第 48 节
作者:连过十一人      更新:2021-02-20 18:45      字数:9322
  September 1900。
  TO
  MY BROTHER
  HUBERT GALSWORTHY
  SALVATION OF A FORSYTE
  I
  Swithin Forsyte lay in bed。  The corners of his mouth under his white
  moustache drooped towards his double chin。  He panted:
  〃My doctor says I'm in a bad way; James。〃
  His twin…brother placed his hand behind his ear。  〃I can't hear you。
  They tell me I ought to take a cure。  There's always a cure wanted
  for something。  Emily had a cure。〃
  Swithin replied: 〃You mumble so。  I hear my man; Adolph。  I trained
  him。。。。  You ought to have an ear…trumpet。  You're getting very
  shaky; James。〃
  There was silence; then James Forsyte; as if galvanised; remarked: 〃I
  s'pose you've made your will。  I s'pose you've left your money to the
  family; you've nobody else to leave it to。  There was Danson died the
  other day; and left his money to a hospital〃
  The hairs of Swithin's white moustache bristled。  〃My fool of a
  doctor told me to make my will;〃 he said; 〃I hate a fellow who tells
  you to make your will。  My appetite's good; I ate a partridge last
  night。  I'm all the better for eating。  He told me to leave off
  champagne!  I eat a good breakfast。  I'm not eighty。  You're the same
  age; James。  You look very shaky。〃
  James Forsyte said: 〃You ought to have another opinion。  Have Blank;
  he's the first man now。  I had him for Emily; cost me two hundred
  guineas。  He sent her to Homburg; that's the first place now。  The
  Prince was thereeverybody goes there。〃
  Swithin Forsyte answered: 〃I don't get any sleep at night; now I
  can't get out; and I've bought a new carriagegave a pot of money
  for it。  D' you ever have bronchitis?  They tell me champagne's
  dangerous; it's my belief I couldn't take a better thing。〃
  James Forsyte rose。
  〃You ought to have another opinion。  Emily sent her love; she would
  have come in; but she had to go to Niagara。  Everybody goes there;
  it's the place now。  Rachel goes every morning: she overdoes it
  she'll be laid up one of these days。  There's a fancy ball there to…
  night; the Duke gives the prizes。〃
  Swithin Forsyte said angrily: 〃I can't get things properly cooked
  here; at the club I get spinach decently done。〃  The bed…clothes
  jerked at the tremor of his legs。
  James Forsyte replied: 〃You must have done well with Tintos; you must
  have made a lot of money by them。  Your ground…rents must be falling
  in; too。  You must have any amount you don't know what to do with。〃
  He mouthed the words; as if his lips were watering。
  Swithin Forsyte glared。  〃Money!〃 he said; 〃my doctor's bill's
  enormous。〃
  James Forsyte stretched out a cold; damp hand 〃Goodbye! You ought to
  have another opinion。  I can't keep the horses waiting: they're a new
  pairstood me in three hundred。  You ought to take care of yourself。
  I shall speak to Blank about you。  You ought to have himeverybody
  says he's the first man。  Good…bye!〃
  Swithin Forsyte continued to stare at the ceiling。  He thought: 'A
  poor thing; James! a selfish beggar!  Must be worth a couple of
  hundred thousand!'  He wheezed; meditating on life。。。。
  He was ill and lonely。  For many years he had been lonely; and for
  two years ill; but as he had smoked his first cigar; so he would live
  his life…stoutly; to its predestined end。  Every day he was driven to
  the club; sitting forward on the spring cushions of a single
  brougham; his hands on his knees; swaying a little; strangely solemn。
  He ascended the steps into that marble hallthe folds of his chin
  wedged into the aperture of his collarwalking squarely with a
  stick。  Later he would dine; eating majestically; and savouring his
  food; behind a bottle of champagne set in an ice…pailhis waistcoat
  defended by a napkin; his eyes rolling a little or glued in a stare
  on the waiter。  Never did he suffer his head or back to droop; for it
  was not distinguished so to do。
  Because he was old and deaf; he spoke to no one; and no one spoke to
  him。  The club gossip; an Irishman; said to each newcomer: 〃Old
  Forsyte!  Look at 'um!  Must ha' had something in his life to sour
  'um!〃  But Swithin had had nothing in his life to sour him。
  For many days now he had lain in bed in a room exuding silver;
  crimson; and electric light; smelling of opopanax and of cigars。  The
  curtains were drawn; the firelight gleamed; on a table by his bed
  were a jug of barley…water and the Times。  He made an attempt to
  read; failed; and fell again to thinking。  His face with its square
  chin; looked like a block of pale leather bedded in the pillow。  It
  was lonely!  A woman in the room would have made all the difference!
