第 27 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  with their old speed。
  163 He had a wild hate for the relentless foe。              Yester… day; when he
  had imagined the universe to be against him; he had hated it; little gods
  and   big   gods;   to…day   he   hated   the   army   of   the   foe   with   the   same   great
  hatred。    He was not going to be badgered of his life; like a kitten chased
  by boys; he said。      It was not well to drive men into final corners; at those
  moments they could all develop teeth and claws。
  He   leaned   and   spoke   into   his   friend's   ear。 He   menaced   the   woods
  with a gesture。      〃If they keep on chasing us; by Gawd; they'd better watch
  out。    Can't stand TOO much。〃
  The friend twisted his head and made a calm reply。                〃If they keep on
  a…chasin' us they'll drive us all inteh th' river。〃
  The youth cried out savagely at this state… ment。            He crouched behind
  a little tree; with his eyes burning hatefully and his teeth set in a cur… like
  snarl。    The awkward bandage was still about his head; and upon it; over
  his   wound;   there   was   a   spot   of   dry   blood。 His   hair   was   wondrously
  tousled;   and   some   straggling;   moving   locks   hung   over   the   cloth   of   the
  bandage down toward his forehead。             His jacket and shirt were open at the
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  throat;    and    exposed     his   young     bronzed     neck。    There    could     be   seen
  spasmodic gulpings at his throat。
  His fingers twined nervously about his rifle。 He wished that it was an
  engine of annihilating power。             He felt that he and his companions were
  being taunted and derided from sincere convic… tions that they were poor
  and puny。       His knowl… edge of his inability to take vengeance for it made
  his rage into a dark and stormy specter; that pos… sessed him and made him
  dream   of   abominable   cruelties。         The   tormentors   were   flies   sucking   in…
  solently at his blood; and he thought that he would have given his life for a
  revenge of seeing their faces in pitiful plights。
  The winds of battle had swept all about the regiment; until the one rifle;
  instantly   followed   by   others;   flashed   in   its   front。    A   moment   later   the
  regiment   roared   forth   its   sudden   and   valiant   re…   tort。    A  dense   wall   of
  smoke      settled   slowly    down。     It  was   furiously     slit  and  slashed     by  the
  knifelike fire from the rifles。
  To the youth the fighters resembled animals tossed for a death struggle
  into   a   dark   pit。  There   was   a   sensation   that   he   and   his   fellows;   at   bay;
  were pushing   back; always   pushing   fierce on…   slaughts of   creatures   who
  were slippery。       Their beams of crimson seemed to get no purchase upon
  the bodies   of   their   foes;   the   latter   seemed   to   evade   them  with   ease;   and
  come through; between; around; and about with unopposed skill。
  When;      in  a  dream;    it  occurred     to  the  youth    that  his   rifle  was   an
  impotent stick; he lost sense of everything but his hate; his desire to smash
  into pulp the glittering smile of victory which he could feel upon the faces
  of his enemies。
  The     blue   smoke…swallowed          line  curled    and    writhed    like   a  snake
  stepped upon。        It swung its ends to and fro in an agony of fear and rage。
  The youth was not conscious that he was erect upon his feet。                      He did
  not know the direction of the ground。              Indeed; once he even lost the habit
  of balance and fell heavily。          He was up again immediately。             One thought
  went through the chaos of his brain at the time。                 He wondered if he had
  fallen because he   had been   shot。          But   the   suspicion   flew   away  at   once。
  He did not think more of it。
  He had taken up a first position behind the lit… tle tree; with a direct
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  determination to hold it against the world。              He had not deemed it possi…
  ble that his army could that day succeed; and from this he felt the ability to
  fight    harder。    But    the   throng    had   surged    in  all  ways;    until   he  lost
  directions and locations; save that he knew where lay the enemy。
  The   flames   bit   him;   and   the   hot   smoke   broiled   his   skin。  His   rifle
  barrel   grew   so   hot that   ordi…   narily  he   could   not   have   borne   it   upon   his
  palms; but he kept on stuffing cartridges into it; and pounding them with
  his   clanking;   bending      ram…   rod。   If   he   aimed   at   some   changing   form
  through the smoke; he pulled his trigger with a fierce grunt; as if he were
  dealing a blow of the fist with all his strength。
  When the enemy seemed falling back before him and his fellows; he
  went instantly forward; like a dog who; seeing his foes lagging; turns and
  insists upon being pursued。          And when he was compelled to retire again;
  he did it slowly; sul… lenly; taking steps of wrathful despair。
  Once he; in his intent hate; was almost alone; and was firing; when all
  those near him had ceased。 He was so engrossed in his occupation that he
  was not aware of a lull。
  He was recalled by a hoarse laugh and a sen… tence that came to his
  ears in a voice of contempt and amazement。                〃Yeh infernal fool; don't yeh
  know enough t' quit when there ain't anything t' shoot at?                Good Gawd!〃
  He  turned   then   and;  pausing   with   his   rifle thrown   half   into   position;
  looked at the blue line of his comrades。              During this moment of leisure
  they seemed all to be engaged in staring with astonishment at him。                    They
  had   become   specta…   tors。     Turning   to   the   front   again   he   saw;   under   the
  lifted smoke; a deserted ground。
  He looked bewildered for a moment。                Then there appeared upon the
  glazed   vacancy   of   his   eyes   a   diamond   point   of   intelligence。     〃Oh;〃   he
  said; comprehending。
  He   returned   to   his   comrades   and   threw   him…   self   upon   the   ground。
  He    sprawled     like   a  man    who    had   been   thrashed。     His    flesh   seemed
  strange… ly on fire; and the sounds of the battle continued in his ears。                 He
  groped blindly for his canteen。
  The   lieutenant   was   crowing。       He   seemed   drunk   with   fighting。      He
  called out to the youth: 〃By heavens; if I had ten thousand wild cats like
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  you I could tear th' stomach outa this war in less'n a week!〃                  He puffed
  out his chest with large dignity as he said it。
  Some of the men muttered and looked at the youth in awe…struck ways。
  It was plain that as he had gone on loading and firing and cursing without
  the   proper   intermission;   they   had   found   time   to   regard   him。   And   they
  now looked upon him as a war devil。
  The    friend   came    staggering     to  him。    There    was    some    fright  and
  dismay in his voice。        〃Are yeh all right; Fleming?          Do yeh feel all right?
  There ain't nothin' th' matter with yeh; Henry; is there?〃
  〃No;〃 said the youth with difficulty。           His throat seemed full of knobs
  and burs。
  These incidents made the youth ponder。               It was revealed to him that
  he   had been   a   barbarian;   a beast。    He had   fought   like   a   pagan   who   de…
  fends   his   religion。   Regarding   it;   he   saw   that   it   was   fine;   wild;   and;   in
  some ways; easy。         He had been a tremendous figure; no doubt。                By this
  struggle     he   had    overcome      obstacles    which    he   had    admitted     to  be
  mountains。       They had fallen like paper peaks; and he was now what he
  called a hero。      And he had not been aware of the pro… cess。              He had slept
  and; awakening; found him… self a knight。
  He   lay   and   basked   in   the   occasional   stares   of   his   comrades。 Their
  faces were varied in de… grees of blackness from the burned powder。 Some
  were utterly smudged。          They were reek… ing with perspiration; and their
  breaths came hard and wheezing。             And from these soiled ex… panses they
  peered at him。
  〃Hot     work!     Hot    work!〃     cried   the  lieu…   tenant   deliriously。    He
  walked up and down; restless and eager。               Sometim