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  He held continuous arguments as to whether he should lie down and
  sleep   at   some   near   spot;   or   force   himself   on   until   he   reached   a   certain
  haven。     He often tried to dismiss the question; but his body persisted in
  rebellion and his senses nagged at him like pampered babies。
  At last he heard a cheery voice near his shoulder: 〃Yeh seem t' be in a
  pretty bad way; boy?〃
  The youth did not look up; but he assented with thick tongue。                  〃Uh!〃
  The owner of the cheery voice took him firmly by the arm。                      〃Well;〃
  he said; with a round laugh; 〃I'm goin' your way。                 Th' hull gang is goin'
  your way。      An' I guess I kin give yeh a lift。〃          They began to walk like a
  drunken man and his friend。
  As   they   went   along;   the   man   questioned   the   youth   and   assisted   him
  with the replies like one manipulating the mind of a child。                Sometimes he
  interjected anecdotes。        〃What reg'ment do yeh b'long teh?             Eh?     What's
  that?    Th' 304th N' York?         Why; what corps is that in?         Oh; it is? Why; I
  thought they wasn't engaged t'…day they 're 'way over in th' center。                  Oh;
  they was; eh?       Well; pretty nearly everybody got their share 'a fightin' t'…
  day。    By dad; I give myself up fer dead any number 'a times。                  There was
  shootin' here an' shootin' there; an' hollerin' here an' hollerin' there; in th'
  damn' darkness; until I couldn't tell t' save m' soul which side I was on。
  Sometimes I thought I was sure 'nough from Ohier; an' other times I could
  'a swore I was from th' bitter end of Florida。               It was th' most mixed up
  dern thing I ever see。        An' these here hull woods is a reg'lar mess。               It'll
  be a miracle if we find our reg'ments t'…night。             Pretty soon; though; we 'll
  meet   a…plenty   of   guards   an'   provost…   guards;   an'   one   thing   an'   another。
  Ho! there they go with an off'cer; I guess。              Look at his hand a…draggin'。
  He 's got all th' war he wants; I bet。 He won't be talkin' so big about his
  reputation   an'   all   when   they   go   t'   sawin'   off   his   leg。 Poor   feller! My
  brother   's   got   whiskers   jest   like   that。   How   did   yeh   git   'way   over   here;
  anyhow?       Your reg'ment is a long way from here; ain't it?               Well; I guess
  we can find it。       Yeh know there was a boy killed in my comp'ny t'…day
  that I thought th' world an' all of。          Jack was a nice feller。        By ginger; it
  hurt like thunder t' see ol' Jack jest git knocked flat。              We was a…standin'
  purty  peaceable   fer   a   spell;   'though   there   was   men   runnin'   ev'ry  way  all
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  'round us; an' while we was a…standin' like that; 'long come a big fat feller。
  He began t' peck at Jack's elbow; an' he ses: 'Say; where 's th' road t' th'
  river?'    An'   Jack;   he   never   paid   no   attention;   an'   th'   feller   kept   on   a…
  peckin' at his elbow an' sayin': 'Say; where 's th' road t' th' river?'                Jack
  was a…lookin' ahead all th' time tryin' t' see th' Johnnies comin' through th'
  woods; an' he never paid no attention t' this big fat feller fer a long time;
  but at last he turned 'round an' he ses: 'Ah; go t' hell an' find th' road t' th'
  river!'    An'  jest   then   a shot slapped   him  bang on th'  side  th' head。         He
  was a sergeant; too。        Them was his last words。           Thunder; I wish we was
  sure 'a findin' our reg'ments t'…night。          It 's goin' t' be long huntin'。      But I
  guess we kin do it。〃
  In the search which followed; the man of the cheery voice seemed to
  the youth to possess a wand of a magic kind。                He threaded the mazes of
  the tangled forest with a strange fortune。             In encounters with guards and
  patrols he displayed the keenness of a detective and the valor of a gamin。
  Obstacles fell before him and became of assistance。                 The youth; with his
  chin still on his breast; stood woodenly by while his companion beat ways
