第 39 节
作者:一米八      更新:2021-02-20 18:34      字数:9322
  else in me says No。  I like dainty things; dainty surroundings。  I
  want to travel; to see something of the world。  I once thought I had
  creative genius; but I might as well face the fact that I haven't。
  Only by accident will I ever earn more than I'm earning now。  In a
  few years I'll grow old suddenly。  You know what the newspaper game
  does to women。  The rush and hurry of it; the excitements; the
  ceaseless change。  It is a furnace; and women shrivel up in it
  quicker than men。〃
  〃There won't be any nonsense; Kitty。  An hour before I go aboard my
  ship。  I'll go back to the job the happiest of men。  Molly's girl
  taken care of!  Just before your father died I promised him I'd keep
  an eye on you。  I never forgot; but conditions made it impossible。
  The apartment will be yours as long as you need it。  Kuroki; of
  course; goes with me。  It's merely going by convention on the blind
  side。  To leave you something in my will wouldn't serve at all;
  I'm a tough old codger and may be marked down for a hale old ninety。
  All I want is to make you happy and carefree。〃
  〃Cutty; I'd like to curl up in some corner and cry; gratefully。  I
  didn't know there were such men。  I just don't know what to do。  It
  isn't as if you were asking me to be your wife。  And as you say; I
  can't accept money。  There is a pride in me that rejects the whole
  thing; but it may be the same fool pride that has cut away my
  friends。  I ought to fall on your neck with joy: and here I am
  trying to look round corners!  You are my father's friend; my
  mother's; mine。  Why shouldn't I accept the proposition?  You are
  alone; too。  You have a perfect right to do as you please with your
  money; and I have an equally perfect right to accept your gifts。
  We are all afraid of the world; aren't we?  That's probably at the
  bottom of my doddering。  Cutty; what is love?〃 she broke off;
  whimsically。
  〃Looking into mirrors and hunting for specks;〃  he answered; readily。
  〃I mean seriously。〃
  〃So do I。  Before I went round to the stage entrance to take your
  mother out to supper I used to preen an hour before the mirror。  My
  collar; my cravat; my hair; the nap on my stovepipe; my gloves
  … terrible things!  And what happened?  Your dad; dressed in his
  office clothes; came along like a cyclone; walked all over my toes;
  and swooped up your mother right from under my nose。  Now just look
  the proposition over from all angles。  Think of yourself; let the
  old world go hang。  They'll call it alimony。  In a year or so you'll
  be free; and some chap like Tommy Conover will come along; and bang!
  You'll know all about love。  Here's old Brooklyn Bridge。  I'll see
  you to the elevator。  All nonsense that you should have the least
  hesitance。〃
  Fifteen minutes later he was striding along Park Row。  By the swing
  of his stride any onlooker would have believed that Cutty was in a
  hurry to arrive somewhere。  Instead; one was only walking。  Suddenly
  he stopped in the middle of the sidewalk with the two currents of
  pedestrians flowing on each side of him; as a man might stop who
  saw some wonderful cloud effect。  But there was nothing ecstatical
  in his expression; on the contrary; there was a species of bewildered
  terror。  The psychology of all his recent actions had in a flash
  become vividly clear。
  An unbelievable catastrophe had overtaken him。  He loved Kitty;
  loved her with an intense; shielding passion; quite unlike that
  which he had given her mother。  Such a thing could happen!  He
  offered not the least combat; the revelation was too smashing to
  admit of any doubt。  It was not a recrudescence of his love for
  Molly; stirred into action by the association with Molly's daughter。
  He wanted Kitty for himself; wanted her with every fibre in his
  body; fiercely。  And never could he tell her … now。
  The tragic irony of it all numbed him。  Fate hadn't played the
  game fairly。  He was fifty…two; on the far side of the plateau;
  near sunset。  It wasn't a square deal。
  Still he stood there on the sidewalk; like a rock in the middle of
  a turbulent stream; rejecting selfish thoughts。  Marry Kitty; and
  tell her the truth afterward。  He knew the blood of her … loyalest
  of the loyal。  He could if he chose play that sort of game … cheat
  her。  He could not withdraw his proposition。  If she accepted it he
  would have to carry it through。  Cheat her。
  CHAPTER XXV
  Kitty hung up her hat and coat。  She did not pat her hair or tuck
  in the loose ends before the mirror … a custom as invariable as
  sunrise。  The coat tree stood at the right of the single window;
  and out of this window Kitty stared solemnly; at everything and at
  nothing。
  Burlingame eyed her seriously。  Cutty had given him a glimmer of
  the tale … enough to make known to him that this pretty; sensible
  girl; though no fault of her own; was in the shadow of some actual
  if unknown danger。  And Cutty wanted her out of town for a few
  days。  Burlingame had intended sending Kitty out of town on an
  assignment during Easter week。  An exchange of telegrams that
  morning had closed the gap in time。
  〃Well; you might say 'Good morning。'〃
  〃I beg your pardon; Burly!〃  In newspaper offices you belong at
  once or you never belong; and to belong is to have your name
  sheared to as few syllables as possible。  You are formal only to
  the city editor; the managing editor; and the auditor。
  〃What's the matter?〃
  〃I've been set in the middle of a fairy story;〃 said Kitty; 〃and
  I'm wondering if it's worth the trouble to try to find a way out。
  A Knight of the Round Table; a prince of chivalry。  What would
  you say if you saw one in spats and a black derby?〃
  〃Why;〃 answered Burlingame; 〃I suppose I'd consider July first as
  the best thing that could happen to me。〃
  Kitty laughed; and that was what he wanted。
  What had that old rogue been doing now … offering Kitty his
  eighteen…story office building?
