第 19 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:27      字数:9322
  for Norway。
  IV。
  Warm   and   gentle   as   it   is;   June   often   comes   to   the   fjord…valleys   of
  Norway  with   the   voice   and   the   strength   of   a   giant。  The   glaciers   totter
  and groan; as if in anger at their own weakness; and send huge avalanches
  of stones and ice down into the valleys。              The rivers swell and rush with
  vociferous brawl out over the mountain… sides; and a thousand tiny brooks
  join   in   the   general   clamor;   and   dance   with   noisy   chatter   over   the   moss…
  grown birch…roots。        But later; when the struggle is at an end; and June has
  victoriously seated herself upon her throne; her voice becomes more richly
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  subdued and brings rest and comfort to the ear and to the troubled heart。
  It   was   while   the   month   was   in   this   latter   mood   that   Brita   and   her   son
  entered once more the valley whence; twenty…five years ago; they had fled。
  Many strange; turbulent emotions stirred the mother's bosom; as she saw
  again   the   great   snow…capped   mountains;   and   the   calm;   green   valley;   her
  childhood's      home;    lying  so   snugly   sheltered    in  their  mighty   embrace。
  Even Thomas's breast was moved with vaguely sympathetic throbs; as this
  wondrous scene spread itself before him。             They soon succeeded in hiring
  a farm…house; about half an hour's walk from Blakstad; and; according to
  Brita's    wish;   established    themselves     there   for  the  summer。      She    had
  known the   people well;  when she   was young; but they  never thought   of
  identifying her with the merry maid; who had once startled the parish by
  her sudden flight; and she; although she longed to open her heart to them;
  let no word fall to betray her real character。           Her conscience accused her
  of playing a false part; but for her son's sake she kept silent。
  Then; one day;it was the second Sunday after their arrival;she rose
  early in the morning; and asked Thomas to accompany her on a walk up
  through   the   valley。    There   was     Sabbath   in   the   air;   the  soft   breath  of
  summer; laden with the perfume of fresh leaves and field…flowers; gently
  wafted into their faces。       The sun glittered in the dewy grass; the crickets
  sung with a remote voice of wonder; and the air seemed to be half visible;
  and moved in trem… bling wavelets on the path before them。                    Resting on
  her son's arm; Brita walked slowly up through the flowering meadows; she
  hardly knew whither her feet bore her; but her heart beat violently; and she
  often was obliged to pause and press her hands against her bosom; as if to
  stay the turbulent emotions。
  〃You are not well; mother;〃 said the son。            〃It was imprudent in me to
  allow you to exert yourself in this way。〃
  〃Let us sit down on this stone;〃 answered she。             〃I shall soon be better。
  Do not look so anxiously at me。           Indeed; I am not sick。〃
  He spread his light summer coat on the stone and carefully seated her。
  She   lifted   her   veil   and   raised   her   eyes   to   the   large   red…roofed   mansion;
  whose dark outlines drew themselves dimly on the dusky background of
  the pine forest。      Was he still alive; he whose life…hope she had wrecked;
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  he who had once driven her out into the night with all but a curse upon his
  lips?    How would he receive her; if she were to return?                 Ah; she knew
  him; and she trembled at the very thought of meeting him。                   But was not
  the guilt hers?      Could she depart from this valley; could she die in peace;
  without having thrown herself at his feet and implored his for… giveness?
  And there; on the opposite side of the valley; lay the home of him who had
  been the cause of all her misery。          What had been his fate; and did he still
  remember   those   long   happy   summer   days;   ah!   so   long;   long   ago?      She
  had dared to ask no questions of the people with whom she lived; but now
  a sudden weakness had overtaken her; and she felt that to…day must decide
  her   fate;   she   could   no   longer   bear   this   torture   of   uncertainty。 Thomas
  remained standing at her side and looked at her with anxiety and wonder。
  He knew that she had concealed many things from him; but whatever her
  reasons might   be; he   was   confident that they  were just and   weighty。              It
  was not for him to question her about what he might have no right to know。
  He felt as if he had never loved her as in this moment; when she seemed to
  be most in need of him; and an overwhelming tenderness took possession
  of his heart。     He suddenly stooped down; took her pale; thin face between
  his hands and kissed her。        The long pent…up emotion burst forth in a flood
  of tears; she buried her face in her lap and wept long and silently。                 Then
  the   church…bells   began   to   peal   down   in   the   valley;   and   the   slow   mighty
  sound     floated    calmly    and   solemnly     up   to  them。     How      many    long…
  forgotten   memories   of   childhood   and   youth   did   they   not   wake   in       her
  bosom memories of the time when the merry Glitter… Brita; decked with
  her   shining   brooches;   wended   her   way   to   the   church   among   the   gayly…
  dressed lads and maidens of the parish?
  A  cluster   of   white…stemmed   birches   threw   its   shadow  over   the   stone
  where the penitent mother was sitting; and the tall grass on both sides of
  the   path   nearly   hid   her   from   sight。 Presently   the   church…folk   began   to
  appear; and Brita raised her head and drew her veil down over her face。
  No one passed without greeting the strangers; and the women and maidens;
  according to old fashion; stopped and courtesied。               At last; there came an
  old white…haired man; leaning on the arm of a middle…aged woman。                       His
  whole figure was bent forward; and he often stopped and drew his breath
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  heavily。
  〃Oh; yes; yes;〃 he said; ill a hoarse; broken voice; as he passed before
  them; 〃age is gaining on me fast。          I can't move about any more as of old。
  But to church I must this day。         God help me!        I have done much wrong
  and need to pray for forgiveness。〃
  〃You had better sit down and rest; father;〃 said the woman。               〃Here is
  a stone; and the fine lady; I am sure; will allow a weak old man to sit down
  beside her。〃
  Thomas rose and made a sign to the old man to take his seat。
  〃O yes; yes;〃 he went on murmuring; as if talking to himself。               〃Much
  wrongmuch forgiveness。          God help us allmiserable sinners。           He who
  hateth not father and motherand daughter is not worthy of me。                O; yes
  yes God comfort us all。        Help me up; Grimhild。         I think I can move on
  again; now。〃
  Thomas;   of   course;   did   not   understand   a   word   of   what   he   said;   but
  seeing that he wished to rise; he willingly offered his assistance; supported
  his arm and raised him。
  〃Thanks to you; young man;〃 said the peasant。 〃And may God reward
  your kindness。〃
  And the two; father and daughter; moved on; slowly and laboriously;
  as they had come。         Thomas stood following them with his eyes; until a
  low;   half…stifled   moan   suddenly   called   him   to   his   mother's   side。   Her
  frame trembled violently。
  〃Mother; mother;〃 implored he; stooping over her; 〃what has happened?
  Why are you no more yourself?〃
  〃Ah; my son; I can bear it no longer;〃 sobbed she。            〃God forgive me
  thou must know it all。〃
  He sat down at her side and drew her closely up to him and she hid her
  face on his bosom。         There was a long silence; only broken by the   loud
  chirruping of the crickets。
  〃My son;〃 she began at last; still hiding her face; 〃thou art a child of
  guilt。〃
  〃That   has   been   no   secret   to   me;   mother;〃   answered   he;   gravely   and
  tenderly; 〃since I was old enough to know what guilt was。〃
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  She   quickly   raised   her   head;   and   a   look   of   amazement;   of   joyous
  surprise;   shone   through   the   tears   that   veiled   her   eyes。  She   coul