第 24 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-02-20 17:29      字数:9322
  him。
  〃Are you sure?〃 she asked。
  〃Of what?〃 he whispered faintly。
  〃That Low is really your son?〃
  〃Who said so?〃 he asked; opening his round eyes upon her。
  〃You   did    yourself;   a  moment     ago;〃   she   said  quickly。    〃Don't    you
  remember?〃
  〃Did I?〃
  〃You did。     Is it not so?〃
  He smiled faintly。      〃I reckon。〃
  She held her breath in expectation。           But only the ludicrousness of the
  discovery seemed paramount to his weakened faculties。 〃Isn't it just about
  the ridiculousest thing all round?〃 he said; with a feeble chuckle。                 〃First
  YOU   nearly   kill   me   before   you   know   I   am   Low's   father;   then   I'm   just
  spoilin' to kill him before I know he's my son; then that god…forsaken fool
  Jack Brace mistakes you for Nellie and Nellie for you。                  Ain't it just the
  biggest thing for the boys to get hold of?           But we must keep it dark until
  after   I   marry   Nellie;   don't   you   see? Then   we'll   have   a   good   time   all
  round; and I'll stand the drinks。        Think of it; Teresha!       You don' no me; I
  do' no you; nobody knowsh anybody elsh。                I try kill Lo'。    Lo' wants kill
  Nellie。    No thath no ri'〃 but the potent liquor; overtaking his exhausted
  senses;   thickened;   impeded;   and   at   last   stopped   his   speech。     His   head
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  slipped to her shoulder; and he became once more unconscious。
  Teresa    breathed     again。   In   that   brief  moment      she   had   abandoned
  herself   to   a   wild   inspiration   of   hope   which   she   could   scarcely   define。
  Not   that   it   was   entirely   a   wild   inspiration;   she   tried   to   reason   calmly。
  What if she revealed the truth to him?            What if she told the wretched man
  before     her   that  she   had    deceived    him;    that   she   had   overheard     his
  conversation with Brace; that she had stolen Brace's horse to bring Low
  warning;   that;   failing   to   find   Low   in   his   accustomed   haunts;   or   at   the
  campfire; she had left a note for him pinned to the herbarium; imploring
  him to fly with his companion from the danger that was coming; and that;
  remaining       on   watch;    she    had   seen    them    bothBrace      and    Dunn
  approaching;   and   had   prepared   to   meet   them   at   the   cabin?    Would   this
  miserable and maddened   man understand her   self…abnegation? Would he
  forgive     Low    and   Nellie?she     did  not   ask   for  herself。   Or   would    the
  revelation turn his brain; if it did not kill him outright?           She looked at the
  sunken orbits of his eyes and hectic on his cheek; and shuddered。
  Why was this added to the agony she already suffered?                 She had been
  willing to stand between them with her life; her liberty; and eventhe hot
  blood   dyed   her   cheek   at   the   thoughtwith   the   added   shame   of      being
  thought the cast…off mistress of that man's son。             Yet all this she had taken
  upon herself in expiation of somethingshe knew not clearly what; no; for
  nothingonly       for  HIM。     And     yet  this  very   situation   offered    her  that
  gleam of hope which had thrilled her; a hope so wild in its improbability;
  so degrading in its possibility; that at first she knew not whether despair
  was not preferable to its shame。          And yet was it unreasonable?            She was
  no longer passionate; she would be calm and think it out fairly。
  She would go to Low at once。             She would find him somewhereand
  even if with that girl; what mattered?and she would tell him all。                  When
  he knew that the life and death of his father lay in the scale; would he let
  his brief; foolish passion for Nellie stand in the way?             Even if he were not
  influenced by filial affection or mere compassion; would his pride let him
  stoop to a rivalry with the man who had deserted his youth?                     Could he
  take Dunn's promised bride; who must have coquetted with him to have
  brought   him   to    this   miserable    plight?   Was     this   like  the   calm;  proud
