第 36 节
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浮游云中 更新:2021-02-20 16:28 字数:9322
guest entered; the flames of the candles flickered and twisted themselves
with the wind; struggling to keep erect。 And Borghild's courage; too;
rose and fell with the flickering motion of a flame which wrestles with the
wind。 Whenever the latch clicked she lifted her eyes and looked for
Truls; and one moment she wished that she might never see his face again;
and in the next she sent an eager glance toward the door。 Presently he
came; threw his fiddle on a bench; and with a reckless air walked up to her
and held out his hand。 She hesitated to return his greeting; but when she
saw the deep lines of suffering in his face; her heart went forward with a
great tenderness toward him; a tenderness such as one feels for a child
who is sick; and suffers without hope of healing。 She laid her hand in his;
and there it lay for a while listlessly; for neither dared trust the joy which
the sight of the other enkindled。 But when she tried to draw her hand
away; he caught it quickly; and with a sudden fervor of voice he said:
〃The sight of you; Borghild; stills the hunger which is raging in my
soul。 Beware that you do not play with a life; Borghild; even though it be
a worthless one。〃
There was something so hopelessly sad in his words; that they stung
her to the quick。 They laid bare a hidden deep in her heart; and she
shrank back st the sight of her own vileness。 How could she repair the
injury she had done him? How could she heal the wound she had
inflicted? A number of guests came up to greet her and among them
Syvert Stein; a bold…look… ing young man; who; during that summer; had
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led her frequently in the dance。 He had a square face; strong features;
and a huge crop of towy hair。 His race was far…famed for wit and daring。
〃Tardy is your welcome; Borghild of Skogli;〃 quoth he。 〃But what a
faint heart does not give a bold hand can grasp; and what I am not offered
I take unbidden。〃
So saying; he flung his arm about her waist; lifted her from the floor
and put her down in the middle of the room。 Truls stood and gazed at
them with large; bewildered eyes。 He tried hard to despise the braggart;
but ended with envying him。
〃Ha; fiddler; strike up a tune that shall ring through marrow and bone;〃
shouted Syvert Stein; who struck the floor with his heels and moved his
body to the measure of a spring…dance。
Truls still followed them with his eyes; suddenly he leaped up; and a
wild thought burned in his breast。 But with an effort he checked himself;
grasped his violin; and struck a wailing chord of lament。 Then he laid his
ear close to the instrument; as if he were listening to some living voice
hidden there within; ran wa… rily with the bow over the strings; and
warbled; and caroled; and sang with maddening glee; and still with a
shivering undercurrent of woe。 And the dusk which slept upon the black
rafters was quickened and shook with the weird sound; every pulse in the
wide hall beat more rapidly; and every eye kindled with a bolder fire。
Pressently{sic} a Strong male voice sang out to the measure of the violin:
〃Come; fairest maid; tread the dance with me; O
heigh ho!〃
And a clear; tremulous treble answered:
〃So gladly tread I the dance with thee; O heigh
ho!〃
Truls knew the voices only too well; it was Syvert Stein and Borghild
who were singing a stave。'8'
'8' A stave is an improvised responsive song。 It is an ancient
pastime in Norway; and is kept up until this day; especially among the
peasantry。 The students; also; at their social gatherings; throw
improvised rhymes to each other across the table; and the rest of the
company repeat the refrain。
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SyvertLike brier…roses thy red cheeks blush; BorghildAnd thine
are rough like the thorny bush; BothAn' a heigho!
SyvertSo fresh and green is the sunny lea; O
heigh ho! BorghildThe fiddle twangeth so merrily; O
heigh ho! SyvertSo lightly goeth the lusty reel; BorghildAnd round we
whirl like a spinning…wheel; BothAn' a heigho!
SyvertThine eyes are bright like the sunny fjord;
O heigh ho! BorghildAnd thine do flash like a Viking's sword;
O heigh ho! SyvertSo lightly trippeth thy foot along; BorghildThe air is
teeming with joyful song; BothAn' a heigh ho!
SyvertThen fairest maid; while the woods are green;
O heigh ho! BorghildAnd thrushes sing the fresh leaves between;
O heigh ho! SyvertCome; let us dance in the gladsome day; Borghild
Dance hate; and sorrow; and care away; BothAn' a
heigh ho!
The stave was at an end。 The hot and flushed dancers straggled over
the floor by twos and threes; and the big beer…horns were passed from
hand to hand。 Truls sat in his corner hugging his violin tightly to his
bosom; only to do something; for he was vaguely afraid of himself afraid
of the thoughts that might riseafraid of the deed they might prompt。 He
ran his fingers over his forehead; but he hardly felt the touch of his own
hand。 It was as if something was dead within himas if a string had
snapped in his breast; and left it benumbed and voiceless。
Presently he looked up and saw Borghild standing before him; she
held her arms akimbo; her eyes shone with a strange light; and her features
wore an air of recklessness mingled with pity。
〃Ah; Borghild; is it you?〃 said he; in a hoarse voice。 〃What do you
want with me? I thought you had done with me now。〃
〃You are a very unwitty fellow;〃 answered she; with a forced laugh。
〃The branch that does not bend must break。〃
She turned quickly on her heel and was lost in the crowd。 He sat
long pondering on her words; but their meaning remained hidden to him。
The branch that does not bend must break。 Was he the branch; and must
he bend or break? By…and…by he put his hands on his knees; rose with a
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slow; uncertain motion; and stalked heavily toward the door。 The fresh
night air would do him good。 The thought breathes more briskly in God's
free nature; under the broad canopy of heaven。 The white mist rose from
the fields; and made the valley below appear like a white sea whose
nearness you feel; even though you do not see it。 And out of the mist the
dark pines stretched their warning hands against the sky; and the moon
was swimming; large and placid; between silvery islands of cloud。 Truls
began to beat his arms against his sides; and felt the warm blood spreading
from his heart and thawing the numbness of his limbs。 Not caring
whither he went; he struck the path leading upward to the mountains。 He
took to humming an old air which happened to come into his head; only to
try if there was life enough left in him to sing。 It was the ballad of Young
Kirsten and the Merman:
〃The billows fall and the billows swell; In the night so lone;
In the billows blue doth the merman dwell; And strangely that harp
was sounding。〃
He walked on briskly for a while; and; looking back upon the pain he
had endured but a moment ago; he found it quite foolish and irrational。
An absurd merriment took possession of him; but all t