第 3 节
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〃He must be perfectly lovely;〃 said Captain Jack; with a grin at
her。
The girl laughed a laugh of such infectious jollity that Captain
Jack was forced to join with her。
〃That's one for you; Captain Jack;〃 she cried。 〃I know I am a pig
where chocs are concerned; and I do love to drive a car。 But;
really; Rupert is quite nice。 He is so funny。 He makes Mamma
laugh。 Though he does tease me a lot。〃
Captain Jack drove on in silence for some moments。
〃I was glad to see you playing though to…day; Captain Jack。〃
〃Where were you? I didn't see you anywhere。〃
〃Not likely!〃 She glanced behind her at the others in the back
seat。 She need not have given them a thought; they were too deeply
engrossed to heed her。 〃Do you know where I was? In the crutch of
the big elmyou know!〃
〃Don't I!〃 said Captain Jack。 〃A splendid seat; but〃
〃Wouldn't Adrien be shocked?〃 said the girl; with a deliciously
mischievous twinkle in her eye。 〃Or; at least; she would pretend
to be。 Adrien thinks she must train me down a bit; you know。 She
says I have most awful manners。 She wants Mamma to send me over to
England to her school。 But I don't want to go; you bet。 Besides;
I don't think Dad can afford it so they can't send me。 Anyway; I
could have good manners if I wanted to。 I could act just like
Adrien if I wanted toI mean; for a while。 But that was a real
game。 I felt sorry for Rupert; a little。 You see; he didn't seem
to know what to do or how to begin。 And you looked so terrible!
Now in the game with Cousin Sidney you were so different; and you
played so awfully well; too; but differently。 Somehow; it was just
like gentlemen playing; you know〃
〃You have hit it; Patsy;a regular bull!〃 said Captain Jack。
〃Oh; I don't mean〃 began the girl in confusion; rare with her。
〃Yes; you do; Pat。 Stick to your guns。〃
〃Well; I will。 The first game everybody loved to watch。 The
second gamesomehow it made me wish Rupert had been a Hun。 I'd
have loved it then。〃
〃By Jove; Patsy; you're right on the target。 You've scored again。〃
〃Oh; I'm not saying just what I wantbut I hope you know what I
mean。〃
〃Your meaning hits me right in the eye。 And you are quite right。
The tennis court is no place for a fight; eh? And; after all;
Rupert Stillwell is no Hun。〃
〃But you haven't been playing this summer at all; Captain Jack;〃
said the girl; changing the subject。 〃Why not?〃 The girl's tone
was quite severe。 〃And you don't do a lot of things you used to
do; and you don't go to places; and you are different。〃 The blue
eyes earnestly searched his face。
〃Am I different?〃 he asked slowly。 〃Well; everybody is different。
And then; you know; I am busy。 A business man has his hours and he
must stick to them。〃
〃Oh; I don't believe you a bit。 You don't need to be down at the
mills all the time。 Look at Rupert。 He doesn't need to be at his
father's office。〃
〃Apparently not。〃
〃He gets off whenever he wants to。〃
〃Looks like it。〃
〃And why can't you?〃
〃Well; you see; I am not Rupert;〃 said Captain Jack; grinning at
her。
〃Now you are horrible。 Why don't you do as you used to do? You
know you could if you wanted to。〃
〃Yes; I suppose; if I wanted to;〃 said Captain Jack; suddenly
grave。
〃You don't want to;〃 said the girl; quick to catch his mood。
〃Well; you know; Patsy dear; things are different; and I suppose I
am too。 I don't care much for a lot of things。〃
〃You just look as if you didn't care for anything or anybody
sometimes; Captain Jack;〃 said Patricia quietly。 Then after a few
moments she burst forth: 〃Oh; don't you remember your hockey team?
