第 29 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9321
  She still took note that when the living smile
  Died from his lips; across him came a cloud
  Of melancholy severe; from which again;
  Whenever in her hovering to and fro
  The lily maid had striven to make him cheer;
  There brake a sudden…beaming tenderness
  Of manners and of nature:  and she thought
  That all was nature; all; perchance; for her。
  And all night long his face before her lived;
  As when a painter; poring on a face;
  Divinely through all hindrance finds the man
  Behind it; and so paints him that his face;
  The shape and colour of a mind and life;
  Lives for his children; ever at its best
  And fullest; so the face before her lived;
  Dark…splendid; speaking in the silence; full
  Of noble things; and held her from her sleep。
  Till rathe she rose; half…cheated in the thought
  She needs must bid farewell to sweet Lavaine。
  First in fear; step after step; she stole
  Down the long tower…stairs; hesitating:
  Anon; she heard Sir Lancelot cry in the court;
  'This shield; my friend; where is it?' and Lavaine
  Past inward; as she came from out the tower。
  There to his proud horse Lancelot turned; and smoothed
  The glossy shoulder; humming to himself。
  Half…envious of the flattering hand; she drew
  Nearer and stood。  He looked; and more amazed
  Than if seven men had set upon him; saw
  The maiden standing in the dewy light。
  He had not dreamed she was so beautiful。
  Then came on him a sort of sacred fear;
  For silent; though he greeted her; she stood
  Rapt on his face as if it were a God's。
  Suddenly flashed on her a wild desire;
  That he should wear her favour at the tilt。
  She braved a riotous heart in asking for it。
  'Fair lord; whose name I know notnoble it is;
  I well believe; the noblestwill you wear
  My favour at this tourney?'  'Nay;' said he;
  'Fair lady; since I never yet have worn
  Favour of any lady in the lists。
  Such is my wont; as those; who know me; know。'
  'Yea; so;' she answered; 'then in wearing mine
  Needs must be lesser likelihood; noble lord;
  That those who know should know you。'  And he turned
  Her counsel up and down within his mind;
  And found it true; and answered; 'True; my child。
  Well; I will wear it:  fetch it out to me:
  What is it?' and she told him 'A red sleeve
  Broidered with pearls;' and brought it:  then he bound
  Her token on his helmet; with a smile
  Saying; 'I never yet have done so much
  For any maiden living;' and the blood
  Sprang to her face and filled her with delight;
  But left her all the paler; when Lavaine
  Returning brought the yet…unblazoned shield;
  His brother's; which he gave to Lancelot;
  Who parted with his own to fair Elaine:
  'Do me this grace; my child; to have my shield
  In keeping till I come。'  'A grace to me;'
  She answered; 'twice today。  I am your squire!'
  Whereat Lavaine said; laughing; 'Lily maid;
  For fear our people call you lily maid
  In earnest; let me bring your colour back;
  Once; twice; and thrice:  now get you hence to bed:'
  So kissed her; and Sir Lancelot his own hand;
  And thus they moved away:  she stayed a minute;
  Then made a sudden step to the gate; and there
  Her bright hair blown about the serious face
  Yet rosy…kindled with her brother's kiss
  Paused by the gateway; standing near the shield
  In silence; while she watched their arms far…off
  Sparkle; until they dipt below the downs。
  Then to her tower she climbed; and took the shield;
  There kept it; and so lived in fantasy。
  Meanwhile the new companions past away
  Far o'er the long backs of the bushless downs;
  To where Sir Lancelot knew there lived a knight
  Not far from Camelot; now for forty years
  A hermit; who had prayed; laboured and prayed;
  And ever labouring had scooped himself
  In the white rock a chapel and a hall
  On massive columns; like a shorecliff cave;
  And cells and chambers:  all were fair and dry;
  The green light from the meadows underneath
  Struck up and lived along the milky roofs;
  And in the meadows tremulous aspen…trees
  And poplars made a noise of falling showers。
  And thither wending there that night they bode。
  But when the next day broke from underground;
  And shot red fire and shadows through the cave;
  They rose; heard mass; broke fast; and rode away:
  Then Lancelot saying; 'Hear; but hold my name
  Hidden; you ride with Lancelot of the Lake;'
  Abashed young Lavaine; whose instant reverence;
  Dearer to true young hearts than their own praise;
  But left him leave to stammer; 'Is it indeed?'
