第 35 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9322
  And then the music faded; and the Grail
  Past; and the beam decayed; and from the walls
  The rosy quiverings died into the night。
  So now the Holy Thing is here again
  Among us; brother; fast thou too and pray;
  And tell thy brother knights to fast and pray;
  That so perchance the vision may be seen
  By thee and those; and all the world be healed。〃
  'Then leaving the pale nun; I spake of this
  To all men; and myself fasted and prayed
  Always; and many among us many a week
  Fasted and prayed even to the uttermost;
  Expectant of the wonder that would be。
  'And one there was among us; ever moved
  Among us in white armour; Galahad。
  〃God make thee good as thou art beautiful;〃
  Said Arthur; when he dubbed him knight; and none;
  In so young youth; was ever made a knight
  Till Galahad; and this Galahad; when he heard
  My sister's vision; filled me with amaze;
  His eyes became so like her own; they seemed
  Hers; and himself her brother more than I。
  'Sister or brother none had he; but some
  Called him a son of Lancelot; and some said
  Begotten by enchantmentchatterers they;
  Like birds of passage piping up and down;
  That gape for flieswe know not whence they come;
  For when was Lancelot wanderingly lewd?
  'But she; the wan sweet maiden; shore away
  Clean from her forehead all that wealth of hair
  Which made a silken mat…work for her feet;
  And out of this she plaited broad and long
  A strong sword…belt; and wove with silver thread
  And crimson in the belt a strange device;
  A crimson grail within a silver beam;
  And saw the bright boy…knight; and bound it on him;
  Saying; 〃My knight; my love; my knight of heaven;
  O thou; my love; whose love is one with mine;
  I; maiden; round thee; maiden; bind my belt。
  Go forth; for thou shalt see what I have seen;
  And break through all; till one will crown thee king
  Far in the spiritual city:〃 and as she spake
  She sent the deathless passion in her eyes
  Through him; and made him hers; and laid her mind
  On him; and he believed in her belief。
  'Then came a year of miracle:  O brother;
  In our great hall there stood a vacant chair;
  Fashioned by Merlin ere he past away;
  And carven with strange figures; and in and out
  The figures; like a serpent; ran a scroll
  Of letters in a tongue no man could read。
  And Merlin called it 〃The Siege perilous;〃
  Perilous for good and ill; 〃for there;〃 he said;
  〃No man could sit but he should lose himself:〃
  And once by misadvertence Merlin sat
  In his own chair; and so was lost; but he;
  Galahad; when he heard of Merlin's doom;
  Cried; 〃If I lose myself; I save myself!〃
  'Then on a summer night it came to pass;
  While the great banquet lay along the hall;
  That Galahad would sit down in Merlin's chair。
  'And all at once; as there we sat; we heard
  A cracking and a riving of the roofs;
  And rending; and a blast; and overhead
  Thunder; and in the thunder was a cry。
  And in the blast there smote along the hall
  A beam of light seven times more clear than day:
  And down the long beam stole the Holy Grail
  All over covered with a luminous cloud。
  And none might see who bare it; and it past。
  But every knight beheld his fellow's face
  As in a glory; and all the knights arose;
  And staring each at other like dumb men
  Stood; till I found a voice and sware a vow。
  'I sware a vow before them all; that I;
  Because I had not seen the Grail; would ride
  A twelvemonth and a day in quest of it;
  Until I found and saw it; as the nun
  My sister saw it; and Galahad sware the vow;
  And good Sir Bors; our Lancelot's cousin; sware;
  And Lancelot sware; and many among the knights;
  And Gawain sware; and louder than the rest。'
  Then spake the monk Ambrosius; asking him;
  'What said the King?  Did Arthur take the vow?'
  'Nay; for my lord;' said Percivale; 'the King;
  Was not in hall:  for early that same day;
  Scaped through a cavern from a bandit hold;
  An outraged maiden sprang into the hall
  Crying on help:  for all her shining hair
  Was smeared with earth; and either milky arm
  Red…rent with hooks of bramble; and all she wore
  Torn as a sail that leaves the rope is torn
  In tempest:  so the King arose and went
  To smoke the scandalous hive of those wild bees
  That made such honey in his realm。  Howbeit
  Some little of this marvel he too saw;
  Returning o'er the plain that then began
  To darken under Camelot; whence the King
  Looked up; calling aloud; 〃Lo; there! the roofs
  Of our great hall are rolled in thunder…smoke!
  Pray Heaven; they be not smitten by the bolt。〃
  For dear to Arthur was that hall of ours;
  As having there so oft with all his knights
  Feasted; and as the stateliest under heaven。
  'O brother; had you known our mighty hall;
  Which Merlin built for Arthur long ago!
