第 61 节
作者:连过十一人      更新:2021-02-20 18:45      字数:5431
  It was a cool; still evening: innumerable stars swarmed in clusters
  over the forests; forming bright hieroglyphics in the middle heavens;
  showering over the dark harbour into the sea。  Scorrier walked
  slowly。  A weight seemed lifted from his mind; so entangled had he
  become in that uncanny silence。  At last Pippin had broken through
  the spell。  To get that; letter sent would be the laying of a
  phantom; the rehabilitation of commonsense。  Now that this silence
  was in the throes of being broken; he felt curiously tender towards
  Pippin; without the hero…worship of old days; but with a queer
  protective feeling。  After all; he was different from other men。  In
  spite of his feverish; tenacious energy; in spite of his ironic
  humour; there was something of the woman in him!  And as for this
  silence; this horror of controlall geniuses had 〃bees in their
  bonnets;〃 and Pippin was a genius in his way!
  He looked back at the town。  Brilliantly lighted it had a thriving
  air…difficult to believe of the place he remembered ten years back;
  the sounds of drinking; gambling; laughter; and dancing floated to
  his ears。  'Quite a city!' he thought。
  With this queer elation on him he walked slowly back along the
  street; forgetting that he was simply an oldish mining expert; with a
  look of shabbiness; such as clings to men who are always travelling;
  as if their 〃nap〃 were for ever being rubbed off。  And he thought of
  Pippin; creator of this glory。
  He had passed the boundaries of the town; and had entered the forest。
  A feeling of discouragement instantly beset him。  The scents and
  silence; after the festive cries and odours of the town; were
  undefinably oppressive。  Notwithstanding; he walked a long time;
  saying to himself that he would give the letter every chance。  At
  last; when he thought that Pippin must have finished; he went back to
  the house。
  Pippin had finished。  His forehead rested on the table; his arms hung
  at his sides; he was stone…dead!  His face wore a smile; and by his
  side lay an empty laudanum bottle。
  The letter; closely; beautifully written; lay before him。  It was a
  fine document; clear; masterly; detailed; nothing slurred; nothing
  concealed; nothing omitted; a complete review of the company's
  position; it ended with the words: 〃Your humble servant; RICHARD
  PIPPIN。〃
  Scorrier took possession of it。  He dimly understood that with those
  last words a wire had snapped。  The border…line had been overpassed;
  the point reached where that sense of proportion; which alone makes
  life possible; is lost。  He was certain that at the moment of his
  death Pippin could have discussed bimetallism; or any intellectual
  problem; except the one problem of his own heart; that; for some
  mysterious reason; had been too much for him。  His death had been the
  work of a moment of supreme revolta single instant of madness on a
  single subject!  He found on the blotting…paper; scrawled across the
  impress of the signature; 〃Can't stand it!〃  The completion of that
  letter had been to him a struggle ungraspable by Scorrier。  Slavery?
  Defeat?  A violation of Nature?  The death of justice?  It were
  better not to think of it!  Pippin could have toldbut he would
  never speak again。  Nature; at whom; unaided; he had dealt so many
  blows; had taken her revenge。。。!
  In the night Scorrier stole down; and; with an ashamed face; cut off
  a lock of the fine grey hair。  'His daughter might like it!' he
  thought。。。。
  He waited till Pippin was buried; then; with the letter in his
  pocket; started for England。
  He arrived at Liverpool on a Thursday morning; and travelling to
  town; drove straight to the office of the company。  The Board were
  sitting。  Pippin's successor was already being interviewed。  He
  passed out as Scorrier came in; a middle…aged man with a large; red
  beard; and a foxy; compromising face。  He also was a Cornishman。
  Scorrier wished him luck with a very heavy heart。
  As an unsentimental man; who had a proper horror of emotion; whose
  living depended on his good sense; to look back on that interview
  with the Board was painful。  It had excited in him a rage of which he
  was now heartily ashamed。  Old Jolyon Forsyte; the chairman; was not
  there for once; guessing perhaps that the Board's view of this death
  would be too small for him; and little Mr。 Booker sat in his place。
  Every one had risen; shaken hands with Scorrier; and expressed
  themselves indebted for his coming。  Scorrier placed Pippin's letter
  on the table; and gravely the secretary read out to his Board the
  last words of their superintendent。  When he had finished; a director
  said; 〃That's not the letter of a madman!〃  Another answered: 〃Mad as
  a hatter; nobody but a madman would have thrown up such a post。〃
  Scorrier suddenly withdrew。  He heard Hemmings calling after him。
  〃Aren't you well; Mr。 Scorrier?  aren't you well; sir?〃
  He shouted back: 〃Quite sane; I thank you。。。。
  The Naples 〃express〃 rolled round the outskirts of the town。
  Vesuvius shone in the sun; uncrowned by smoke。  But even as Scorrier
  looked; a white puff went soaring up。  It was the footnote to his
  memories。
  February 1901。
  End