第 48 节
作者:一米八      更新:2021-02-20 18:34      字数:9322
  she heard steps on the stairs she would stand on the planks。  It
  would be difficult to open that door。  She sat down on the planks to
  wait。  From time to time she built up the falling tallow。  Cutty
  must have light。  The tapping on the trap went on。  They were
  breaking away the cement。  Perhaps an hour passed。  At least it
  seemed a very long time。
  Steps on the stairs!  She stood up; facing the door; the roots of
  her hair tingling。  She heard the key turn in the lock; and then
  as in a nightmare she felt the planks under her feet stir slightly
  but with sinister persistence。  She presently saw the toe of a boot
  insert; itself between the door and the jamb。  The pressure increased;
  the space between the door and the jamb widened。  Suddenly the boot
  vanished; the door closed; and the plank fell。  Immediately
  thereafter Karlov stood inside the room; scowling suspiciously。
  CHAPTER XXX
  Cutty arrived at the apartment in time to share dinner with Hawksley。
  He had wisely decided to say nothing about the escapade of Hawksley
  and Kitty Conover; since it had terminated fortunately。  Bernini
  had telegraphed the gist of the adventure。  He could readily
  understand Hawksley's part; but Kitty's wasn't reducible to
  ordinary terms of expression。  The young chap had run wild because
  his head still wobbled on his shoulders and because his isolation
  was beginning to scratch his nerves。  But for Kitty to run wild with
  him offered a blank wall to speculation。  (As if he could solve the
  riddle when Kitty herself could not!)  So he determined to shut
  himself up in his study and shuffle the chrysoprase。  Something
  might come of it。  Looking backward; he recognized the salient;
  at no time had he been quite sure of Kitty。  She seemed to be a
  combination of shallows and unfathomable deeps。
  》From the Pennsylvania Station he had called up the office。  Kitty
  had gone。  Bernini informed him that Kitty was dining at a caf?on
  the way home。  Cutty was thorough。  He telephoned the restaurant
  and was advised that Miss Conover had reserved a table。  He had
  forgotten to send down the operative who guarded Kitty at that end。
  But the distance from the office to the Subway was so insignificant!
  〃You are looking fit;〃 he said across the table。
  〃Ought to be off your hands by Monday。  But what about Stefani
  Gregor?  I can't stir; leaving him hanging on a peg。〃
  〃I am going into the study shortly to decide that。  Head bother you?〃
  〃Occasionally。〃
  〃Ryan easy to get along with?〃
  〃Rather a good sort。  I say; you know; you've seen a good deal of
  life。  Which do you consider the stronger; the inherited traits or
  environment?〃
  〃Environment。  That is the true mould。  There is good and bad in
  all of us。  It is brought into prominence by the way we live。  An
  angel cannot touch pitch without becoming defiled。  On the other
  hand; the worst gutter rats in the world saved France。  Do you
  suppose that thought will not always be tugging at and uplifting
  those who returned from the first Marne?〃
  〃There is hope; then; for me!〃
  〃Hope?〃
  〃Yes。  You know that my father; my uncle; and my grandfather were
  fine scoundrels。〃
  〃Under their influence you would have been one; too。  But no man
  could live with Stefani Gregor and not absorb his qualities。  Your
  environment has been Anglo…Saxon; where the first block in the
  picture is fair play。  You have been constantly under the tutelage
  of a fine and lofty personality; Gregor's。  Whatever evil traits
  you may have inherited; they have become subject to the influences
  that have surrounded you。  Take me; for instance。  I was born in a
  rather puritanical atmosphere。  My environments have always been
  good。  Yet there lurks in me the taint of Macaire。  Given the wrong
  environment; I should now have my picture in the Rogues' Gallery。〃
  〃You?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  Hawksley played with his fork。  〃If you had a daughter would you
  trust me with her?〃
  〃Yes。  Any man who can weep unashamed over the portrait of his
  mother may be trusted。  Once you are out there in Montana you'll
  forget all about your paternal forbears。〃
  Handsome beggar; thought Cutty; but evidently born under the opal。
  An inexplicable resentment against his guest stirred his heart。  He
  resented his youth; his ease of manner; his fluency in the common
  tongue。  He was theoretically a Britisher; he thought British;
  approached subjects from a British point of view。  A Britisher
  … except when he had that fiddle tucked under his chin。  Then
  Cutty admitted he did not know what he was。  Devil take him!
