第 11 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  said it blissfully; leering at each other with dirty smiles。
  The youth turned to look behind him and off to the right and off to the
  left。   He experienced the joy of a man who at last finds leisure in which
  to look about him。
  Under   foot   there   were   a   few   ghastly   forms   motionless。      They   lay
  twisted in fantastic contor… tions。        Arms were bent and heads were turned
  in incredible ways。        It seemed that the dead men must have fallen from
  some great height to get into such positions。             They looked to be dumped
  out upon the ground from the sky。
  From a position in the rear of the grove a bat… tery was throwing shells
  over it。    The flash of the guns startled the youth at first。          He thought they
  were   aimed   directly   at   him。     Through   the   trees   he   watched   the   black
  figures of the gunners as they worked swiftly and intently。                  Their labor
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  seemed a complicated thing。           He wondered how they could remember its
  formula in the midst of confusion。
  The   guns   squatted     in  a   row  like   savage   chiefs。  They   argued     with
  abrupt     violence。    It  was    a  grim   pow…wow。       Their    busy   servants    ran
  hither and thither。
  A small procession of wounded men were go… ing drearily toward the
  rear。   It was a flow of blood from the torn body of the brigade。
  To the right and to the left were the dark lines of other troops。              Far in
  front he thought he could see lighter masses protruding in points from the
  forest。    They were suggestive of un… numbered thousands。
  Once he saw a tiny battery go dashing along the line of the horizon。
  The tiny riders were beating the tiny horses。
  From     a  sloping    hill  came    the  sound    of  cheer…    ings  and   clashes。
  Smoke welled slowly through the leaves。
  Batteries were speaking with thunderous ora… torical effort。               Here and
  there were flags; the red in the stripes dominating。             They splashed bits of
  warm color upon the dark lines of troops。
  The youth felt the old thrill at the sight of the emblem。                They were
  like beautiful birds strangely undaunted in a storm。
  As he listened to the din from the hillside; to a deep pulsating thunder
  that came from afar to the left; and to the lesser clamors which came from
  many directions; it occurred to him that they were fighting; too; over there;
  and over there; and over there。          Heretofore he had sup… posed that all the
  battle was directly under his nose。
  As he gazed around him the youth felt a flash of astonishment at the
  blue;   pure   sky   and   the   sun   gleamings   on   the   trees   and   fields。 It   was
  surprising that Nature had gone tranquilly on with her golden process in
  the midst of so much devilment。
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  CHAPTER VI。
  THE    youth    awakened      slowly。    He    came    grad…   ually   back   to  a
  position from which he could re… gard himself。             For moments he had been
  scruti…   nizing   his   person   in   a   dazed   way   as   if   he   had   never   before   seen
  himself。     Then he picked up his cap from the ground。                He wriggled in
  his jacket to make a more comfortable fit; and kneel… ing relaced his shoe。
  He thoughtfully mopped his reeking features。
  So it was all over at last!       The supreme trial had been passed。            The
  red; formidable difficulties of war had been vanquished。
  He went into an ecstasy of self…satisfaction。 He had the most delightful
  sensations of his life。 Standing as if apart from himself; he viewed that last
  scene。     He perceived that the man who had fought thus was magnificent。
  He   felt   that   he   was   a   fine   fellow。 He   saw   himself   even   with   those
  ideals which he had con… sidered as far beyond him。                He smiled in deep
  gratification。
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  Upon his fellows he beamed tenderness and good will。                 〃Gee! ain't it
  hot; hey?〃 he said affably to a man who was polishing his stream… ing face
  with his coat sleeves。
  〃You bet!〃 said the other; grinning sociably。 〃I never seen sech dumb
  hotness。〃     He sprawled out luxuriously on the ground。              〃Gee; yes!     An'
  I hope we don't have no more fightin' till a week from Monday。〃
  There   were   some   handshakings   and   deep   speeches   with   men   whose
  features were familiar; but with whom the youth now felt the bonds of tied
  hearts。    He helped a cursing comrade to bind up a wound of the shin。
  But; of a sudden; cries of amazement broke out along the ranks of the
  new   regiment。     〃Here   they   come   ag'in!    Here   they   come   ag'in!〃     The
  man who had sprawled upon the ground started up and said; 〃Gosh!〃
  The youth turned quick eyes upon the field。 He discerned forms begin
  to   swell   in   masses   out   of   a   distant   wood。 He   again   saw   the   tilted   flag
  speeding forward。
  The shells; which had ceased to trouble the regiment for a time; came
  swirling again; and ex… ploded in the grass or among the leaves of the trees。
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  They looked to be strange war flowers bursting into fierce bloom。
  The men groaned。         The luster faded from their eyes。          Their smudged
  countenances   now   expressed   a   profound   dejection。           They   moved   their
  stiffened bodies slowly; and watched in sul… len mood the frantic approach
  of the enemy。       The slaves toiling in the temple of this god began to feel
  rebellion at his harsh tasks。
  They fretted and complained each to each。 〃Oh; say; this is too much
  of a good thing!       Why can't somebody send us supports?〃
  〃We ain't never goin' to stand this second banging。              I didn't come here
  to fight the hull damn' rebel army。〃
  There   was one   who   raised   a   doleful   cry。   〃I   wish   Bill   Smithers had
  trod on my hand; in… steader me treddin' on his'n。〃              The sore joints of the
  regiment creaked as it painfully floundered into position to repulse。
  The youth stared。        Surely; he thought; this impossible thing was not
  about to happen。        He waited as if he expected the enemy to suddenly stop;
  apologize; and retire bowing。          It was all a mistake。
  But   the   firing   began   somewhere   on   the   regi…   mental   line   and   ripped
  along in both directions。 The level sheets of flame developed great clouds
  of smoke that tumbled and tossed in the mild wind near the ground for a
  moment; and then rolled through the ranks as through a gate。                  The clouds
  were tinged an earthlike yellow in the sunrays and in the shadow were a
  sorry blue。 The flag was sometimes eaten and lost in this mass of vapor;
  but more often it projected; sun… touched; resplendent。
  Into the youth's eyes there came a look that one can see in the orbs of a
  jaded   horse。    His   neck   was   quivering   with   nervous   weakness   and   the
  muscles of his arms felt numb and bloodless。 His hands; too; seemed large
  and   awkward   as   if   he   was   wearing   invisible   mittens。    And   there   was   a
  great uncertainty about his knee joints。
  The words that comrades had uttered previous to the firing began to
  recur to him。      〃Oh; say; this is too much of a good thing!             What do they
  take us forwhy don't they send supports?             I didn't come here to fight the
  hull damned rebel army。〃
  He began to exaggerate the endurance; the skill; and the valor of those
  who were coming。 Himself reeling from exhaustion; he was aston… ished
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  beyond measure at such persistency。             They must be machines of steel。            It
  was   very   gloomy   struggling   against   such   affairs;   wound   up   perhaps   to
  fight until sundown。
  He   slowly   lifted   his   rifle   and   catching   a   glimpse   of   the   thickspread
  field he blazed at a cantering cluster。          He stopped then and began to peer
  as   best   he   could   through   the   smoke。   He   caught   changing   views   of   the
  ground   covered   with   men   who   were   all   running   like   pursued   imps;   and
  yelling。
  To    the  youth    it  was   an  onslaught     of  redoubt…