第 10 节
作者:连过十一人      更新:2021-02-20 18:44      字数:9322
  Harz said abruptly: 〃There are worse things than murder。〃
  〃Ah! par exemple!〃 said Sarelli。
  There was a slight stir all round the table。
  〃Verry good;〃 cried out Herr Paul; 〃a vot' sante; cher。〃
  Miss Naylor shivered; as if some one had put a penny down her back;
  and Mrs。 Decie; leaning towards Harz; smiled like one who has made a
  pet dog do a trick。  Christian alone was motionless; looking
  thoughtfully at Harz。
  〃I saw a man tried for murder once;〃 he said; 〃a murder for revenge;
  I watched the judge; and I thought all the time: 'I'd rather be that
  murderer than you; I've never seen a meaner face; you crawl through
  life; you're not a criminal; simply because you haven't the
  courage。'〃
  In the dubious silence following the painter's speech; Mr。 Treffry
  could distinctly be heard humming。  Then Sarelli said: 〃What do you
  say to anarchists; who are not men; but savage beasts; whom I would
  tear to pieces!〃
  〃As to that;〃 Harz answered defiantly; 〃it maybe wise to hang them;
  but then there are so many other men that it would be wise to hang。〃
  〃How can we tell what they went through; what their lives were?〃
  murmured Christian。
  Miss Naylor; who had been rolling a pellet of bread; concealed it
  hastily。  〃They arealways given a chance torepentI believe;〃
  she said。
  〃For what they are about to receive;〃 drawled Dawney。
  Mrs。 Decie signalled with her fan: 〃We are trying to express the
  inexpressibleshall we go into the garden?〃
  All rose; Harz stood by the window; and in passing; Christian looked
  at him。
  He sat down again with a sudden sense of loss。  There was no white
  figure opposite now。  Raising his eyes he met Sarelli's。  The Italian
  was regarding him with a curious stare。
  Herr Paul began retailing apiece of scandal he had heard that
  afternoon。
  〃Shocking affair!〃 he said; 〃I could never have believed it of her!
  B… is quite beside himself。  Yesterday there was a row; it seems!〃
  〃There has been one every day for months;〃 muttered Dawney。
  〃But to leave without a word; and go no one knows where!  B… is
  'viveur' no doubt; mais; mon Dieu; que voulezvous?  She was always a
  poor; pale thing。  Why!; when my…〃 he flourished his cigar; 〃I was
  not always…what I should have been…one lives in a world of flesh
  and blood…we are not all angels…que diable!  But this is a very
  vulgar business。  She goes off; leaves everything…without a word;
  and B…is very fond of her。  These things are not done!〃 the
  starched bosom of his shirt seemed swollen by indignation。
  Mr。 Treffry; with a heavy hand on the table; eyed him sideways。
  Dawney said slowly:
  〃B… is a beast; I'm sorry for the poor woman; but what can she do
  alone?〃
  〃There is; no doubt; a man;〃 put in Sarelli。
  Herr Paul muttered: 〃Who knows?〃
  〃What is B… going to do?〃 said Dawney。
  〃Ah!〃 said Herr Paul。  〃He is fond of her。  He is a chap of
  resolution; he will get her back。  He told me: 'Well; you know; I
  shall follow her wherever she goes till she comes back。'  He will do
  it; he is a determined chap; he will follow her wherever she goes。〃
  Mr。 Treffry drank his wine off at a gulp; and sucked his moustache in
  sharply。
  〃She was a fool to marry him;〃 said Dawney; 〃they haven't a point in
  common; she hates him like poison; and she's the better of the two。
  But it doesn't pay a woman to run off like that。  B… had better
  hurry up; though。  What do you think; sir?〃 he said to Mr。 Treffry。
  〃Eh?〃 said Mr。 Treffry; 〃how should I know?  Ask Paul there; he's one
  of your moral men; or Count Sarelli。〃
  The latter said impassively: 〃If I cared for her I should very likely
  kill herif not〃 he shrugged his shoulders。
  Harz; who was watching; was reminded of his other words at dinner;
  〃wild beasts whom I would tear to pieces。〃  He looked with interest
  at this quiet man who said these extremely ferocious things; and
  thought: 'I should like to paint that fellow。'
  Herr Paul twirled his wine…glass in his fingers。  〃There are family
  ties;〃 he said; 〃there is society; there is decency; a wife should be
  with her husband。  B… will do quite right。  He must go after her;
  she will not perhaps come back at first; he will follow her; she will
  begin to think; 'I am helplessI am ridiculous!'  A woman is soon
  beaten。  They will return。  She is once more with her husband
  Society will forgive; it will be all right。〃
