第 29 节
作者:连过十一人      更新:2021-02-20 18:44      字数:9321
  low tones。  To hear their voices brought back the touch of this world
  of everyday which had no part or lot in the terrifying powers within
  her。
  Dawney slept at the Villa now。  In the dead of night he was awakened
  by a light flashed in his eyes。  Christian was standing there; her
  face pale and wild with terror; her hair falling in dark masses on
  her shoulders。
  〃Save him!  Save him!〃 she cried。  〃Quick! The bleeding!〃
  He saw her muffle her face in her white sleeves; and seizing the
  candle; leaped out of bed and rushed away。
  The internal haemorrhage had come again; and Nicholas Treffry wavered
  between life and death。  When it had ceased; he sank into a sort of
  stupor。  About six o'clock he came back to consciousness; watching
  his eyes; they could see a mental struggle taking place within him。
  At last he singled Christian out from the others by a sign。
  〃I'm beat; Chris;〃 he whispered。  〃Let him know; I want to see him。〃
  His voice grew a little stronger。  〃I thought that I could see it
  throughbut here's the end。〃  He lifted his hand ever so little; and
  let it fall again。  When told a little later that a telegram had been
  sent to Harz his eyes expressed satisfaction。
  Herr Paul came down in ignorance of the night's events。  He stopped
  in front of the barometer and tapped it; remarking to Miss Naylor:
  〃The glass has gone downstairs; we shall have cool weatherit will
  still go well with him!〃
  When; with her brown face twisted by pity and concern; she told him
  that it was a question of hours; Herr Paul turned first purple; then
  pale; and sitting down; trembled violently。  〃I cannot believe it;〃
  he exclaimed almost angrily。  〃Yesterday he was so well!  I cannot
  believe it!  Poor Nicholas!  Yesterday he spoke to me!〃  Taking Miss
  Naylor's hand; he clutched it in his own。  〃Ah!〃 he cried; letting it
  go suddenly; and striking at his forehead; 〃it is too terrible; only
  yesterday he spoke to me of sherry。  Is there nobody; then; who can
  do good?〃
  〃There is only God;〃 replied Miss Naylor softly。
  〃God?〃 said Herr Paul in a scared voice。
  〃Wecanallpray to Him;〃 Miss Naylor murmured; little spots of
  colour came into her cheeks。  〃I am going to do it now。〃
  Herr Paul raised her hand and kissed it。
  〃Are you?〃 he said; 〃good! I too。〃  He passed through his study door;
  closed it carefully behind him; then for some unknown reason set his
  back against it。  Ugh! Death! It came to all! Some day it would come
  to him。  It might come tomorrow!  One must pray!
  The day dragged to its end。  In the sky clouds had mustered; and;
  crowding close on one another; clung round the sun; soft; thick;
  greywhite; like the feathers on a pigeon's breast。  Towards evening
  faint tremblings were felt at intervals; as from the shock of
  immensely distant earthquakes。
  Nobody went to bed that night; but in the morning the report was the
  same: 〃Unconsciousa question of hours。〃  Once only did he recover
  consciousness; and then asked for Harz。  A telegram had come from
  him; he was on the way。  Towards seven of the evening the long…
  expected storm broke in a sky like ink。  Into the valleys and over
  the crests of mountains it seemed as though an unseen hand were
  spilling goblets of pale wine; darting a sword…blade zigzag over
  trees; roofs; spires; peaks; into the very firmament; which answered
  every thrust with great bursts of groaning。  Just beyond the veranda
  Greta saw a glowworm shining; as it might be a tiny bead of the
  fallen lightning。  Soon the rain covered everything。  Sometimes a jet
  of light brought the hilltops; towering; dark; and hard; over the
  house; to disappear again behind the raindrops and shaken leaves。
  Each breath drawn by the storm was like the clash of a thousand
  cymbals; and in his room Mr。 Treffry lay unconscious of its fury。
  Greta had crept in unobserved; and sat curled in a corner; with
  Scruff in her arms; rocking slightly to and fro。  When Christian
  passed; she caught her skirt; and whispered: 〃It is your birthday;
  Chris!〃
  Mr。 Treffry stirred。
  〃What's that?  Thunder?it's cooler。  Where am I?  Chris!〃
  Dawney signed for her to take his place。
  〃Chris!〃 Mr。 Treffry said。  〃It's near now。〃  She bent across him;
  and her tears fell on his forehead。
  〃Forgive!〃 she whispered; 〃love me!〃
  He raised his finger; and touched her cheek。
  For an hour or more he did not speak; though once or twice he moaned;
