第 16 节
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excuse for horror from other points of view。 His amazement had in it
a spice of the pathetic; he was like a child in the presence of a
thing that he absolutely could not understand。 The interview had
left him with a sense of insecurity which he felt to be particularly
unfair。
The door was again opened; and Greta flew in; her cheeks flushed; her
hair floating behind her; and tears streaming down her cheeks。
〃Papa!〃 she cried; 〃you have been cruel to Chris。 The door is
locked; I can hear her cryingwhy have you been cruel?〃 Without
waiting to be answered; she flew out again。
Herr Paul seized his hair with both his hands: 〃Good! Very good! My
own child; please! What next then?〃
Mrs。 Decie rose from her chair languidly。 〃My head is very bad;〃 she
said; shading her eyes and speaking in low tones: 〃It is no use
making a fussnothing can come of thishe has not a penny。
Christian will have nothing till you die; which will not be for a
long time yet; if you can but avoid an apoplectic fit!〃
At these last words Herr Paul gave a start of real disgust。 〃Hum!〃
he muttered; it was as if the world were bent on being brutal to him。
Mrs。 Decie continued:
〃If I know anything of this young man; he will not come here again;
after the words you have spoken。 As for Christianyou had better
talk to Nicholas。 I am going to lie down。〃
Herr Paul nervously fingered the shirt…collar round his stout; short
neck。
〃Nicholas! Certainlya good idea。 Quelle diable d'afaire!〃
'French!' thought Mrs。 Decie; 'we shall soon have peace。 Poor
Christian! I'm sorry! After all; these things are a matter of time
and opportunity。' This consoled her a good deal。
But for Christian the hours were a long nightmare of grief and shame;
fear and anger。 Would he forgive? Would he be true to her? Or
would he go away without a word? Since yesterday it was as if she
had stepped into another world; and lost it again。 In place of that
new feeling; intoxicating as wine; what was coming? What bitter;
dreadful ending?
A rude entrance this into the life of facts; and primitive emotions!
She let Greta into her room after a time; for the child had begun
sobbing; but she would not talk; and sat hour after hour at the
window with the air fanning her face; and the pain in her eyes turned
to the sky and trees。 After one or two attempts at consolation;
Greta sank on the floor; and remained there; humbly gazing at her
sister in a silence only broken when Christian cleared her throat of
tears; and by the song of birds in the garden。 In the afternoon she
slipped away and did not come back again。
After his interview with Mr。 Treffry; Herr Paul took a bath; perfumed
himself with precision; and caused it to be clearly understood that;
under circumstances such as these; a man's house was not suited for a
pig to live in。 He shortly afterwards went out to the Kurbaus; and
had not returned by dinner…time。
Christian came down for dinner。 There were crimson spots in her
cheeks; dark circles round her eyes; she behaved; however; as though
nothing had happened。 Miss Naylor; affected by the kindness of her
heart and the shock her system had sustained; rolled a number of
bread pills; looking at each as it came; with an air of surprise; and
concealing it with difficulty。 Mr。 Treffry was coughing; and when he
talked his voice seemed to rumble even more than usual。 Greta was
dumb; trying to catch Christian's eye; Mrs。 Decie alone seemed at
ease。 After dinner Mr。 Treffry went off to his room; leaning heavily
on Christian's shoulder。 As he sank into his chair; he said to her:
〃Pull yourself together; my dear!〃 Christian did not answer him。
Outside his room Greta caught her by the sleeve。
〃Look!〃 she whispered; thrusting a piece of paper into Christian's
hand。 〃It is to me from Dr。 Edmund; but you must read it。〃
Christian opened the note; which ran as follows:
〃MY PHILOSOPHER AND FRIEND;I received your note; and went to our
friend's studio; he was not in; but half an hour ago I stumbled on
him in the Platz。 He is not quite himself; has had a touch of the
sunnothing serious: I took him to my hotel; where he is in bed。 If
he will stay there he will be all right in a day or two。 In any case
he shall not elude my clutches for the present。
