第 19 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-02-20 17:29      字数:9320
  perhaps      had   been   seeking     Lowthe     girl  who    absorbed     his   fancythe
  secret of his absences; his preoccupation; his coldness!                 This was the girl
  whom to see; perhaps in his arms; she was now periling her liberty and her
  life   unknown   to   him!      A  slight   odor;   some   faint   perfume   of   its   owner;
  came from the book; it was the same she had noticed in the dress Low had
  given her。      She flung the volume to the ground; and; throwing her arms
  over the back of the pew before her; buried her face in her hands。
  In   that   light   and   attitude   she   might   have   seemed   some   rapt   acolyte
  abandoned   to   self…communion。            But   whatever   yearning   her   soul   might
  have     had   for  higher    sympathy      or   deeper    consolation;     I  fear  that   the
  spiritual Tabernacle of Excelsior and the Reverend Mr。 Wynn did not meet
  that requirement。        She only felt the dry; oven…like heat of that vast shell;
  empty   of   sentiment   and   beauty;   hollow   in   its   pretense   and   dreary   in   its
  desolation。      She only saw in it a chief altar for the glorification of this girl
  who had absorbed even the pure worship of her companion; and converted
  and   degraded   his   sublime   paganism   to   her   petty   creed。  With   a   woman's
  withering      contempt     for  her   own    art  displayed     in  another    woman;      she
  thought how she herself could have touched him with the peace that the
  majesty of their woodland aislesso unlike this pillared shamhad taught
  her    own     passionate     heart;   had    she   but   dared。     Mingling       with   this
  imperfect   theology;   she   felt   she   could   have   proved   to   him   also   that   a
  brunette   and   a   woman   of   her   experience   was   better   than   an   immature
  blonde。      She   began   to   loathe   herself   for   coming   hither;   and   dreaded   to
  meet   his   face。    Here   a   sudden thought   struck her。         What   if   he had   not
  come      here?     What      if  she   had    been    mistaken?       What      if  her   rash
  interpretation of his absence from the wood that night was simple madness?
  What if he should returnif he had already returned? She rose to her feet;
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  whitening   yet   joyful   with   the   thought。     She   could   return   at   once;   what
  was the girl to her now?          Yet there was time to satisfy herself if he were
  at HER house。         She had been told where it was; she could find it in the
  dark;   an   open   door   or   window   would   betray  some   sign   or   sound   of   the
  occupants。 She rose; replaced her hat over her eyes; knotted her flaunting
  scarf  around her  throat;  groped her  way  to   the  door;  and   glided   into the
  outer darkness。
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  CHAPTER VII
  It was quite dark when Mr。 Jack Brace stopped before Father Wynn's
  open door。       The   windows were   also   invitingly  open to   the   wayfarer;  as
  were   the   pastoral   counsels   of   Father   Wynn;   delivered   to   some   favored
  guest   within;   in   a   tone   of   voice   loud   enough   for   a   pulpit。 Jack   Brace
  paused。      The   visitor   was   the   convalescent   sheriff;   Jim   Dunn;   who   had
  publicly   commemorated   his   recovery   by   making   his   first   call   upon   the
  father of his inamorata。          The   Reverend Mr。 Wynn   had been   expatiating
  upon     the   unremitting    heat   of   a   possible   precursor   of   forest   fires;  and
  exhibiting   some   catholic   knowledge   of   the   designs   of   a   Deity   in   that
  regard; and what should be the policy of the Legislature; when Mr。 Brace
  concluded to enter。        Mr。 Wynn and the wounded man; who occupied an
  arm…chair   by   the   window;   were   the   only   occupants   of   the   room。   But   in
  spite   of   the   former's   ostentatious   greeting;   Brace   could see   that   his   visit
  was inopportune and unwelcome。               The sheriff nodded a quick; impatient
  recognition; which; had it not been accompanied by an anathema on the
