第 10 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:27      字数:9319
  form; dressed   in a  white flowing dress; and   with her  blonde hair  rolling
  loosely     over   her   shoulders;    appeared     for  an   instant;   and   then   again
  vanished。      With one leap Halfdan sprang up the stairs and pushed through
  the half…opened door。         Edith closed the door behind him; then with rapid
  steps led the way to the back parlor where the moon broke feebly through
  the bars of the closed shutters。
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  〃Now Mr。 Birch;〃 she said; seating herself upon a lounge; 〃you may
  explain to me what this unaccountable behavior of yours means。                   I should
  hardly think I had deserved to be treated in this way by you。〃
  Halfdan was utterly bewildered; a nervous fit of trembling ran through
  him;   and   he   endeavored   in   vain   to   speak。   He   had   been   prepared   for
  passionate reproaches; but this calm severity chilled him through; and he
  could only gasp and tremble; but could utter no word in his defense。
  〃I suppose you are aware;〃 continued Edith; in the same imperturbable
  manner;   〃that   if   I   had   not   interrupted   you;   the   policeman   would   have
  h*eard   you;   and   you   would   have   been   arrested      for   street   disturbance。
  Then to…morrow we should have seen it in all the newspapers; and I should
  have been the laughing…stock of the whole town。〃
  No; surely he had never thought of it in that light; the idea struck him
  as entirely new。      There was a long pause。          A cock crowed with a drowsy
  remoteness in some neighboring yard; and the little clock on the mantel…
  piece ticked on patiently in the moonlit dusk。
  〃If   you    have    nothing    to   say;〃   resumed     Edith;   while    the   stern
  indifference in   her voice perceptibly  relaxed; 〃then   I   will bid   you   good…
  night。〃
  She arose; and with a grand sweep of her drapery; moved toward the
  door。    〃Miss Edith;〃 cried he; stretching his hands despairingly after her;
  〃you must not leave me。〃
  She paused; tossed her hair back with her hands; and gazed at him over
  her shoulder。      He threw himself on his knees; seized the hem of her dress;
  and pressed it to his lips。       It was a gesture of such inexpressible humility
  that even a stone would have relented。
  〃Do not be foolish; Mr。 Birch;〃 she said; try… ing to pull her dress away
  from him。      〃Get up; and if you have anything rational to say to me; I will
  stay and listen。〃
  〃Yes; yes;〃 he whispered; hoarsely; 〃I shall be rational。              Only do not
  leave me。〃
  She again sank down wearily upon the lounge; and looked at him in
  expectant silence。
  〃Miss   Edith;〃   pleaded   he   in   the   same   hoarse;   passionate   undertone;
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  〃have pity on me; and do not despise me。               I love youohif you would
  but allow me to die for you; I should be the happiest of men。〃
  Again he shuddered; and stood long gazing at her with a mute; pitiful
  appeal。     A tear stole into Edith's eye and trickled down over her cheek。
  〃Ah; Mr。 Birch;〃 she murmured; while a sigh shook her bosom; 〃I am
  sorryvery   sorry   that   this   misfortune   has   happened   to   you。    You   have
  deserved a better   fate than to love meto love   a woman   who   can   never
  give you anything in return for what you give her。〃
  〃Never?〃 he repeated mournfully; 〃never?〃
  〃No; never!      You have been a good friend to me; and as such I value
  you highly; and I had hoped that you would always remain so。                    But I see
  that it cannot be。     It will perhaps be best for you henceforth not to see me;
  at least not untilpardon the expressionyou have out… lived this generous
  folly。   And now; you know; you will need me no more。                   You have made
  a   splendid    reputation;   and   if   you  choose    to   avail  yourself   of  it;  your
  fortune is already made。         I shall always rejoice to hear of your success;
  and and if you should ever need a FRIEND; you must come to no one
  but me。     I know that these are feeble words; Mr。 Birch; and if they seem
