第 48 节
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一米八 更新:2021-02-20 18:34 字数:9322
she heard steps on the stairs she would stand on the planks。 It
would be difficult to open that door。 She sat down on the planks to
wait。 From time to time she built up the falling tallow。 Cutty
must have light。 The tapping on the trap went on。 They were
breaking away the cement。 Perhaps an hour passed。 At least it
seemed a very long time。
Steps on the stairs! She stood up; facing the door; the roots of
her hair tingling。 She heard the key turn in the lock; and then
as in a nightmare she felt the planks under her feet stir slightly
but with sinister persistence。 She presently saw the toe of a boot
insert; itself between the door and the jamb。 The pressure increased;
the space between the door and the jamb widened。 Suddenly the boot
vanished; the door closed; and the plank fell。 Immediately
thereafter Karlov stood inside the room; scowling suspiciously。
CHAPTER XXX
Cutty arrived at the apartment in time to share dinner with Hawksley。
He had wisely decided to say nothing about the escapade of Hawksley
and Kitty Conover; since it had terminated fortunately。 Bernini
had telegraphed the gist of the adventure。 He could readily
understand Hawksley's part; but Kitty's wasn't reducible to
ordinary terms of expression。 The young chap had run wild because
his head still wobbled on his shoulders and because his isolation
was beginning to scratch his nerves。 But for Kitty to run wild with
him offered a blank wall to speculation。 (As if he could solve the
riddle when Kitty herself could not!) So he determined to shut
himself up in his study and shuffle the chrysoprase。 Something
might come of it。 Looking backward; he recognized the salient;
at no time had he been quite sure of Kitty。 She seemed to be a
combination of shallows and unfathomable deeps。
》From the Pennsylvania Station he had called up the office。 Kitty
had gone。 Bernini informed him that Kitty was dining at a caf?on
the way home。 Cutty was thorough。 He telephoned the restaurant
and was advised that Miss Conover had reserved a table。 He had
forgotten to send down the operative who guarded Kitty at that end。
But the distance from the office to the Subway was so insignificant!
〃You are looking fit;〃 he said across the table。
〃Ought to be off your hands by Monday。 But what about Stefani
Gregor? I can't stir; leaving him hanging on a peg。〃
〃I am going into the study shortly to decide that。 Head bother you?〃
〃Occasionally。〃
〃Ryan easy to get along with?〃
〃Rather a good sort。 I say; you know; you've seen a good deal of
life。 Which do you consider the stronger; the inherited traits or
environment?〃
〃Environment。 That is the true mould。 There is good and bad in
all of us。 It is brought into prominence by the way we live。 An
angel cannot touch pitch without becoming defiled。 On the other
hand; the worst gutter rats in the world saved France。 Do you
suppose that thought will not always be tugging at and uplifting
those who returned from the first Marne?〃
〃There is hope; then; for me!〃
〃Hope?〃
〃Yes。 You know that my father; my uncle; and my grandfather were
fine scoundrels。〃
〃Under their influence you would have been one; too。 But no man
could live with Stefani Gregor and not absorb his qualities。 Your
environment has been Anglo…Saxon; where the first block in the
picture is fair play。 You have been constantly under the tutelage
of a fine and lofty personality; Gregor's。 Whatever evil traits
you may have inherited; they have become subject to the influences
that have surrounded you。 Take me; for instance。 I was born in a
rather puritanical atmosphere。 My environments have always been
good。 Yet there lurks in me the taint of Macaire。 Given the wrong
environment; I should now have my picture in the Rogues' Gallery。〃
〃You?〃
〃Yes。〃
Hawksley played with his fork。 〃If you had a daughter would you
trust me with her?〃
〃Yes。 Any man who can weep unashamed over the portrait of his
mother may be trusted。 Once you are out there in Montana you'll
forget all about your paternal forbears。〃
Handsome beggar; thought Cutty; but evidently born under the opal。
An inexplicable resentment against his guest stirred his heart。 He
resented his youth; his ease of manner; his fluency in the common
tongue。 He was theoretically a Britisher; he thought British;
approached subjects from a British point of view。 A Britisher
… except when he had that fiddle tucked under his chin。 Then
Cutty admitted he did not know what he was。 Devil take him!