  Why had he never married?  He breathed hard; staring froglike at the
  ceiling; a memory had come into his mind。  It was a long time ago
  forty odd yearsbut it seemed like yesterday。。。。
  It happened when he was thirty…eight; for the first and only time in
  his life travelling on the Continent; with his twin…brother James and
  a man named Traquair。  On the way from Germany to Venice; he had
  found himself at the Hotel Goldene Alp at Salzburg。  It was late
  August; and weather for the gods: sunshine on the walls and the
  shadows of the vine…leaves; and at night; the moonlight; and again on
  the walls the shadows of the vine…leaves。  Averse to the suggestions
  of other people; Swithin had refused to visit the Citadel; he had
  spent the day alone in the window of his bedroom; smoking a
  succession of cigars; and disparaging the appearance of the passers…
  by。  After dinner he was driven by boredom into the streets。  His
  chest puffed out like a pigeon's; and with something of a pigeon's
  cold and inquiring eye; he strutted; annoyed at the frequency of
  uniforms; which seemed to him both needless and offensive。  His
  spleen rose at this crowd of foreigners; who spoke an unintelligible
  language; wore hair on their faces; and smoked bad tobacco。  'A queer
  lot!' he thought。  The sound of music from a cafe attracted him; he
  walked in; vaguely moved by a wish for the distinction of adventure;
  without the trouble which adventure usually brought with it; spurred
  too; perhaps; by an after…dinner demon。  The cafe was the bier…halle
  of the 'Fifties; with a door at either end; and lighted by a large
  wooden lantern。  On a small dais three musicians were fiddling。
  Solitary men; or groups; sat at some dozen tables; and the waiters
  hurried about replenishing glasses; the air was thick with smoke。
  Swithin sat down。  〃Wine!〃 he said sternly。  The astonished waiter
  brought him wine。  Swithin pointed to a beer glass on the table。
  〃Here!〃 he said; with the same ferocity。  The waiter poured out the
  wine。  'Ah!' thought Swithin; 'they can understand if they like。'  A
  group of officers close by were laughing; Swithin stared at them
  uneasily。  A hollow cough sounded almost in his ear。  To his left a
  man sat reading; with his elbows on the corners of a journal; and his
  gaunt shoulders raised almost to his eyes。  He had a thin; long nose;
  broadening suddenly at the nostrils; a black…brown beard; spread in a
  savage fan over his chest; what was visible of the face was the
  colour of old parchment。  A strange; wild; haughty…looking creature!
  Swithin observed his clothes with some displeasurethey were the
  clothes of a journalist or strolling actor。  And yet he was
  impressed。  This was singular。  How could he be impressed by a fellow
  in such clothes!  The man reached out a hand; covered with black
  hairs; and took up a tumbler that contained a dark…coloured fluid。
  'Brandy!' thought Swithin。  The crash of a falling chair startled
  himhis neighbour had risen。  He was of immense height; and very
  thin; his great beard seemed to splash away from his mouth; he was
  glaring at the group of officers; and speaking。  Swithin made out two
  words: 〃Hunde! Deutsche Hunde!〃 'Hounds! Dutch hounds!' he thought:
  'Rather strong!'  One of the officers had jumped up; and now drew his
  sword。  The tall man swung his chair up; and brought it down with a
  thud。  Everybody round started up and closed on him。  The tall man
  cried out; 〃To me; Magyars!〃
  Swithin grinned。  The tall man fighting such odds excited his
  unwilling admiration; he had a momentary impulse to go to his
  assistance。  'Only get a broken nose!' he thought; and looked for a
  safe corner。  But at that moment a thrown lemon struck him on the
  jaw。  He jumped out of his chair and rushed at the officers。  The
  Hungarian; swinging his chair; threw him a look of gratitudeSwithin
  glowed with momentary admiration of himself。  A sword blade grazed
  hisarm; he felt a sudden dislike of the Hungarian。  'This is too
  much;' he thought; and; catching up a chair; flung it at the wooden
  lantern。  There was a crashfaces and swords vanished。  He struck a
  match; and by the light of it bolted for the door。  A second later he
  was in the street。
  II
  A voice said in English; 〃God bless you; brot