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丢丢 更新:2021-02-21 11:53 字数:9322
THE DIAMOND MAKER
Some business had detained me in Chancery Lane nine in the
evening; and thereafter; having some inkling of a headache; I was
disinclined either for entertainment or further work。 So much of
the sky as the high cliffs of that narrow canon of traffic left
visible spoke of a serene night; and I determined to make my way
down to the Embankment; and rest my eyes and cool my head by
watching the variegated lights upon the river。 Beyond comparison
the night is the best time for this place; a merciful darkness
hides the dirt of the waters; and the lights of this transitional
age; red glaring orange; gas…yellow; and electric white; are set in
shadowy outlines of every possible shade between grey and deep
purple。 Through the arches of Waterloo Bridge a hundred points of
light mark the sweep of the Embankment; and above its parapet rise
the towers of Westminster;warm grey against the starlight。 The
black river goes by with only a rare ripple breaking its silence;
and disturbing the reflections of the lights that swim upon its
surface。
〃A warm night;〃 said a voice at my side。
I turned my head; and saw the profile of a man who was leaning
over the parapet beside me。 It was a refined face; not unhandsome;
though pinched and pale enough; and the coat collar turned up and
pinned round the throat marked his status in life as sharply as a
uniform。 I felt I was committed to the price of a bed and
breakfast if I answered him。
I looked at him curiously。 Would he have anything to tell me
worth the money; or was he the common incapableincapable even of
telling his own story? There was a quality of intelligence in his
forehead and eyes; and a certain tremulousness in his nether lip
that decided me。
〃Very warm;〃 said I; 〃but not too warm for us here。〃
〃No;〃 he said; still looking across the water; 〃it is pleasant
enough here 。 。 。 。 just now。〃
〃It is good;〃 he continued after a pause; 〃to find anything so
restful as this in London。 After one has been fretting about
business all day; about getting on; meeting obligations; and
parrying dangers; I do not know what one would do if it were not
for such pacific corners。〃 He spoke with long pauses between the
sentences。 〃You must know a little of the irksome labour of the
world; or you would not be here。 But I doubt if you can be so
brain…weary and footsore as I am 。 。 。 。 Bah! Sometimes I doubt if
the game is worth the candle。 I feel inclined to throw the whole
thing overname; wealth and positionand take to some modest
trade。 But I know if I abandoned my ambitionhardly as she uses
meI should have nothing but remorse left for the rest of my
days。〃
He became silent。 I looked at him in astonishment。 If ever
I saw a man hopelessly hard…up it was the man in front of me。 He
was ragged and he was dirty; unshaven and unkempt; he looked as
though he had been left in a dust…bin for a week。 And he was
talking to ME of the irksome worries of a large business。
I almost laughed outright。 Either he was mad or playing a sorry
jest on his own poverty。
〃If high aims and high positions;〃 said I; 〃have their
drawbacks of hard work and anxiety; they have their compensations。
Influence; the power of doing good; of assisting those weaker and
poorer than ourselves; and there is even a certain gratification in
display 。 。 。 。 。 〃
My banter under the circumstances was in very vile taste。 I
spoke on the spur of the contrast of his appearance and speech。 I
was sorry even while I was speaking。
He turned a haggard but very composed face upon me。 Said he:
〃I forgot myself。 Of course you would not understand。〃
He measured me for a moment。 〃No doubt it is very absurd。
You will not believe me even when I tell you; so that it is fairly
safe to tell you。 And it will be a comfort to tell someone。 I
really have a big business in hand; a very big business。 But there
are troubles just now。 The fact is 。 。 。 。 I make diamonds。〃
〃I suppose;〃 said I; 〃you are out of work just at present?〃
〃I am sick of being disbelieved;〃 he said impatiently; and
suddenly unbuttoning his wretched coat he pulled out a little
canvas bag that was hanging by a cord round his neck。 From this he
produced a brown pebble。 〃I wonder if you know enough to know what
that is?〃 He handed it to me。
Now; a year or so ago; I had occupied my leisure in taking a
London science degree; so that I have a smattering of physics and
mineralogy。 The thing was not unlike an uncut diamond of the
darker sort; though far too large; being almost as big as the top
of my thumb。 I took it; and saw it had the form of a regular
octahedron; with the curved faces peculiar to the most precious of
minerals。 I took out my penknife and tried to scratch itvainly。
Leaning forward towards the gas…lamp; I tried the thing on my
watch…glass; and scored a white line across that with the greatest
ease。
I looked at my interlocutor with rising curiosity。 〃It
certainly is rather like a diamond。 But; if so; it is a Behemoth
of diamonds。 Where did you get it?〃
〃I tell you I made it;〃 he said。 〃Give it back to me。〃
He replaced it hastily and buttoned his jacket。 〃I will sell
it you for one hundred pounds;〃 he suddenly whispered eagerly。
With that my suspicions returned。 The thing might; after all; be
merely a lump of that almost equally hard substance; corundum; with
an accidental resemblance in shape to the diamond。 Or if it was a
diamond; how came he by it; and why should he offer it at a hundred
pounds?
