第 28 节
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孤悟 更新:2021-02-21 12:12 字数:9322
Has Arthur spoken aught? or would yourself;
Now weary of my service and devoir;
Henceforth be truer to your faultless lord?'
She broke into a little scornful laugh:
'Arthur; my lord; Arthur; the faultless King;
That passionate perfection; my good lord
But who can gaze upon the Sun in heaven?
He never spake word of reproach to me;
He never had a glimpse of mine untruth;
He cares not for me: only here today
There gleamed a vague suspicion in his eyes:
Some meddling rogue has tampered with himelse
Rapt in this fancy of his Table Round;
And swearing men to vows impossible;
To make them like himself: but; friend; to me
He is all fault who hath no fault at all:
For who loves me must have a touch of earth;
The low sun makes the colour: I am yours;
Not Arthur's; as ye know; save by the bond。
And therefore hear my words: go to the jousts:
The tiny…trumpeting gnat can break our dream
When sweetest; and the vermin voices here
May buzz so loudwe scorn them; but they sting。'
Then answered Lancelot; the chief of knights:
'And with what face; after my pretext made;
Shall I appear; O Queen; at Camelot; I
Before a King who honours his own word;
As if it were his God's?'
'Yea;' said the Queen;
'A moral child without the craft to rule;
Else had he not lost me: but listen to me;
If I must find you wit: we hear it said
That men go down before your spear at a touch;
But knowing you are Lancelot; your great name;
This conquers: hide it therefore; go unknown:
Win! by this kiss you will: and our true King
Will then allow your pretext; O my knight;
As all for glory; for to speak him true;
Ye know right well; how meek soe'er he seem;
No keener hunter after glory breathes。
He loves it in his knights more than himself:
They prove to him his work: win and return。'
Then got Sir Lancelot suddenly to horse;
Wroth at himself。 Not willing to be known;
He left the barren…beaten thoroughfare;
Chose the green path that showed the rarer foot;
And there among the solitary downs;
Full often lost in fancy; lost his way;
Till as he traced a faintly…shadowed track;
That all in loops and links among the dales
Ran to the Castle of Astolat; he saw
Fired from the west; far on a hill; the towers。
Thither he made; and blew the gateway horn。
Then came an old; dumb; myriad…wrinkled man;
Who let him into lodging and disarmed。
And Lancelot marvelled at the wordless man;
And issuing found the Lord of Astolat
With two strong sons; Sir Torre and Sir Lavaine;
Moving to meet him in the castle court;
And close behind them stept the lily maid
Elaine; his daughter: mother of the house
There was not: some light jest among them rose
With laughter dying down as the great knight
Approached them: then the Lord of Astolat:
'Whence comes thou; my guest; and by what name
Livest thou between the lips? for by thy state
And presence I might guess thee chief of those;
After the King; who eat in Arthur's halls。
Him have I seen: the rest; his Table Round;
Known as they are; to me they are unknown。'
Then answered Sir Lancelot; the chief of knights:
'Known am I; and of Arthur's hall; and known;
What I by mere mischance have brought; my shield。
But since I go to joust as one unknown
At Camelot for the diamond; ask me not;
Hereafter ye shall know meand the shield
I pray you lend me one; if such you have;
Blank; or at least with some device not mine。'
Then said the Lord of Astolat; 'Here is Torre's:
Hurt in his first tilt was my son; Sir Torre。
And so; God wot; his shield is blank enough。
His ye can have。' Then added plain Sir Torre;
'Yea; since I cannot use it; ye may have it。'
Here laughed the father saying; 'Fie; Sir Churl;
Is that answer for a noble knight?