〃My warm respects to Mistress Christian。Yours in friendship and
philosophy;
EDMUND DAWNEY。〃
Christian read and re…read this note; then turned to Greta。
〃What did you say to Dr。 Dawney?〃
Greta took back the piece of paper; and replied: 〃 I said:
〃'DEAR DR。 EDMUND;We are anxious about Herr Harz。 We think he is
perhaps not very well to…day。 We (I and Christian) should like to
know。 You can tell us。 Please shall you? GRETA。'
〃That is what I said。〃
Christian dropped her eyes。 〃What made you write?〃
Greta gazed at her mournfully: 〃I thoughtO Chris! come into the
garden。 I am so hot; and it is so dull without you!〃
Christian bent her head forward and rubbed her cheek against Greta's;
then without another word ran upstairs and locked herself into her
room。 The child stood listening; hearing the key turn in the lock;
she sank down on the bottom step and took Scruff in her arms。
Half an hour later Miss Naylor; carrying a candle; found her there
fast asleep; with her head resting on the terrier's back; and tear
stains on her cheeks。。。。
Mrs。 Decie presently came out; also carrying a candle; and went to
her brother's room。 She stood before his chair; with folded hands。
〃Nicholas; what is to be done?〃
Mr。 Treffry was pouring whisky into a glass。
〃Damn it; Con!〃 he answered; 〃how should I know?〃
〃There's something in Christian that makes interference dangerous。 I
know very well that I've no influence with her at all。〃
〃You're right there; Con;〃 Mr。 Treffry replied。
Mrs。 Decie's pale eyes; fastened on his face; forced him to look up。
〃I wish you would leave off drinking whisky and attend to me。 Paul
is an element〃
〃Paul;〃 Mr。 Treffry growled; 〃is an ass!〃
〃Paul;〃 pursued Mrs。 Decie; 〃is an element of danger in the
situation; any ill…timed opposition of his might drive her to I don't
know what。 Christian is gentle; she is 'sympathetic' as they say;
but thwart her; and she is as obstinate as。。。。
〃You or I! Leave her alone!〃
〃I understand her character; but I confess that I am at a loss what
to do。〃
〃Do nothing!〃 He drank again。
Mrs。 Decie took up the candle。
〃Men!〃 she said with a mysterious intonation; shrugging her
shoulders; she walked out。
Mr。 Treffry put down his glass。
'Understand?' he thought; 'no; you don't; and I don't。 Who
understands a young girl? Vapourings; dreams; moonshine I。。。。 What
does she see in this painter fellow? I wonder!' He breathed
heavily。 'By heavens! I wouldn't have had this happen for a hundred
thousand pounds!'
XIII
For many hours after Dawney had taken him to his hotel; Harz was
prostrate with stunning pains in the head and neck。 He had been all
day without food; exposed to burning sun; suffering violent emotion。
Movement of any sort caused him such agony that he could only lie in
stupor; counting the spots dancing before; his eyes。 Dawney did
everything for him; and Harz resented in a listless way the intent
scrutiny of the doctor's calm; black eyes。
Towards the end of the second day he was able to get up; Dawney found
him sitting on the bed in shirt and trousers。
〃My son;〃 he said; 〃you had better tell me what the trouble isit
will do your stubborn carcase good。〃
〃I must go back to work;〃 said Harz。
〃Work!〃 said Dawney deliberately: 〃you couldn't; if you tried。〃
〃I must。〃
〃My dear fellow; you couldn't tell one colour from another。〃
〃I must be doing something; I can't sit here and think。〃
Dawney hooked his thumbs into his waistcoat: 〃You won't see the sun
for three days yet; if I can help it。〃
Harz got up。
〃I'm going to my studio to…morrow;〃 he said。 〃I promise not to go
out。 I must be where I can see my work。 If I can't paint; I can
draw; I can feel my brushes; move my things about。 I shall go mad if
I do nothing。〃
Dawney took his arm; and walked him up and down。
〃I'll let you go;〃 he said; 〃but give me a chance! It's as much to
me to put you straight as it is to you to paint a decent picture。
Now go to bed; I'll have a carriage for you to…morrow morning。〃
Harz sat down on the bed again; and for a long time stayed without
moving; his eyes fixed on the floor。 The sight of him; so desperate
and miserable; hurt the young doctor。
〃Can you get to bed by yourself?〃 he asked at last。
Harz nodded。
〃Then; good…night; old chap!〃 and Dawney left the room。
He took his hat and turned towards the Villa。 Be