There must have been something electrical in Cutty's resentment;
for the object of it felt it subtly; and it fired his own。 He
resented the freedom of action that had always been denied him;
resented his host's mental and physical superiority。 Did Cutty
care for the girl; or was he playing the game as it had been
suggested to him? Money and freedom。 But then; it was in no
sense a barter; she would be giving nothing; and the old beggar
would be asking nothing。 His suggestion! He laughed。
〃What's the joke?〃 asked Cutty; looking up from his coffee; which
he was stirring with unnecessary vigour。
〃It isn't a joke。 I'm bally well twisted。 I laugh now when I
think of something tragic。 I am sorry about last night。 I was
mad; I suppose。〃
〃Tell me about it。〃
Cutty listened intently and smiled occasionally。 Mad as hatters;
both of them。 He and Kitty couldn't have gone on a romp like this;
but Kitty and Hawksley could。 Thereupon his resentment boiled up
again。
〃Have you any idea why she took such a risk? Why she came here;
knowing me to be absent?〃
〃She spoke of a problem。 I fancy it related to your approaching
marriage。 She told me。〃
Cutty laid down his spoon。 〃I'd like to dump Your Highness into
the middle of East River for putting that idea into my head。 She
has consented to it; and now; damn it; I've got to back out of it!〃
Cutty rose and flung down his napkin。
〃Why?〃 asked the bewildered Hawksley。
〃Because there is in me the making of a first…rate scoundrel; and
I never should have known it if you and your affairs hadn't turned
up。
Cutty entered his study and slammed the door; leaving Hawksley prey
to so many conflicting emotions that his head began to bother him。
Back out of it! Why? Why should Kitty have a problem to solve over
such a marriage of convenience; and why should the old thoroughbred
want to back out?
Kitty would be free; then? A flash of fire; which subsided quickly
under the smothering truth。 What if she were free? He could not
ask her to be his wife。 Not because of last night's madness。 That
no longer troubled him。 She was the sort who would understand; if
he told her。 She had a soul big with understanding。 It was that
he walked in the shadow of death; and would so long as Karlov
was free; and he could not ask any woman to share that。
He pushed back his chair slowly。 In the living room he took the
Amati from its case and began improvising。 What the chrysoprase
did for Cutty the fiddle did for this derelict … solved problems。
He reviewed all the phases as he played。 That dish of bacon and
eggs; the resolute air of her; that popping fan! 'Allegretto。'
She had found him senseless on the floor。 She had had the courage
to come to his assistance。 'Andante con espressione。' What had
been in her mind that night she had taken flight from his bedroom;
after having given him the wallet? Something like tears。 What
about? An American girl; natural; humorous; and fanciful。 Somehow
he felt assured that it had not been his kisses; she had looked
into his eyes and seen the taint。 Always there; the beast that old
Stefani had chained and subdued。 He knew now that this beast would
never again lift its head。 And he had let her go without a sign。
'Dolorosomente。' To have gone through life with a woman who would
have understood his nature。 The test of her had been last night in
the streets。 His mood had been hers。 'Allegretto con amore。'
〃Love;〃 he said; lowering the bow。
〃Love;〃 said Cutty; shifting his chrysoprase。 There was no fool
like an old fool。 It did not serve to recall Molly in all her
glory; to reach hither and yon for a handhold to pull him out of
this morass。 Molly had become an invisible ghost。 He loved her
daughter。 Double sunset; the phenomenon of the Indian Ocean was
now being enacted upon his own horizon。 Double sunset。
But why should Kitty have any problem to solve? Why should she
dodder over such a trifle as this prospective official marriage?
It was only a joke which would legalize his generosity。 She had
sent that telegram after leaving this apartment。 What had happened
here to decide her? Had Hawksley fiddled? There was something
the matter with the green stones to…night; they evoked nothing。
He leaned back in his chair; listening; the bowl of his pipe
touching the lapel of his coat。 Music。 Queer; what you could do
with a fiddle if you knew how。
After all there was no sense in venting his anger on Hawksley。 He
was hoist by his own petard。 Why not admit the truth? He had had
a crack on the head the same night as Hawksley; only; he had