第 13 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:12      字数:9321
  And since the proud man often is the mean;
  He sowed a slander in the common ear;
  Affirming that his father left him gold;
  And in my charge; which was not rendered to him;
  Bribed with large promises the men who served
  About my person; the more easily
  Because my means were somewhat broken into
  Through open doors and hospitality;
  Raised my own town against me in the night
  Before my Enid's birthday; sacked my house;
  From mine own earldom foully ousted me;
  Built that new fort to overawe my friends;
  For truly there are those who love me yet;
  And keeps me in this ruinous castle here;
  Where doubtless he would put me soon to death;
  But that his pride too much despises me:
  And I myself sometimes despise myself;
  For I have let men be; and have their way;
  Am much too gentle; have not used my power:
  Nor know I whether I be very base
  Or very manful; whether very wise
  Or very foolish; only this I know;
  That whatsoever evil happen to me;
  I seem to suffer nothing heart or limb;
  But can endure it all most patiently。'
  'Well said; true heart;' replied Geraint; 'but arms;
  That if the sparrow…hawk; this nephew; fight
  In next day's tourney I may break his pride。'
  And Yniol answered; 'Arms; indeed; but old
  And rusty; old and rusty; Prince Geraint;
  Are mine; and therefore at thy asking; thine。
  But in this tournament can no man tilt;
  Except the lady he loves best be there。
  Two forks are fixt into the meadow ground;
  And over these is placed a silver wand;
  And over that a golden sparrow…hawk;
  The prize of beauty for the fairest there。
  And this; what knight soever be in field
  Lays claim to for the lady at his side;
  And tilts with my good nephew thereupon;
  Who being apt at arms and big of bone
  Has ever won it for the lady with him;
  And toppling over all antagonism
  Has earned himself the name of sparrow…hawk。'
  But thou; that hast no lady; canst not fight。'
  To whom Geraint with eyes all bright replied;
  Leaning a little toward him; 'Thy leave!
  Let me lay lance in rest; O noble host;
  For this dear child; because I never saw;
  Though having seen all beauties of our time;
  Nor can see elsewhere; anything so fair。
  And if I fall her name will yet remain
  Untarnished as before; but if I live;
  So aid me Heaven when at mine uttermost;
  As I will make her truly my true wife。'
  Then; howsoever patient; Yniol's heart
  Danced in his bosom; seeing better days;
  And looking round he saw not Enid there;
  (Who hearing her own name had stolen away)
  But that old dame; to whom full tenderly
  And folding all her hand in his he said;
  'Mother; a maiden is a tender thing;
  And best by her that bore her understood。
  Go thou to rest; but ere thou go to rest
  Tell her; and prove her heart toward the Prince。'
  So spake the kindly…hearted Earl; and she
  With frequent smile and nod departing found;
  Half disarrayed as to her rest; the girl;
  Whom first she kissed on either cheek; and then
  On either shining shoulder laid a hand;
  And kept her off and gazed upon her face;
  And told them all their converse in the hall;
  Proving her heart:  but never light and shade
  Coursed one another more on open ground
  Beneath a troubled heaven; than red and pale
  Across the face of Enid hearing her;
  While slowly falling as a scale that falls;
  When weight is added only grain by grain;
  Sank her sweet head upon her gentle breast;
  Nor did she lift an eye nor speak a word;
  Rapt in the fear and in the wonder of it;
  So moving without answer to her rest
  She found no rest; and ever failed to draw
  The quiet night into her blood; but lay
  Contemplating her own unworthiness;
  And when the pale and bloodless east began
  To quicken to the sun; arose; and raised
  Her mother too; and hand in hand they moved
  Down to the meadow where the jousts were held;
  And waited there for Yniol and Geraint。
  And thither came the twain; and when Geraint
  Beheld her first in field; awaiting him;
  He felt; were she the prize of bodily force;
  Himself beyond the rest pushing could move
  The chair of Idris。  Yniol's rusted arms
  Were on his princely person; but through these
  Princelike his bearing shone; and errant knights
  And ladies came; and by and by the town
  Flowed in; and settling circled all the lists。
  And there they fixt the forks into the ground;
  And over these they placed the silver wand;
  And over that the golden sparrow…hawk。
  Then Yniol's nephew; after trumpet blown;
  Spake to the lady with him and proclaimed;
  'Advance and take; as fairest of the fair;
  What I these two years past have won for thee;
  The prize of beauty。'  Loudly spake the Prince;
  'Forbear:  there is a worthier;' and the knight
  With some surprise and thrice as much disdain
  Turned; and beheld the four; and all his face
  Glowed like the heart of a great fire at Yule;
  So burnt he was with passion; crying out;
  'Do battle for it then;' no more; and thrice
  They clashed together; and thrice they brake their spears。
  Then each; dishorsed and drawing; lashed at each
  So often and with such blows; that all the crowd
  Wondered; and now and then from distant walls
  There came a clapping as of phantom hands。
  So twice they fought; and twice they breathed; and still
  The dew of their great labour; and the blood
  Of their strong bodies; flowing; drained their force。
  But either's force was matched till Yniol's cry;
  'Remember that great insult done the Queen;'
  Increased Geraint's; who heaved his blade aloft;
  And cracked the helmet through; and bit the bone;
  And felled him; and set foot upon his breast;
  And said; 'Thy name?'  To whom the fallen man
  Made answer; groaning; 'Edyrn; son of Nudd!
