第 28 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9322
  Has Arthur spoken aught? or would yourself;
  Now weary of my service and devoir;
  Henceforth be truer to your faultless lord?'
  She broke into a little scornful laugh:
  'Arthur; my lord; Arthur; the faultless King;
  That passionate perfection; my good lord
  But who can gaze upon the Sun in heaven?
  He never spake word of reproach to me;
  He never had a glimpse of mine untruth;
  He cares not for me:  only here today
  There gleamed a vague suspicion in his eyes:
  Some meddling rogue has tampered with himelse
  Rapt in this fancy of his Table Round;
  And swearing men to vows impossible;
  To make them like himself:  but; friend; to me
  He is all fault who hath no fault at all:
  For who loves me must have a touch of earth;
  The low sun makes the colour:  I am yours;
  Not Arthur's; as ye know; save by the bond。
  And therefore hear my words:  go to the jousts:
  The tiny…trumpeting gnat can break our dream
  When sweetest; and the vermin voices here
  May buzz so loudwe scorn them; but they sting。'
  Then answered Lancelot; the chief of knights:
  'And with what face; after my pretext made;
  Shall I appear; O Queen; at Camelot; I
  Before a King who honours his own word;
  As if it were his God's?'
  'Yea;' said the Queen;
  'A moral child without the craft to rule;
  Else had he not lost me:  but listen to me;
  If I must find you wit:  we hear it said
  That men go down before your spear at a touch;
  But knowing you are Lancelot; your great name;
  This conquers:  hide it therefore; go unknown:
  Win! by this kiss you will:  and our true King
  Will then allow your pretext; O my knight;
  As all for glory; for to speak him true;
  Ye know right well; how meek soe'er he seem;
  No keener hunter after glory breathes。
  He loves it in his knights more than himself:
  They prove to him his work:  win and return。'
  Then got Sir Lancelot suddenly to horse;
  Wroth at himself。  Not willing to be known;
  He left the barren…beaten thoroughfare;
  Chose the green path that showed the rarer foot;
  And there among the solitary downs;
  Full often lost in fancy; lost his way;
  Till as he traced a faintly…shadowed track;
  That all in loops and links among the dales
  Ran to the Castle of Astolat; he saw
  Fired from the west; far on a hill; the towers。
  Thither he made; and blew the gateway horn。
  Then came an old; dumb; myriad…wrinkled man;
  Who let him into lodging and disarmed。
  And Lancelot marvelled at the wordless man;
  And issuing found the Lord of Astolat
  With two strong sons; Sir Torre and Sir Lavaine;
  Moving to meet him in the castle court;
  And close behind them stept the lily maid
  Elaine; his daughter:  mother of the house
  There was not:  some light jest among them rose
  With laughter dying down as the great knight
  Approached them:  then the Lord of Astolat:
  'Whence comes thou; my guest; and by what name
  Livest thou between the lips? for by thy state
  And presence I might guess thee chief of those;
  After the King; who eat in Arthur's halls。
  Him have I seen:  the rest; his Table Round;
  Known as they are; to me they are unknown。'
  Then answered Sir Lancelot; the chief of knights:
  'Known am I; and of Arthur's hall; and known;
  What I by mere mischance have brought; my shield。
  But since I go to joust as one unknown
  At Camelot for the diamond; ask me not;
  Hereafter ye shall know meand the shield
  I pray you lend me one; if such you have;
  Blank; or at least with some device not mine。'
  Then said the Lord of Astolat; 'Here is Torre's:
  Hurt in his first tilt was my son; Sir Torre。
  And so; God wot; his shield is blank enough。
  His ye can have。'  Then added plain Sir Torre;
  'Yea; since I cannot use it; ye may have it。'
  Here laughed the father saying; 'Fie; Sir Churl;
  Is that answer for a noble knight?
