第 3 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2021-02-21 11:56      字数:9322
  but none the less complacently ate the meal which he had cooked。
  Weatherbee grinned。 After that the foolish custom of washing passed
  out of their lives。
  As the sugar…pile and other little luxuries dwindled; they began
  to be afraid they were not getting their proper shares; and in order
  that they might not be robbed; they fell to gorging themselves。 The
  luxuries suffered in this gluttonous contest; as did also the men。
  In the absence of fresh vegetables and exercise; their blood became
  impoverished; and a loathsome; purplish rash crept over their
  bodies。 Yet they refused to heed the warning。 Next; their muscles
  and joints began to swell; the flesh turning black; while their
  mouths; gums; and lips took on the color of rich cream。 Instead of
  being drawn together by their misery; each gloated over the other's
  symptoms as the scurvy took its course。
  They lost all regard for personal appearance; and for that matter;
  common decency。 The cabin became a pigpen; and never once were the
  beds made or fresh pine boughs laid underneath。 Yet they could not
  keep to their blankets; as they would have wished; for the frost was
  inexorable; and the fire box consumed much fuel。 The hair of their
  heads and faces grew long and shaggy; while their garments would
  have disgusted a ragpicker。 But they did not care。 They were sick; and
  there was no one to see; besides; it was very painful to move about。
  To all this was added a new trouble… the Fear of the North。 This
  Fear was the joint child of the Great Cold and the Great Silence;
  and was born in the darkness of December; when the sun dipped below
  the horizon for good。 It affected them according to their natures。
  Weatherbee fell prey to the grosser superstitions; and did his best to
  resurrect the spirits which slept in the forgotten graves。 It was a
  fascinating thing; and in his dreams they came to him from out of
  the cold; and snuggled into his blankets; and told him of their
  toils and troubles ere they died。 He shrank away from the clammy
  contact as they drew closer and twined their frozen limbs about him;
  and when they whispered in his ear of things to come; the cabin rang
  with his frightened shrieks。 Cuthfert did not understand… for they
  no longer spoke… and when thus awakened he invariably grabbed for
  his revolver。 Then he would sit up in bed; shivering nervously; with
  the weapon trained on the unconscious dreamer。 Cuthfert deemed the man
  going mad; and so came to fear for his life。
  His own malady assumed a less concrete form。 The mysterious
  artisan who had laid the cabin; log by log; had pegged a wind…vane
  to the ridgepole。 Cuthfert noticed it always pointed south; and one
  day; irritated by its steadfastness of purpose; he turned it toward
  the east。 He watched eagerly; but never a breath came by to disturb
  it。 Then he turned the vane to the north; swearing never again to
  touch it till the wind did blow。 But the air frightened him with its
  unearthly calm; and he often rose in the middle of the night to see if
  the vane had veered… ten degrees would have satisfied him。 But no;
  it poised above him as unchangeable as fate。 His imagination ran riot;
  till it became to him a fetish。 Sometimes he followed the path it
  pointed across the dismal dominions; and allowed his soul to become
  saturated with the Fear。 He dwelt upon the unseen and the unknown till
  the burden of eternity appeared to be crushing him。 Everything in
  the Northland had that crushing effect… the absence of life and
  motion; the darkness; the infinite peace of the brooding land; the
  ghastly silence; which made the echo of each heartbeat a sacrilege;
  the solemn forest which seemed to guard an awful; inexpressible
  something; which neither word nor thought could compass。
  The world he had so recently left; with its busy nations and great
  enterprises; seemed very far away。 Recollections occasionally
  obtruded… recollections of marts and galleries and crowded
  thoroughfares; of evening dress and social functions; of good men
  and dear women he had known… but they were dim memories of a life he
  had lived long centuries agone; on some other planet。 This phantasm
  was the Reality。 Standing beneath the wind…vane; his eyes fixed on the
  polar skies; he could not bring himself to realize that the
  Southland really existed; that at that very moment it was a…roar
  with life and action。 There was no Southland; no men being born of
  women; no giving and taking in marriage。 Beyond his bleak skyline
  there stretched vast solitudes; and beyond these still vaster
  solitudes。 There were no lands of sunshine; heavy with the perfume
  of flowers。 Such things were only old dreams of paradise。 The sunlands
  of the West and the spicelands of the East; the smiling Arcadias and
  blissful Islands of the Blest… ha! ha! His laughter split the void and
  shocked him with its unwonted sound。 There was no sun。 This was the
  Universe; dead and cold and dark; and he its only citizen。 Weatherbee?
