第 31 节
作者:连过十一人      更新:2021-02-20 18:44      字数:9321
  been happy enough here; or all a stranger like John Ford himself; but
  the two strains struggling for mastery seem to give her no rest。
  You'll think this a far…fetched theory; but I believe it to be the
  true one。  She'll stand with lips pressed together; her arms folded
  tight across her narrow chest; staring as if she could see beyond the
  things round her; then something catches her attention; her eyes will
  grow laughing; soft; or scornful all in a minute! She's eighteen;
  perfectly fearless in a boat; but you can't get her to mount a horse…
  …a sore subject with her grandfather; who spends most of his day on a
  lean; half…bred pony; that carries him like a feather; for all his
  weight。
  They put me up here as a favour to Dan Treffry; there's an
  arrangement of L。 s。 d。 with Mrs。 Hopgood in the background。  They
  aren't at all well off; this is the largest farm about; but it
  doesn't bring them in much。  To look at John Ford; it seems
  incredible he should be short of moneyhe's too large。
  We have family prayers at eight; then; breakfastafter that freedom
  for writing or anything else till supper and evening prayers。  At
  midday one forages for oneself。  On Sundays; two miles to church
  twice; or you get into John Ford's black books。。。。  Dan Treffry
  himself is staying at Kingswear。  He says he's made his pile; it
  suits him down herelike a sleep after years of being too wide…
  awake; he had a rough time in New Zealand; until that mine made his
  fortune。  You'd hardly remember him; he reminds me of his uncle; old
  Nicholas Treffry; the same slow way of speaking; with a hesitation;
  and a trick of repeating your name with everything he says; left…
  handed too; and the same slow twinkle in his eyes。  He has a dark;
  short beard; and red…brown cheeks; is a little bald on the temples;
  and a bit grey; but hard as iron。  He rides over nearly every day;
  attended by a black spaniel with a wonderful nose and a horror of
  petticoats。  He has told me lots of good stories of John Ford in the
  early squatter's times; his feats with horses live to this day; and
  he was through the Maori wars; as Dan says; 〃a man after Uncle Nic's
  own heart。〃
  They are very good friends; and respect each other; Dan has a great
  admiration for the old man; but the attraction is Pasiance。  He talks
  very little when she's in the room; but looks at her in a sidelong;
  wistful sort of way。  Pasiance's conduct to him would be cruel in any
  one else; but in her; one takes it with a pinch of salt。  Dan goes
  off; but turns up again as quiet and dogged as you please。
  Last night; for instance; we were sitting in the loggia after supper。
  Pasiance was fingering the strings of her violin; and suddenly Dan (a
  bold thing for him) asked her to play。
  〃What!〃 she said; 〃before men?  No; thank you!〃
  〃Why not?〃
  〃Because I hate them。〃
  Down came John Ford's hand on the wicker table: 〃You forget yourself!
  Go to bed!〃
  She gave Dan a look; and went; we could hear her playing in her
  bedroom; it sounded like a dance of spirits; and just when one
  thought she had finished; out it would break again like a burst of
  laughter。  Presently; John Ford begged our pardons ceremoniously; and
  stumped off indoors。  The violin ceased; we heard his voice growling
  at her; down he came again。  Just as he was settled in his chair
  there was a soft swish; and something dark came falling through the
  apple boughs。  The violin!  You should have seen his face!  Dan would
  have picked the violin up; but the old man stopped him。  Later; from
  my bedroom window; I saw John Ford come out and stand looking at the
  violin。  He raised his foot as if to stamp on it。  At last he picked
  it up; wiped it carefully; and took it in。。。。
  My room is next to hers。  I kept hearing her laugh; a noise too as if
  she were dragging things about the room。  Then I fell asleep; but
  woke with a start; and went to the window for a breath of fresh air。
  Such a black; breathless night!  Nothing to be seen but the twisted;
  blacker branches; not the faintest stir of leaves; no sound but
  muffled grunting from the cowhouse; and now and then a faint sigh。  I
  had the queerest feeling of unrest and fear; the last thing to expect
  on such a night。  There is something here that's disturbing; a sort
  of suppressed struggle。  I've never in my life seen anything so
  irresponsible as this girl; or so uncompromising as the old man; I