  Ashamed am I that I should tell it thee。
  My pride is broken:  men have seen my fall。'
  'Then; Edyrn; son of Nudd;' replied Geraint;
  'These two things shalt thou do; or else thou diest。
  First; thou thyself; with damsel and with dwarf;
  Shalt ride to Arthur's court; and coming there;
  Crave pardon for that insult done the Queen;
  And shalt abide her judgment on it; next;
  Thou shalt give back their earldom to thy kin。
  These two things shalt thou do; or thou shalt die。'
  And Edyrn answered; 'These things will I do;
  For I have never yet been overthrown;
  And thou hast overthrown me; and my pride
  Is broken down; for Enid sees my fall!'
  And rising up; he rode to Arthur's court;
  And there the Queen forgave him easily。
  And being young; he changed and came to loathe
  His crime of traitor; slowly drew himself
  Bright from his old dark life; and fell at last
  In the great battle fighting for the King。
  But when the third day from the hunting…morn
  Made a low splendour in the world; and wings
  Moved in her ivy; Enid; for she lay
  With her fair head in the dim…yellow light;
  Among the dancing shadows of the birds;
  Woke and bethought her of her promise given
  No later than last eve to Prince Geraint
  So bent he seemed on going the third day;
  He would not leave her; till her promise given
  To ride with him this morning to the court;
  And there be made known to the stately Queen;
  And there be wedded with all ceremony。
  At this she cast her eyes upon her dress;
  And thought it never yet had looked so mean。
  For as a leaf in mid…November is
  To what it is in mid…October; seemed
  The dress that now she looked on to the dress
  She looked on ere the coming of Geraint。
  And still she looked; and still the terror grew
  Of that strange bright and dreadful thing; a court;
  All staring at her in her faded silk:
  And softly to her own sweet heart she said:
  'This noble prince who won our earldom back;
  So splendid in his acts and his attire;
  Sweet heaven; how much I shall discredit him!
  Would he could tarry with us here awhile;
  But being so beholden to the Prince;
  It were but little grace in any of us;
  Bent as he seemed on going this third day;
  To seek a second favour at his hands。
  Yet if he could but tarry a day or two;
  Myself would work eye dim; and finger lame;
  Far liefer than so much discredit him。'
  And Enid fell in longing for a dress
  All branched and flowered with gold; a costly gift
  Of her good mother; given her on the night
  Before her birthday; three sad years ago;
  That night of fire; when Edyrn sacked their house;
  And scattered all they had to all the winds:
  For while the mother showed it; and the two
  Were turning and admiring it; the work
  To both appeared so costly; rose a cry
  That Edyrn's men were on them; and they fled
  With little save the jewels they had on;
  Which being sold and sold had bought them bread:
  And Edyrn's men had caught them in their flight;
  And placed them in this ruin; and she wished
  The Prince had found her in her ancient home;
  Then let her fancy flit across the past;
  And roam the goodly places that she knew;
  And last bethought her how she used to watch;
  Near that old home; a pool of golden carp;
  And one was patched and blurred and lustreless
  Among his burnished brethren of the pool;
  And half asleep she made comparison
  Of that and these to her own faded self
  And the gay court; and fell asleep again;
  And dreamt herself was such a faded form
  Among her burnished sisters of the pool;
  But this was in the garden of a king;
  And though she lay dark in the pool; she knew
  That all was bright; that all about were birds
  Of sunny plume