第 33 节
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连过十一人 更新:2021-02-20 18:44 字数:9322
sordid; bold scheme; which; on the pivot of a trading venture; was
intended to spin a whole wheel of political convulsions。
〃They'll never let you get there;〃 said old Pearse。
〃Won't they?〃 returned Zachary。 〃Oh yes; they will; an' when I
leave; there'll be another dynasty; and I'll be a rich man。〃
〃Yu'll never leave;〃 answered the old man。
Zachary took out a sheet of paper covered with figures。 He had
worked the whole thing out。 So muchequipment; so muchtrade; so
muchconcessions; so muchemergencies。 〃My last mag!〃 he ended; 〃a
thousand short; the ship's ready; and if I'm not there within a month
my chance is as good as gone。〃
This was the pith of his confidencesan appeal for money; and we all
looked as men will when that crops up。
〃Mad!〃 muttered the old man; looking at the sea。
〃No;〃 said Zachary。 That one word was more eloquent than all the
rest of his words put together。 This fellow is no visionary。 His
scheme may be daring; and unprincipled; buthe knows very well what
he's about。
〃Well!〃 said old Pearse; 〃you shall have five 'undred of my money; if
it's only to learn what yu're made of。 Wheel me in!〃 Zachary
wheeled him into the house; but soon came back。
〃The old man's cheque for five hundred pounds!〃 he said; holding it
up。 〃Mr。 Treffry; give me another; and you shall have a third of the
profits。〃
I expected Dan to give a point…blank refusal。 But he only asked:
〃Would that clear you for starting?〃
〃With that;〃 said Zachary; 〃I can get to sea in a fortnight。〃
〃Good!〃 Dan said slowly。 〃Give me a written promise! To sea in
fourteen days and my fair share on the five hundred poundsno more
no less。〃
Again I thought Pearse would have jumped at this; but he leaned his
chin on his hand; and looked at Dan; and Dan looked at him。 While
they were staring at each other like this; Pasiance came up with a
kitten。
〃See!〃 she said; 〃isn't it a darling?〃 The kitten crawled and clawed
its way up behind her neck。 I saw both men's eyes as they looked at
Pasiance; and suddenly understood what they were at。 The kitten
rubbed itself against Pasiance's cheek; overbalanced; and fell;
clawing; down her dress。 She caught it up and walked away。 Some
one; I don't know which of us; sighed; and Pearse cried 〃Done!〃
The bargain had been driven。
〃Good…bye; Mr。 Pearse;〃 said Dan; 〃 I guess that's all I'm wanted
for。 I'll find my pony waiting in the village。 George; you'll see
Pasiance home?〃
We heard the hoofs of his pony galloping down the road; Pearse
suddenly excused himself; and disappeared。
This venture of his may sound romantic and absurd; but it's matter…
of…fact enough。 He's after L。 s。 d。! Shades of Drake; Raleigh;
Hawkins; Oxenham! The worm of suspicion gnaws at the rose of
romance。 What if those fellows; too; were only after L。 s。 d。。。。?
I strolled into the pine…wood。 The earth there was covered like a
bee's body with black and gold stripes; there was the blue sea below;
and white; sleepy clouds; and bumble…bees booming above the heather;
it was all softness; a summer's day in Devon。 Suddenly I came on
Pearse standing at the edge of the cliff with Pasiance sitting in a
little hollow below; looking up at him。 I heard him say:
〃PasiancePasiance!〃 The sound of his voice; and the sight of her
soft; wondering face made me furious。 What business has she with
love; at her age? What business have they with each other?