  〃By Jove; Paul;〃 growled Mr。 Treffry; 〃wonderful power of argument!〃
  〃A wife is a wife;〃 pursued Herr Paul; 〃a man has a right to her
  society。〃
  〃What do you say to that; sir?〃 asked Dawney。
  Mr。 Treffry tugged at his beard: 〃Make a woman live with you; if she
  don't want to?  I call it low。〃
  〃But; my dear;〃 exclaimed Herr Paul; 〃how should you know?  You have
  not been married。〃
  〃No; thank the Lord!〃 Mr。 Treffry replied。
  〃But looking at the question broadly; sir;〃 said Dawney; 〃if a
  husband always lets his wife do as she likes; how would the thing
  work out?  What becomes of the marriage tie?〃
  〃The marriage tie;〃 growled Mr。 Treffry; 〃is the biggest thing there
  is!  But; by Jove; Doctor; I'm a Dutchman if hunting women ever
  helped the marriage tie!〃
  〃I am not thinking of myself;〃 Herr Paul cried out; 〃I think of the
  community。  There are rights。〃
  〃A decent community never yet asked a man to tread on his self…
  respect。  If I get my fingers skinned over my marriage; which I
  undertake at my own risk; what's the community to do with it?  D'you
  think I'm going to whine to it to put the plaster on?  As to rights;
  it'd be a deuced sight better for us all if there wasn't such a fuss
  about 'em。  Leave that to women!  I don't give a tinker's damn for
  men who talk about their rights in such matters。〃
  Sarelli rose。  〃But your honour;〃 he said; 〃there is your honour!〃
  Mr。 Treffry stared at him。
  〃Honour!  If huntin' women's your idea of honour; wellit isn't
  mine。〃
  〃Then you'd forgive her; sir; whatever happened;〃 Dawney said。
  〃Forgiveness is another thing。  I leave that to your sanctimonious
  beggars。  But; hunt a woman!  Hang it; sir; I'm not a cad!〃 and
  bringing his hand down with a rattle; he added: 〃This is a subject
  that don't bear talking of。〃
  Sarelli fell back in his seat; twirling his moustaches fiercely。
  Harz; who had risen; looked at Christian's empty place。
  'If I were married!' he thought suddenly。
  Herr Paul; with a somewhat vinous glare; still muttered; 〃But your
  duty to the family!〃
  Harz slipped through the window。  The moon was like a wonderful white
  lantern in the purple sky; there was but a smoulder of stars。
  Beneath the softness of the air was the iciness of the snow; it made
  him want to run and leap。  A sleepy beetle dropped on its back; he
  turned it over and watched it scurry across the grass。
  Someone was playing Schumann's Kinderscenen。  Harz stood still to
  listen。  The notes came twining; weaving round his thoughts; the
  whole night seemed full of girlish voices; of hopes and fancies;
  soaring away to mountain heightsinvisible; yet present。  Between
  the stems of the acacia…trees he could see the flicker of white
  dresses; where Christian and Greta were walking arm in arm。  He went
  towards them; the blood flushed up in his face; he felt almost
  surfeited by some sweet emotion。  Then; in sudden horror; he stood
  still。  He was in love!  With nothing done with everything before
  him!  He was going to bow down to a face!  The flicker of the dresses
  was no longer visible。  He would not be fettered; he would stamp it
  out!  He turned away; but with each step; something seemed to jab at
  his heart。
  Round the corner of the house; in the shadow of the wall; Dominique;
  the Luganese; in embroidered slippers; was smoking a long cherry…wood
  pipe; leaning against a treeMephistopheles in evening clothes。
  Harz went up to him。
  〃Lend me a pencil; Dominique。〃
  〃Bien; M'sieu。〃
  Resting a card against the tree Harz wrote to Mrs。 Decie: 〃Forgive
  me; I am obliged to go away。  In a few days I shall hope to return;
  and finish the picture of your nieces。〃
  He sent Dominique for his hat。  During the man's absence he was on
  the point of tearing up the card and going back into the house。
  When the Luganese returned he thrust the card into his hand; and
  walked out between the tall poplars; waiting; like ragged ghosts;
  silver with moonlight。
  VIII
  Harz walked away along the road。  A dog was howling。  The sound
  seemed too appropriate。  He put his fingers to his ears; but the
  lugubrious noise passed those barriers; and made its way into his
  heart。  Was there nothing that would put an end to this emotion?  It
  was no better in the old house on the wall; he spent the night
  tramping up and down。
  Just before daybreak he slipped out with a knapsack; taking the road
  towards Meran。
  He had not quite