第 15 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  past    they   made    pert   remarks    to  him。    When       he  raged    in  reply   and
  threatened them; they told him to be damned。
  The shoulder of one of the tramping bearers knocked heavily against
  the spectral soldier who was staring into the unknown。
  The   youth   joined   this   crowd   and   marched   along   with   it。    The   torn
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  bodies     expressed     the   awful    machinery      in  which     the  men     had   been
  entangled。
  Orderlies   and   couriers   occasionally   broke   through   the   throng   in   the
  roadway; scattering wounded men right and left; galloping on fol… lowed
  by    howls。    The     melancholy      march     was   continually     disturbed    by   the
  messengers; and sometimes by bustling batteries that came swing… ing and
  thumping down upon them; the officers shouting orders to clear the way。
  There   was   a   tattered   man;   fouled   with   dust;   blood   and   powder   stain
  from hair to shoes; who trudged quietly at the youth's side。                  He was lis…
  tening   with   eagerness   and   much   humility   to   the   lurid   descriptions   of   a
  bearded sergeant。        His lean features wore an expression of awe and ad…
  miration。     He was like a listener in a country store to wondrous tales told
  among   the   sugar   barrels。      He   eyed   the   story…teller   with   unspeak…   able
  wonder。      His mouth was agape in yokel fashion。
  The sergeant; taking note of this; gave pause to his elaborate history
  while he administered   a   sardonic comment。              〃Be   keerful; honey;   you   'll
  be a…ketchin' flies;〃 he said。
  The tattered man shrank back abashed。
  After a time he began to sidle near to the youth; and in a different way
  try to make him a friend。          His voice was gentle as a girl's voice and his
  eyes were pleading。         The youth saw with surprise that the soldier had two
  wounds; one in the head; bound with a blood…soaked rag; and the other in
  the arm; making that member dangle like a broken bough。
  After    they   had    walked    together    for   some    time    the  tattered    man
  mustered sufficient courage to speak。             〃Was pretty good fight; wa'n't it?〃
  he   timidly  said。     The   youth;   deep   in   thought;   glanced   up   at   the   bloody
  and grim figure with its lamblike eyes。            〃What?〃
  〃Was pretty good fight; wa'n't it?
  〃Yes;〃 said the youth shortly。         He quick… ened his pace。
  But   the   other   hobbled   industriously   after   him。   There   was   an   air   of
  apology in his manner; but he evidently thought that he needed only to talk
  for a time; and the youth would perceive that he was a good fellow。
  〃Was pretty good fight; wa'n't it?〃 he began in a small voice; and then
  he   achieved   the   forti…   tude   to   continue。  〃Dern   me   if   I   ever   see   fellers
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  fight so。    Laws; how they did fight!           I knowed th' boys 'd like when they
  onct got square at it。 Th' boys ain't had no fair chanct up t' now; but this
  time they showed what they was。              I knowed it 'd turn out this way。          Yeh
  can't lick them boys。 No; sir!         They're fighters; they be。〃
  He breathed a deep breath of humble ad… miration。                 He had looked at
  the   youth    for  en…   couragement      several    times。   He    received    none;    but
  gradually he seemed to get absorbed in his subject。
  〃I was talkin' 'cross pickets with a boy from Georgie; onct; an' that boy;
  he ses; 'Your fellers 'll all run like hell when they onct hearn a gun;' he ses。
  'Mebbe they will;' I ses; 'but I don't b'lieve none of it;' I ses; 'an' b'jiminey;'
  I ses back t' 'um; 'mebbe your fellers 'll all run like hell when they onct
  hearn a gun;' I ses。       He larfed。 Well; they didn't run t' day; did they; hey?
