第 23 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9322
  When Guinevere was crossing the great hall
  Cast herself down; knelt to the Queen; and wailed。
  'Why kneel ye there?  What evil hath ye wrought?
  Rise!' and the damsel bidden rise arose
  And stood with folded hands and downward eyes
  Of glancing corner; and all meekly said;
  'None wrought; but suffered much; an orphan maid!
  My father died in battle for thy King;
  My mother on his corpsein open field;
  The sad sea…sounding wastes of Lyonnesse
  Poor wretchno friend!and now by Mark the King
  For that small charm of feature mine; pursued
  If any such be mineI fly to thee。
  Save; save me thouWoman of womenthine
  The wreath of beauty; thine the crown of power;
  Be thine the balm of pity; O Heaven's own white
  Earth…angel; stainless bride of stainless King
  Help; for he follows! take me to thyself!
  O yield me shelter for mine innocency
  Among thy maidens!
  Here her slow sweet eyes
  Fear…tremulous; but humbly hopeful; rose
  Fixt on her hearer's; while the Queen who stood
  All glittering like May sunshine on May leaves
  In green and gold; and plumed with green replied;
  'Peace; child! of overpraise and overblame
  We choose the last。  Our noble Arthur; him
  Ye scarce can overpraise; will hear and know。
  Naywe believe all evil of thy Mark
  Well; we shall test thee farther; but this hour
  We ride a…hawking with Sir Lancelot。
  He hath given us a fair falcon which he trained;
  We go to prove it。  Bide ye here the while。'
  She past; and Vivien murmured after 'Go!
  I bide the while。'  Then through the portal…arch
  Peering askance; and muttering broken…wise;
  As one that labours with an evil dream;
  Beheld the Queen and Lancelot get to horse。
  'Is that the Lancelot? goodlyay; but gaunt:
  Courteousamends for gauntnesstakes her hand
  That glance of theirs; but for the street; had been
  A clinging kisshow hand lingers in hand!
  Let go at last!they ride awayto hawk
  For waterfowl。  Royaller game is mine。
  For such a supersensual sensual bond
  As that gray cricket chirpt of at our hearth
  Touch flax with flamea glance will servethe liars!
  Ah little rat that borest in the dyke
  Thy hole by night to let the boundless deep
  Down upon far…off cities while they dance
  Or dreamof thee they dreamed notnor of me
  Theseay; but each of either:  ride; and dream
  The mortal dream that never yet was mine
  Ride; ride and dream until ye waketo me!
  Then; narrow court and lubber King; farewell!
  For Lancelot will be gracious to the rat;
  And our wise Queen; if knowing that I know;
  Will hate; loathe; fearbut honour me the more。'
  Yet while they rode together down the plain;
  Their talk was all of training; terms of art;
  Diet and seeling; jesses; leash and lure。
  'She is too noble' he said 'to check at pies;
  Nor will she rake:  there is no baseness in her。'
  Here when the Queen demanded as by chance
  'Know ye the stranger woman?'  'Let her be;'
  Said Lancelot and unhooded casting off
  The goodly falcon free; she towered; her bells;
  Tone under tone; shrilled; and they lifted up
  Their eager faces; wondering at the strength;
  Boldness and royal knighthood of the bird
  Who pounced her quarry and slew it。  Many a time
  As onceof oldamong the flowersthey rode。
  But Vivien half…forgotten of the Queen
  Among her damsels broidering sat; heard; watched
  And whispered:  through the peaceful court she crept
  And whispered:  then as Arthur in the highest
  Leavened the world; so Vivien in the lowest;
  Arriving at a time of golden rest;
  And sowing one ill hint from ear to ear;
  While all the heathen lay at Arthur's feet;
  And no quest came; but all was joust and play;
  Leavened his hall。  They heard and let her be。
  Thereafter as an enemy that has left
  Death in the living waters; and withdrawn;
  The wily Vivien stole from Arthur's court。
  She hated all the knights; and heard in thought
  Their lavish comment when her name was named。
  For once; when Arthur walking all alone;
  Vext at a rumour issued from herself
  Of some corruption crept among his knights;
  Had met her; Vivien; being greeted fair;
  Would fain have wrought upon his cloudy mood
  With reverent eyes mock…loyal; shaken voice;
  And fluttered adoration; and at last
  With dark sweet hints of some who prized him more
  Than who should prize him most; at which the King
  Had gazed upon her blankly and gone by:
  But one had watched; and had not held his peace:
  It made the laughter of an afternoon
  That Vivien should attempt the blameless King。
  And after that; she set herself to gain
  Him; the most famous man of all those times;
  Merlin; who knew the range of all their arts;