  heat; might have been taken as a personal insult。                Neither spoke of Miss
  Nellie;    although     it  was   patent   to   Brace    that  they   were    momentarily
  expecting   her。     All   of   which   went   far   to   strengthen   a   certain   wavering
  purpose in his mind。
  〃Ah; ha! strong language; Mr。 Dunn;〃 said Father Wynn; referring to
  the   sheriff's   adjuration;   〃but   'out   of   the   fullness   of   the   heart   the   mouth
  speaketh。'     Job;   sir;   cursed;   we   are   told;   and   even   expressed   himself   in
  vigorous Hebrew regarding his birthday。 Ha; ha!                I'm not opposed to that。
  When I have often wrestled with the spirit I confess I have sometimes said;
  'Dn you。' Yes; sir; 'Dn you。'〃
  There was something so unutterably vile in the reverend gentleman's
  utterance and emphasis of this oath that the two men; albeit both easy and
  facile blasphemers; felt shocked; as the purest of actresses is apt to overdo
  the rakishness of a gay Lothario; Father Wynn's immaculate conception of
  an imprecation was something terrible。              But he added; 〃The law ought to
  interfere with the reckless use of camp…fires in the woods in such weather
  by packers and prospectors。〃
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  〃It isn't so much the work of white men;〃 broke in Brace; 〃as it is of
  Greasers; Chinamen; and Diggers; especially Diggers。 There's that blasted
  Low; ranges the whole Carquinez Woods as if they were his。                     I reckon he
  ain't particular just where he throws his matches。〃
  〃But he's not a Digger; he's a Cherokee; and only a half…breed at that;〃
  interpolated Wynn。         〃Unless;〃 he added; with the artful suggestion of the
  betrayed trust of a too credulous Christian; 〃he deceived me in this as in
  other things。〃
  In what other things Low had deceived him he did not say; but; to the
  astonishment of both men; Dunn growled a dissent to Brace's proposition。
  Either from some secret irritation with that possible rival; or impatience at
  the prolonged absence of Nellie; he had 〃had enough of that sort of hog…
  wash ladled out to him for genuine liquor。〃              As to the Carquinez Woods;
  he   'Dunn'   〃didn't   know   why   Low   hadn't   as   much   right   there   as   if   he'd
  grabbed it under a preemption law and didn't live there。〃                With this hint at
  certain speculations of   Father Wynn in   public lands for  a homestead;  he
  added   that   〃If   they   'Brace   and   Wynn'   could   bring   him   along   any   older
  American settler than an Indian; they might rake down his 'Dunn's' pile。〃
  Unprepared   for   this   turn   in   the   conversation;   Wynn   hastened   to   explain
  that he did not refer to the pure aborigine; whose gradual extinction no one
  regretted   more   than   himself;   but   to   the   mongrel;   who   inherited   only   the
  vices of civilization。       〃There should be a law; sir; against the mingling of
  races。     There   are   men;   sir;   who   violate   the   laws   of   the   Most   High   by
  living with Indian womensquaw men; sir; as they are called。〃
  Dunn rose with a face livid with weakness and passion。                   〃Who dares
  say     that?    They      are   a   dd   sight   better    than   sneaking      Northern
  Abolitionists; who married their daughters to buck niggers like〃                    But a
  spasm      of  pain   withheld    this   Parthian    shot  at  the   politics   of  his  two
  companions; and he sank back helplessly in his chair。
  An awkward silence ensued。             The three men looked at each other in
  embarrassment   and   confusion。          Dunn   felt   that   he   had   given   way   to   a
  gratuitous     passion;    Wynn     had   a  vague    presentiment      that  he   had   said
  something that imperiled his daughter's prospects; and Brace was divided
  between an angry retort and the secret purpose already alluded to。
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  〃It's   all   the   blasted   heat;〃   said   Dunn;   with   a   forced   smile;   pushing
  away the whisky which Wynn had ostentatiously placed before him。
  〃Of   course;〃   said   Wynn   hastily;   〃only   it's   a   pity   Nellie   ain't   here   to
  give   you