第 33 节
作者:连过十一人      更新:2021-02-20 18:44      字数:9322
  sordid; bold scheme; which; on the pivot of a trading venture; was
  intended to spin a whole wheel of political convulsions。
  〃They'll never let you get there;〃 said old Pearse。
  〃Won't they?〃 returned Zachary。  〃Oh yes; they will; an' when I
  leave; there'll be another dynasty; and I'll be a rich man。〃
  〃Yu'll never leave;〃 answered the old man。
  Zachary took out a sheet of paper covered with figures。  He had
  worked the whole thing out。  So muchequipment; so muchtrade; so
  muchconcessions; so muchemergencies。  〃My last mag!〃 he ended; 〃a
  thousand short; the ship's ready; and if I'm not there within a month
  my chance is as good as gone。〃
  This was the pith of his confidencesan appeal for money; and we all
  looked as men will when that crops up。
  〃Mad!〃  muttered the old man; looking at the sea。
  〃No;〃 said Zachary。  That one word was more eloquent than all the
  rest of his words put together。  This fellow is no visionary。  His
  scheme may be daring; and unprincipled; buthe knows very well what
  he's about。
  〃Well!〃 said old Pearse; 〃you shall have five 'undred of my money; if
  it's only to learn what yu're made of。  Wheel me in!〃  Zachary
  wheeled him into the house; but soon came back。
  〃The old man's cheque for five hundred pounds!〃 he said; holding it
  up。  〃Mr。 Treffry; give me another; and you shall have a third of the
  profits。〃
  I expected Dan to give a point…blank refusal。  But he only asked:
  〃Would that clear you for starting?〃
  〃With that;〃 said Zachary; 〃I can get to sea in a fortnight。〃
  〃Good!〃 Dan said slowly。  〃Give me a written promise!  To sea in
  fourteen days and my fair share on the five hundred poundsno more
  no less。〃
  Again I thought Pearse would have jumped at this; but he leaned his
  chin on his hand; and looked at Dan; and Dan looked at him。  While
  they were staring at each other like this; Pasiance came up with a
  kitten。
  〃See!〃 she said; 〃isn't it a darling?〃  The kitten crawled and clawed
  its way up behind her neck。  I saw both men's eyes as they looked at
  Pasiance; and suddenly understood what they were at。  The kitten
  rubbed itself against Pasiance's cheek; overbalanced; and fell;
  clawing; down her dress。  She caught it up and walked away。  Some
  one; I don't know which of us; sighed; and Pearse cried 〃Done!〃
  The bargain had been driven。
  〃Good…bye; Mr。 Pearse;〃 said Dan; 〃 I guess that's all I'm wanted
  for。  I'll find my pony waiting in the village。  George; you'll see
  Pasiance home?〃
  We heard the hoofs of his pony galloping down the road; Pearse
  suddenly excused himself; and disappeared。
  This venture of his may sound romantic and absurd; but it's matter…
  of…fact enough。  He's after L。 s。 d。!  Shades of Drake; Raleigh;
  Hawkins; Oxenham!  The worm of suspicion gnaws at the rose of
  romance。  What if those fellows; too; were only after L。 s。 d。。。。?
  I strolled into the pine…wood。  The earth there was covered like a
  bee's body with black and gold stripes; there was the blue sea below;
  and white; sleepy clouds; and bumble…bees booming above the heather;
  it was all softness; a summer's day in Devon。  Suddenly I came on
  Pearse standing at the edge of the cliff with Pasiance sitting in a
  little hollow below; looking up at him。  I heard him say:
  〃PasiancePasiance!〃 The sound of his voice; and the sight of her
  soft; wondering face made me furious。  What business has she with
  love; at her age?  What business have they with each other?
