第 12 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  yelling。
  To    the  youth    it  was   an  onslaught     of  redoubt…     able  dragons。     He
  became like the man who lost his legs at the approach of the red and green
  monster。      He    waited    in  a  sort   of  a  horrified;   listening    attitude。   He
  seemed to shut his eyes and wait to be gobbled。
  A man near him who up to this time had been working feverishly at his
  rifle suddenly stopped and ran with howls。               A lad whose face had borne
  an expression of exalted courage; the majesty of he who dares give his life;
  was; at an instant; smitten abject。         He blanched like one who has come to
  the edge of a cliff at midnight and is sud… denly made aware。                   There was
  a   revelation。    He;    too;   threw   down   his    gun   and   fled。   There   was     no
  shame in his face。       He ran like a rabbit。
  Others began to scamper away through the smoke。                   The youth turned
  his head; shaken from his trance by this movement as if the regiment was
  leaving him behind。         He saw the few fleeting forms。
  He yelled then with fright and swung about。 For a moment; in the great
  clamor; he was like a proverbial chicken。              He lost the direction of safety。
  Destruction threatened him from all points。
  Directly he   began to   speed toward   the rear   in great leaps。           His   rifle
  and cap were gone。          His unbuttoned coat bulged in the wind。               The flap
  of his cartridge  box bobbed   wildly; and his   canteen; by  its slender  cord;
  swung out behind。          On his face was all the horror of those things which
  he imagined。
  The lieutenant sprang forward bawling。               The youth saw his features
  wrathfully red; and saw him make a dab with his sword。                   His one thought
  of   the   incident   was   that   the   lieutenant   was   a   pecul…   iar   creature   to   feel
  interested in such matters upon this occasion。
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  He ran like a blind man。         Two or three times he fell down。            Once he
  knocked his shoulder so heavily against a tree that he went headlong。
  Since    he   had   turned    his  back   upon    the   fight  his  fears   had   been
  wondrously magnified。           Death about to thrust him between the shoulder
  blades was far more dreadful than death about to smite him between the
  eyes。     When he thought of it later; he conceived the impression that it is
  better to view the appalling than to be merely within hearing。                The noises
  of the battle were like stones; he believed himself liable to be crushed。
  As   he   ran   he   mingled   with   others。  He   dimly  saw   men   on   his   right
  and on his left; and he heard footsteps behind him。                 He thought that all
  the regiment was fleeing; pursued by these ominous crashes。
  In his flight the sound of these following foot… steps gave him his one
  meager relief。      He felt vaguely that death must make a first choice of the
  men who were nearest; the initial morsels for the dragons would be then
  those who were fol… lowing him。              So he displayed the zeal of an insane
  sprinter in his purpose to keep them in the rear。 There was a race。
  As he; leading; went across a little field; he found himself in a region
  of   shells。   They  hurtled   over  his   head   with   long   wild   screams。     As   he
  listened he imagined them to have rows of cruel teeth that grinned at him。
  Once one lit before him and the livid lightning of the explosion effectually
  barred the way in his chosen direc… tion。            He groveled on the ground and
  then springing up went careering off through some bushes。
  He experienced a thrill of amazement when he came within view of a
  battery in   action。     The   men   there seemed   to be in   conventional   moods;
  altogether   unaware   of   the   impending        annihila…   tion。   The   battery   was
  disputing     with   a  distant   antagonist    and   the   gunners    were   wrapped      in
  admiration of their shooting。         They were con… tinually bending in coaxing
  postures over the guns。         They seemed to be patting them on the back and
  encouraging   them   with   words。        The   guns;   stolid   and   undaunted;   spoke
  with dogged valor。
  The   precise   gunners   were   coolly   enthusiastic。   They   lifted   their   eyes
  every   chance   to   the   smoke…   wreathed   hillock   from   whence   the   hostile
  battery addressed them。          The youth pitied them as he ran。             Methodical
  idiots!    Machine…like   fools!       The   refined   joy   of   planting   shells   in   the
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  midst of the other battery's formation would appear a little thing when the
  infantry came swooping out of the woods。
  The face of a youthful rider; who was jerking his frantic horse with an
  abandon of temper he might display in a placid barnyard; was im… pressed
  deeply upon his mind。          He knew that he looked upon a man who would
  presently be dead。
  Too; he felt a pity for the guns; standing; six good comrades; in a bold
  row。
  He   saw   a   brigade   going   to   the   relief   of   its   pes…   tered   fellows。 He
  scrambled      upon    a  wee    hill  and   watched     it  sweeping    finely;   keeping
  formation in difficult places。         The blue of the line was crusted with steel
  color; and the brilliant flags projected。 Officers were shouting。
  This   sight   also   filled   him   with   wonder。  The   brigade   was   hurrying
  briskly to be gulped into the infernal mouths of the war god。                 What man…
  ner of men were they; anyhow?              Ah; it was some wondrous breed!              Or
  else they didn't compre… hendthe fools。
  A furious order caused commotion in the artil… lery。               An officer on a
  bounding horse made mani… acal motions with his arms。                   The teams went
  swinging up from the rear; the guns were whirled about; and the battery
  scampered   away。        The   cannon   with   their   noses   poked   slantingly   at   the
  ground grunted and grumbled like stout men; brave but with objections to
  hurry。
  The youth went on; moderating his pace since he had left the place of
  noises。
  Later   he   came   upon   a   general   of   division   seated   upon   a   horse   that
  pricked   its   ears   in   an   interested   way   at   the   battle。 There   was   a   great
  gleaming of yellow and patent leather about the saddle and bridle。                     The
  quiet man astride looked mouse…colored upon such a splen… did charger。
  A   jingling   staff  was    galloping    hither   and   thither。  Sometimes        the
  general was surrounded by horsemen and at other times he was quite alone。
  He   looked   to   be   much   harassed。    He   had   the   appearance   of   a   business
  man whose market is swinging up and down。
  The youth went slinking around this spot。 He went as near as he dared
  trying to overhear words。          Perhaps the general; unable to compre… hend
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  chaos; might call upon him for information。 And he could tell him。                        He
  knew all concerning it。          Of a surety the force was in a fix; and any fool
  could see that if they did not retreat while they had opportunitywhy
  He felt that he would like to thrash the gen… eral; or at least approach
  and   tell him  in   plain   words   exactly  what   he  thought  him  to   be。       It   was
  criminal to stay calmly in one spot and make no effort to stay destruction。
  He loitered in a fever of eagerness for the division commander to apply to
  him。
  As   he   warily   moved   about;   he   heard   the   gen…   eral   call   out   irritably:
  〃Tompkins;  go   over   an'   see   Taylor;   an'   tell   him  not   t'   be   in   such   an   all…
  fired hurry; tell him t' halt his brigade in th' edge of th' woods; tell him t'
  detach a reg'ment say I think th' center 'll break if we don't help it out
  some; tell him t' hurry up。〃
  A slim youth on a fine chestnut horse caught these swift words from
  the mouth of his superior。 He made his horse bound into a gallop almost
  from a walk in his haste to go upon his mission。 There was a cloud of dust。
  A   moment   later   the   youth   saw   the   general   bounce   excitedly   in   his
  saddle。
  〃Yes; by heavens; they have!〃            The officer leaned forward。           His face
  w