  cold to you; you must pardon me。            I can say nothing more。〃
  They were indeed feeble words; although most cordially spoken。                    He
  tried   to   weigh   them;   to   measure   their   meaning;   but   his   mind   was   as   if
  benumbed; and utterly incapable of thought。              He walked across the floor;
  perhaps only to do something; not feeling where he trod; but still with an
  absurd   sensation   that   he  was taking   immoderately  long   steps。         Then   he
  stopped   abruptly;   wrung   his   hands;   and   gazed   at   Edith。   And   suddenly;
  like   a   flash   in   a vacuum;  the   thought   shot through his   brain   that   he had
  seen this very scene somewherein a dream; in a remote childhood; in a
  previous existence; he did not know when or where。                 It seemed strangely
  familiar; and in the next instant strangely mean… ingless and unreal。                 The
  walls; the floor everything began to move; to whirl about him; he struck
  his   hands   against   his   forehead;   and   sank   down   into   a   damask…covered
  easy…chair。     With a faint cry of alarm; Edith sprang up; seized a bottle of
  cologne which happened to be within reach; and knelt down at his side。
  She put her arm around his neck; and raised his head。
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  〃Mr。   Birch;   dear   Mr。   Birch;〃   she   cried;   in   a   frightened   whisper;   〃for
  God's sake come to yourself!          O God; what have I done?〃
  She blew the eau…de…cologne into his face; and; as he languidly opened
  his   eyes;   he   felt   the   touch   of   her   warm   hand   upon   his   cheeks   and   his
  forehead。
  〃Thank heaven! he is better;〃 she murmured; still continuing to bathe
  his temples。      〃How do you feel now; Mr。 Birch?〃 she added; in a tone of
  anxious inquiry。
  〃Thank you; it was an unpardonable weakness;〃 he muttered; without
  changing his attitude。        〃Do not trouble yourself about me。            I shall soon
  be well。〃
  It was so sweet to be conscious of her gentle ministry; that it required a
  great    effort;  an  effort  of  conscience;     to  rouse   him   once    more;   as  his
  strength returned。
  〃Had you not better stay?〃 she asked; as he rose to put on his overcoat。
  〃I will call one of the servants and have him show you a room。                   We will
  say to…morrow morning that you were taken ill; and nobody will wonder。〃
  〃No; no;〃 he responded; energetically。            〃I am perfectly strong now。〃
  But he still had to lean on a chair; and his face was deathly pale。
  〃Farewell; Miss Edith;〃 he said; and a tender sadness trembled in his
  voice。    〃Farewell。      We shallprobablynever meet again。〃
  〃Do not speak so;〃 she answered; seizing his hand。                〃You will try to
  forget this; and you will still be great and happy。           And when fortune shall
  again smile upon you; andand you will be content to be my friend; then
  we shall see each other as before。〃
  〃No;   no;〃   he   broke   forth;   with   a   sudden   hoarseness。  〃It   will   never
  be。〃
  He walked toward the door with the motions of one who feels death in
  his limbs; then stopped once more and his eyes lingered with inexpressible
  sadness     on   the  wonderful;     beloved    form    which    stood   dimly    outlined
  before him in the twilight。         Then Edith's measure of misery; too; seemed
  full。   With the divine heedlessness which belongs to her sex; she rushed
  up toward him; and remembering only that he was weak and unhappy; and
  that   he   suffered   for   her   sake;   she   took   his   face   between   her   hands   and
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  kissed him。        He was too generous a man to misinterpret the act; so he
  whispered but once more:          〃Farewell;〃 and hastened away。
  VII。
  After that eventful December night; America was no more what it had
  been   to   Halfdan   Bjerk。    A  strange   torpidity   had   come   over   him;   every
  rising day gazed into his eyes with a fierce unmeaning glare。                  The noise
  of the street annoyed him and made him childishly fretful; and the solitude
  of   his   own   room   seemed   still   more   dreary   and