第 3 节
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  〃He must be perfectly lovely;〃 said Captain Jack; with a grin at
  her。
  The girl laughed a laugh of such infectious jollity that Captain
  Jack was forced to join with her。
  〃That's one for you; Captain Jack;〃 she cried。  〃I know I am a pig
  where chocs are concerned; and I do love to drive a car。  But;
  really; Rupert is quite nice。  He is so funny。  He makes Mamma
  laugh。  Though he does tease me a lot。〃
  Captain Jack drove on in silence for some moments。
  〃I was glad to see you playing though to…day; Captain Jack。〃
  〃Where were you?  I didn't see you anywhere。〃
  〃Not likely!〃  She glanced behind her at the others in the back
  seat。  She need not have given them a thought; they were too deeply
  engrossed to heed her。  〃Do you know where I was?  In the crutch of
  the big elmyou know!〃
  〃Don't I!〃 said Captain Jack。  〃A splendid seat; but〃
  〃Wouldn't Adrien be shocked?〃 said the girl; with a deliciously
  mischievous twinkle in her eye。  〃Or; at least; she would pretend
  to be。  Adrien thinks she must train me down a bit; you know。  She
  says I have most awful manners。  She wants Mamma to send me over to
  England to her school。  But I don't want to go; you bet。  Besides;
  I don't think Dad can afford it so they can't send me。  Anyway; I
  could have good manners if I wanted to。  I could act just like
  Adrien if I wanted toI mean; for a while。  But that was a real
  game。  I felt sorry for Rupert; a little。  You see; he didn't seem
  to know what to do or how to begin。  And you looked so terrible!
  Now in the game with Cousin Sidney you were so different; and you
  played so awfully well; too; but differently。  Somehow; it was just
  like gentlemen playing; you know〃
  〃You have hit it; Patsy;a regular bull!〃 said Captain Jack。
  〃Oh; I don't mean〃 began the girl in confusion; rare with her。
  〃Yes; you do; Pat。  Stick to your guns。〃
  〃Well; I will。  The first game everybody loved to watch。  The
  second gamesomehow it made me wish Rupert had been a Hun。  I'd
  have loved it then。〃
  〃By Jove; Patsy; you're right on the target。  You've scored again。〃
  〃Oh; I'm not saying just what I wantbut I hope you know what I
  mean。〃
  〃Your meaning hits me right in the eye。  And you are quite right。
  The tennis court is no place for a fight; eh?  And; after all;
  Rupert Stillwell is no Hun。〃
  〃But you haven't been playing this summer at all; Captain Jack;〃
  said the girl; changing the subject。  〃Why not?〃  The girl's tone
  was quite severe。  〃And you don't do a lot of things you used to
  do; and you don't go to places; and you are different。〃  The blue
  eyes earnestly searched his face。
  〃Am I different?〃 he asked slowly。  〃Well; everybody is different。
  And then; you know; I am busy。  A business man has his hours and he
  must stick to them。〃
  〃Oh; I don't believe you a bit。  You don't need to be down at the
  mills all the time。  Look at Rupert。  He doesn't need to be at his
  father's office。〃
  〃Apparently not。〃
  〃He gets off whenever he wants to。〃
  〃Looks like it。〃
  〃And why can't you?〃
  〃Well; you see; I am not Rupert;〃 said Captain Jack; grinning at
  her。
  〃Now you are horrible。  Why don't you do as you used to do?  You
  know you could if you wanted to。〃
  〃Yes; I suppose; if I wanted to;〃 said Captain Jack; suddenly
  grave。
  〃You don't want to;〃 said the girl; quick to catch his mood。
  〃Well; you know; Patsy dear; things are different; and I suppose I
  am too。  I don't care much for a lot of things。〃
  〃You just look as if you didn't care for anything or anybody
  sometimes; Captain Jack;〃 said Patricia quietly。  Then after a few
  moments she burst forth:  〃Oh; don't you remember your hockey team?
