第 19 节
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孤悟 更新:2021-02-21 12:12 字数:9322
The truest eyes that ever answered Heaven;
Behold me overturn and trample on him。
Then; had you cried; or knelt; or prayed to me;
I should not less have killed him。 And so you came;
But once you came;and with your own true eyes
Beheld the man you loved (I speak as one
Speaks of a service done him) overthrow
My proud self; and my purpose three years old;
And set his foot upon me; and give me life。
There was I broken down; there was I saved:
Though thence I rode all…shamed; hating the life
He gave me; meaning to be rid of it。
And all the penance the Queen laid upon me
Was but to rest awhile within her court;
Where first as sullen as a beast new…caged;
And waiting to be treated like a wolf;
Because I knew my deeds were known; I found;
Instead of scornful pity or pure scorn;
Such fine reserve and noble reticence;
Manners so kind; yet stately; such a grace
Of tenderest courtesy; that I began
To glance behind me at my former life;
And find that it had been the wolf's indeed:
And oft I talked with Dubric; the high saint;
Who; with mild heat of holy oratory;
Subdued me somewhat to that gentleness;
Which; when it weds with manhood; makes a man。
And you were often there about the Queen;
But saw me not; or marked not if you saw;
Nor did I care or dare to speak with you;
But kept myself aloof till I was changed;
And fear not; cousin; I am changed indeed。'
He spoke; and Enid easily believed;
Like simple noble natures; credulous
Of what they long for; good in friend or foe;
There most in those who most have done them ill。
And when they reached the camp the King himself
Advanced to greet them; and beholding her
Though pale; yet happy; asked her not a word;
But went apart with Edyrn; whom he held
In converse for a little; and returned;
And; gravely smiling; lifted her from horse;
And kissed her with all pureness; brother…like;
And showed an empty tent allotted her;
And glancing for a minute; till he saw her
Pass into it; turned to the Prince; and said:
'Prince; when of late ye prayed me for my leave
To move to your own land; and there defend
Your marches; I was pricked with some reproof;
As one that let foul wrong stagnate and be;
By having looked too much through alien eyes;
And wrought too long with delegated hands;
Not used mine own: but now behold me come
To cleanse this common sewer of all my realm;
With Edyrn and with others: have ye looked
At Edyrn? have ye seen how nobly changed?
This work of his is great and wonderful。
His very face with change of heart is changed。
The world will not believe a man repents:
And this wise world of ours is mainly right。
Full seldom doth a man repent; or use
Both grace and will to pick the vicious quitch
Of blood and custom wholly out of him;
And make all clean; and plant himself afresh。
Edyrn has done it; weeding all his heart
As I will weed this land before I go。
I; therefore; made him of our Table Round;
Not rashly; but have proved him everyway
One of our noblest; our most valorous;
Sanest and most obedient: and indeed
This work of Edyrn wrought upon himself
After a life of violence; seems to me
A thousand…fold more great and wonderful
Than if some knight of mine; risking his life;
My subject with my subjects under him;
Should make an onslaught single on a realm
Of robbers; though he slew them one by one;
And were himself nigh wounded to the death。'
So spake the King; low bowed the Prince; and felt
His work was neither great nor wonderful;
And past to Enid's tent; and thither came
The King's own leech to look into his hurt;
And Enid tended on him there; and there
Her constant motion round him; and the breath
Of her sweet tendance hovering over him;
Filled all the genial courses of his blood
With deeper and with ever deeper love;
As the south…west that blowing Bala lake
Fills all the sacred Dee。 So past the days。
But while Geraint lay healing of his hurt;
The blameless King went forth and cast his eyes
On each of all whom Uther left in charge
Long since; to guard the justice of the King:
He looked and found them wanting; and as now
Men weed the white horse on the Berkshire hills
To keep him bright and clean as heretofore;
He rooted out the slothful officer
Or guilty; which for bribe had winked at wrong;
And in their chairs set up a stronger race
With hearts and hands; and sent a thousand men
To till the wastes; and moving everywhere
Cleared the dark places and let in the law;
And broke the bandit holds and cleansed the land。