  For all the sacred mount of Camelot;
  And all the dim rich city; roof by roof;
  Tower after tower; spire beyond spire;
  By grove; and garden…lawn; and rushing brook;
  Climbs to the mighty hall that Merlin built。
  And four great zones of sculpture; set betwixt
  With many a mystic symbol; gird the hall:
  And in the lowest beasts are slaying men;
  And in the second men are slaying beasts;
  And on the third are warriors; perfect men;
  And on the fourth are men with growing wings;
  And over all one statue in the mould
  Of Arthur; made by Merlin; with a crown;
  And peaked wings pointed to the Northern Star。
  And eastward fronts the statue; and the crown
  And both the wings are made of gold; and flame
  At sunrise till the people in far fields;
  Wasted so often by the heathen hordes;
  Behold it; crying; 〃We have still a King。〃
  'And; brother; had you known our hall within;
  Broader and higher than any in all the lands!
  Where twelve great windows blazon Arthur's wars;
  And all the light that falls upon the board
  Streams through the twelve great battles of our King。
  Nay; one there is; and at the eastern end;
  Wealthy with wandering lines of mount and mere;
  Where Arthur finds the brand Excalibur。
  And also one to the west; and counter to it;
  And blank:  and who shall blazon it? when and how?
  O there; perchance; when all our wars are done;
  The brand Excalibur will be cast away。
  'So to this hall full quickly rode the King;
  In horror lest the work by Merlin wrought;
  Dreamlike; should on the sudden vanish; wrapt
  In unremorseful folds of rolling fire。
  And in he rode; and up I glanced; and saw
  The golden dragon sparkling over all:
  And many of those who burnt the hold; their arms
  Hacked; and their foreheads grimed with smoke; and seared;
  Followed; and in among bright faces; ours;
  Full of the vision; prest:  and then the King
  Spake to me; being nearest; 〃Percivale;〃
  (Because the hall was all in tumultsome
  Vowing; and some protesting); 〃what is this?〃
  'O brother; when I told him what had chanced;
  My sister's vision; and the rest; his face
  Darkened; as I have seen it more than once;
  When some brave deed seemed to be done in vain;
  Darken; and 〃Woe is me; my knights;〃 he cried;
  〃Had I been here; ye had not sworn the vow。〃
  Bold was mine answer; 〃Had thyself been here;
  My King; thou wouldst have sworn。〃  〃Yea; yea;〃 said he;
  〃Art thou so bold and hast not seen the Grail?〃
  '〃Nay; lord; I heard the sound; I saw the light;
  But since I did not see the Holy Thing;
  I sware a vow to follow it till I saw。〃
  'Then when he asked us; knight by knight; if any
  Had seen it; all their answers were as one:
  〃Nay; lord; and therefore have we sworn our vows。〃
  '〃Lo now;〃 said Arthur; 〃have ye seen a cloud?
  What go ye into the wilderness to see?〃
  'Then Galahad on the sudden; and in a voice
  Shrilling along the hall to Arthur; called;
  〃But I; Sir Arthur; saw the Holy Grail;
  I saw the Holy Grail and heard a cry
  'O Galahad; and O Galahad; follow me。'〃
  '〃Ah; Galahad; Galahad;〃 said the King; 〃for such
  As thou art is the vision; not for these。
  Thy holy nun and thou have seen a sign
  Holier is none; my Percivale; than she
  A sign to maim this Order which I made。
  But ye; that follow but the leader's bell〃
  (Brother; the King was hard upon his knights)
  〃Taliessin is our fullest throat of song;
  And one hath sung and all the dumb will sing。
  Lancelot is Lancelot; and hath overborne
  Five knights at once; and every younger knight;
  Unproven; holds himself as Lancelot;
  Till overborne by one; he learnsand ye;
  What are ye? Galahads?no; nor Percivales〃
  (For thus it pleased the King to range me close
  After Sir Galahad); 〃nay;〃 said he; 〃but men
  With strength and will to right the wronged; of power
  To lay the sudden heads of violence flat;
  Knights that in twelve great battles splashed and dyed
  The strong White Horse in his own heathen blood
  But one hath seen; and all the blind will see。
  Go; since your vows are sacred; being made:
  Yetfor ye know the cries of all my realm
  Pass through this hallhow often; O my knights;
  Your places being vacant at my side;
  This chance of noble deeds will come and go
  Unchallenged; while ye follow wandering fires
  Lost in the quagmire!  Many of you; yea most;
  Return no more:  ye think I show myself
  Too dark a prophet:  come now; let us meet
  The morrow morn once more in one full field
  Of gracious pastime; that once more the King;
  Before ye leave him for this Quest; may count
  The yet…unbro