第 19 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9322
  The truest eyes that ever answered Heaven;
  Behold me overturn and trample on him。
  Then; had you cried; or knelt; or prayed to me;
  I should not less have killed him。  And so you came;
  But once you came;and with your own true eyes
  Beheld the man you loved (I speak as one
  Speaks of a service done him) overthrow
  My proud self; and my purpose three years old;
  And set his foot upon me; and give me life。
  There was I broken down; there was I saved:
  Though thence I rode all…shamed; hating the life
  He gave me; meaning to be rid of it。
  And all the penance the Queen laid upon me
  Was but to rest awhile within her court;
  Where first as sullen as a beast new…caged;
  And waiting to be treated like a wolf;
  Because I knew my deeds were known; I found;
  Instead of scornful pity or pure scorn;
  Such fine reserve and noble reticence;
  Manners so kind; yet stately; such a grace
  Of tenderest courtesy; that I began
  To glance behind me at my former life;
  And find that it had been the wolf's indeed:
  And oft I talked with Dubric; the high saint;
  Who; with mild heat of holy oratory;
  Subdued me somewhat to that gentleness;
  Which; when it weds with manhood; makes a man。
  And you were often there about the Queen;
  But saw me not; or marked not if you saw;
  Nor did I care or dare to speak with you;
  But kept myself aloof till I was changed;
  And fear not; cousin; I am changed indeed。'
  He spoke; and Enid easily believed;
  Like simple noble natures; credulous
  Of what they long for; good in friend or foe;
  There most in those who most have done them ill。
  And when they reached the camp the King himself
  Advanced to greet them; and beholding her
  Though pale; yet happy; asked her not a word;
  But went apart with Edyrn; whom he held
  In converse for a little; and returned;
  And; gravely smiling; lifted her from horse;
  And kissed her with all pureness; brother…like;
  And showed an empty tent allotted her;
  And glancing for a minute; till he saw her
  Pass into it; turned to the Prince; and said:
  'Prince; when of late ye prayed me for my leave
  To move to your own land; and there defend
  Your marches; I was pricked with some reproof;
  As one that let foul wrong stagnate and be;
  By having looked too much through alien eyes;
  And wrought too long with delegated hands;
  Not used mine own:  but now behold me come
  To cleanse this common sewer of all my realm;
  With Edyrn and with others:  have ye looked
  At Edyrn? have ye seen how nobly changed?
  This work of his is great and wonderful。
  His very face with change of heart is changed。
  The world will not believe a man repents:
  And this wise world of ours is mainly right。
  Full seldom doth a man repent; or use
  Both grace and will to pick the vicious quitch
  Of blood and custom wholly out of him;
  And make all clean; and plant himself afresh。
  Edyrn has done it; weeding all his heart
  As I will weed this land before I go。
  I; therefore; made him of our Table Round;
  Not rashly; but have proved him everyway
  One of our noblest; our most valorous;
  Sanest and most obedient:  and indeed
  This work of Edyrn wrought upon himself
  After a life of violence; seems to me
  A thousand…fold more great and wonderful
  Than if some knight of mine; risking his life;
  My subject with my subjects under him;
  Should make an onslaught single on a realm
  Of robbers; though he slew them one by one;
  And were himself nigh wounded to the death。'
  So spake the King; low bowed the Prince; and felt
  His work was neither great nor wonderful;
  And past to Enid's tent; and thither came
  The King's own leech to look into his hurt;
  And Enid tended on him there; and there
  Her constant motion round him; and the breath
  Of her sweet tendance hovering over him;
  Filled all the genial courses of his blood
  With deeper and with ever deeper love;
  As the south…west that blowing Bala lake
  Fills all the sacred Dee。  So past the days。
  But while Geraint lay healing of his hurt;
  The blameless King went forth and cast his eyes
  On each of all whom Uther left in charge
  Long since; to guard the justice of the King:
  He looked and found them wanting; and as now
  Men weed the white horse on the Berkshire hills
  To keep him bright and clean as heretofore;
  He rooted out the slothful officer
  Or guilty; which for bribe had winked at wrong;
  And in their chairs set up a stronger race
  With hearts and hands; and sent a thousand men
  To till the wastes; and moving everywhere
  Cleared the dark places and let in the law;
  And broke the bandit holds and cleansed the land。
  Then; when Geraint was whole again; they past
