第 61 节
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连过十一人 更新:2021-02-20 18:45 字数:5431
It was a cool; still evening: innumerable stars swarmed in clusters
over the forests; forming bright hieroglyphics in the middle heavens;
showering over the dark harbour into the sea。 Scorrier walked
slowly。 A weight seemed lifted from his mind; so entangled had he
become in that uncanny silence。 At last Pippin had broken through
the spell。 To get that; letter sent would be the laying of a
phantom; the rehabilitation of commonsense。 Now that this silence
was in the throes of being broken; he felt curiously tender towards
Pippin; without the hero…worship of old days; but with a queer
protective feeling。 After all; he was different from other men。 In
spite of his feverish; tenacious energy; in spite of his ironic
humour; there was something of the woman in him! And as for this
silence; this horror of controlall geniuses had 〃bees in their
bonnets;〃 and Pippin was a genius in his way!
He looked back at the town。 Brilliantly lighted it had a thriving
air…difficult to believe of the place he remembered ten years back;
the sounds of drinking; gambling; laughter; and dancing floated to
his ears。 'Quite a city!' he thought。
With this queer elation on him he walked slowly back along the
street; forgetting that he was simply an oldish mining expert; with a
look of shabbiness; such as clings to men who are always travelling;
as if their 〃nap〃 were for ever being rubbed off。 And he thought of
Pippin; creator of this glory。
He had passed the boundaries of the town; and had entered the forest。
A feeling of discouragement instantly beset him。 The scents and
silence; after the festive cries and odours of the town; were
undefinably oppressive。 Notwithstanding; he walked a long time;
saying to himself that he would give the letter every chance。 At
last; when he thought that Pippin must have finished; he went back to
the house。
Pippin had finished。 His forehead rested on the table; his arms hung
at his sides; he was stone…dead! His face wore a smile; and by his
side lay an empty laudanum bottle。
The letter; closely; beautifully written; lay before him。 It was a
fine document; clear; masterly; detailed; nothing slurred; nothing
concealed; nothing omitted; a complete review of the company's
position; it ended with the words: 〃Your humble servant; RICHARD
PIPPIN。〃
Scorrier took possession of it。 He dimly understood that with those
last words a wire had snapped。 The border…line had been overpassed;
the point reached where that sense of proportion; which alone makes
life possible; is lost。 He was certain that at the moment of his
death Pippin could have discussed bimetallism; or any intellectual
problem; except the one problem of his own heart; that; for some
mysterious reason; had been too much for him。 His death had been the
work of a moment of supreme revolta single instant of madness on a
single subject! He found on the blotting…paper; scrawled across the
impress of the signature; 〃Can't stand it!〃 The completion of that
letter had been to him a struggle ungraspable by Scorrier。 Slavery?
Defeat? A violation of Nature? The death of justice? It were
better not to think of it! Pippin could have toldbut he would
never speak again。 Nature; at whom; unaided; he had dealt so many
blows; had taken her revenge。。。!
In the night Scorrier stole down; and; with an ashamed face; cut off
a lock of the fine grey hair。 'His daughter might like it!' he
thought。。。。
He waited till Pippin was buried; then; with the letter in his
pocket; started for England。
He arrived at Liverpool on a Thursday morning; and travelling to
town; drove straight to the office of the company。 The Board were
sitting。 Pippin's successor was already being interviewed。 He
passed out as Scorrier came in; a middle…aged man with a large; red
beard; and a foxy; compromising face。 He also was a Cornishman。
Scorrier wished him luck with a very heavy heart。
As an unsentimental man; who had a proper horror of emotion; whose
living depended on his good sense; to look back on that interview
with the Board was painful。 It had excited in him a rage of which he
was now heartily ashamed。 Old Jolyon Forsyte; the chairman; was not
there for once; guessing perhaps that the Board's view of this death
would be too small for him; and little Mr。 Booker sat in his place。
Every one had risen; shaken hands with Scorrier; and expressed
themselves indebted for his coming。 Scorrier placed Pippin's letter
on the table; and gravely the secretary read out to his Board the
last words of their superintendent。 When he had finished; a director
said; 〃That's not the letter of a madman!〃 Another answered: 〃Mad as
a hatter; nobody but a madman would have thrown up such a post。〃
Scorrier suddenly withdrew。 He heard Hemmings calling after him。
〃Aren't you well; Mr。 Scorrier? aren't you well; sir?〃
He shouted back: 〃Quite sane; I thank you。。。。
The Naples 〃express〃 rolled round the outskirts of the town。
Vesuvius shone in the sun; uncrowned by smoke。 But even as Scorrier
looked; a white puff went soaring up。 It was the footnote to his
memories。
February 1901。
End