  and means out of sullen things。
  The forest seemed a vast hive of men buzzing about in frantic circles;
  but the cheery man con… ducted the youth without mistakes; until at last he
  began to chuckle with glee and self…satisfaction。 〃Ah; there yeh are!                   See
  that fire?〃
  The youth nodded stupidly。
  〃Well;   there   's   where   your   reg'ment   is。   An'   now;   good…by;   ol'   boy;
  good luck t' yeh。〃
  A  warm   and   strong   hand   clasped   the   youth's   languid   fingers   for   an
  instant; and then he heard a cheerful and audacious whistling as the man
  strode away。       As he who had so befriended him was thus passing out of
  his life; it suddenly oc… curred to the youth that he had not once seen his
  face。
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  CHAPTER XIII。
  THE   youth   went   slowly  toward   the   fire   in…   dicated   by  his   departed
  friend。     As   he   reeled;   he   bethought   him   of   the   welcome   his   comrades
  would give him。        He had a conviction that he would soon feel in his sore
  heart the barbed missiles of ridicule。          He had no strength to in… vent a tale;
  he would be a soft target。
  He made vague plans to go off into the deeper darkness and hide; but
  they   were   all   destroyed   by   the   voices   of   exhaustion   and   pain   from   his
  body。     His ailments; clamoring; forced him to seek the place of food and
  rest; at whatever cost。
  He swung unsteadily toward the fire。             He could see the forms of men
  throwing black shadows in the red light; and as he went nearer it became
  known to him in some way that the ground was strewn with sleeping men。
  Of   a   sudden   he   confronted   a   black   and   monstrous   figure。      A   rifle
  barrel caught some glinting beams。            〃Halt! halt!〃      He was dis…
  129 mayed for a moment; but he presently thought that he recognized
  the nervous voice。        As he stood tottering before the rifle barrel; he called
  out: 〃Why; hello; Wilson; youyou here?〃
  The   rifle   was   lowered   to   a   position   of   caution   and   the   loud   soldier
  came     slowly    forward。     He    peered    into   the  youth's   face。    〃That    you;
  Henry?〃
  〃Yes; it'sit's me。〃
  〃Well; well; ol' boy;〃 said the other; 〃by ginger; I'm glad t' see yeh!                I
  give yeh up fer a goner。          I thought yeh was dead sure enough。〃               There
  was husky emotion in his voice。
  The youth found that now he could barely stand upon his feet。                   There
  was a sudden sinking of his forces。             He thought he must hasten to pro…
  duce   his   tale   to   protect   him   from   the   missiles   already   at   the   lips   of   his
  redoubtable   comrades。   So;   staggering   before   the   loud   soldier;   he   began:
  〃Yes; yes。      I'veI've had an awful time。         I've been all over。        Way over
  on   th'   right。  Ter'ble   fightin'   over   there。   I   had   an   awful   time。  I   got
  separated from th' reg'ment。           Over on th' right; I got shot。         In th' head。
  I   never   see   sech   fightin'。 Awful   time。      I   don't   see   how   I   could   'a   got
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  separated   from   th'   reg'ment。     I   got   shot;   too。〃   His   friend   had   stepped
  forward quickly。 〃What?          Got shot?      Why didn't yeh say so first?          Poor
  ol' boy; we musthol' on a minnit; what am I doin'。             I'll call Simpson。〃
  Another figure at that moment loomed in the gloom。                  They could see
  that it was the corporal。 〃Who yeh talkin' to; Wilson?〃 he demanded。 His
  voice was anger…toned。         〃Who yeh talkin' to?         Yeh th' derndest sentinel
  whyhello; Henry; you here?            Why; I thought you was dead four hours
  ago!     Great Jerusalem; they keep turnin' up every ten minutes or so!                 We
  thought we'd lost forty…two men by straight count; but if they keep on a…
  comin' this way; we'll git th' comp'ny all back by mornin' yit。               Where was
  yeh?〃
  〃Over      on   th'  right。     I   got   separated〃began        the   youth    with
  considerable glibness。
  But his friend had interrupted