第 22 节
作者:你妹找1      更新:2021-02-21 11:56      字数:9319
  appear splendid in the eyes of men。 And the end of it was that the Emperor
  Genso   died   a   pitiful   and   painful   death      all   because   of   your   light   and
  trifling   mind。   Indeed;   your   real   character   can   easily   be   seen   from   your
  conduct     in   other   matters。   There    are  trees;  for   example;     such   as  the
  evergreen…oak       and   the   pine;  whose     leaves   do   not   fade  and   fall;  but
  remain     always     green;    these   are  trees   of   firm   heart;   trees  of   solid
  character。 But you say that they are stiff and formal; and you hate the sight
  of them; and never pay them a visit。 Only to the cherry…tree; and the kaido
  '15'; and the peony; and the yellow rose you go: those you like because
  they have showy flowers; and you try only to please them。 Such conduct;
  let   me    assure   you;    is  very   unbecoming。       Those     trees  certainly    have
  handsome flowers; but hunger…satisfying fruits they have not; and they are
  grateful to those only who are fond of luxury and show。 And that is just the
  reason why they are pleased by your fluttering wings and delicate shape;
  that is why they are kind to you。
  〃Now; in this spring season; while you sportively dance through the
  gardens of the wealthy; or hover among the beautiful alleys of cherry…trees
  in blossom; you say to yourself: 'Nobody in the world has such pleasure as
  I; or such excellent friends。 And; in spite of all that people may say; I most
  love the peony; and the golden yellow rose is my own darling; and I will
  obey her every least behest; for that is my pride and my delight。'。。。 So you
  say。 But the opulent and elegant season of flowers is very short: soon they
  will fade and fall。 Then; in the time of summer heat; there will be green
  leaves only; and presently the winds of autumn will blow; when even the
  leaves themselves will shower down like rain; parari…parari。 And your fate
  will then be as the fate of the unlucky in the proverb; Tanomi ki no shita ni
  ame furu 'Even through the tree upon which I relied for shelter the rain
  leaks down'。 For you will seek out your old friend; the root…cutting insect;
  the grub; and beg him to let you return into your old…time hole; but now
  having wings; you will not be able to enter the hole because of them; and
  you will not be able to shelter your body anywhere between heaven and
  earth;   and   all   the   moor…grass   will   then   have   withered;   and   you   will   not
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  have even one drop of dew with which to moisten your tongue; and there
  will be nothing left for you to do but to lie down and die。 all because of
  your light and frivolous heart  but; ah! how lamentable an end!〃。。。
  III
  Most of the Japanese stories about butterflies appear; as I have said; to
  be of Chinese origin。 But I have one which is probably indigenous; and it
  seems to me worth telling for the benefit of persons who believe there is
  no 〃romantic love〃 in the Far East。
  Behind   the   cemetery  of   the   temple   of   Sozanji;   in   the   suburbs   of   the
  capital; there long stood a solitary cottage; occupied by an old man named
  Takahama。   He   was   liked   in   the   neighborhood;   by   reason   of   his   amiable
  ways; but almost everybody supposed him to be a little mad。 Unless a man
  take the Buddhist vows; he is expected to marry; and to bring up a family。
  But   Takahama   did   not   belong   to   the   religious   life;   and   he   could   not   be
  persuaded to marry。 Neither had he ever been known to enter into a love…
  relation with any woman。 For more than fifty years he had lived entirely
  alone。
  One summer he fell sick; and knew that he had not long to live。 He
  then sent   for   his sister…in…law;  a   widow;  and   for   her only  son;   a  lad   of
  about   twenty   years   old;  to   whom  he   was   much   attached。   Both   promptly
  came; and did whatever they could to soothe the old man's last hours。
  One sultry afternoon; while the widow and her son were watching at
  his bedside; Takahama fell asleep。 At the same moment a very large white
  butterfly entered the room; and perched upon the sick man's pillow。 The
  nephew drove it away with a fan; but it returned immediately to the pillow;
  and   was   again   driven   away;   only   to   come   back   a   third   time。   Then   the
  nephew chased it into the garden; and across the garden; through an open
  gate;   into   the   cemetery   of   the   neighboring   temple。   But   it   continued   to
  flutter before him as if unwilling to be driven further; and acted so queerly
  that he began to wonder whether it was really a butterfly; or a ma '16'。 He
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  again chased it; and followed it far into the cemetery; until he saw it fly
  against   a   tomb;   a   woman's   tomb。   There   it   unaccountably   disappeared;
  and he searched for it in vain。 He then examined the monument。 It bore the
  personal name 〃Akiko;〃 (3) together with an unfamiliar family name; and
  an    inscription    stating   that  Akiko     had   died   at  the   age   of   eighteen。
  Apparently the tomb had been erected about fifty years previously: moss
  had   begun   to   gather   upon   it。   But   it   had   been   well   cared   for:   there   were
  fresh flowers before it; and the water…tank had recently been filled。
  On   returning   to   the   sick   room;   the   young   man   was   shocked   by  the
  announcement that his uncle had ceased to breathe。 Death had come to the
  sleeper painlessly; and the dead face smiled。
  The young man told his mother of what he had seen in the cemetery。
  〃Ah!〃 exclaimed the widow; 〃then it must have been Akiko!〃。。。
  But who was Akiko; mother?〃 the nephew asked。
  The widow answered:
  〃When your good uncle was young he was betrothed to a charming
  girl called Akiko; the daughter of a neighbor。 Akiko died of consumption;
  only a little before the day appointed for the wedding; and her promised
  husband sorrowed greatly。 After Akiko had been buried; he made a vow
  never to marry; and he built this little house beside the cemetery; so that he
  might be always near her grave。 All this happened more than fifty  years
  ago。 And every day of those fifty years  winter and summer alike  your
  uncle went to the cemetery; and prayed at the grave; and swept the tomb;
  and set offerings before it。 But he did not like to have any mention made
  of the matter; and he never spoke of it。。。 So; at last; Akiko came for him:
  the white butterfly was her soul。〃
  IV
  I had almost forgotten to mention an ancient Japanese dance; called the
  Butterfly Dance (Kocho…Mai); which used to be performed in the Imperial
  Palace;     by   dancers     costumed     as   butterflies。   Whether      it  is  danced
  occasionally nowadays I do not know。 It is said to be very difficult to learn。
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  Six dancers are required for the proper performance of it; and they must
  move in particular figures; obeying traditional rules for ever step; pose;
  or   gesture;   and   circling   about   each   other   very   slowly   to   the   sound   of
  hand…drums   and   great   drums;   small   flutes   and   great   flutes;   and   pandean
  pipes of a form unknown to Western Pan。
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  MOSQUITOES
  With a view to self…protection I have been reading Dr。 Howard's book;
  〃Mosquitoes。〃 I am persecuted by mosquitoes。 There are several species in
  my   neighborhood;   but   only   one   of   them   is   a   serious   torment;   a   tiny
  needly thing; all silver…speckled and silver…streaked。 The puncture of it is
  sharp as an electric burn; and the mere hum of it has a lancinating quality
  of tone which foretells the quality of the pain about to come; much in the
  same way that a particular smell suggests a particular taste。 I find that this
  mosquito much resembles the creature which Dr。 Howard calls Stegomyia
  fasciata; or Culex fasciatus: and that its habits are the same as those of the
  Stegomyia。 For example; it is diurnal rather than nocturnal and becomes
  most   troublesome   in   the   afternoon。 And   I have   discovered   that   it   comes
  from   the   Buddhist   cemetery;   a   very   old   cemetery;