  keep thinking of the way he wiped that violin。  It's just as if a
  spark would set everything in a blaze。  There's a menace of tragedy
  orperhaps it's only the heat; and too much of Mother Hopgood's
  crame。。。。
  II
  〃Tuesday 。
  。。。。。。I've made a new acquaintance。  I was lying in the orchard; and
  presently; not seeing me; he came alonga man of middle height; with
  a singularly good balance; and no lumberrather old blue clothes; a
  flannel shirt; a dull red necktie; brown shoes; a cap with a leather
  peak pushed up on the forehead。  Face long and narrow; bronzed with a
  kind of pale burnt…in brownness; a good forehead。  A brown moustache;
  beard rather pointed; blackening about the cheeks; his chin not
  visible; but from the beard's growth must be big; mouth I should
  judge sensuous。  Nose straight and blunt; eyes grey; with an upward
  look; not exactly frank; because defiant; two parallel furrows down
  each cheek; one from the inner corner of the eye; one from the
  nostril; age perhaps thirty…five。  About the face; attitude;
  movements; something immensely vital; adaptable; daring; and
  unprincipled。
  He stood in front of the loggia; biting his fingers; a kind of
  nineteenth…century buccaneer; and I wondered what he was doing in
  this galley。 They say you can tell a man of Kent or a Somersetshire
  man; certainly you can tell a Yorkshire man; and this fellow could
  only have been a man of Devon; one of the two main types found in
  this county。  He whistled; and out came Pasiance in a geranium…
  coloured dress; looking like some tall poppyyou know the slight
  droop of a poppy's head; and the way the wind sways its stem。。。。 She
  is a human poppy; her fuzzy dark hair is like a poppy's lustreless
  black heart; she has a poppy's tantalising attraction and repulsion;
  something fatal; or rather fateful。  She came walking up to my new
  friend; then caught sight of me; and stopped dead。
  〃That;〃 she said to me; 〃is Zachary Pearse。  This;〃 she said to him;
  〃is our lodger。〃  She said it with a wonderful soft malice。  She
  wanted to scratch me; and she scratched。  Half an hour later I was in
  the yard; when up came this fellow Pearse。
  〃Glad to know you;〃 he said; looking thoughtfully at the pigs。
  〃You're a writer; aren't you?〃
  〃A sort of one;〃 I said。
  〃If by any chance;〃 he said suddenly; 〃you're looking for a job; I
  could put something in your way。  Walk down to the beach with me; and
  I'll tell you; my boat's at anchor; smartest little craft in these
  parts。〃
  It was very hot; and I had no desire whatever to go down to the
  beachI went; all the same。  We had not gone far when John Ford and
  Dan Treffry came into the lane。  Our friend seemed a little
  disconcerted; but soon recovered himself。  We met in the middle of
  the lane; where there was hardly room to pass。  John Ford; who looked
  very haughty; put on his pince…nez and stared at Pearse。
  〃Good…day!〃 said Pearse; 〃fine weather!  I've been up to ask Pasiance
  to come for a sail。  Wednesday we thought; weather permitting; this
  gentleman's coming。  Perhaps you'll come too; Mr。 Treffry。  You've
  never seen my place。  I'll give you lunch; and show you my father。
  He's worth a couple of hours' sail any day。〃  It was said in such an
  odd way that one couldn't resent his impudence。  John Ford was seized
  with a fit of wheezing; and seemed on the eve of an explosion; he
  glanced at me; and checked himself。
  〃You're very good;〃 he said icily; 〃my granddaughter has other things
  to do。  You; gentlemen; will please yourselves〃; and; with a very
  slight bow; he went stumping on to the house。  Dan looked at me; and
  I looked at him。
  〃You'll come?〃 said Pearse; rather wistfully。  Dan stammered: 〃Thank
  you; Mr。 Pearse; I'm a better man on a horse than in a boat; but
  thank you。〃  Cornered in this way; he's a shy; soft…hearted being。
  Pearse smiled his thanks。  〃Wednesday; then; at ten o'clock; you
  shan't regret it。〃
  〃Pertinacious beggar!〃 I heard Dan mutter in his beard; and found
  myself marching down the lane again by Pearse's side。  I asked him
  what he was good enough to mean by saying I was coming; without
  having asked me。  He answered; unabashed:
  〃You see; I'm not friends with the old man; but I knew he'd not be
  impolite to you; so I took the liberty。〃
  He has certainly a knack of turning one's anger to curiosity。  We
  were down in the combe now; the tide was running out; and the sand
  all little; wet; shining ridges。  About a quarter of a mile out lay a