  No; sir!    They fit; an' fit; an' fit。〃
  His homely face was suffused with a light of love for the army which
  was to him all things beautiful and powerful。
  After   a   time   he   turned   to   the   youth。 〃Where   yeh   hit;   ol'   boy?〃   he
  asked in a brotherly tone。
  The youth   felt   instant panic  at   this question;  although   at first its   full
  import was not borne in upon him。
  〃What?〃 he asked。
  〃Where yeh hit?〃 repeated the tattered man。
  〃Why;〃 began the youth; 〃IIthat is whyI〃
  He turned away suddenly and slid through the crowd。                   His brow was
  heavily   flushed;   and   his   fingers   were   picking   nervously   at   one   of   his
  buttons。     He   bent   his   head   and   fastened   his   eyes   studiously   upon   the
  button as if it were a little problem。
  The tattered man looked after him in aston… ishment。
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  CHAPTER IX。
  THE youth fell back in the procession until the tattered soldier was
  not in sight。     Then he started to walk on with the others。
  But he was amid wounds。            The mob of men was bleeding。             Because
  of   the   tattered   soldier's   question   he   now   felt   that   his   shame   could   be
  viewed。      He  was   continually  casting   sidelong glances to   see if   the   men
  were contemplating the letters of guilt he felt burned into his brow。
  At   times   he   regarded   the   wounded   soldiers   in   an   envious   way。   He
  conceived   persons   with   torn   bodies   to   be   peculiarly   happy。    He   wished
  that he; too; had a wound; a red badge of cour… age。
  The   spectral   soldier   was   at   his   side   like   a   stalking   reproach。 The
  man's     eyes   were   still  fixed   in  a  stare  into   the  unknown。       His    gray;
  appalling face had   attracted attention   in the   crowd; and   men; slowing   to
  his dreary pace; were walking with him。             They were discussing his plight;
  questioning him and giving him advice。
  91 In a dogged way he   repelled them; signing to them to   go on   and
  leave him alone。        The shadows of his face were deepening and his tight
  lips seemed   holding   in   check   the   moan   of great   despair。 There   could be
  seen a certain stiffness in the movements of his body; as if he were taking
  infinite care not to arouse the passion of his wounds。               As he went on; he
  seemed always look… ing for a place; like one who goes to choose a grave。
  Something   in   the   gesture   of   the   man   as   he   waved   the   bloody   and
  pitying   soldiers   away   made   the   youth   start   as   if   bitten。 He   yelled   in
  horror。     Tottering forward he laid a quivering hand upon the man's arm。
  As   the   latter   slowly   turned   his   waxlike   features   toward   him;   the   youth
  screamed:
  〃Gawd!      Jim Conklin!〃
  The tall soldier made a little commonplace smile。               〃Hello; Henry;〃 he
  said。
  The youth swayed on his legs and glared strangely。                He stuttered and
  stammered。       〃Oh; Jimoh; Jimoh; Jim〃
  The tall soldier held out his gory hand。           There was a curious red and
  black combination of new blood and old blood upon it。                 〃Where yeh been;
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  Henry?〃   he   asked。       He   continued   in   a   monoto…   nous   voice;   〃I   thought
  mebbe yeh got keeled over。              There 's been thunder t' pay t'…day。            I was
  worryin' about it a good deal。〃
  The youth still lamented。          〃Oh; Jimoh; Jim oh; Jim〃
  〃Yeh     know;〃     said  the   tall  soldier;   〃I  was   out   there。〃    He    made    a
  careful gesture。       〃An'; Lord; what a circus!           An'; b'jiminey; I got shot I
  got    shot。    Yes;    b'jiminey;    I  got   shot。〃    He     reiterated    this  fact   in  a
  bewildered way; as if he did not know how it came about。
  The   youth   put   forth   anxious   arms   to   assist   him;   but   the   tall   soldier
  went firmly on as if pro… pelled。             Since the youth's arrival as a guardian
  for his friend; the other wounded men had ceased to display much interest。
  They occupied them… selves again in dragging their own tragedies toward
  the rear。
  Suddenly; as the two friends marched on; the tall soldier seemed to be
  overcome   by  a   terror。   His   face   turned   to   a   semblance   of   gray  paste