  and faintly tightened his pressure on her fingers。  The storm had
  died away; but very far off the thunder was still muttering。
  His eyes opened once more; rested on her; and passed beyond; into
  that abyss dividing youth from age; conviction from conviction; life
  from death。
  At the foot of the bed Dawney stood covering his face; behind him
  Dominique knelt with hands held upwards; the sound of Greta's
  breathing; soft in sleep; rose and fell in the stillness。
  XXIX
  One afternoon in March; more than three years after Mr。 Treffry's
  death; Christian was sitting at the window of a studio in St。 John's
  Wood。  The sky was covered with soft; high clouds; through which
  shone little gleams of blue。  Now and then a bright shower fell;
  sprinkling the trees; where every twig was curling upwards as if
  waiting for the gift of its new leaves。  And it seemed to her that
  the boughs thickened and budded under her very eyes; a great
  concourse of sparrows had gathered on those boughs; and kept raising
  a shrill chatter。  Over at the far side of the room Harz was working
  at a picture。
  On Christian's face was the quiet smile of one who knows that she has
  only to turn her eyes to see what she wishes to see; of one whose
  possessions are safe under her hand。  She looked at Harz with that
  possessive smile。  But as into the brain of one turning in his bed
  grim fancies will suddenly leap up out of warm nothingness; so there
  leaped into her mind the memory of that long ago dawn; when he had
  found her kneeling by Mr。 Treffry's body。  She seemed to see again
  the dead face; so gravely quiet; and furrowless。  She seemed to see
  her lover and herself setting forth silently along the river wall
  where they had first met; sitting down; still silent; beneath the
  poplar…tree where the little bodies of the chafers had lain strewn in
  the Spring。  To see the trees changing from black to grey; from grey
  to green; and in the dark sky long white lines of cloud; lighting to
  the south like birds; and; very far away; rosy peaks watching the
  awakening of the earth。  And now once again; after all that time;
  she felt her spirit shrink away from his; as it had shrunk in that
  hour; when she had seemed hateful to herself。  She remembered the
  words she had spoken: 〃I have no heart left。  You've torn it in two
  between you。  Love is all selfI wanted him to die。〃  She remembered
  too the raindrops on the vines like a million tiny lamps; and the
  throstle that began singing。  Then; as dreams die out into warm
  nothingness; recollection vanished; and the smile came back to her
  lips。
  She took out a letter。
  〃。。。。O Chris!  We are really coming; I seem to be always telling it
  to myself; and I have told Scruff many times; but he does not care;
  because he is getting old。  Miss Naylor says we shall arrive for
  breakfast; and that we shall be hungry; but perhaps she will not be
  very hungry; if it is rough。  Papa said to me: 'Je serai
  inconsolable; mais inconsolable!'  But I think he will not be;
  because he is going to Vienna。  When we are come; there will be
  nobody at Villa Rubein; Aunt Constance has gone a fortnight ago to
  Florence。  There is a young man at her hotel; she says he will be one
  of the greatest playwriters in England; and she sent me a play of his
  to read; it was only a little about love; I did not like it very
  much。。。。  O Chris! I think I shall cry when I see you。  As I am quite
  grown up; Miss Naylor is not to come back with me; sometimes she is
  sad; but she will be glad to see you; Chris。  She seems always sadder
  when it is Spring。  Today I walked along the wall; the little green
  balls of wool are growing on the poplars already; and I saw one
  chafer; it will not be long before the cherry blossom comes; and I
  felt so funny; sad and happy together; and once I thought that I had
  wings and could fly away up the valley to Meranbut I had none; so I
  sat on the bench where we sat the day we took the pictures; and I
  thought and thought; there was nothing came to me in my thoughts; but
  all was sweet and a little noisy; and rather sad; it was like the
  buzzing of the chafer; in my head; and now I feel so tired and all my
  blood is running up and down me。  I do not mind; because I know it is
  the Spring。
  〃Dominique came to see us the other day; he is very well; and is half
  the proprietor of the Adler Hotel; at Meran; he is not at all
  different; and he asked about you and about Aloisdo you know;
  Chris;