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The Courtship of Susan Bell
by Anthony Trollope
John Munroe Bell had been a lawyer in Albany; State of New York; and
as such had thriven well。 He had thriven well as long as thrift and
thriving on this earth had been allowed to him。 But the Almighty
had seen fit to shorten his span。
Early in life he had married a timid; anxious; pretty; good little
wife; whose whole heart and mind had been given up to do his bidding
and deserve his love。 She had not only deserved it but had
possessed it; and as long as John Munroe Bell had lived; Henrietta
BellHetta as he called herhad been a woman rich in blessings。
After twelve years of such blessings he had left her; and had left
with her two daughters; a second Hetta; and the heroine of our
little story; Susan Bell。
A lawyer in Albany may thrive passing well for eight or ten years;
and yet not leave behind him any very large sum of money if he dies
at the end of that time。 Some small modicum; some few thousand
dollars; John Bell had amassed; so that his widow and daughters were
not absolutely driven to look for work or bread。
In those happy days when cash had begun to flow in plenteously to
the young father of the family; he had taken it into his head to
build for himself; or rather for his young female brood; a small
neat house in the outskirts of Saratoga Springs。 In doing so he was
instigated as much by the excellence of the investment for his
pocket as by the salubrity of the place for his girls。 He furnished
the house well; and then during some summer weeks his wife lived
there; and sometimes he let it。
How the widow grieved when the lord of her heart and master of her
mind was laid in the grave; I need not tell。 She had already
counted ten years of widowhood; and her children had grown to be
young women beside her at the time of which I am now about to speak。
Since that sad day on which they had left Albany they had lived
together at the cottage at the Springs。 In winter their life had
been lonely enough; but as soon as the hot weather began to drive
the fainting citizens out from New York; they had always received
two or three boardersold ladies generally; and occasionally an old
gentlemanpersons of very steady habits; with whose pockets the
widow's moderate demands agreed better than the hotel charges。 And
so the Bells lived for ten years。
That Saratoga is a gay place in July; August; and September; the
world knows well enough。 To girls who go there with trunks full of
muslin and crinoline; for whom a carriage and pair of horses is
always waiting immediately after dinner; whose fathers' pockets are
bursting with dollars; it is a very gay place。 Dancing and
flirtations come as a matter of course; and matrimony follows after
with only too great rapidity。 But the place was not very gay for
Hetta or Susan Bell。
In the first place the widow was a timid woman; and among other
fears feared greatly that she should be thought guilty of setting
traps for husbands。 Poor mothers! how often are they charged with
this sin when their honest desires go no further than that their
bairns may be 〃respectit like the lave。〃 And then she feared
flirtations; flirtations that should be that and nothing more;
flirtations that are so destructive of the heart's sweetest essence。
She feared love also; though she longed for that as well as feared
it;for her girls; I mean; all such feelings for herself were long
laid under ground;and then; like a timid creature as she was; she
had other indefinite fears; and among them a great fear that those
girls of hers would be left husbandless;a phase of life which
after her twelve years of bliss she regarded as anything but
desirable。 But the upshot was;the upshot of so many fears and
such small means;that Hetta and Susan Bell had but a dull life of
it。
Were it not that I am somewhat closely restricted in the number of
my pages; I would describe at full the merits and beauties of Hetta
and Susan Bell。 As it is I can but say a few words。 At our period
of their lives Hetta was nearly one…and…twenty; and Susan was just
nineteen。 Hetta was a short; plump; demure young woman; with the
softest smoothed hair; and the brownest brightest eyes。 She was
very useful in the house; good at corn cakes; and thought much;
particularly in these latter months; of her religious duties。 Her
sister in the privacy of their own little room would sometimes twit
her with the admiring patience with which she would listen to the
lengthened eloquence of Mr。 Phineas Beckard; the Baptist minister。