Then; when Geraint was whole again; they past
With Arthur to Caerleon upon Usk。
There the great Queen once more embraced her friend;
And clothed her in apparel like the day。
And though Geraint could never take again
That comfort from their converse which he took
Before the Queen's fair name was breathed upon;
He rested well content that all was well。
Thence after tarrying for a space they rode;
And fifty knights rode with them to the shores
Of Severn; and they past to their own land。
And there he kept the justice of the King
So vigorously yet mildly; that all hearts
Applauded; and the spiteful whisper died:
And being ever foremost in the chase;
And victor at the tilt and tournament;
They called him the great Prince and man of men。
But Enid; whom her ladies loved to call
Enid the Fair; a grateful people named
Enid the Good; and in their halls arose
The cry of children; Enids and Geraints
Of times to be; nor did he doubt her more;
But rested in her fealty; till he crowned
A happy life with a fair death; and fell
Against the heathen of the Northern Sea
In battle; fighting for the blameless King。
Balin and Balan
Pellam the King; who held and lost with Lot
In that first war; and had his realm restored
But rendered tributary; failed of late
To send his tribute; wherefore Arthur called
His treasurer; one of many years; and spake;
'Go thou with him and him and bring it to us;
Lest we should set one truer on his throne。
Man's word is God in man。'
His Baron said
'We go but harken: there be two strange knights
Who sit near Camelot at a fountain…side;
A mile beneath the forest; challenging
And overthrowing every knight who comes。
Wilt thou I undertake them as we pass;
And send them to thee?'
Arthur laughed upon him。
'Old friend; too old to be so young; depart;
Delay not thou for aught; but let them sit;
Until they find a lustier than themselves。'
So these departed。 Early; one fair dawn;
The light…winged spirit of his youth returned
On Arthur's heart; he armed himself and went;
So coming to the fountain…side beheld
Balin and Balan sitting statuelike;
Brethren; to right and left the spring; that down;
From underneath a plume of lady…fern;
Sang; and the sand danced at the bottom of it。
And on the right of Balin Balin's horse
Was fast beside an alder; on the left
Of Balan Balan's near a poplartree。
'Fair Sirs;' said Arthur; 'wherefore sit ye here?'
Balin and Balan answered 'For the sake
Of glory; we be mightier men than all
In Arthur's court; that also have we proved;
For whatsoever knight against us came
Or I or he have easily overthrown。'
'I too;' said Arthur; 'am of Arthur's hall;
But rather proven in his Paynim wars
Than famous jousts; but see; or proven or not;
Whether me likewise ye can overthrow。'
And Arthur lightly smote the brethren down;
And lightly so returned; and no man knew。
Then Balin rose; and Balan; and beside
The carolling water set themselves again;
And spake no word until the shadow turned;
When from the fringe of coppice round them burst
A spangled pursuivant; and crying 'Sirs;
Rise; follow! ye be sent for by the King;'
They followed; whom when Arthur seeing asked
'Tell me your names; why sat ye by the well?'
Balin the stillness of a minute broke
Saying 'An unmelodious name to thee;
Balin; 〃the Savage〃that addition thine
My brother and my better; this man here;
Balan。 I smote upon the naked skull
A thrall of thine in open hall; my hand
Was gauntleted; half slew him; for I heard
He had spoken evil of me; thy just wrath
Sent me a three…years' exile from thine eyes。
I have not lived my life delightsomely:
For I that did that violence to thy thrall;
Had often wrought some fury on myself;
Saving for Balan: those three kingless years
Have pastwere wormwood…bitter to me。 King;
Methought that if we sat beside the well;
And hurled to ground what knight soever spurred
Against us; thou would'st take me gladlier back;
And make; as ten…times worthier to be thine
Than twenty Balins; Balan knight。 I have said。
Not sonot all。 A man of thine today
Abashed us both; and brake my boast。 Thy will?'
Said Arthur 'Thou hast ever spoken truth;
Thy too fierce manhood would not let thee lie。
Rise; my true knight。 As children learn; be thou
Wiser for falling! walk with me; and move
To music with thine Order and the King。
Thy chair; a grief to all the brethren; stands
Vacant; but thou retake it; mine again!'
Thereafter; when Sir Balin entered hall;
The Lost one Found was greeted as in Heaven
With joy that blazed itself in woodland wealth
Of leaf; and gayest garlandage of flowers;
Along the wal