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作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-02-20 17:29      字数:9322
  discovered qualities。        It appeared that in the old days of her wanderings
  with the circus troupe she had often been forced to undertake this nomadic
  housekeeping。        But she 〃despised it;〃 had never done it since; and always
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  had   refused   to   do   it   for   〃him〃the   personal   pronoun   referring;   as   Low
  understood;   to   her   lover;   Curson。     Not   caring   to   revive   these   memories
  further; Low briefly concluded: 〃I don't know what you were; or what you
  may     be;   but  from    what    I  see   of  you    you've   got   all  the   sabe   of  a
  frontierman's wife。〃
  She     stopped    and    looked    at  him;    and    then   with    an   impulse    of
  imprudence that only half concealed a more serious vanity; asked; 〃Do you
  think I might have made a good squaw?〃
  〃I   don't   know;〃   he   replied   quietly。  〃I   never   saw  enough   of   them  to
  know。〃
  Teresa;    confident    from   his   clear   eyes   that  he   spoke   the   truth;  but
  having nothing ready to follow this calm disposal of her curiosity; relapsed
  into silence。
  The meal finished; Teresa washed their scant table equipage in a little
  spring   near   the   camp…fire;   where;   catching   sight   of   her   disordered   dress
  and collar; she rapidly threw her shawl; after the national fashion; over her
  shoulder and pinned it quickly。 Low cached the remaining provisions and
  the few cooking utensils under the dead embers and ashes; obliterating all
  superficial indication of their camp…fire as deftly and artistically as he had
  before。
  〃There     isn't  the  ghost   of   a  chance;〃    he   said  in  explanation;     〃that
  anybody but you or I will set foot here before we come back to supper; but
  it's well to be on guard。        I'll take you back to the cabin now; though I bet
  you could find your way there as well as I can。〃
  On their way back Teresa ran ahead of her companion; and plucking a
  few tiny leaves from a hidden oasis in the bark…strewn trail brought them
  to him。
  〃That's the kind you're looking for; isn't it?〃 she said; half timidly。
  〃It is;〃 responded Low; in gratified surprise; 〃but how did you know it?
  You're not a botanist; are you?〃
  〃I reckon not;〃 said Teresa; 〃but you picked some when we came; and
  I noticed what they were。〃
  Here was indeed another revelation。              Low stopped and gazed at   her
  with such frank; open; utterly unabashed curiosity that her black eyes fell
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  before him。
  〃And do you think;〃 he asked with logical deliberation; 〃that you could
  find any plant from another I should give you?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Or from a drawing of it〃
  〃Yes; perhaps even if you described it to me。〃
  A half…confidential; half…fraternal silence followed。
  〃I tell you what。     I've got a book〃
  〃I know it;〃 interrupted Teresa; 〃full of these things。〃
  〃Yes。    Do you think you could〃
  〃Of course I could;〃 broke in Teresa; again。
  〃But you don't know what I mean;〃 said the imperturbable Low。
  〃Certainly I do。      Why; find 'em; and preserve all the different ones for
  you to write underthat's it; isn't it?〃
  Low nodded his head; gratified but not entirely convinced that she had
  fully estimated the magnitude of the endeavor。
  〃I suppose;〃 said Teresa; in the feminine postscriptum voice which it
  would seem entered   even the   philosophical calm  of the   aisles they  were
  treading〃I suppose that SHE places great value on them?〃
  Low   had   indeed   heard   Science   personified   before;   nor   was   it   at   all
  impossible   that   the   singular   woman   walking   by   his   side   had   also。   He
  said 〃Yes;〃 but added; in mental reference to the Linnean Society of San
  Francisco; that 〃THEY were rather particular about the rarer kinds。〃
  Content as Teresa had been to believe in Low's tender relations with
  some favored ONE of her sex; this frank confession of a plural devotion
  staggered her。
  〃They?〃 she repeated。
  〃Yes;〃    he  continued     calmly。    〃The    Botanical    Society   I   correspond
  with are more particular than the Government Survey。〃
  〃Then   you   are   doing   this   for   a   society?〃   demanded   Teresa;   with   a
  stare。
  〃Certainly。     I'm making a collection and classification of specimens。
  I intendbut what are you looking at?〃
  Teresa   had   suddenly   turned   away。      Putting   his   hand   lightly   on   her
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  shoulder; the young man brought her face to face him again。
  She was laughing。
  〃I thought all the while it was for a girl;〃 she said; 〃and〃 But here the
  mere effort of speech sent her off into an audible and genuine outburst of
  laughter。     It   was   the   first   time   he   had   seen   her   even   smile   other   than
  bitterly。    Characteristically   unconscious   of   any   humor   in   her   error;   he
  remained unembarrassed。 But he could not help noticing a change in the
  expression of her face; her voice; and even her intonation。                 It seemed as if
  that fit of laughter had loosed the last ties that bound her to a self…imposed
  character; had swept away  the last   barrier between   her and   her   healthier
  nature;    had    dispossessed     a  painful    unreality;   and   relieved    the   morbid
  tension of a purely nervous attitude。            The change in her utterance and the
  resumption   of   her   softer   Spanish   accent   seemed   to   have   come   with   her
  confidences; and Low took leave of her before their sylvan cabin with a
  comrade's heartiness; and a complete forgetfulness that her voice had ever
  irritated him。
  When   he   returned   that   afternoon   he   was   startled   to   find   the   cabin
  empty。      But instead of bearing any appearance of disturbance or hurried
  flight;   the   rude   interior   seemed   to   have   magically   assumed   a   decorous
  order and cleanliness unknown before。               Fresh bark hid the inequalities of
  the   floor。   The   skins   and   blankets   were   folded   in   the   corners;   the   rude
  shelves     were    carefully   arranged;     even   a  few   tall  ferns   and   bright   but
  quickly     fading    flowers    were    disposed    around     the  blackened      chimney。
  She had evidently availed herself of the change of clothing he had brought
  her; for her late garments were hanging from the hastily… devised wooden
  pegs driven in the wall。          The young man gazed around him with mixed
  feelings      of   gratification     and    uneasiness。      His    presence      had    been
  dispossessed in a single hour; his ten years of lonely habitation had left no
  trace   that   this   woman   had   not   effaced   with   a   deft   move   of   her   hand。
  More than that; it looked as if she had always occupied it; and it was with
  a   singular   conviction   that   even   when   she   should   occupy   it   no   longer   it
  would only revert to him as her dwelling that he dropped the bark shutters
  athwart the opening; and left it to follow her。
  To his quick ear; fine eye; and abnormal senses; this was easy enough。
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  She had gone in the direction of this morning's camp。  Once or twice   he
  paused with a half…gesture of recognition and a characteristic 〃Good!〃 at
  the place where she had stopped; but was surprised to find that her main
  course had been as direct as his own。            Deviating from this direct line with
  Indian precaution; he first made a circuit of the camp; and approached the
  shattered trunk from the opposite direction。             He consequently came upon
  Teresa   unawares。       But   the   momentary   astonishment   and   embarrassment
  were his alone。
  He   scarcely   recognized   her。     She   was   wearing   the   garments   he   had
  brought her the day beforea certain discarded gown of Miss Nellie Wynn;
  which he had hurriedly begged from her under the pretext of clothing the
  wife   of   a   distressed   overland   emigrant   then   on   the   way   to   the   mines。
  Although he had satisfied his conscience with the intention of confessing
  the pious fraud to her when Teresa was gone and safe from pursuit; it was
  not    without    a   sense   of   remorse     that  he   witnessed     the   sacrilegious
  transformation。       The t