  He told me presently that she had started off for home; and drove me
  to the ferry; behind an old grey pony。  On the way he came back to
  his offer of the other day。
  〃Come with me;〃 he said。  〃It doesn't do to neglect the Press; you
  can see the possibilities。  It's one of the few countries left。  If I
  once get this business started you don't know where it's going to
  stop。  You'd have free passage everywhere; and whatever you like in
  reason。〃
  I answered as rudely as I couldbut by no means as rudely as I
  wantedthat his scheme was mad。  As a matter of fact; it's much too
  sane for me; for; whatever the body of a scheme; its soul is the
  fibre of the schemer。
  〃Think of it;〃 he urged; as if he could see into me。  〃You can make
  what you like of it。  Press paragraphs; of course。  But that's
  mechanical; why; even I could do it; if I had time。  As for the rest;
  you'll be as freeas free as a man。〃
  There; in five words of one syllable; is the kernel of this fellow
  Pearse〃As free as a man!〃  No rule; no law; not even the mysterious
  shackles that bind men to their own self…respects!  〃As free as a
  man!〃  No ideals; no principles; no fixed star for his worship; no
  coil he can't slide out of!  But the fellow has the tenacity of one
  of the old Devon mastiffs; too。  He wouldn't take 〃No〃 for an answer。
  〃Think of it;〃 he said; 〃any day will doI've got a fortnight。。。。
  Look! there she is!  〃I thought that he meant Pasiance; but it was an
  old steamer; sluggish and black in the blazing sun of mid…stream;
  with a yellow…and…white funnel; and no sign of life on her decks。
  〃That's herthe Pied Witcb! Do her twelve knots; you wouldn't think
  it!  Well! good…evening!  You'd better come。  A word to me at any
  time。  I'm going aboard now。〃
  As I was being ferried across I saw him lolling in the stern…sheets
  of a little boat; the sun crowning his straw hat with glory。
  I came on Pasiance; about a mile up the road; sitting in the hedge。
  We walked on together between the banksDevonshire banks; as high as
  houses; thick with ivy and ferns; bramble and hazel boughs; and
  honeysuckle。
  〃Do you believe in a God?〃 she said suddenly。
  〃Grandfather's God is simply awful。  When I'm playing the fiddle; I
  can feel God; but grandfather's is such a stuffy Godyou know what I
  mean: the sea; the wind; the trees; colours toothey make one feel。
  But I don't believe that life was meant to 'be good' in。  Isn't there
  anything better than being good?  When I'm 'good;' I simply feel
  wicked。〃  She reached up; caught a flower from the hedge; and slowly
  tore its petals。
  〃What would you do;〃 she muttered; 〃if you wanted a thing; but were
  afraid of it?  But I suppose you're never afraid!〃 she added; mocking
  me。  I admitted that I was sometimes afraid; and often afraid of
  being afraid。
  〃That's nice!  I'm not afraid of illness; nor of grandfather; nor of
  his God; butI want to be free。  If you want a thing badly; you're
  afraid about it。〃
  I thought of Zachary Pearse's words; 〃free as a man。〃
  〃Why are you looking at me like that?〃 she said。
  I stammered: 〃What do you mean by freedom?〃
  〃Do you know what I shall do to…night?〃 she answered。  〃Get out of my
  window by the apple…tree; and go to the woods; and play!〃
  We were going down a steep lane; along the side of a wood; where
  there's always a smell of sappy leaves; and the breath of the cows
  that come close to the hedge to get the shade。
  There was a cottage in the bottom; and a small boy sat outside
  playing with a heap of dust。
  〃Hallo; Johnny!〃 said Pasiance。  〃Hold your leg out and show this man
  your bad place!〃  The small boy undid a bandage round his bare and
  dirty little leg; and proudly revealed a sore。
  〃Isn't it nasty?〃 cried Pasiance ruefully; tying up the bandage
  again; 〃poor little feller!  Johnny; see what I've brought you!〃  She
  produced from her pocket a stick of chocolate; the semblance of a
  soldier made of sealing…wax and worsted; and a crooked sixpence。
  It was a new glimpse of her。  All the way home she was telling me the
  story of little Johnny's family; when she came to his mother's death;
  she burst out: 〃A beastly shame; wasn't it; and they're so poor; it
  might just as well have been somebody else。  I like poor people; but
  I hate rich onesstuck…up beasts。〃
  Mrs。 Hopgood was looking over the gate; with her cap on one side; and
  one of Pasiance's cats rubbing itself against her skirts。  At the
  sight of us she hugged herself。
  〃Where's grandfather?〃 asked Pasiance。  The old lady shook her head。
  〃Is it a row?〃  Mrs。 Hopgood wriggled; and wriggled; and out came:
  〃Did you get yure tay; my pretty?  No?  Well; that's a pity; yu'll be
  falin' low…like。〃
  Pasiance tossed her head; snatched up the cat; and ran indoors。  I
  remained staring at Mrs。 Hopgood。
  〃Dear…dear;〃 she clucked;〃 poor lamb。  So to spake it's〃 and she
  blurted out suddenly; 〃chuckin' full of wra…ath; he is。  Well;
  there!〃
  My courage failed that evening。  I spent it at the coastguard
  station; where they gave me bread and cheese and some awful cider。  I
  passed the kitchen as I came back。  A fire was still burning there;
  and two figures; misty in the darkness; flitted about with stealthy
  laughter like spirits afraid of being detected in a carnal…meal。
  They were Pasiance and Mrs。 Hopgood; and so charming was the smell of
  eggs and bacon; and they ha