while I drank the brook; and ate
The goodly apples; all these things at once
Fell into dust; and I was left alone;
And thirsting; in a land of sand and thorns。
'And then behold a woman at a door
Spinning; and fair the house whereby she sat;
And kind the woman's eyes and innocent;
And all her bearing gracious; and she rose
Opening her arms to meet me; as who should say;
〃Rest here;〃 but when I touched her; lo! she; too;
Fell into dust and nothing; and the house
Became no better than a broken shed;
And in it a dead babe; and also this
Fell into dust; and I was left alone。
'And on I rode; and greater was my thirst。
Then flashed a yellow gleam across the world;
And where it smote the plowshare in the field;
The plowman left his plowing; and fell down
Before it; where it glittered on her pail;
The milkmaid left her milking; and fell down
Before it; and I knew not why; but thought
〃The sun is rising;〃 though the sun had risen。
Then was I ware of one that on me moved
In golden armour with a crown of gold
About a casque all jewels; and his horse
In golden armour jewelled everywhere:
And on the splendour came; flashing me blind;
And seemed to me the Lord of all the world;
Being so huge。 But when I thought he meant
To crush me; moving on me; lo! he; too;
Opened his arms to embrace me as he came;
And up I went and touched him; and he; too;
Fell into dust; and I was left alone
And wearying in a land of sand and thorns。
'And I rode on and found a mighty hill;
And on the top; a city walled: the spires
Pricked with incredible pinnacles into heaven。
And by the gateway stirred a crowd; and these
Cried to me climbing; 〃Welcome; Percivale!
Thou mightiest and thou purest among men!〃
And glad was I and clomb; but found at top
No man; nor any voice。 And thence I past
Far through a ruinous city; and I saw
That man had once dwelt there; but there I found
Only one man of an exceeding age。
〃Where is that goodly company;〃 said I;
〃That so cried out upon me?〃 and he had
Scarce any voice to answer; and yet gasped;
〃Whence and what art thou?〃 and even as he spoke
Fell into dust; and disappeared; and I
Was left alone once more; and cried in grief;
〃Lo; if I find the Holy Grail itself
And touch it; it will crumble into dust。〃
'And thence I dropt into a lowly vale;
Low as the hill was high; and where the vale
Was lowest; found a chapel; and thereby
A holy hermit in a hermitage;
To whom I told my phantoms; and he said:
'〃O son; thou hast not true humility;
The highest virtue; mother of them all;
For when the Lord of all things made Himself
Naked of glory for His mortal change;
'Take thou my robe;' she said; 'for all is thine;'
And all her form shone forth with sudden light
So that the angels were amazed; and she
Followed Him down; and like a flying star
Led on the gray…haired wisdom of the east;
But her thou hast not known: for what is this
Thou thoughtest of thy prowess and thy sins?
Thou hast not lost thyself to save thyself
As Galahad。〃 When the hermit made an end;
In silver armour suddenly Galahad shone
Before us; and against the chapel door
Laid lance; and entered; and we knelt in prayer。
And there the hermit slaked my burning thirst;
And at the sacring of the mass I saw
The holy elements alone; but he;
〃Saw ye no more? I; Galahad; saw the Grail;
The Holy Grail; descend upon the shrine:
I saw the fiery face as of a child
That smote itself into the bread; and went;
And hither am I come; and never yet
Hath what thy sister taught me first to see;
This Holy Thing; failed from my side; nor come
Covered; but moving with me night and day;
Fainter by day; but always in the night
Blood…red; and sliding down the blackened marsh
Blood…red; and on the naked mountain top
Blood…red; and in the sleeping mere below
Blood…red。 And in the strength of this I rode;
Shattering all evil customs everywhere;
And past through Pagan realms; and made them mine;
And clashed with Pagan hordes; and bore them down;
And broke through all; and in the strength of this
Come victor。 But my time is hard at hand;
And hence I go; and one will crown me king
Far in the spiritual city; and come thou; too;
For thou shalt see the vision when I go。〃
'While thus he spake; his eye; dwelling on mine;
Drew me; with power upon me; till I grew
One with him; to believe as he believed。
Then; when the day began to wane; we went。
'There rose a hill that none but man could climb;
Scarred with a hundred wintry water…courses
Storm at the top; and when we gained it; storm
Round us and death; for every moment glanced
His silver arms and gloomed: so quick and thick
The lightnings here and there to left and right
Struck; till the dry old trunks about us; dead;
Yea; rotten with a hundred years of death;
Sprang into fire: and at the base we found
On either hand; as far as eye could see;
A great black swamp and of an evil smell;
Part black; part whitened with the bones of men;
Not to be crost; save that some ancient king
Had built a way; where; linked with many a bridge;
A thousand piers ran into the great Sea。
And Galahad fled along them bridge by bridge;
And every bridge as quickly as he crost
Sprang into fire and vanished; though I yearned
To follow; and thrice above him all the heavens
Opened and blazed with thunder such as seemed
Shoutings of all the sons of God: and first
At once I saw him far on the great Sea;
In silver…shining armour starry…clear;
And o'er his head the Holy Vessel hung
Clothed in white samite or a luminous cloud。
And with exceeding swiftness ran the boat;
If boat it wereI saw not whence it came。
And when the heavens opened and blazed again
Roaring; I saw him like a silver star
And had he set the sail; or had the boat
Become a living creature clad with wings?
And o'er his head the Holy Vessel hung
Redder than any rose; a joy to me;
For now I knew the veil had been withdrawn。
Then in a moment when they blazed again
Opening; I saw the least of little stars
Down on the waste; and straight beyond the star
I saw the spiritual city and all her spires
And gateways in a glory like one pearl
No larger; though the goal of all the saints
Strike from the sea; and from the star there shot
A rose…red sparkle to the city; and there
Dwelt; and I knew it was the Holy Grail;
Which never eyes on earth again shall see。
Then fell the floods of heaven