第 1 节
作者:丢丢      更新:2021-02-21 11:53      字数:9322
  THE DIAMOND MAKER
  Some business had detained me in Chancery Lane nine in the
  evening; and thereafter; having some inkling of a headache; I was
  disinclined either for entertainment or further work。  So much of
  the sky as the high cliffs of that narrow canon of traffic left
  visible spoke of a serene night; and I determined to make my way
  down to the Embankment; and rest my eyes and cool my head by
  watching the variegated lights upon the river。  Beyond comparison
  the night is the best time for this place; a merciful darkness
  hides the dirt of the waters; and the lights of this transitional
  age; red glaring orange; gas…yellow; and electric white; are set in
  shadowy outlines of every possible shade between grey and deep
  purple。  Through the arches of Waterloo Bridge a hundred points of
  light mark the sweep of the Embankment; and above its parapet rise
  the towers of Westminster;warm grey against the starlight。  The
  black river goes by with only a rare ripple breaking its silence;
  and disturbing the reflections of the lights that swim upon its
  surface。
  〃A warm night;〃 said a voice at my side。
  I turned my head; and saw the profile of a man who was leaning
  over the parapet beside me。  It was a refined face; not unhandsome;
  though pinched and pale enough; and the coat collar turned up and
  pinned round the throat marked his status in life as sharply as a
  uniform。  I felt I was committed to the price of a bed and
  breakfast if I answered him。
  I looked at him curiously。  Would he have anything to tell me
  worth the money; or was he the common incapableincapable even of
  telling his own story?  There was a quality of intelligence in his
  forehead and eyes; and a certain tremulousness in his nether lip
  that decided me。
  〃Very warm;〃 said I; 〃but not too warm for us here。〃
  〃No;〃 he said; still looking across the water; 〃it is pleasant
  enough here 。 。 。 。 just now。〃
  〃It is good;〃 he continued after a pause; 〃to find anything so
  restful as this in London。  After one has been fretting about
  business all day; about getting on; meeting obligations; and
  parrying dangers; I do not know what one would do if it were not
  for such pacific corners。〃  He spoke with long pauses between the
  sentences。  〃You must know a little of the irksome labour of the
  world; or you would not be here。  But I doubt if you can be so
  brain…weary and footsore as I am 。 。 。 。 Bah!  Sometimes I doubt if
  the game is worth the candle。  I feel inclined to throw the whole
  thing overname; wealth and positionand take to some modest
  trade。  But I know if I abandoned my ambitionhardly as she uses
  meI should have nothing but remorse left for the rest of my
  days。〃
  He became silent。  I looked at him in astonishment。  If ever
  I saw a man hopelessly hard…up it was the man in front of me。  He
  was ragged and he was dirty; unshaven and unkempt; he looked as
  though he had been left in a dust…bin for a week。  And he was
  talking to ME of the irksome worries of a large business。
  I almost laughed outright。  Either he was mad or playing a sorry
  jest on his own poverty。
  〃If high aims and high positions;〃 said I; 〃have their
  drawbacks of hard work and anxiety; they have their compensations。
  Influence; the power of doing good; of assisting those weaker and
  poorer than ourselves; and there is even a certain gratification in
  display 。 。 。 。 。 〃
  My banter under the circumstances was in very vile taste。  I
  spoke on the spur of the contrast of his appearance and speech。  I
  was sorry even while I was speaking。
  He turned a haggard but very composed face upon me。  Said he:
  〃I forgot myself。  Of course you would not understand。〃
  He measured me for a moment。  〃No doubt it is very absurd。
  You will not believe me even when I tell you; so that it is fairly
  safe to tell you。  And it will be a comfort to tell someone。  I
  really have a big business in hand; a very big business。  But there
  are troubles just now。  The fact is 。 。 。 。 I make diamonds。〃
  〃I suppose;〃 said I; 〃you are out of work just at present?〃
  〃I am sick of being disbelieved;〃 he said impatiently; and
  suddenly unbuttoning his wretched coat he pulled out a little
  canvas bag that was hanging by a cord round his neck。  From this he
  produced a brown pebble。  〃I wonder if you know enough to know what
  that is?〃  He handed it to me。
  Now; a year or so ago; I had occupied my leisure in taking a
  London science degree; so that I have a smattering of physics and
  mineralogy。  The thing was not unlike an uncut diamond of the
  darker sort; though far too large; being almost as big as the top
  of my thumb。  I took it; and saw it had the form of a regular
  octahedron; with the curved faces peculiar to the most precious of
  minerals。  I took out my penknife and tried to scratch itvainly。
  Leaning forward towards the gas…lamp; I tried the thing on my
  watch…glass; and scored a white line across that with the greatest
  ease。
  I looked at my interlocutor with rising curiosity。  〃It
  certainly is rather like a diamond。  But; if so; it is a Behemoth
  of diamonds。  Where did you get it?〃
  〃I tell you I made it;〃 he said。  〃Give it back to me。〃
  He replaced it hastily and buttoned his jacket。  〃I will sell
  it you for one hundred pounds;〃 he suddenly whispered eagerly。
  With that my suspicions returned。  The thing might; after all; be
  merely a lump of that almost equally hard substance; corundum; with
  an accidental resemblance in shape to the diamond。  Or if it was a
  diamond; how came he by it; and why should he offer it at a hundred
  pounds?
