第 33 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:28      字数:9322
  that because she avoids〃
  Here Inga abruptly clapped her hand over her mouth; and; with sudden
  change of voice and expression; said:
  〃I am as silent as the grave。〃
  〃Yes; you are wonderfully discreet;〃 cried Arnfinn; laughing; while the
  girl bit her under lip with an air of penitence and mortification which; in
  any other bosom than a cousin's would have aroused compassion。
  〃Aha!     So steht's!〃 he broke forth; with another burst of   merriment;
  then; softened by the sight of a tear that was slowly gathering beneath her
  eyelashes;   he   checked   his   laughter;   crept   up   to   her   side;   and   in   a   half
  childishly coaxing; half caressing tone; he whispered:
  〃Dear little cousin; indeed I didn't mean to hurt your feelings。                  You
  are not angry with me; are you?            And if you will only promise me not to
  tell; I have something here which I should like to show you。〃
  He well knew that there was nothing which would sooner soothe Inga's
  wrath than confiding a secret to her; and while he was a boy; he had; in
  cases of sore need; invented secrets lest his life should be made miserable
  by the sense that she was displeased with him。               In this instance her anger
  was   not   strong    enough   to   resist   the   anticipation   of   a   secret;   probably
  relating   to   that   little   drama   which   had;   during   the   last   weeks;   been   in
  progress   under   her   very   eyes。    With   a   resolute   movement;   she   brushed
  her   tears   away;   bent   eagerly  forward;   and;   in the   next   moment;   her   face
  was all expectancy and animation。
  Arnfinn pulled a thick black note…book from his breast pocket; opened
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  it in his lap; and read:
  〃August   3;   5 A。   M。My   little   invalid   is   doing   finely;   he   seemed   to
  relish much a few dozen flies which I brought him in my hand。                     His pulse
  is   to…day;   for   the   first  time;   normal。   He   is   beginning     to  step  on   the
  injured leg without apparent pain。
  〃10   A。   M。Miss   Augusta's   eyes   have   a   strange;   lustrous   brilliancy
  whenever she speaks of subjects which seem to agitate the depths of her
  being。     How   and   why   is   it   that   an   excessive   amount   of   feeling   always
  finds its first expression in the eye?          One kind of emotion seems to widen
  the   pupil;   another   kind   to   contract   it。   TO   be   noticed   in   future;   how
  particular emotions affect the eye。
  〃6 P。 M。I met a plover on the beach this afternoon。                By imitating his
  cry; I induced him to come within a few feet of me。                    The plover; as his
  cry indicates; is a very melancholy bird。             In fact I believe the melancholy
  temperament to be prevailing among the wading birds; as the phlegmatic
  among birds of prey。         The singing birds are choleric or sanguine。               Tease
  a   thrush;   or   even   a   lark;   and   you   will   soon   be   convinced。 A  snipe;   or
  plover;   as   far   as   my   experience   goes;   seldom   shows   anger;   you   cannot
  tease    them。    To    be   considered;     how    far  the  voice    of  a  bird   may    be
  indicative of its temperament。
  〃August 5; 9 P。 M。Since the unfortunate meeting yesterday morning;
  when my intense pre…occupation with my linnet; which had torn its wound
  open   again;   probably   made   me   commit   some   breach   of   etiquette;   Miss
  Augusta avoids me。
  〃August 7I am in a most singular state。             My pulse beats 85; which is
  a   most   unheard…of   thing   for   me;   as   my   pulse   is   naturally   full   and   slow。
  And; strangely enough; I do not feel at all unwell。                 On the contrary; my
  physical   well…   being   is  rather   heightened   than   otherwise。       The   life   of   a
  whole week is crowded into a day; and that of a day into an hour。〃
  Inga; who; at several points of this narrative; had been struggling hard
  to preserve her gravity; here burst into a ringing laugh。
  〃That is what I call scientific love…making;〃 said Arnfinn; looking up
  from the book with an expression of subdued amusement。
