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作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9319
  But   his   oration   ceased   as   he   saw   their   eyes;   which   were   large   with
  great tales。     〃We're goin' t' chargewe're goin' t' charge!〃 cried the youth's
  friend; hastening with his news。
  〃Charge?〃 said the lieutenant。          〃Charge? Well; b'Gawd!           Now; this is
  real   fightin'。〃   Over   his   soiled   countenance   there   went   a boastful   smile。
  〃Charge?       Well; b'Gawd!〃
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  A little group of soldiers surrounded the two youths。                〃Are we; sure
  'nough?      Well;   I'll   be  derned!   Charge?      What     fer?   What   at?    Wil…
  son; you're lyin'。〃
  〃I hope to die;〃 said the youth; pitching his tones to the key of angry
  remonstrance。       〃Sure as shooting; I tell you。〃
  And his   friend   spoke   in   re…enforcement。      〃Not by  a   blame   sight;   he
  ain't lyin'。   We heard 'em talkin'。〃
  They caught sight of two mounted figures a short distance from them。
  One was the colonel of the regiment and the other was the officer who had
  received     orders    from    the  commander        of  the   division。     They     were
  gesticulating at   each other。 The soldier; pointing   at them;  interpreted   the
  scene。
  One   man   had   a   final   objection:   〃How   could   yeh   hear   'em   talkin'?〃
  But the men;  for a   large part; nodded;  admitting that previously the   two
  friends had spoken truth。
  They settled back into reposeful attitudes with airs of having accepted
  the    matter。    And     they   mused     upon    it;  with  a  hundred     varieties   of
  expression。      It was an engrossing thing to think about。             Many tightened
  their belts carefully and hitched at their trousers。
  A moment later the officers began to bustle among the men; pushing
  them   into   a   more   com…   pact   mass   and   into   a   better   alignment。   They
  chased those that straggled and fumed at a few men who seemed to show
  by their attitudes that they had decided to remain at that spot。              They were
  like critical shepherds struggling with sheep。
  Presently;   the   regiment   seemed   to   draw   itself   up   and   heave   a   deep
  breath。    None   of   the   men's   faces   were   mirrors   of   large   thoughts。  The
  sol… diers were bended and stooped like sprinters be… fore a signal。                Many
  pairs of glinting eyes peered from the grimy faces toward the curtains of
  the deeper   woods。       They  seemed   to be   engaged   in deep   calculations of
  time and distance。
  They    were    surrounded     by   the  noises   of   the  monstrous     altercation
  between the two armies。 The world was fully interested in other matters。
  Apparently; the regiment had its small affair to itself。
  The youth; turning; shot a quick; inquiring glance at his friend。                The
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  latter returned to him the same manner of look。           They were the only ones
  who     possessed   an   inner  knowledge。      〃Mule    drivershell   t'  paydon't
  believe many will get back。〃         It was an ironical secret。       Still; they saw
  no    hesitation   in  each   other's  faces;   and  they   nod…   ded   a  mute    and
  unprotesting assent when a shag… gy man near them said in a meek voice:
  〃We'll git swallowed。〃
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  CHAPTER XIX。
  THE youth stared at the land in front of him。 Its foliages now seemed
  to veil powers and hor… rors。        He was unaware of the machinery of orders
  that started the charge; although from the cor… ners of his eyes he saw an
  officer;  who   looked   like   a   boy  a…horseback;   come   galloping;   waving   his
  hat。    Suddenly he felt a straining and heaving among the men。                  The line
  fell slowly forward like a toppling wall; and; with a convulsive gasp that
  was intended for a cheer; the regiment began its journey。                The youth was
  pushed and jostled for a moment before he understood the move… ment at
  all; but directly he lunged ahead and began to run。
  He fixed his eye upon a distant and promi… nent clump of trees where
  he   had   concluded   the   enemy   were   to   be   met;   and   he   ran   toward   it   as
  toward a goal。      He had believed throughout that it was a mere question of
  getting over an unpleas… ant matter as quickly as possible; and he ran
  179 desperately; as if pursued for a murder。            His face was drawn hard
  and tight with the stress of his endeavor。            His eyes were fixed in a lurid
  glare。    And   with   his   soiled   and   disordered   dress;   his   red   and   inflamed
  features   surmounted   by   the   dingy   rag   with   its   spot   of   blood;   his   wildly
  swinging   rifle    and   banging     accouterments;     he   looked   to  be   an  insane
  soldier。
  As the regiment swung from its position out into a cleared space the
  woods and thickets be… fore it awakened。             Yellow flames leaped toward it
  from many directions。         The forest made a tre… mendous objection。
  The line lurched straight for a moment。             Then the right wing swung
  forward;     it  in  turn  was   surpassed     by  the   left。  Afterward      the  center
  careered to the front until the regiment was a wedge…shaped mass; but an
  instant later the opposition of the bushes; trees; and uneven places on the
  ground split the command and scattered it into detached clusters。
  The youth; light…footed; was unconsciously in advance。                His eyes still
  kept note of the clump of trees。          From all places near it the clannish yell
  of the enemy could be heard。            The little flames of rifles leaped from it。
  The song of the bullets was in the air and shells snarled among the tree…
  tops。    One   tumbled   directly   into   the   middle   of   a   hurrying   group    and
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  exploded   in   crimson       fury。   There   was   an   instant's   spectacle    of   a  man;
  almost over it; throwing up his hands to shield his eyes。
  Other     men;   punched      by  bullets;   fell  in  gro…   tesque   agonies。     The
  regiment left a coherent trail of bodies。
  They had passed into a clearer atmosphere。 There was an effect like a
  revelation in the new appearance of the landscape。                 Some men work… ing
  madly  at   a   battery  were  plain   to   them;   and   the   opposing   infantry's   lines
  were defined by the gray walls and fringes of smoke。
  It seemed   to   the youth that he saw   every…   thing。          Each blade of   the
  green grass was bold and clear。             He thought that he was aware of every
  change   in   the   thin;   transparent   vapor   that   floated   idly   in   sheets。   The
  brown   or   gray   trunks   of   the   trees   showed   each   roughness   of   their   sur…
  faces。    And the men of the regiment; with their starting eyes and sweating
  faces; running madly; or falling; as if thrown headlong; to queer; heaped…
  up   corpsesall   were   comprehended。           His   mind   took   a   mechanical   but
  firm impression; so that afterward everything was pictured and ex… plained
  to him; save why he himself was there。
  But    there   was    a  frenzy   made     from    this  furious    rush。   The     men;
  pitching forward insanely; had burst into cheerings; moblike and barbaric;
  but   tuned   in   strange   keys   that   can   arouse   the   dullard   and   the   stoic。 It
  made a mad enthusiasm that; it seemed; would be incapable of checking
  itself before granite and brass。          There was the deli… rium that encounters
  despair and death; and is heedless and blind to the odds。                It is a temporary
  but sublime absence of selfishness。            And because it was of this order was
  the reason; perhaps; why the youth wondered; afterward; what reasons he
  could have had for being there。
  Presently the straining pace ate up the ener… gies of the men。                 As if by
  agreement;   the   leaders   began   to   slacken   their   speed。        The   volleys   di…
  rected   against   them   had   had   a   seeming   windlike   effect。      The   regiment
  snorted and blew。        Among some stolid trees it began to falter and hesitate。
  The men; staring intently; began to wait for some of the distant walls of
  smoke   to   move   and   dis…   close