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  young god she knew?            Yet she   had   an   uneasy instinct   that   calm;   proud
  young gods and goddesses did things like this; and felt the weakness of her
  reasoning flush her own conscious cheek。
  〃Teresa!〃
  She started。     Dunn was awake; and was gazing at her curiously。
  〃I   was   reckoning   it   was   the   only   square   thing   for   Low   to   stop   this
  promiscuous picnicking here and marry you out and out。〃
  〃Marry me!〃 said Teresa in a voice that; with all her efforts; she could
  not make cynical。
  〃Yes;〃   he   repeated;   〃after   I've   married   Nellie;   tote   you   down   to   San
  Angeles;      and   there   take   my    name    like   a  man;    and   give   it  to  you。
  Nobody'll   ask   after TERESA;   sureyou   bet   your   life。        And   if   they  do;
  and he can't stop their jaw; just you call on the old man。              It's mighty queer;
  ain't it; Teresa; to think of your being my daughter…in…law?〃
  It seemed here as if he was about to lapse again into unconsciousness
  over the purely ludicrous aspect of the subject; but he haply recovered his
  seriousness。      〃He'll have as much money from me as he wants to go into
  business      with。     What's     his   line   of   business;     Teresa?〃     asked    this
  prospective father…in…law; in a large; liberal way。
  〃He is a botanist!〃 said Teresa; with a sudden childish animation that
  seemed to keep up the grim humor of the paternal suggestion; 〃and oh; he
  is too poor to buy books!          I sent for one or two for him myself; the other
  day〃 she hesitated〃it was all the money I had; but it wasn't enough for
  him to go on with his studies。〃
  Dunn   looked   at   her   sparkling   eyes   and   glowing   cheeks;   and   became
  thoughtful。      〃Curson must have been a dd fool;〃 he said finally。
  Teresa     remained     silent。   She    was    beginning     to  be   impatient    and
  uneasy; fearing some mischance that might delay her dreaded; yet longed…
  for meeting with Low。           Yet she could not leave this sick and exhausted
  man; HIS FATHER; now bound to her by more than mere humanity。
  〃Couldn't   you   manage;〃   she   said   gently;   〃to   lean   on   me   a   few   steps
  further; until I could bring you to a cooler spot and nearer assistance?〃
  He nodded。       She lifted him almost like a child to his feet。             A spasm
  of pain passed over his face。         〃How far is it?〃 he asked。
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  〃Not more than ten minutes;〃 she replied。
  〃I can make a spurt for that time;〃 he said coolly; and began to walk
  slowly but steadily on。         Only his face; which was white and set; and the
  convulsive grip of his hand on her arm betrayed the effort。                At the end of
  ten   minutes   she   stopped。      They   stood   before   the   splintered;   lightning…
  scarred shaft in the opening of the woods; where Low had built her first
  camp…fire。      She carefully picked up the herbarium; but her quick eye had
  already detected in the distance; before she had allowed Dunn to enter the
  opening   with   her;   that   her   note   was   gone。  Low   had   been   there   before
  them;   he   had   been   warned;   as   his   absence   from   the   cabin   showed;   he
  would not return there。        They were free from interruptionbut where had
  he gone?
  The   sick   man   drew   a   long   breath   of   relief   as   she   seated   him   in   the
  clover…grown   hollow   where   she   had   slept   the   second   night   of   her   stay。
  〃It's cooler than those cursed woods;〃 he said。             〃I suppose it's because it's
  a little like a grave。      What are you going to do now?〃 he added; as she
  brought a cup of water and placed it at his side。
  〃I am going to leave you here for a little while;〃 she said cheerfully;
  but with a pale face and nervous hands。              〃I'm going to leave you while I
  seek Low。〃
  The sick man raised his head。           〃I'm good for a spurt; Teresa; like that
  I've just got through; but I don't think I'm up to a family party。               Couldn't
  you issue cards later on?〃
  〃You   don't   understand;〃   she   said。     〃I'm   going   to   get   Low   to   send
  some one of your friends to you h