第 4 节
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敏儿不觉 更新:2021-02-20 17:59 字数:9322
dog in such fashion would longer live! Therefore myself to magic I give; In
hope; through spirit … voice and might; Secrets now veiled to bring to light;
That I no more; with aching brow; Need speak of what I nothing know; That
I the force may recognise That binds creation's inmost energies; Her vital
powers; her embryo seeds survey; And fling the trade in empty words away。
O full … orb'd moon; did but thy rays Their last upon mine anguish gaze!
Beside this desk; at dead of night; Oft have I watched to hail thy light: Then;
pensive friend! o'er book and scroll; With soothing power; thy radiance stole!
In thy dear light; ah; might I climb; Freely; some mountain height sublime;
Round mountain caves with spirits ride; In thy mild haze o'er meadows glide;
And; purged from knowledge … fumes; renew My spirit; in thy healing dew!
Woe's me! still prison'd in the gloom Of this abhorr'd and musty room! Where
heaven's dear light itself doth pass; But dimly through the painted glass!
Hemmed in by volumes thick with dust; Worm … eaten; hid 'neath rust and
mould; And to the high vault's topmost bound; A smoke … stained paper
compassed round; With boxes round thee piled; and glass; And many a
useless instrument; With old ancestral lumber blent This is thy world! a world!
alas! And dost thou ask why heaves thy heart; With tighten'd pressure in thy
breast? Why the dull ache will not depart; By which thy life … pulse is
oppress'd? Instead of nature's living sphere; Created for mankind of old;
Brute skeletons surround thee here; And dead men's bones in smoke and
mould。
Up! Forth into the distant land! Is not this book of mystery By Nostradamus'
proper hand; An all … sufficient guide? Thou'lt see The courses of the stars
unroll'd; When nature doth her thoughts unfold To thee; thy soul shall rise; and
seek Communion high with her to hold; As spirit doth with spirit speak! Vain
by dull poring to divine The meaning of each hallow'd sign。 Spirits! I feel you
hov'ring near; Make answer; if my voice ye hear!
(He opens the book and perceives the sign of the Macrocosmos。)
Ah! at this spectacle through every sense; What sudden ecstasy of joy is
flowing! I feel new rapture; hallow'd and intense; Through every nerve and
vein with ardour glowing。 Was it a god who character'd this scroll; The tumult
in my spirit healing; O'er my sad heart with rapture stealing; And by a mystic
impulse; to my soul; The powers of nature all around revealing。 Am I a God?
What light intense! In these pure symbols do I see; Nature exert her vital
energy。 Now of the wise man's words I learn the sense;
〃Unlock'd the spirit … world doth lie; Thy sense is shut; thy heart is dead! Up
scholar; lave; with courage high; Thine earthly breast in the morning … red!〃
(He contemplates the sign。)
How all things live and work; and ever blending; Weave one vast whole from
Being's ample range! How powers celestial; rising and descending; Their
golden buckets ceaseless interchange! Their flight on rapture … breathing
pinions winging; From heaven to earth their genial influence bringing; Through
the wild sphere their chimes melodious ringing!
A wondrous show! but ah! a show alone! Where shall I grasp thee; infinite
nature; where? Ye breasts; ye fountains of all life; whereon Hang heaven and
earth; from which the withered heart For solace yearns; ye still impart Your
sweet and fostering tides … where are ye … where? Ye gush; and must I
languish in despair?
(He turns over the leaves of the book impatiently; and perceives the sigh of
the Earth … spirit。)
How all unlike the influence of this sign! Earth … spirit; thou to me art nigher;
E'en now my strength is rising higher; E'en now I glow as with new wine;
Courage I feel; abroad the world to dare; The woe of earth; the bliss of earth
to bear; With storms to wrestle; brave the lightning's glare; And mid the
crashing shipwreck not despair。
Clouds gather over me The moon conceals her light The lamp is quench'd
Vapours are rising … Quiv'ring round my head Flash the red beams … Down
from the vaulted roof A shuddering horror floats; And seizes me! I feel it;
spirit; prayer … compell'd; 'tis thou Art hovering near! Unveil thyself! Ha! How
my heart is riven now! Each sense; with eager palpitation; Is strain'd to catch
some new sensation! I feel my heart surrender'd unto thee! Thou must! Thou
must! Though life should be the fee!