He told me presently that she had started off for home; and drove me
to the ferry; behind an old grey pony。 On the way he came back to
his offer of the other day。
〃Come with me;〃 he said。 〃It doesn't do to neglect the Press; you
can see the possibilities。 It's one of the few countries left。 If I
once get this business started you don't know where it's going to
stop。 You'd have free passage everywhere; and whatever you like in
reason。〃
I answered as rudely as I couldbut by no means as rudely as I
wantedthat his scheme was mad。 As a matter of fact; it's much too
sane for me; for; whatever the body of a scheme; its soul is the
fibre of the schemer。
〃Think of it;〃 he urged; as if he could see into me。 〃You can make
what you like of it。 Press paragraphs; of course。 But that's
mechanical; why; even I could do it; if I had time。 As for the rest;
you'll be as freeas free as a man。〃
There; in five words of one syllable; is the kernel of this fellow
Pearse〃As free as a man!〃 No rule; no law; not even the mysterious
shackles that bind men to their own self…respects! 〃As free as a
man!〃 No ideals; no principles; no fixed star for his worship; no
coil he can't slide out of! But the fellow has the tenacity of one
of the old Devon mastiffs; too。 He wouldn't take 〃No〃 for an answer。
〃Think of it;〃 he said; 〃any day will doI've got a fortnight。。。。
Look! there she is! 〃I thought that he meant Pasiance; but it was an
old steamer; sluggish and black in the blazing sun of mid…stream;
with a yellow…and…white funnel; and no sign of life on her decks。
〃That's herthe Pied Witcb! Do her twelve knots; you wouldn't think
it! Well! good…evening! You'd better come。 A word to me at any
time。 I'm going aboard now。〃
As I was being ferried across I saw him lolling in the stern…sheets
of a little boat; the sun crowning his straw hat with glory。
I came on Pasiance; about a mile up the road; sitting in the hedge。
We walked on together between the banksDevonshire banks; as high as
houses; thick with ivy and ferns; bramble and hazel boughs; and
honeysuckle。
〃Do you believe in a God?〃 she said suddenly。
〃Grandfather's God is simply awful。 When I'm playing the fiddle; I
can feel God; but grandfather's is such a stuffy Godyou know what I
mean: the sea; the wind; the trees; colours toothey make one feel。
But I don't believe that life was meant to 'be good' in。 Isn't there
anything better than being good? When I'm 'good;' I simply feel
wicked。〃 She reached up; caught a flower from the hedge; and slowly
tore its petals。
〃What would you do;〃 she muttered; 〃if you wanted a thing; but were
afraid of it? But I suppose you're never afraid!〃 she added; mocking
me。 I admitted that I was sometimes afraid; and often afraid of
being afraid。
〃That's nice! I'm not afraid of illness; nor of grandfather; nor of
his God; butI want to be free。 If you want a thing badly; you're
afraid about it。〃
I thought of Zachary Pearse's words; 〃free as a man。〃
〃Why are you looking at me like that?〃 she said。
I stammered: 〃What do you mean by freedom?〃
〃Do you know what I shall do to…night?〃 she answered。 〃Get out of my
window by the apple…tree; and go to the woods; and play!〃
We were going down a steep lane; along the side of a wood; where
there's always a smell of sappy leaves; and the breath of the cows
that come close to the hedge to get the shade。
There was a cottage in the bottom; and a small boy sat outside
playing with a heap of dust。
〃Hallo; Johnny!〃 said Pasiance。 〃Hold your leg out and show this man
your bad place!〃 The small boy undid a bandage round his bare and
dirty little leg; and proudly revealed a sore。
〃Isn't it nasty?〃 cried Pasiance ruefully; tying up the bandage
again; 〃poor little feller! Johnny; see what I've brought you!〃 She
produced from her pocket a stick of chocolate; the semblance of a
soldier made of sealing…wax and worsted; and a crooked sixpence。
It was a new glimpse of her。 All the way home she was telling me the
story of little Johnny's family; when she came to his mother's death;
she burst out: 〃A beastly shame; wasn't it; and they're so poor; it
might just as well have been somebody else。 I like poor people; but
I hate rich onesstuck…up beasts。〃
Mrs。 Hopgood was looking over the gate; with her cap on one side; and
one of Pasiance's cats rubbing itself against her skirts。 At the
sight of us she hugged herself。
〃Where's grandfather?〃 asked Pasiance。 The old lady shook her head。
〃Is it a row?〃 Mrs。 Hopgood wriggled; and wriggled; and out came:
〃Did you get yure tay; my pretty? No? Well; that's a pity; yu'll be
falin' low…like。〃
Pasiance tossed her head; snatched up the cat; and ran indoors。 I
remained staring at Mrs。 Hopgood。
〃Dear…dear;〃 she clucked;〃 poor lamb。 So to spake it's〃 and she
blurted out suddenly; 〃chuckin' full of wra…ath; he is。 Well;
there!〃
My courage failed that evening。 I spent it at the coastguard
station; where they gave me bread and cheese and some awful cider。 I
passed the kitchen as I came back。 A fire was still burning there;
and two figures; misty in the darkness; flitted about with stealthy
laughter like spirits afraid of being detected in a carnal…meal。
They were Pasiance and Mrs。 Hopgood; and so charming was the smell of
eggs and bacon; and they ha