Now Mr。 Phineas Beckard was a bachelor。
Susan was not so good a girl in the kitchen or about the house as
was her sister; but she was bright in the parlour; and if that
motherly heart could have been made to give out its inmost secret
which however; it could not have been made to give out in any way
painful to dear Hettaperhaps it might have been found that Susan
was loved with the closest love。 She was taller than her sister;
and lighter; her eyes were blue as were her mother's; her hair was
brighter than Hetta's; but not always so singularly neat。 She had a
dimple on her chin; whereas Hetta had none; dimples on her cheeks
too; when she smiled; and; oh; such a mouth! There; my allowance of
pages permits no more。
One piercing cold winter's day there came knocking at the widow's
doora young man。 Winter days; when the ice of January is refrozen
by the wind of February; are very cold at Saratoga Springs。 In
these days there was not often much to disturb the serenity of Mrs。
Bell's house; but on the day in question there came knocking at the
doora young man。
Mrs。 Bell kept an old domestic; who had lived with them in those
happy Albany days。 Her name was Kate O'Brien; but though
picturesque in name she was hardly so in person。 She was a thick…
set; noisy; good…natured old Irishwoman; who had joined her lot to
that of Mrs。 Bell when the latter first began housekeeping; and
knowing when she was well off; had remained in the same place from
that day forth。 She had known Hetta as a baby; and; so to say; had
seen Susan's birth。
〃And what might you be wanting; sir?〃 said Kate O'Brien; apparently
not quite pleased as she opened the door and let in all the cold
air。
〃I wish to see Mrs。 Bell。 Is not this Mrs。 Bell's house?〃 said the
young man; shaking the snow from out of the breast of his coat。
He did see Mrs。 Bell; and we will now tell who he was; and why he
had come; and how it came to pass that his carpet…bag was brought
down to the widow's house and one of the front bedrooms was prepared
for him; and that he drank tea that night in the widow's parlour。
His name was Aaron Dunn; and by profession he was an engineer。 What
peculiar misfortune in those days of frost and snow had befallen the
line of rails which runs from Schenectady to Lake Champlain; I never
quite understood。 Banks and bridges had in some way come to grief;
and on Aaron Dunn's shoulders was thrown the burden of seeing that
they were duly repaired。 Saratoga Springs was the centre of these
mishaps; and therefore at Saratoga Springs it was necessary that he
should take up his temporary abode。
Now there was at that time in New York city a Mr。 Bell; great in
railway mattersan uncle of the once thriving but now departed
Albany lawyer。 He was a rich man; but he liked his riches himself;
or at any rate had not found himself called upon to share them with
the widow and daughters of his nephew。 But when it chanced to come
to pass that he had a hand in despatching Aaron Dunn to Saratoga; he
took the young man aside and recommended him to lodge with the
widow。 〃There;〃 said he; 〃show her my card。〃 So much the rich
uncle thought he might vouchsafe to do for the nephew's widow。
Mrs。 Bell and both her daughters were in the parlour when Aaron Dunn
was shown in; snow and all。 He told his story in a rough; shaky
voice; for his teeth chattered; and he gave the card; almost wishing
that he had gone to the empty big hotel; for the widow's welcome was
not at first quite warm。
The widow listened to him as he gave his message; and then she took
the card and looked at it。 Hetta; who was sitting on the side of
the fireplace facing the door; went on demurely with her work。
Susan gave one glance roundher back was to the strangerand then
another; and then she moved her chair a little nearer to the wall;
so as to give the young man room to come to the fire; if he would。
He did not come; but his eyes glanced upon Susan Bell; and he
thought that the old man in New York was right; and that the big
hotel would be cold and dull。 It was a pretty face to look on that
cold evening as she turned it up from the stocking she was mending。
〃Perhaps you don't wish to take winter boarders; ma'am?〃 said Aaron
Dunn。
〃We never have done so yet; sir;〃 said Mrs。 Bell timidly。 Could she
let this young wolf in among her lamb…fold? He might be a wolf;
who could tell?
〃Mr。 Bell seemed to think it would suit;〃 said Aaron。
Had he acquiesced in her timidity and not pressed the point; it
would have been all up with him。 But the widow did not like to go
against the big unc