Allow him! but Lavaine; my younger here;
He is so full of lustihood; he will ride;
Joust for it; and win; and bring it in an hour;
And set it in this damsel's golden hair;
To make her thrice as wilful as before。'
'Nay; father; nay good father; shame me not
Before this noble knight;' said young Lavaine;
'For nothing。 Surely I but played on Torre:
He seemed so sullen; vext he could not go:
A jest; no more! for; knight; the maiden dreamt
That some one put this diamond in her hand;
And that it was too slippery to be held;
And slipt and fell into some pool or stream;
The castle…well; belike; and then I said
That if I went and if I fought and won it
(But all was jest and joke among ourselves)
Then must she keep it safelier。 All was jest。
But; father; give me leave; an if he will;
To ride to Camelot with this noble knight:
Win shall I not; but do my best to win:
Young as I am; yet would I do my best。'
'So will ye grace me;' answered Lancelot;
Smiling a moment; 'with your fellowship
O'er these waste downs whereon I lost myself;
Then were I glad of you as guide and friend:
And you shall win this diamond;as I hear
It is a fair large diamond;if ye may;
And yield it to this maiden; if ye will。'
'A fair large diamond;' added plain Sir Torre;
'Such be for queens; and not for simple maids。'
Then she; who held her eyes upon the ground;
Elaine; and heard her name so tost about;
Flushed slightly at the slight disparagement
Before the stranger knight; who; looking at her;
Full courtly; yet not falsely; thus returned:
'If what is fair be but for what is fair;
And only queens are to be counted so;
Rash were my judgment then; who deem this maid
Might wear as fair a jewel as is on earth;
Not violating the bond of like to like。'
He spoke and ceased: the lily maid Elaine;
Won by the mellow voice before she looked;
Lifted her eyes; and read his lineaments。
The great and guilty love he bare the Queen;
In battle with the love he bare his lord;
Had marred his face; and marked it ere his time。
Another sinning on such heights with one;
The flower of all the west and all the world;
Had been the sleeker for it: but in him
His mood was often like a fiend; and rose
And drove him into wastes and solitudes
For agony; who was yet a living soul。
Marred as he was; he seemed the goodliest man
That ever among ladies ate in hall;
And noblest; when she lifted up her eyes。
However marred; of more than twice her years;
Seamed with an ancient swordcut on the cheek;
And bruised and bronzed; she lifted up her eyes
And loved him; with that love which was her doom。
Then the great knight; the darling of the court;
Loved of the loveliest; into that rude hall
Stept with all grace; and not with half disdain
Hid under grace; as in a smaller time;
But kindly man moving among his kind:
Whom they with meats and vintage of their best
And talk and minstrel melody entertained。
And much they asked of court and Table Round;
And ever well and readily answered he:
But Lancelot; when they glanced at Guinevere;
Suddenly speaking of the wordless man;
Heard from the Baron that; ten years before;
The heathen caught and reft him of his tongue。
'He learnt and warned me of their fierce design
Against my house; and him they caught and maimed;
But I; my sons; and little daughter fled
From bonds or death; and dwelt among the woods
By the great river in a boatman's hut。
Dull days were those; till our good Arthur broke
The Pagan yet once more on Badon hill。'
'O there; great lord; doubtless;' Lavaine said; rapt
By all the sweet and sudden passion of youth
Toward greatness in its elder; 'you have fought。
O tell usfor we live apartyou know
Of Arthur's glorious wars。' And Lancelot spoke
And answered him at full; as having been
With Arthur in the fight which all day long
Rang by the white mouth of the violent Glem;
And in the four loud battles by the shore
Of Duglas; that on Bassa; then the war
That thundered in and out the gloomy skirts
Of Celidon the forest; and again
By castle Gurnion; where the glorious King
Had on his cuirass worn our Lady's Head;
Carved of one emerald centered in a sun
Of silver rays; that lightened as he breathed;
And at Caerleon had he helped his lord;
When the strong neighings of the wild white Horse
Set every gilded parapet shuddering;
And up in Agned…Cathregonion too;
And down the waste sand…shores of Trath Treroit;
Where many a heathen fell; 'and on the mount
Of Badon I myself beheld the King
Charge at the head of all his Table Round;
And all his legions crying Christ and him;
And break them; and I saw him; after; stand
High on a heap of slain; from spur to plume
Red as the rising sun with heathen blood;
And seeing me; with a great voice he cried;
〃They are broken; they are broken!〃 for the King;
However mild he seems at home; nor cares
For triumph in our mimic wars; the jousts
For if his own knight cast him down; he laughs
Saying; his knights are better men than he
Yet in this heathen war the fire of God
Fills him: I never saw his like: there lives
No greater leader。'
While he uttered this;
Low to her own heart said the lily maid;
'Save your own great self; fair lord;' and when he fell
From talk of war to traits of pleasantry
Being mirthful he; but in a stately kind
She still took note that when the living smile
Died from his lips; across him came a cloud
Of melancholy severe; from which agai