We looked into one another's eyes。 He seemed eager; but
honestly eager。 At that moment I believed it was a diamond he was
trying to sell。 Yet I am a poor man; a hundred pounds would leave
a visible gap in my fortunes and no sane man would buy a diamond by
gaslight from a ragged tramp on his personal warranty only。 Still;
a diamond that size conjured up a vision of many thousands of
pounds。 Then; thought I; such a stone could scarcely exist without
being mentioned in every book on gems; and again I called to mind
the stories of contraband and light…fingered Kaffirs at the Cape。
I put the question of purchase on one side。
〃How did you get it?〃 said I。
〃I made it。〃
I had heard something of Moissan; but I knew his artificial
diamonds were very small。 I shook my head。
〃You seem to know something of this kind of thing。 I will
tell you a little about myself。 Perhaps then you may think better
of the purchase。〃 He turned round with his back to the river; and
put his hands in his pockets。 He sighed。 〃I know you will not
believe me。〃
〃Diamonds;〃 he beganand as he spoke his voice lost its faint
flavour of the tramp and assumed something of the easy tone of an
educated manare to be made by throwing carbon out of combination
in a suitable flux and under a suitable pressure; the carbon
crystallises out; not as black…lead or charcoal…powder; but as
small diamonds。 So much has been known to chemists for years; but
no one yet had hit upon exactly the right flux in which to melt up
the carbon; or exactly the right pressure for the best results。
Consequently the diamonds made by chemists are small and dark;
and worthless as jewels。 Now I; you know; have given up my life to
this problemgiven my life to it。
〃I began to work at the conditions of diamond making when I
was seventeen; and now I am thirty…two。 It seemed to me that it
might take all the thought and energies of a man for ten years; or
twenty years; but; even if it did; the game was still worth the
candle。 Suppose one to have at last just hit the right trick
before the secret got out and diamonds became as common as coal;
one might realize millions。 Millions!〃
He paused and looked for my sympathy。 His eyes shone
hungrily。 〃To think;〃 said he; 〃that I am on the verge of it all;
and here!
〃I had;〃 he proceeded; 〃about a thousand pounds when I was
twenty…one; and this; I thought; eked out by a little teaching;
would keep my researches going。 A year or two was spent in study;
at Berlin chiefly; and then I continued on my own account。 The
trouble was the secrecy。 You see; if once I had let out what I was
doing; other men might have been spurred on by my belief in the
practicability of the idea; and I do not pretend to be such a
genius as to have been sure of coming in first; in the case of a
race for the discovery。 And you see it was important that if I
really meant to make a pile; people should not know it was an
artificial process and capable of turning out diamonds by the ton。
So I had to work all alone。 At first I had a little laboratory;
but as my resources began to run out I had to conduct my
experiments in a wretched unfurnished room in Kentish Town; where
I slept at last on a straw mattress on the floor among all my
apparatus。 The money sim