  〃It's odd; isn't it; that I shouldn't possess a little histrionic
  ability。  You'd think it would be in my blood to act。〃
  〃It is; Kitty; only not to mimic。  You're an actress; but the Big
  Dramatist writes your business for you。  Now; I've got some fairly
  good news for you。  An assignment。〃
  〃Work!  What is it?〃
  〃I am going to send you on a visit to the most charming movie queen
  in the business。  She is going to return to Broadway this autumn;
  and she has a trunkful of plays to read。  I have found your judgment
  ace…high。  Mornings you will read with her; afternoons you will
  visit。  She remembers your mother; who was the best comedienne of
  her day。  So she will be quite as interested in you as you are
  in her。  I want you to note her ways; how she amuses herself; eats;
  exercises。  I want you to note the contents of her beautiful home;
  if she likes dogs or cats or horses。  You will take a camera and
  get half a dozen good pictures; and a page yarn for Easter Sunday。
  Stay as long as she wants you to。〃
  〃But who?〃
  Burlingame jerked his thumb toward a photograph on the wall。
  〃Oh!  This will be the most scrumptious event in my life。  I'm
  wild about her!  But I haven't any clothes!〃
  Burlingame waved his hands。  〃I knew I'd hear that yodel。  Eve
  didn't have anything to speak of; but she travelled a lot。  Truth
  is; Kitty; you'd better dress in monotones。  She might wake up to
  the fact that you're a mighty pretty young woman and suddenly
  become temperamental。  She has a husband round the lot somewhere。
  Make him think his wife is a lucky woman。  Here's all the dope
  … introduction; expenses; and tickets。  Train leaves at two…fifty。
  Run along home and pack。  Remember; I want a page yarn。  No
  flapdoodle or mush; straight stuff。  She doesn't need any
  advertising。  If you go at it right you two will react upon each
  other as a tonic。
  Kitty realized that this little junket was the very thing she needed
  … open spaces; long walks in which to think out her problem。  She
  hurried home and spent the morning packing。  When this heartrending
  business was over she summoned Tony Bernini。
  〃I am going out of town; Mr。 Bernini。  I may be gone a week。〃
  〃All right; Miss Conover。〃  Bernini hid a smile。  He knew all about
  this trip; having been advised by Cutty over the wire。
  〃Am I being followed any more?〃
  〃Not that we know of。  Still; you never can tell。  What's your
  destination?〃  Kitty told him。  〃Better not go by train。  I can get
  a fast roadster and run you out in a couple of hours。  Right after
  lunch you go to the boss's garage and wait for me。  I'll take care
  of your grips and camera。  I'll follow on your heels。〃
  〃Anybody would consider that Karlov was after me instead of Hawksley。〃
  Bernini smiled。  〃Miss Conover; the moment Karlov puts his hands
  on you the whole game goes blooey。  That's the plain fact。  There
  is death in this game。  These madmen expect to blow up the United
  States on May first。  We are easing them along because we want the
  top men in our net。  But if Karlov takes it into his head to get you;
  and succeeds; he'll have a stranglehold on the whole local service;
  because we'd have to make great concessions to free you。〃
  〃Why wasn't I told this at the start?〃
  〃You were told; indirectly。  We did not care to frighten you。〃
  〃I'm not fr