第 10 节
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form; dressed in a white flowing dress; and with her blonde hair rolling
loosely over her shoulders; appeared for an instant; and then again
vanished。 With one leap Halfdan sprang up the stairs and pushed through
the half…opened door。 Edith closed the door behind him; then with rapid
steps led the way to the back parlor where the moon broke feebly through
the bars of the closed shutters。
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〃Now Mr。 Birch;〃 she said; seating herself upon a lounge; 〃you may
explain to me what this unaccountable behavior of yours means。 I should
hardly think I had deserved to be treated in this way by you。〃
Halfdan was utterly bewildered; a nervous fit of trembling ran through
him; and he endeavored in vain to speak。 He had been prepared for
passionate reproaches; but this calm severity chilled him through; and he
could only gasp and tremble; but could utter no word in his defense。
〃I suppose you are aware;〃 continued Edith; in the same imperturbable
manner; 〃that if I had not interrupted you; the policeman would have
h*eard you; and you would have been arrested for street disturbance。
Then to…morrow we should have seen it in all the newspapers; and I should
have been the laughing…stock of the whole town。〃
No; surely he had never thought of it in that light; the idea struck him
as entirely new。 There was a long pause。 A cock crowed with a drowsy
remoteness in some neighboring yard; and the little clock on the mantel…
piece ticked on patiently in the moonlit dusk。
〃If you have nothing to say;〃 resumed Edith; while the stern
indifference in her voice perceptibly relaxed; 〃then I will bid you good…
night。〃
She arose; and with a grand sweep of her drapery; moved toward the
door。 〃Miss Edith;〃 cried he; stretching his hands despairingly after her;
〃you must not leave me。〃
She paused; tossed her hair back with her hands; and gazed at him over
her shoulder。 He threw himself on his knees; seized the hem of her dress;
and pressed it to his lips。 It was a gesture of such inexpressible humility
that even a stone would have relented。
〃Do not be foolish; Mr。 Birch;〃 she said; try… ing to pull her dress away
from him。 〃Get up; and if you have anything rational to say to me; I will
stay and listen。〃
〃Yes; yes;〃 he whispered; hoarsely; 〃I shall be rational。 Only do not
leave me。〃
She again sank down wearily upon the lounge; and looked at him in
expectant silence。
〃Miss Edith;〃 pleaded he in the same hoarse; passionate undertone;
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〃have pity on me; and do not despise me。 I love youohif you would
but allow me to die for you; I should be the happiest of men。〃
Again he shuddered; and stood long gazing at her with a mute; pitiful
appeal。 A tear stole into Edith's eye and trickled down over her cheek。
〃Ah; Mr。 Birch;〃 she murmured; while a sigh shook her bosom; 〃I am
sorryvery sorry that this misfortune has happened to you。 You have
deserved a better fate than to love meto love a woman who can never
give you anything in return for what you give her。〃
〃Never?〃 he repeated mournfully; 〃never?〃
〃No; never! You have been a good friend to me; and as such I value
you highly; and I had hoped that you would always remain so。 But I see
that it cannot be。 It will perhaps be best for you henceforth not to see me;
at least not untilpardon the expressionyou have out… lived this generous
folly。 And now; you know; you will need me no more。 You have made
a splendid reputation; and if you choose to avail yourself of it; your
fortune is already made。 I shall always rejoice to hear of your success;
and and if you should ever need a FRIEND; you must come to no one
but me。 I know that these are feeble words; Mr。 Birch; and if they seem
cold to you; you must pardon me。 I can say nothing more。〃
They were indeed feeble words; although most cordially spoken。 He
tried to weigh them; to measure their meaning; but his mind was as if
benumbed; and utterly incapable of thought。 He walked across the floor;
perhaps only to do something; not feeling where he trod; but still with an
absurd sensation that he was taking immoderately long steps。 Then he
stopped abruptly; wrung his hands; and gazed at Edith。 And suddenly;
like a flash in a vacuum; the thought shot through his brain that he had
seen this very scene somewherein a dream; in a remote childhood; in a
previous existence; he did not know when or where。 It seemed strangely
familiar; and in the next instant strangely mean… ingless and unreal。 The
walls; the floor everything began to move; to whirl about him; he struck
his hands against his forehead; and sank down into a damask…covered
easy…chair。 With a faint cry of alarm; Edith sprang up; seized a bottle of
cologne which happened to be within reach; and knelt down at his side。
She put her arm around his neck; and raised his head。
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〃Mr。 Birch; dear Mr。 Birch;〃 she cried; in a frightened whisper; 〃for
God's sake come to yourself! O God; what have I done?〃
She blew the eau…de…cologne into his face; and; as he languidly opened
his eyes; he felt the touch of her warm hand upon his cheeks and his
forehead。
〃Thank heaven! he is better;〃 she murmured; still continuing to bathe
his temples。 〃How do you feel now; Mr。 Birch?〃 she added; in a tone of
anxious inquiry。
〃Thank you; it was an unpardonable weakness;〃 he muttered; without
changing his attitude。 〃Do not trouble yourself about me。 I shall soon
be well。〃
It was so sweet to be conscious of her gentle ministry; that it required a
great effort; an effort of conscience; to rouse him once more; as his
strength returned。
〃Had you not better stay?〃 she asked; as he rose to put on his overcoat。
〃I will call one of the servants and have him show you a room。 We will
say to…morrow morning that you were taken ill; and nobody will wonder。〃
〃No; no;〃 he responded; energetically。 〃I am perfectly strong now。〃
But he still had to lean on a chair; and his face was deathly pale。
〃Farewell; Miss Edith;〃 he said; and a tender sadness trembled in his
voice。 〃Farewell。 We shallprobablynever meet again。〃
〃Do not speak so;〃 she answered; seizing his hand。 〃You will try to
forget this; and you will still be great and happy。 And when fortune shall
again smile upon you; andand you will be content to be my friend; then
we shall see each other as before。〃
〃No; no;〃 he broke forth; with a sudden hoarseness。 〃It will never
be。〃
He walked toward the door with the motions of one who feels death in
his limbs; then stopped once more and his eyes lingered with inexpressible
sadness on the wonderful; beloved form which stood dimly outlined
before him in the twilight。 Then Edith's measure of misery; too; seemed
full。 With the divine heedlessness which belongs to her sex; she rushed
up toward him; and remembering only that he was weak and unhappy; and
that he suffered for her sake; she took his face between her hands and
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kissed him。 He was too generous a man to misinterpret the act; so he
whispered but once more: 〃Farewell;〃 and hastened away。
VII。
After that eventful December night; America was no more what it had
been to Halfdan Bjerk。 A strange torpidity had come over him; every
rising day gazed into his eyes with a fierce unmeaning glare。 The noise
of the street annoyed him and made him childishly fretful; and the solitude
of his own room seemed still more dreary and