  Had built the King his havens; ships; and halls;
  Was also Bard; and knew the starry heavens;
  The people called him Wizard; whom at first
  She played about with slight and sprightly talk;
  And vivid smiles; and faintly…venomed points
  Of slander; glancing here and grazing there;
  And yielding to his kindlier moods; the Seer
  Would watch her at her petulance; and play;
  Even when they seemed unloveable; and laugh
  As those that watch a kitten; thus he grew
  Tolerant of what he half disdained; and she;
  Perceiving that she was but half disdained;
  Began to break her sports with graver fits;
  Turn red or pale; would often when they met
  Sigh fully; or all…silent gaze upon him
  With such a fixt devotion; that the old man;
  Though doubtful; felt the flattery; and at times
  Would flatter his own wish in age for love;
  And half believe her true:  for thus at times
  He wavered; but that other clung to him;
  Fixt in her will; and so the seasons went。
  Then fell on Merlin a great melancholy;
  He walked with dreams and darkness; and he found
  A doom that ever poised itself to fall;
  An ever…moaning battle in the mist;
  World…war of dying flesh against the life;
  Death in all life and lying in all love;
  The meanest having power upon the highest;
  And the high purpose broken by the worm。
  So leaving Arthur's court he gained the beach;
  There found a little boat; and stept into it;
  And Vivien followed; but he marked her not。
  She took the helm and he the sail; the boat
  Drave with a sudden wind across the deeps;
  And touching Breton sands; they disembarked。
  And then she followed Merlin all the way;
  Even to the wild woods of Broceliande。
  For Merlin once had told her of a charm;
  The which if any wrought on anyone
  With woven paces and with waving arms;
  The man so wrought on ever seemed to lie
  Closed in the four walls of a hollow tower;
  From which was no escape for evermore;
  And none could find that man for evermore;
  Nor could he see but him who wrought the charm
  Coming and going; and he lay as dead
  And lost to life and use and name and fame。
  And Vivien ever sought to work the charm
  Upon the great Enchanter of the Time;
  As fancying that her glory would be great
  According to his greatness whom she quenched。
  There lay she all her length and kissed his feet;
  As if in deepest reverence and in love。
  A twist of gold was round her hair; a robe
  Of samite without price; that more exprest
  Than hid her; clung about her lissome limbs;
  In colour like the satin…shining palm
  On sallows in the windy gleams of March:
  And while she kissed them; crying; 'Trample me;
  Dear feet; that I have followed through the world;
  And I will pay you worship; tread me down
  And I will kiss you for it;' he was mute:
  So dark a forethought rolled about his brain;
  As on a dull day in an Ocean cave
  The blind wave feeling round his long sea…hall
  In silence:  wherefore; when she lifted up
  A face of sad appeal; and spake and said;
  'O Merlin; do ye love me?' and again;
  'O Merlin; do ye love me?' and once more;
  'Great Master; do ye love me?' he was mute。
  And lissome Vivien; holding by his heel;
  Writhed toward him; slided up his knee and sat;
  Behind his ankle twined her hollow feet
  Together; curved an arm about his neck;
  Clung like a snake; and letting her left hand
  Droop from his mighty shoulder; as a leaf;
  Made with her right a comb of pearl to part
  The lists of such a board as youth gone out
  Had left in ashes:  then he spoke and said;
  Not looking at her; 'Who are wise in love
  Love most; say least;' and Vivien answered quick;
  'I saw the little elf…god eyeless once
  In Arthur's arras hall at Camelot:
  But neither eyes nor tongueO stupid child!
  Yet you are wise who say it; let me think
  Silence is wisdom:  I am silent then;
  And ask no kiss;' then adding all at once;
  'And lo; I clothe myself with wisdom;' drew
  The vast and shaggy mantle of his beard
  Across her neck and bosom to her knee;
  And called herself a gilded summer fly
  Caught in a great old tyrant spider's web;
  Who meant to eat her up in that wild wood
  Without one word。  So Vivien called herself;
  But rather seemed a lovely baleful star
  Veiled in gray vapour; till he sadly smiled:
  'To what request for what strange boon;' he said;
  'Are these your pretty tricks and fooleries;
  O Vivien; the preamble? yet my thanks;
  For these have broken up my melancholy。'
  And Vivien answered smiling saucily;
  'What; O my Master; have ye found your voice?
  I bid the stranger welcome。  Thanks at last!
  But yesterday you never opened lip;
  Except indeed to drink:  no cup had we:
  In mine own lady palms I culled the spring
  That gathered trickling drop