  Oh! oh! oh!  I used to sit and just hold my heart from jumping。  It
  nearly used to choke me when you would tear down the ice with the
  puck。〃
  〃That was long ago; Pat dear。  I guess I wasahvery young then;
  eh?〃
  〃Yes; I know;〃 nodded the girl。  〃I feel the same wayI was just a
  kid then。〃
  〃Ah; yes;〃 said Captain Jack; with never a smile。  〃You were just
  let's seetwelve; was it?〃
  〃Yes; twelve。  And I felt just a kid。〃
  〃And now?〃  Captain Jack's voice was quite grave。
  〃Now?  Well; I am not exactly a kid。  At least; not the same kind
  of kid。  And; as you say; a lot of things are different。  I think I
  know how you feel。  I was like that; tooafterafterHerbert〃
  The girl paused; with her lips quivering。  〃It was all different
  so different。  Everything we used to do; I didn't feel like doing。
  And I suppose that's the way with you; Captain Jack; with Andyand
  then your Mother; too。〃  She leaned close to him and put her hand
  timidly on his arm。
  Captain Jack; sitting up very straight and looking very grave; felt
  the thrill of the timid touch run through his very heart。  A rush
  of warm; tender emotion such as he had not allowed himself for many
  months suddenly surprised him; filling his eyes and choking his
  throat。  Since his return from the war he had without knowledge
  been yearning for just such an understanding touch as this child
  with her womanly instinct had given him。  He withdrew one hand from
  the wheel and took the warm clinging fingers tight in his and
  waited in silence till he was sure of himself。  He drove some
  blocks before he was quite master of his voice。  Then; releasing
  the fingers; he turned his face toward the girl。
  〃You are a real pal; aren't you; Patsy old girl?〃 he said with a
  very bright smile at her。
  〃I want to be!  Oh; I would love to be!〃 she said; with a swift
  intake of breath。  〃And after a while you will be just as you were
  before you went away。〃
  〃Hardly; I fear; Patsy。〃
  〃Well; not the same; but different from what you are now。  No; I
  don't mean that a bit; Captain Jack。  But perhaps you knowI do
  want to see you on the ice again。  Oh; it would be wonderful!  Of
  course; the old team wouldn't be thereHerbert and Phil and Andy。
  Why!  You are the only one left!  And Rupert。〃  She added the name
  doubtfully。  〃It WOULD be different! oh; so different!  Oh! I don't
  wonder you don't care; Captain Jack。  I won't wonder〃  There was
  a little choke in the young voice。  〃I see it now〃
  〃I think you understand; Patsy; and you are a little brick;〃 said
  Captain Jack in a low; hurried tone。  〃And I am going to try。
  Anyway; whatever happens; we will be pals。〃
  The girl caught his arm tight in her clasped hands and in a low
  voice she said; 〃Always and always; Captain Jack; and evermore。〃
  And till they drew up at the Rectory door no more was said。
  Maitland drove homeward through the mellow autumn evening with a
  warmer; kindlier glow in his heart than he had known through all
  the dreary weeks that had followed his return from the war。  For
  the war had wrought desolation for him in a home once rich in the
  things that make life worth while; by taking from it his mother;
  whose rare soul qualities had won and held through her life the
  love; the passionate; adoring love of her sons; and his twin
  brother; the comrade; chum; friend of all his days; with whose life
  his own had grown into a complete and ideal unity; deprived of whom
  his life was left like a body from whose raw and quivering flesh
  one…half had been torn away。
  The war had left his life otherwise bruised and maimed in ways
  known only to himself。
  Returning thus from his soul…devastating experience of war to find
  his life desolate and maimed in all that gave it value; he made the
  appalling discovery that he was left almost alone of all whom he
  had known and loved in past days。  For of his close friends none
  were left as before。  For the most part they were lying on one or
  other of the five battle fronts of the war。  Others had found
  service in other spheres。  Only one was still in his home town;
  poor old Phil Amory; Frances' brother; half…blind in his darkened
  room; but to bring anything of his own heart burden to that brave
  soul seemed sacrilege or worse。  True enough; he was passing
  through the new and thrilling experience of making acquaintance
  with his father。  But old Grant Maitland was a hard man to know;
  and they were too much alike in their reserve and in their poverty
  of self…expression to make mutual acquaintance anything but a slow
  and in some ways a painful process。
  Hence in Maitland's heart there was an almost extravagant gratitude
  toward this young generous…hearted girl whose touch had thrilled
  his heart and whose voice with its passionate note of loyal and
  understanding comradeship still sang like music in his soul;
  〃Always and always; Captain Jack; and evermore。〃
  〃By Jove; I have got to find some way of playing up to that;〃 he
  said aloud; as he turned from the gravelled driveway into the
  street。  And in the months that followed he was to find that the
  search to which he then committed himself was to call for the
  utmost of the powers of soul which were his。
  CHAPTER II
  THE COST OF SACRIFICE
  Perrotte was by all odds the best all…round man in the planing
  mill; and for the simple reason that for fifteen years he had
  followed the lumber from the raw wood through the various machines
  till he knew woods and machines and their ways as no other in the
  mill unless it was old Grant Maitland himself。  Fifteen years ago
  Perrotte h