  We looked into one another's eyes。  He seemed eager; but
  honestly eager。  At that moment I believed it was a diamond he was
  trying to sell。  Yet I am a poor man; a hundred pounds would leave
  a visible gap in my fortunes and no sane man would buy a diamond by
  gaslight from a ragged tramp on his personal warranty only。  Still;
  a diamond that size conjured up a vision of many thousands of
  pounds。  Then; thought I; such a stone could scarcely exist without
  being mentioned in every book on gems; and again I called to mind
  the stories of contraband and light…fingered Kaffirs at the Cape。
  I put the question of purchase on one side。
  〃How did you get it?〃 said I。
  〃I made it。〃
  I had heard something of Moissan; but I knew his artificial
  diamonds were very small。  I shook my head。
  〃You seem to know something of this kind of thing。  I will
  tell you a little about myself。  Perhaps then you may think better
  of the purchase。〃  He turned round with his back to the river; and
  put his hands in his pockets。  He sighed。  〃I know you will not
  believe me。〃
  〃Diamonds;〃 he beganand as he spoke his voice lost its faint
  flavour of the tramp and assumed something of the easy tone of an
  educated manare to be made by throwing carbon out of combination
  in a suitable flux and under a suitable pressure; the carbon
  crystallises out; not as black…lead or charcoal…powder; but as
  small diamonds。  So much has been known to chemists for years; but
  no one yet had hit upon exactly the right flux in which to melt up
  the carbon; or exactly the right pressure for the best results。
  Consequently the diamonds made by chemists are small and dark;
  and worthless as jewels。  Now I; you know; have given up my life to
  this problemgiven my life to it。
  〃I began to work at the conditions of diamond making when I
  was seventeen; and now I am thirty…two。  It seemed to me that it
  might take all the thought and energies of a man for ten years; or
  twenty years; but; even if it did; the game was still worth the
  candle。  Suppose one to have at last just hit the right trick
  before the secret got out and diamonds became as common as coal;
  one might realize millions。  Millions!〃
  He paused and looked for my sympathy。  His eyes shone
  hungrily。  〃To think;〃 said he; 〃that I am on the verge of it all;
  and here!
  〃I had;〃 he proceeded; 〃about a thousand pounds when I was
  twenty…one; and this; I thought; eked out by a little teaching;
  would keep my researches going。  A year or two was spent in study;
  at Berlin chiefly; and then I continued on my own account。  The
  trouble was the secrecy。  You see; if once I had let out what I was
  doing; other men might have been spurred on by my belief in the
  practicability of the idea; and I do not pretend to be such a
  genius as to have been sure of coming in first; in the case of a
  race for the discovery。  And you see it was important that if I
  really meant to make a pile; people should not know it was an
  artificial process and capable of turning out diamonds by the ton。
  So I had to work all alone。  At first I had a little laboratory;
  but as my resources began to run out I had to conduct my
  experiments in a wretched unfurnished room in Kentish Town; where
  I slept at last on a straw mattress on the floor among all my
  apparatus。  The money sim