  Allow him! but Lavaine; my younger here;
  He is so full of lustihood; he will ride;
  Joust for it; and win; and bring it in an hour;
  And set it in this damsel's golden hair;
  To make her thrice as wilful as before。'
  'Nay; father; nay good father; shame me not
  Before this noble knight;' said young Lavaine;
  'For nothing。  Surely I but played on Torre:
  He seemed so sullen; vext he could not go:
  A jest; no more! for; knight; the maiden dreamt
  That some one put this diamond in her hand;
  And that it was too slippery to be held;
  And slipt and fell into some pool or stream;
  The castle…well; belike; and then I said
  That if I went and if I fought and won it
  (But all was jest and joke among ourselves)
  Then must she keep it safelier。  All was jest。
  But; father; give me leave; an if he will;
  To ride to Camelot with this noble knight:
  Win shall I not; but do my best to win:
  Young as I am; yet would I do my best。'
  'So will ye grace me;' answered Lancelot;
  Smiling a moment; 'with your fellowship
  O'er these waste downs whereon I lost myself;
  Then were I glad of you as guide and friend:
  And you shall win this diamond;as I hear
  It is a fair large diamond;if ye may;
  And yield it to this maiden; if ye will。'
  'A fair large diamond;' added plain Sir Torre;
  'Such be for queens; and not for simple maids。'
  Then she; who held her eyes upon the ground;
  Elaine; and heard her name so tost about;
  Flushed slightly at the slight disparagement
  Before the stranger knight; who; looking at her;
  Full courtly; yet not falsely; thus returned:
  'If what is fair be but for what is fair;
  And only queens are to be counted so;
  Rash were my judgment then; who deem this maid
  Might wear as fair a jewel as is on earth;
  Not violating the bond of like to like。'
  He spoke and ceased:  the lily maid Elaine;
  Won by the mellow voice before she looked;
  Lifted her eyes; and read his lineaments。
  The great and guilty love he bare the Queen;
  In battle with the love he bare his lord;
  Had marred his face; and marked it ere his time。
  Another sinning on such heights with one;
  The flower of all the west and all the world;
  Had been the sleeker for it:  but in him
  His mood was often like a fiend; and rose
  And drove him into wastes and solitudes
  For agony; who was yet a living soul。
  Marred as he was; he seemed the goodliest man
  That ever among ladies ate in hall;
  And noblest; when she lifted up her eyes。
  However marred; of more than twice her years;
  Seamed with an ancient swordcut on the cheek;
  And bruised and bronzed; she lifted up her eyes
  And loved him; with that love which was her doom。
  Then the great knight; the darling of the court;
  Loved of the loveliest; into that rude hall
  Stept with all grace; and not with half disdain
  Hid under grace; as in a smaller time;
  But kindly man moving among his kind:
  Whom they with meats and vintage of their best
  And talk and minstrel melody entertained。
  And much they asked of court and Table Round;
  And ever well and readily answered he:
  But Lancelot; when they glanced at Guinevere;
  Suddenly speaking of the wordless man;
  Heard from the Baron that; ten years before;
  The heathen caught and reft him of his tongue。
  'He learnt and warned me of their fierce design
  Against my house; and him they caught and maimed;
  But I; my sons; and little daughter fled
  From bonds or death; and dwelt among the woods
  By the great river in a boatman's hut。
  Dull days were those; till our good Arthur broke
  The Pagan yet once more on Badon hill。'
  'O there; great lord; doubtless;' Lavaine said; rapt
  By all the sweet and sudden passion of youth
  Toward greatness in its elder; 'you have fought。
  O tell usfor we live apartyou know
  Of Arthur's glorious wars。'  And Lancelot spoke
  And answered him at full; as having been
  With Arthur in the fight which all day long
  Rang by the white mouth of the violent Glem;
  And in the four loud battles by the shore
  Of Duglas; that on Bassa; then the war
  That thundered in and out the gloomy skirts
  Of Celidon the forest; and again
  By castle Gurnion; where the glorious King
  Had on his cuirass worn our Lady's Head;
  Carved of one emerald centered in a sun
  Of silver rays; that lightened as he breathed;
  And at Caerleon had he helped his lord;
  When the strong neighings of the wild white Horse
  Set every gilded parapet shuddering;
  And up in Agned…Cathregonion too;
  And down the waste sand…shores of Trath Treroit;
  Where many a heathen fell; 'and on the mount
  Of Badon I myself beheld the King
  Charge at the head of all his Table Round;
  And all his legions crying Christ and him;
  And break them; and I saw him; after; stand
  High on a heap of slain; from spur to plume
  Red as the rising sun with heathen blood;
  And seeing me; with a great voice he cried;
  〃They are broken; they are broken!〃 for the King;
  However mild he seems at home; nor cares
  For triumph in our mimic wars; the jousts
  For if his own knight cast him down; he laughs
  Saying; his knights are better men than he
  Yet in this heathen war the fire of God
  Fills him:  I never saw his like:  there lives
  No greater leader。'
  While he uttered this;
  Low to her own heart said the lily maid;
  'Save your own great self; fair lord;' and when he fell
  From talk of war to traits of pleasantry
  Being mirthful he; but in a stately kind
  She still took note that when the living smile
  Died from his lips; across him came a cloud
  Of melancholy severe; from which agai