第 35 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:28      字数:9321
  returned; but had not dared at once to seek the Parsonage; until he could
  invent some plausible reason for his return; but his imagination was very
  poor; and   he  had   found   none;  except that   he loved   the pastor's beautiful
  daughter。
  The evening wore on。          The broad mountain… guarded valley; flooded
  now to the brim with a soft misty light; spread out about them; and filled
  them with a delicious   sense of security。            The   fjord lifted its grave gaze
  toward   the sky;  and   deepened   responsively  with a   bright;   ever…   receding
  immensity。       The young girl felt this blessed peace gently stealing over her;
  doubt     and   struggle   were    all  past;  and   the  sun   shone   ever   serene    and
  unobscured upon the widening expanses of the future。                  And in his breast;
  too; that mood reigned in which life looks boundless and radiant; human
  woes   small   or   impossible;   and   one's   own   self   large   and   all…conquering。
  In   that   hour   they   remodeled   this   old   and   obstinate   world   of   ours;   never
  doubting that;  if each   united his   faith and   strength with   the other's;  they
  could together lift its burden。
  That night was the happiest and most memorable night in the history
  of   the   Gran   Parsonage。     The   pastor   walked   up   and   down   on   the   floor;
  rubbing his hands in quiet contentment。               Inga; to whom an engagement
  was essentially a sol… emn affair; sat in a corner and gazed at her sister and
  Strand with tearful radiance。          Arnfinn gave vent to his joy by bestowing
  embraces promiscuously upon whomsoever chanced to come in his way。
  This story;  however;  has   a brief  but   not unimportant   sequel。          It   was
  not many weeks after this happy evening that Arnfinn and the maiden with
  the   〃amusingly      unclassical    nose〃    presented    themselves     in  the   pastor's
  study and asked for his paternal and unofficial blessing。               But the pastor; I
  am told; grew very wroth; and demanded that his nephew should first take
  his    second    and   third   degrees;    attaching;    besides;    some    very    odious
  stipulations regarding average in study and college standing; before there
  could     be  any   talk   about   engagement       or  matrimony。       So;   at  present;
  Arnfinn is still studying; and the fair…haired Inga is still waiting。
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  TALES FROM TWO HEMISPHERES。
  TRULS; THE NAMELESS。
  HE was born in the houseman's lodge; she in the great mansion。                  He
  did not know who his father was; she was the daughter of Grim of Skogli;
  and she was the only daughter he had。            They were carried to baptism on
  the   same   day;   and   he   was   called   Truls;   because   they   had   to   call   him
  something; she received the name of Borghild; because that had been the
  name   of   every   eldest   born   daughter   in   the   family   for   thirty   generations。
  They   both   cried   when   the   pastor   poured   the   water   on   their   heads;   his
  mother     hushed    him;  blushed;    and   looked   timidly   around    her;  but  the
  woman      who    carried   Borghild   lifted  her   high  up   in  her  arms   so  that
  everybody      could    see   her;  and   the   pastor   smiled   benignly;    and   the
  parishioners said that they had never seen so beautiful a child。             That was
  the way in which they began lifehe as a child of sin; she as the daughter
  of a mighty race。
  They grew up together。         She had round cheeks and merry eyes; and
  her lips were redder than the red rose。        He was of slender growth; his face
  was thin and pale; and his eyes had a strange; benumbed gaze; as if they
  were puzzling themselves with some sad; life…long riddle which they never
  hoped to solve。      On the strand where they played the billows came and
  went;   and   they   murmured   faintly   with   a   sound   of   infinite   remoteness。
  Borghild laughed aloud; clapped her hands and threw stones out into the
  water; while he sat pale and silent; and saw the great white…winged sea…
  birds sailing through the blue ocean of the sky。
  〃How would you like to live down there in the deep green water?〃 she
  asked him one day; as they sat watching the eider…ducks which swam and
  dived; and stood on their heads among the sea…weeds。
  〃I should like it very well;〃 he answered; 〃if you would follow me。〃
  〃No; I won't follow you;〃 she cried。          〃It is cold and wet down in the
  water。    And I should spoil the ribbons on my new bodice。                But when I
  grow up and get big and can braid my hair; then I shall row with the young
  lads to the   church yonder on   the headland;  and there the   old pastor   will
  marry me; and I shall wear the big silver crown which my mother wore
  when she was married。〃
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  〃And may I go with you?〃 asked he; timidly。
  〃Yes; you may steer my boat and be my helmsman; oryou may be my
  bridegroom; if you would like that better。〃
  〃Yes; I think I should rather be your bridegroom;〃 and he gave her a
  long; strange look which almost frightened her。
  The years slipped by; and before Borghild knew it; she had grown into
  womanhood。         The down on Truls's cheeks became rougher; and he; too;
  began to suspect that he was no longer a boy。             When the sun was late and
  the breeze murmured in the great; dark…crowned pines; they often met by
  chance; at the well; on the strand; or on the saeter…green。             And the oftener
  they met the more they found to talk about; to be sure; it was she who did
  the   talking;   and   he  looked    at  her  with   his  large   wondering     eyes   and
  listened。    She told him of the lamb which had tumbled down over a steep
  precipice and still was unhurt; of the baby who pulled the pastor's hair last
  Sunday during the baptismal ceremony; or of the lumberman; Lars; who
  drank   the   kero…   sene   his   wife   gave   him  for   brandy;   and   never   knew   the
  difference。     But;    when    the  milkmaids     passed    by;  she   would    suddenly
  forget what she had been saying; and then they sat gazing at each other in
  silence。    Once she told him of the lads who danced with her at the party
  at Houg; and she thought she noticed a deeper color on his face; and that
  he clinched both his fists and thrust them into his pockets。              That set her
  thinking;    and   the   more   she   thought;   the   more   curious    she  grew。    He
  played the violin well; suppose she should ask him to come and fiddle at
  the party her father was to give at the end of the harvest。             She resolved to
  do it; and he; not knowing what moved her; gave his promise eagerly。                     It
  struck her; afterward; that she had done a wicked thing; but; like most girls;
  she had not the heart to wrestle with an uncomfortable thought; she shook
  it off and began to hum a snatch of an old song。
  〃O'er the billows the fleet…footed storm…wind rode;                  The billows
  blue are the merman's abode;             So strangely that harp was sounding。〃
  The   memory   of   old   times   came   back   to   her;   the   memory   of   the
  morning long years ago; when they sat together on the strand; and he said;
  〃I   think   I   would   rather be   your bride… groom;   Borghild。〃       The   memory
  was sweet but it was bitter too; and the bitterness rose and filled her heart。
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  TALES FROM TWO HEMISPHERES。
  She   threw   her   head   back   proudly;   and   laughed   a   strange;   hollow   laugh。
  〃A bastard's bride; ha; ha!          A fine tale were that for the parish gossips。〃
  A yellow butterfly lighted on her arm; and with a fierce frown on her face
  she caught it between her fingers。            Then she looked pityingly on the dead
  wings; as they lay in her hand; and murmured between her teeth:                        〃Poor
  thing!     Why did you come in my way; unbidden?〃
  The harvest was rich; and the harvest party was to keep pace with the
  harvest。     The    broad    Skogli    mansion     was    festively   lighted   (for  it  was
  already late in September); the tall; straight tallow candles; stuck in many…
  armed   candlesticks;   shone   dimly   through   a   sort   of   misty   halo;   and   only
  suffused   the   dusk   with   a   faint   glimmering   of   light。    And   every   time   a
  guest entered; the flames of the candles flickered and twisted themselves