  There must have been something electrical in Cutty's resentment;
  for the object of it felt it subtly; and it fired his own。  He
  resented the freedom of action that had always been denied him;
  resented his host's mental and physical superiority。  Did Cutty
  care for the girl; or was he playing the game as it had been
  suggested to him?  Money and freedom。  But then; it was in no
  sense a barter; she would be giving nothing; and the old beggar
  would be asking nothing。  His suggestion!  He laughed。
  〃What's the joke?〃 asked Cutty; looking up from his coffee; which
  he was stirring with unnecessary vigour。
  〃It isn't a joke。  I'm bally well twisted。  I laugh now when I
  think of something tragic。  I am sorry about last night。  I was
  mad; I suppose。〃
  〃Tell me about it。〃
  Cutty listened intently and smiled occasionally。  Mad as hatters;
  both of them。  He and Kitty couldn't have gone on a romp like this;
  but Kitty and Hawksley could。  Thereupon his resentment boiled up
  again。
  〃Have you any idea why she took such a risk?  Why she came here;
  knowing me to be absent?〃
  〃She spoke of a problem。  I fancy it related to your approaching
  marriage。  She told me。〃
  Cutty laid down his spoon。  〃I'd like to dump Your Highness into
  the middle of East River for putting that idea into my head。  She
  has consented to it; and now; damn it; I've got to back out of it!〃
  Cutty rose and flung down his napkin。
  〃Why?〃 asked the bewildered Hawksley。
  〃Because there is in me the making of a first…rate scoundrel; and
  I never should have known it if you and your affairs hadn't turned
  up。
  Cutty entered his study and slammed the door; leaving Hawksley prey
  to so many conflicting emotions that his head began to bother him。
  Back out of it!  Why?  Why should Kitty have a problem to solve over
  such a marriage of convenience; and why should the old thoroughbred
  want to back out?
  Kitty would be free; then?  A flash of fire; which subsided quickly
  under the smothering truth。  What if she were free?  He could not
  ask her to be his wife。  Not because of last night's madness。  That
  no longer troubled him。  She was the sort who would understand; if
  he told her。  She had a soul big with understanding。  It was that
  he walked in the shadow of death; and would so long as Karlov
  was free; and he could not ask any woman to share that。
  He pushed back his chair slowly。  In the living room he took the
  Amati from its case and began improvising。  What the chrysoprase
  did for Cutty the fiddle did for this derelict … solved problems。
  He reviewed all the phases as he played。  That dish of bacon and
  eggs; the resolute air of her; that popping fan!  'Allegretto。'
  She had found him senseless on the floor。  She had had the courage
  to come to his assistance。  'Andante con espressione。'  What had
  been in her mind that night she had taken flight from his bedroom;
  after having given him the wallet?  Something like tears。  What
  about?  An American girl; natural; humorous; and fanciful。  Somehow
  he felt assured that it had not been his kisses; she had looked
  into his eyes and seen the taint。  Always there; the beast that old
  Stefani had chained and subdued。  He knew now that this beast would
  never again lift its head。  And he had let her go without a sign。
  'Dolorosomente。'  To have gone through life with a woman who would
  have understood his nature。  The test of her had been last night in
  the streets。  His mood had been hers。  'Allegretto con amore。'
  〃Love;〃 he said; lowering the bow。
  〃Love;〃 said Cutty; shifting his chrysoprase。  There was no fool
  like an old fool。  It did not serve to recall Molly in all her
  glory; to reach hither and yon for a handhold to pull him out of
  this morass。  Molly had become an invisible ghost。  He loved her
  daughter。  Double sunset; the phenomenon of the Indian Ocean was
  now being enacted upon his own horizon。  Double sunset。
  But why should Kitty have any problem to solve?  Why should she
  dodder over such a trifle as this prospective official marriage?
  It was only a joke which would legalize his generosity。  She had
  sent that telegram after leaving this apartment。  What had happened
  here to decide her?  Had Hawksley fiddled?  There was something
  the matter with the green stones to…night; they evoked nothing。
  He leaned back in his chair; listening; the bowl of his pipe
  touching the lapel of his coat。  Music。  Queer; what you could do
  with a fiddle if you knew how。
  After all there was no sense in venting his anger on Hawksley。  He
  was hoist by his own petard。  Why not admit the truth?  He had had
  a crack on the head the same night as Hawksley; only; he had