  With Arthur to Caerleon upon Usk。
  There the great Queen once more embraced her friend;
  And clothed her in apparel like the day。
  And though Geraint could never take again
  That comfort from their converse which he took
  Before the Queen's fair name was breathed upon;
  He rested well content that all was well。
  Thence after tarrying for a space they rode;
  And fifty knights rode with them to the shores
  Of Severn; and they past to their own land。
  And there he kept the justice of the King
  So vigorously yet mildly; that all hearts
  Applauded; and the spiteful whisper died:
  And being ever foremost in the chase;
  And victor at the tilt and tournament;
  They called him the great Prince and man of men。
  But Enid; whom her ladies loved to call
  Enid the Fair; a grateful people named
  Enid the Good; and in their halls arose
  The cry of children; Enids and Geraints
  Of times to be; nor did he doubt her more;
  But rested in her fealty; till he crowned
  A happy life with a fair death; and fell
  Against the heathen of the Northern Sea
  In battle; fighting for the blameless King。
  Balin and Balan
  Pellam the King; who held and lost with Lot
  In that first war; and had his realm restored
  But rendered tributary; failed of late
  To send his tribute; wherefore Arthur called
  His treasurer; one of many years; and spake;
  'Go thou with him and him and bring it to us;
  Lest we should set one truer on his throne。
  Man's word is God in man。'
  His Baron said
  'We go but harken:  there be two strange knights
  Who sit near Camelot at a fountain…side;
  A mile beneath the forest; challenging
  And overthrowing every knight who comes。
  Wilt thou I undertake them as we pass;
  And send them to thee?'
  Arthur laughed upon him。
  'Old friend; too old to be so young; depart;
  Delay not thou for aught; but let them sit;
  Until they find a lustier than themselves。'
  So these departed。  Early; one fair dawn;
  The light…winged spirit of his youth returned
  On Arthur's heart; he armed himself and went;
  So coming to the fountain…side beheld
  Balin and Balan sitting statuelike;
  Brethren; to right and left the spring; that down;
  From underneath a plume of lady…fern;
  Sang; and the sand danced at the bottom of it。
  And on the right of Balin Balin's horse
  Was fast beside an alder; on the left
  Of Balan Balan's near a poplartree。
  'Fair Sirs;' said Arthur; 'wherefore sit ye here?'
  Balin and Balan answered 'For the sake
  Of glory; we be mightier men than all
  In Arthur's court; that also have we proved;
  For whatsoever knight against us came
  Or I or he have easily overthrown。'
  'I too;' said Arthur; 'am of Arthur's hall;
  But rather proven in his Paynim wars
  Than famous jousts; but see; or proven or not;
  Whether me likewise ye can overthrow。'
  And Arthur lightly smote the brethren down;
  And lightly so returned; and no man knew。
  Then Balin rose; and Balan; and beside
  The carolling water set themselves again;
  And spake no word until the shadow turned;
  When from the fringe of coppice round them burst
  A spangled pursuivant; and crying 'Sirs;
  Rise; follow! ye be sent for by the King;'
  They followed; whom when Arthur seeing asked
  'Tell me your names; why sat ye by the well?'
  Balin the stillness of a minute broke
  Saying 'An unmelodious name to thee;
  Balin; 〃the Savage〃that addition thine
  My brother and my better; this man here;
  Balan。  I smote upon the naked skull
  A thrall of thine in open hall; my hand
  Was gauntleted; half slew him; for I heard
  He had spoken evil of me; thy just wrath
  Sent me a three…years' exile from thine eyes。
  I have not lived my life delightsomely:
  For I that did that violence to thy thrall;
  Had often wrought some fury on myself;
  Saving for Balan:  those three kingless years
  Have pastwere wormwood…bitter to me。  King;
  Methought that if we sat beside the well;
  And hurled to ground what knight soever spurred
  Against us; thou would'st take me gladlier back;
  And make; as ten…times worthier to be thine
  Than twenty Balins; Balan knight。  I have said。
  Not sonot all。  A man of thine today
  Abashed us both; and brake my boast。  Thy will?'
  Said Arthur 'Thou hast ever spoken truth;
  Thy too fierce manhood would not let thee lie。
  Rise; my true knight。  As children learn; be thou
  Wiser for falling! walk with me; and move
  To music with thine Order and the King。
  Thy chair; a grief to all the brethren; stands
  Vacant; but thou retake it; mine again!'
  Thereafter; when Sir Balin entered hall;
  The Lost one Found was greeted as in Heaven
  With joy that blazed itself in woodland wealth
  Of leaf; and gayest garlandage of flowers;
  Along the wal