  〃But Arnfinn;〃 cried the girl; while the laughter quickly died out of her
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  face; 〃does Mr。 Strand know that you are reading this?〃
  〃To   be   sure   he   does。  And   that   is   just   what   to   my   mind   makes   the
  situation so   excessively  comical。         He   has   himself   no   suspicion   that   this
  book   contains   anything   but   scientific   notes。      He   appears   to   prefer   the
  empiric   method   in   love   as   in    philosophy。     I   verily   believe   that   he   is
  innocently experimenting with himself; with a view to making some great
  physiological discovery。〃
  〃And so he will; perhaps;〃 rejoined the girl; the mixture of gayety and
  grave     solicitude   making     her   face;   as  her   cousin    thought;    particularly
  charming。
  〃Only      not   a   physiological;     but    possibly    a   psychological      one;〃
  remarked Arnfinn。         〃But listen to this。     Here is something rich:
  〃August 9Miss Augusta once said something about the possibility of
  animals   being   immortal。       Her   eyes   shone   with   a   beautiful   animation   as
  she spoke。      I am longing to continue the subject with her。               It haunts me
  the   whole   day  long。     There   may  be   more   in   the   idea   than   appears   to   a
  superficial observer。〃
  〃Oh; how  charmingly  he understands how  to deceive  himself;〃   cried
  Inga。
  〃Merely a quid pro quo;〃 said Arnfinn。
  〃I know what I shall do!〃
  〃And so do I。〃
  〃Won't you tell me; please?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Then I sha'n't tell you either。〃
  And   they   flew   apart   like   two   thoughtless   little   birds   (〃sanguine;〃   as
  Strand would have called them); each to ponder on some formidable plot
  for the reconciliation of the estranged lovers。
  V。
  During     the   week     that  ensued;     the   multifarious     sub…currents     of
  Strand's     passion   seemed     slowly    to  gather    themselves     into  one    clearly
  defined   stream;   and;   after   much   scientific   speculation;   he   came   to   the
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  conclusion       that    he    loved    Augusta。        In    a    moment      of    extreme
  discouragement; he made a clean breast of it to Arnfinn; at the same time
  informing   him   that   he   had   packed   his   knapsack;   and   would   start   on   his
  wanderings   again   the   next   morning。        All   his   friend's   entreaties   were   in
  vain; he would and must go。             Strand was an exasperatingly head… strong
  fellow;   and   persuasions   never   prevailed   with   him。         He   had   confirmed
  himself   in   the   belief   that   he   was   very   unattractive   to   women;   and   that
  Augusta; of all women; for some reason which was not quite clear to him;
  hated    and    abhorred    him。    Inexperienced        as  he   was;   he  could    see   no
  reason   why   she   should   avoid   him;   if   she   did   not   hate   him。    They   sat
  talking    until   mid…    night;   each   entangling     himself    in  those    passionate
  paradoxes and contradictions peculiar to passionate and impulsive youth。
  Strand   paced   the   floor   with     large   steps;   pouring   out   his   long  pent…up
  emotion in violent tirades of self… accusation and regret; while Arnfinn sat
  on the bed; trying to soothe his excitement by assuring him that he was not
  such a monster as; for the moment; he had believed himself to be; but only
  succeeding; in spite of all his efforts; in pouring oil on the flames。                Strand
  was     scientifically    convinced      that   Nature;     in  accordance      with    some
  inscrutable      law   of  equilibrium;     had    found    it  necessary    to   make    him
  physically unattractive; perhaps to indemnify mankind for that excess of
  intellectual     gifts  which;    at  the  expense     of   the  race   at  large;   she  had
  bestowed upon him。
  Early    the   next   morning;     as  a  kind   of  etherealized     sunshine     broke
  through the white muslin curtains of Arnfinn's room; and long streaks of
  sun…illumined dust stole through the air toward the sleepe