(He seizes the book; and pronounces mysteriously the sign of the spirit。 A
ruddy flame flashes up; the spirit appears in the flame。)
Spirit
Who calls me?
Faust (turning aside) Dreadful shape! Spirit
With might;
Thou hast compelled me to appear; Long hast been sucking at my sphere;
And now
Dr。 Johann Faust: Dr。 Johann Faust watching a magic disc in his study。
Engraving by Rembrant。'
Faust
Woe's me! I cannot bear thy sight!
Spirit
To see me thou dost breathe thine invocation; My voice to hear; to gaze upon
my brow; Me doth thy strong entreaty bow Lo! I am here! … What cowering
agitation Grasps thee; the demigod! Where's now the soul's deep cry? Where
is the breast; which in its depths a world conceiv'd And bore and cherished?
which; with ecstacy; To rank itself with us; the spirits; heaved? Where art
thou; Faust? whose voice I heard resound; Who towards me press'd with
energy profound? Art thou he? Thou; … who by my breath art blighted; Who;
in his spirit's depths affrighted; Trembles; a crush'd and writhing worm!
Faust
Shall I yield; thing of flame; to thee? Faust; and thine equal; I am he!
Spirit
In the currents of life; in action's storm; I float and I wave With billowy
motion! Birth and the grave A limitless ocean; A constant weaving With
change still rife; A restless heaving; A glowing life Thus time's whirring loom
unceasing I ply; And weave the life … garment of deity。
Faust
Thou; restless spirit; dost from end to end O'ersweep the world; how near I
feel to thee!
Spirit
Thou'rt like the spirit; thou dost comprehend; Not me!
(Vanishes。)
Faust (deeply moved)
Not thee? Whom then? I; Gods own image! And not rank with thee!
(A knock)
Oh death! I know it … 'tis my famulus My fairest fortune now escapes! That all
these visionary shapes A soulless groveller should banish thus!
(Wagner in his dressing gown and night … cap; a lamp in his hand。 Faust turns
round reluctantly。)
Wagner
Pardon! I heard you here declaim; A Grecian tragedy you doubtless read?
Improvement in this art is now my aim; For now … a … days it much avails。
Indeed An actor; oft I've heard it said; as teacher; May give instruction to a
preacher。
Faust
Ay; if your priest should be an actor too; As not improbably may come to
pass。
Wagner
When in his study pent the whole year through; Man views the world; as
through an optic glass; On a chance holiday; and scarcely then; How by
persuasion can he govern men?
Faust
If feeling prompt not; if it doth not flow Fresh from the spirit's depths; with
strong control Swaying to rapture every listener's soul; Idle your toil; the
chase you may forego! Brood o'er your task! Together glue; Cook from
another's feast your own ragout; Still prosecute your paltry game; And fan
your ash … heaps into flame! Thus children's wonder you'll excite; And apes'; if
such your appetite; But that which issues from the heart alone; Will bend the
hearts of others to your own。
Wagner
The speaker in delivery will find Success alone; I still am far behind。
Faust
A worthy object still pursue! Be not a hollow tinkling fool! Sound
understanding; judgment true; Find utterance without art or rule; And when in
earnest you are moved to speak; Then is it needful cunning words to seek?
Your fine harangues; so polish'd in their kind; Wherein the shreds of human
thought ye twist; Are unrefreshing as the empty wind; Whistling through
wither'd leaves and autumn mist!
Wagner
Oh God! How long is art; Our life how short! With earnest zeal Still as I ply
the critic's task; I feel A strange oppression both of head and heart。 The very
means how hardly are they won; By which we to the fountains rise! And
haply; ere one half the course is run; Check'd in his progress; the poor devil
dies。
Faust
Parchment; is that the sacred fount whence roll Waters; he thirsteth not who
once hath quaffed? Oh; if it gush not from thine inmost soul; Thou has not won
the life … restoring draught。
Wagner
Your pardon! 'tis delightful to transport Oneself into the spirit of the past; To
see in times before us how a wise man thought; And what a glorious height we
have achieved at last。
Faust
Ay truly! even to the loftiest star! To us; my friend; the ages that are pass'd A
book with seven seals; close … fasten'd; ar