  At such moments Weatherbee did not count。 He was a Caliban; a
  monstrous phantom; fettered to him for untold ages; the penalty of
  some forgotten crime。
  He lived with Death among the dead; emasculated by the sense of
  his own insignificance; crushed by the passive mastery of the
  slumbering ages。 The magnitude of all things appalled him。
  Everything partook of the superlative save himself… the perfect
  cessation of wind and motion; the immensity of the snow…covered
  wildness; the height of the sky and the depth of the silence。 That
  wind…vane… if it would only move。 If a thunderbolt would fall; or
  the forest flare up in flame。 The rolling up of the heavens as a
  scroll; the crash of Doom… anything; anything! But no; nothing
  moved; the Silence crowded in; and the Fear of the North laid icy
  fingers on his heart。
  Once; like another Crusoe; by the edge of the river he came upon a
  track… the faint tracery of a snowshoe rabbit on the delicate
  snow…crust。 It was a revelation。 There was life in the Northland。 He
  would follow it; look upon it; gloat over it。 He forgot his swollen
  muscles; plunging through the deep snow in an ecstasy of anticipation。
  The forest swallowed him up; and the brief midday twilight vanished;
  but he pursued his quest till exhausted nature asserted itself and
  laid him helpless in the snow。 There he groaned and cursed his
  folly; and knew the track to be the fancy of his brain; and late
  that night he dragged himself into the cabin on hands and knees; his
  cheeks frozen and a strange numbness about his feet。 Weatherbee
  grinned malevolently; but made no offer to help him。 He thrust needles
  into his toes and thawed them out by the stove。 A week later
  mortification set in。
  But the clerk had his own troubles。 The dead men came out of their
  graves more frequently now; and rarely left him; waking or sleeping。
  He grew to wait and dread their coming; never passing the twin
  cairns without a shudder。 One night they came to him in his sleep
  and led him forth to an appointed task。 Frightened into inarticulate
  horror; he awoke between the heaps of stones and fled wildly to the
  cabin。 But he had lain there for some time; for his feet and cheeks
  were also frozen。
  Sometimes he became frantic at their insistent presence; and
  danced about the cabin; cutting the empty air with an axe; and
  smashing everything within reach。 During these ghostly encounters;
  Cuthfert huddled into his blankets and followed the madman about
  with a cocked revolver; ready to shoot him if he came too near。 But;
  recovering from one of these spells; the clerk noticed the weapon
  trained upon him。 His suspicions were aroused; and thenceforth he;
  too; lived in fear of his life。 They watched each other closely
  after that; and faced about in startled fright whenever either
  passed behind the other's back。 The apprehensiveness became a mania
  which controlled them even in their sleep。 Through mutual fear they
  tacitly let the slush…lamp burn all night; and saw to a plentiful
  supply of bacon…grease before retiring。 The slightest movement on
  the part of one was sufficient to arouse the other; and many a still
  watch their gazes countered as they shook beneath their blankets
  with fingers on the trigger…guards。
  What with the Fear of the North; the mental strain; and the
  ravages of the disease; they lost all semblance of humanity; taking on
  the appearance of wild beasts; hunted and desperate。 Their cheeks
  and noses; as an aftermath of the freezing; had turned black。 Their
  frozen toes had begun to drop away at the first and second joints。
  Every movement brought pain; but the fire box was insatiable; wringing
  a ransom of torture from their miserable bodies。 Day in; day out; it
  demanded its food… a veritable pound of flesh… and they dragged
  themselves into the forest to chop wood on their knees。 Once; crawling
  thus in search of dry sticks; unknown to each other they entered a
  thicket from opposite sides。 Suddenly; without warning; two peering
  death'