Oh! oh! oh! I used to sit and just hold my heart from jumping。 It
nearly used to choke me when you would tear down the ice with the
puck。〃
〃That was long ago; Pat dear。 I guess I wasahvery young then;
eh?〃
〃Yes; I know;〃 nodded the girl。 〃I feel the same wayI was just a
kid then。〃
〃Ah; yes;〃 said Captain Jack; with never a smile。 〃You were just
let's seetwelve; was it?〃
〃Yes; twelve。 And I felt just a kid。〃
〃And now?〃 Captain Jack's voice was quite grave。
〃Now? Well; I am not exactly a kid。 At least; not the same kind
of kid。 And; as you say; a lot of things are different。 I think I
know how you feel。 I was like that; tooafterafterHerbert〃
The girl paused; with her lips quivering。 〃It was all different
so different。 Everything we used to do; I didn't feel like doing。
And I suppose that's the way with you; Captain Jack; with Andyand
then your Mother; too。〃 She leaned close to him and put her hand
timidly on his arm。
Captain Jack; sitting up very straight and looking very grave; felt
the thrill of the timid touch run through his very heart。 A rush
of warm; tender emotion such as he had not allowed himself for many
months suddenly surprised him; filling his eyes and choking his
throat。 Since his return from the war he had without knowledge
been yearning for just such an understanding touch as this child
with her womanly instinct had given him。 He withdrew one hand from
the wheel and took the warm clinging fingers tight in his and
waited in silence till he was sure of himself。 He drove some
blocks before he was quite master of his voice。 Then; releasing
the fingers; he turned his face toward the girl。
〃You are a real pal; aren't you; Patsy old girl?〃 he said with a
very bright smile at her。
〃I want to be! Oh; I would love to be!〃 she said; with a swift
intake of breath。 〃And after a while you will be just as you were
before you went away。〃
〃Hardly; I fear; Patsy。〃
〃Well; not the same; but different from what you are now。 No; I
don't mean that a bit; Captain Jack。 But perhaps you knowI do
want to see you on the ice again。 Oh; it would be wonderful! Of
course; the old team wouldn't be thereHerbert and Phil and Andy。
Why! You are the only one left! And Rupert。〃 She added the name
doubtfully。 〃It WOULD be different! oh; so different! Oh! I don't
wonder you don't care; Captain Jack。 I won't wonder〃 There was
a little choke in the young voice。 〃I see it now〃
〃I think you understand; Patsy; and you are a little brick;〃 said
Captain Jack in a low; hurried tone。 〃And I am going to try。
Anyway; whatever happens; we will be pals。〃
The girl caught his arm tight in her clasped hands and in a low
voice she said; 〃Always and always; Captain Jack; and evermore。〃
And till they drew up at the Rectory door no more was said。
Maitland drove homeward through the mellow autumn evening with a
warmer; kindlier glow in his heart than he had known through all
the dreary weeks that had followed his return from the war。 For
the war had wrought desolation for him in a home once rich in the
things that make life worth while; by taking from it his mother;
whose rare soul qualities had won and held through her life the
love; the passionate; adoring love of her sons; and his twin
brother; the comrade; chum; friend of all his days; with whose life
his own had grown into a complete and ideal unity; deprived of whom
his life was left like a body from whose raw and quivering flesh
one…half had been torn away。
The war had left his life otherwise bruised and maimed in ways
known only to himself。
Returning thus from his soul…devastating experience of war to find
his life desolate and maimed in all that gave it value; he made the
appalling discovery that he was left almost alone of all whom he
had known and loved in past days。 For of his close friends none
were left as before。 For the most part they were lying on one or
other of the five battle fronts of the war。 Others had found
service in other spheres。 Only one was still in his home town;
poor old Phil Amory; Frances' brother; half…blind in his darkened
room; but to bring anything of his own heart burden to that brave
soul seemed sacrilege or worse。 True enough; he was passing
through the new and thrilling experience of making acquaintance
with his father。 But old Grant Maitland was a hard man to know;
and they were too much alike in their reserve and in their poverty
of self…expression to make mutual acquaintance anything but a slow
and in some ways a painful process。
Hence in Maitland's heart there was an almost extravagant gratitude
toward this young generous…hearted girl whose touch had thrilled
his heart and whose voice with its passionate note of loyal and
understanding comradeship still sang like music in his soul;
〃Always and always; Captain Jack; and evermore。〃
〃By Jove; I have got to find some way of playing up to that;〃 he
said aloud; as he turned from the gravelled driveway into the
street。 And in the months that followed he was to find that the
search to which he then committed himself was to call for the
utmost of the powers of soul which were his。
CHAPTER II
THE COST OF SACRIFICE
Perrotte was by all odds the best all…round man in the planing
mill; and for the simple reason that for fifteen years he had
followed the lumber from the raw wood through the various machines
till he knew woods and machines and their ways as no other in the
mill unless it was old Grant Maitland himself。 Fifteen years ago
Perrotte h