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作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  saddle。
  〃Yes; by heavens; they have!〃            The officer leaned forward。           His face
  was aflame with excite… ment。            〃Yes; by heavens; they 've held 'im! They
  've held 'im!〃
  He began to blithely roar at his staff: 〃We 'll wallop 'im now。                  We 'll
  wallop 'im now。        We 've got 'em sure。〃         He turned suddenly upon an aid:
  〃HereyouJonesquickride after Tompkins see Taylortell him t' go
  ineverlastingly like blazesanything。〃
  As another officer sped his horse after the first messenger; the general
  beamed   upon   the   earth   like   a   sun。   In   his   eyes   was   a   desire   to   chant   a
  paean。     He kept repeating; 〃They 've held 'em; by heavens!〃
  His   excitement   made   his   horse   plunge;   and   he   merrily   kicked   and
  swore at it。     He held a little carnival of joy on horseback。
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  CHAPTER VII。
  THE youth cringed as if discovered in a crime。 By heavens; they had
  won after all!      The im… becile line had remained and become victors。 He
  could hear cheering。
  He lifted himself upon his toes and looked in the direction of the fight。
  A yellow fog lay wal… lowing on the treetops。              From beneath it came the
  clatter of musketry。      Hoarse cries told of an advance。
  He    turned   away     amazed     and   angry。    He    felt  that  he   had   been
  wronged。
  He had fled; he told himself; because annihila… tion approached。                 He
  had done a good part in saving himself; who was a little piece of the army。
  He had considered the time; he said; to be one in which it was the duty of
  every little piece to res… cue itself if possible。        Later the officers could fit
  the little   pieces   together  again;   and   make   a   battle   front。 If  none   of   the
  little pieces were wise enough to save themselves from the flurry of death
  at such
  75 a time; why; then; where would be the army?               It was all plain that
  he had proceeded according to very correct and commendable rules。                     His
  ac…   tions   had   been   sagacious   things。    They   had   been   full   of   strategy。
  They were the work of a mas… ter's legs。
  Thoughts   of   his   comrades   came   to   him。     The   brittle   blue   line   had
  withstood the blows and won。 He grew bitter over it。                It seemed that the
  blind ignorance and stupidity of those little pieces had betrayed him。                He
  had been overturned and crushed by their lack of sense in holding the po…
  sition;   when   intelligent   deliberation   would   have   convinced   them   that   it
  was impossible。       He; the enlightened man who looks afar in the dark; had
  fled because of his superior perceptions and knowledge。                 He felt a great
  anger  against his   comrades。       He   knew  it   could   be   proved   that   they  had
  been fools。
  He wondered what they would remark when later he appeared in camp。
  His mind heard howls of derision。           Their density would not en… able them
  to understand his sharper point of view。
  He began to pity himself acutely。          He was ill used。       He was trodden
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  beneath the feet of an iron injustice。          He had proceeded with wisdom and
  from the most righteous motives under heaven's blue only to be frustrated
  by hateful circumstances。
  A dull; animal…like rebellion against his fel… lows; war in the abstract;
  and   fate   grew   within   him。     He   shambled   along   with   bowed   head;   his
  brain in a tumult of agony and despair。              When he looked loweringly up;
  quivering at each sound; his eyes had the expression of those of a criminal
  who   thinks   his   guilt   and   his   pun…   ishment   great;   and   knows   that   he   can
  find no words。
  He   went   from   the   fields   into   a   thick   woods;   as   if   resolved   to   bury
  himself。     He   wished   to   get   out   of   hearing   of   the   crackling   shots   which
  were to him like voices。
  The   ground   was   cluttered   with vines   and bushes;  and   the   trees   grew
  close and spread out like bouquets。            He was obliged to force his way with
  much noise。       The creepers; catching against his legs; cried out harshly as
  their sprays were torn from the barks of trees。                The swishing sap… lings
  tried to make known his presence to the world。                 He could not conciliate
  the forest。     As he made his way; it was always calling out prot… estations。
  When   he   separated   embraces   of   trees   and   vines   the   disturbed   foliages
  waved their arms and turned their face leaves toward him。                     He dreaded
  lest these noisy motions and cries should bring men to look at him。                   So he
  went far; seek… ing dark and intricate places。
  After a time the sound of musketry grew faint and the cannon boomed
  in   the   distance。    The   sun;   suddenly   apparent;   blazed   among   the   trees。
  The insects were making rhythmical noises。                They seemed to be grinding
  their teeth in unison。       A woodpecker stuck his impudent head around the
  side of a tree。     A bird flew on lighthearted wing。
  Off was the rumble of death。          It seemed now that Nature had no ears。
  This landscape gave him assurance。             A fair field holding life。       It was
  the religion of peace。 It would die if its timid eyes were compelled to see
  blood。     He   conceived   Nature   to   be   a   woman   with   a   deep   aversion   to
  tragedy。
  He threw a pine cone at a jovial squirrel; and he ran with chattering
  fear。    High in a treetop he stopped; and; poking his head cautiously from
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  behind a branch; looked down with an air of trepi… dation。
  The youth felt triumphant at this exhibition。 There was the law; he said。
  Nature     had    given    him    a  sign。    The    squirrel;    immediately      upon     rec…
  ognizing   danger;   had   taken   to   his   legs   without   ado。      He   did   not   stand
  stolidly   baring   his   furry   belly   to   the   missile;   and   die   with   an   upward
  glance at the sympathetic heavens。              On the con… trary; he had fled as fast
  as   his   legs   could   carry   him;   and   he   was   but   an   ordinary   squirrel;   too
  doubtless   no   philosopher   of   his   race。       The   youth   wended;   feeling   that
  Nature   was   of   his   mind。   She   re…enforced   his   argument   with   proofs   that
  lived where the sun shone。
  Once he found himself almost into a swamp。 He was obliged to walk
  upon bog tufts and watch his feet to keep from the oily mire。                    Paus… ing at
  one   time   to   look   about   him   he   saw;   out   at   some   black   water;   a   small
  animal pounce in and emerge directly with a gleaming fish。
  The   youth   went   again   into   the   deep   thickets。   The   brushed   branches
  made a noise that drowned the sounds of cannon。                     He walked on; going
  from obscurity into promises of a greater obscurity。
  At length he reached a place where the high; arching boughs made a
  chapel。      He    softly   pushed     the   green    doors    aside   and   entered。     Pine
  needles were a gentle brown carpet。              There was a reli… gious half light。
  Near the threshold he stopped; horror…stricken at the sight of a thing。
  He was being looked at by a dead man who was seated with his back
  against a columnlike tree。          The corpse was dressed in a uniform that once
  had been blue; but was now faded to a mel… ancholy shade of green。                         The
  eyes; staring at the youth; had changed to the dull hue to be seen on the
  side   of   a   dead   fish。  The   mouth   was   open。   Its   red   had   changed   to   an
  appalling yellow。 Over the gray skin of the face ran little ants。 One was
  trundling some sort of a bundle along the upper lip。
  The   youth   gave   a   shriek   as   he   confronted   the   thing。      He   was   for
  moments turned to stone be… fore it。              He remained staring into the liquid…
  look…   ing   eyes。     The   dead   man   and   the   living   man   ex…   changed   a   long
  look。     Then the youth cautiously put one hand behind him and brought it
  against a tree。      Leaning upon this he retreated; step by step; with his face
  still toward the