  And after muttering 'The great Lancelot;
  At last he got his breath and answered; 'One;
  One have I seenthat other; our liege lord;
  The dread Pendragon; Britain's King of kings;
  Of whom the people talk mysteriously;
  He will be therethen were I stricken blind
  That minute; I might say that I had seen。'
  So spake Lavaine; and when they reached the lists
  By Camelot in the meadow; let his eyes
  Run through the peopled gallery which half round
  Lay like a rainbow fallen upon the grass;
  Until they found the clear…faced King; who sat
  Robed in red samite; easily to be known;
  Since to his crown the golden dragon clung;
  And down his robe the dragon writhed in gold;
  And from the carven…work behind him crept
  Two dragons gilded; sloping down to make
  Arms for his chair; while all the rest of them
  Through knots and loops and folds innumerable
  Fled ever through the woodwork; till they found
  The new design wherein they lost themselves;
  Yet with all ease; so tender was the work:
  And; in the costly canopy o'er him set;
  Blazed the last diamond of the nameless king。
  Then Lancelot answered young Lavaine and said;
  'Me you call great:  mine is the firmer seat;
  The truer lance:  but there is many a youth
  Now crescent; who will come to all I am
  And overcome it; and in me there dwells
  No greatness; save it be some far…off touch
  Of greatness to know well I am not great:
  There is the man。'  And Lavaine gaped upon him
  As on a thing miraculous; and anon
  The trumpets blew; and then did either side;
  They that assailed; and they that held the lists;
  Set lance in rest; strike spur; suddenly move;
  Meet in the midst; and there so furiously
  Shock; that a man far…off might well perceive;
  If any man that day were left afield;
  The hard earth shake; and a low thunder of arms。
  And Lancelot bode a little; till he saw
  Which were the weaker; then he hurled into it
  Against the stronger:  little need to speak
  Of Lancelot in his glory!  King; duke; earl;
  Count; baronwhom he smote; he overthrew。
  But in the field were Lancelot's kith and kin;
  Ranged with the Table Round that held the lists;
  Strong men; and wrathful that a stranger knight
  Should do and almost overdo the deeds
  Of Lancelot; and one said to the other; 'Lo!
  What is he?  I do not mean the force alone
  The grace and versatility of the man!
  Is it not Lancelot?'  'When has Lancelot worn
  Favour of any lady in the lists?
  Not such his wont; as we; that know him; know。'
  'How then? who then?' a fury seized them all;
  A fiery family passion for the name
  Of Lancelot; and a glory one with theirs。
  They couched their spears and pricked their steeds; and thus;
  Their plumes driven backward by the wind they made
  In moving; all together down upon him
  Bare; as a wild wave in the wide North…sea;
  Green…glimmering toward the summit; bears; with all
  Its stormy crests that smoke against the skies;
  Down on a bark; and overbears the bark;
  And him that helms it; so they overbore
  Sir Lancelot and his charger; and a spear
  Down…glancing lamed the charger; and a spear
  Pricked sharply his own cuirass; and the head
  Pierced through his side; and there snapt; and remained。
  Then Sir Lavaine did well and worshipfully;
  He bore a knight of old repute to the earth;
  And brought his horse to Lancelot where he lay。
  He up the side; sweating with agony; got;
  But thought to do while he might yet endure;
  And being lustily holpen by the rest;
  His party;though it seemed half…miracle
  To those he fought with;drave his kith and kin;
  And all the Table Round that held the lists;
  Back to the barrier; then the trumpets blew
  Proclaiming his the prize; who wore the sleeve
  Of scarlet; and the pearls; and all the knights;
  His party; cried 'Advance and take thy prize
  The diamond;' but he answered; 'Diamond me
  No diamonds! for God's love; a little air!
  Prize me no prizes; for my prize is death!
  Hence will I; and I charge you; follow me not。'
  He spoke; and vanished suddenly from the field
  With young Lavaine into the poplar grove。
  There from his charger down he slid; and sat;
  Gasping to Sir Lavaine; 'Draw the lance…head:'
  'Ah my sweet lord Sir Lancelot;' said Lavaine;
  'I dread me; if I draw it; you will die。'
  But he; 'I die already with it:  draw
  Draw;'and Lavaine drew; and Sir Lancelot gave
  A marvellous great shriek and ghastly groan;
  And half his blood burst forth; and down he sank
  For the pure pain; and wholly swooned away。
  Then came the hermit out and bare him in;
  There stanched his wound; and there; in daily doubt
  Whether to live or die; for many a week
  Hid from the wide world's rumour by the grove
  Of poplars with their noise of falling showers;
  And ever…tremulous aspen…trees; he lay。
  But on that day when Lancelot fled the lists;
  His party; knights of utmost North and West;
  Lords of waste marches;