第 9 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:27      字数:9322
  〃Yes; I promise。〃
  〃Now;     you   must    not  be   surprised;   but   mamma      and   I  have   made
  arrangements with Mr。 S that you are to appear under his auspices at a
  concert which is to be given a week from to…night。                  All our friends are
  going; and we shall take up all the front seats; and I have already told my
  gentlemen       friends   to  scatter   through    the   audience;    and   if  they   care
  anything for my favor; they will have to applaud vigorously。〃
  Halfdan   reddened   up   to   his   temples;   and   began   to   twist   his   watch…
  chain nervously。
  〃You must have small confidence in my ability;〃 he murmured; 〃since
  you resort to precautions like these。〃
  〃But my dear Mr。 Birch;〃 cried Edith; who was quick to discover that
  she had made a mistake; 〃it is not kind in you to mistrust me in that way。
  If a New York audience were as highly cultivated in music as you are; I
  admit   that   my   precautions   would   be   superfluous。       But   the   papers;   you
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  know; will take their tone from the audience; and therefore we must make
  use   of   a   little   innocent   artifice   to   make   sure   of   it。 Everything   depends
  upon the success of your first public appearance; and if your friends can in
  this   way   help   you   to   establish   the   reputation   which   is   nothing   but   your
  right;   I  am    sure  you    ought    not  to  bind    their  hands    by   your   foolish
  sensitiveness。      You don't know the American way of doing things as well
  as I do; therefore you must stand by your promise; and leave everything to
  me。〃
  It was impossible not to believe that anything Edith chose to do was
  above reproach。        She looked so bewitching in her excited eagerness for
  his   welfare    that  it  would    have    been   inhuman      to  oppose    her。   So    he
  meekly succumbed; and began to discuss with her the programme for the
  concert。
  During the next week there was hardly a day that he did not read some
  startling paragraph in the newspapers about 〃the celebrated Scandinavian
  pianist;〃   whose   appearance   at   S   Hall   was   looked   forward   to   as   the
  principal event of the coming season。              He inwardly rebelled against the
  well…meant exaggerations; but as he suspected that it was Edith's influence
  which was in this way asserting itself in his behalf; he set his conscience at
  rest and remained silent。
  The evening of the concert came at last; and; as the papers stated the
  next morning;  〃the   large   hall was   crowded   to  its utmost   capacity  with   a
  select   and   highly   appreciative   audience。〃        Edith   must   have   played   her
  part of the performance skillfully; for as he walked out upon the stage; he
  was welcomed with an enthusiastic burst of applause; as if he had been a
  world… renowned artist。         At Edith's suggestion; her two favorite nocturnes
  had   been   placed   first   upon   the   programme;   then   followed   one   of   those
  ballads     of   Chopin;     whose      rhythmic     din   and    rush    sweep     onward;
  beleaguering   the   ear   like   eager;   melodious   hosts;   charging   in   thickening
  ranks and columns; beating impetuous retreats; and again uniting with one
  grand   emotion   the   wide…spreading   army   of   sound   for   the   final   victory。
  Besides     these;   there   was    one   of  Liszt's   〃Rhapsodies      Hongroises;〃      an
  impromptu by Schubert; and several orchestral pieces; but the greater part
  of the programme was devoted to Chopin; because Halfdan; with his great;
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  hopeless passion laboring in his breast; felt that he could interpret Chopin
  better   than   he   could   any   other   composer。      He   carried   his   audience   by
  storm。     As he retired to the dressing…room; after having finished the last
  piece; his friends; among whom Edith and Mrs。 Van Kirk were the most
  conspicuous;        thronged       about     him;     showering       their    praises    and
  congratulations upon him。           They insisted with much friendly urging upon
  taking     him   home     in  their  carriage;    Clara   kissed    him;   Mrs。    Van   Kirk
  introduced him to her lady acquaintances as 〃our friend; Mr。 Birch;〃 and
  Edith held his hand so long in hers that he came near losing his presence
  of   mind   and   telling   her   then   and   there   that   he   loved   her。 As   his   eyes
  rested    on   her;  they   became      suddenly     suffused    with   tears;   and   a  vast
  bewildering happiness vibrated through his frame。                 At last he tore himself
  away     and   wandered      aimlessly   through      the  long;   lonely   streets。    Why
  could   he   not   tell   Edith   that   he   loved   her?  Was   there   any   disgrace   in
  loving?      This   heavenly   passion   which   so   suddenly   had   transfused   his
  being; and year by year deadened the substance of his old self; creating in
  its stead something new and wild and strange which he never could know;
  but still held infinitely dear had it been sent to him merely as a scourge
  to test his capacity for suffering?
  Once; while he was a child; his mother had told him that somewhere in
  this wide world there lived a maiden whom God had created for him; and
  for him alone; and when he should see her; he should love her; and his life
  should thenceforth be all for her。           It had hardly occurred to him; then; to
  question   whether   she   would   love   him  in   return;   it had   appeared so   very
  natural that she should。        Now he had found this maiden; and she had been
  very   kind   to   him;   but   her   kindness   had   been   little   better   than   cruelty;
  because he had   demanded something   more than   kindness。                   And   still   he
  had   never   told   her   of   his   love。 He   must   tell   her   even   this   very   night
  while   the   moon   rode   high   in   the   heavens   and   all   the   small   differences
  between human beings seemed lost in the vast starlit stillness。                   He knew
  well   that   by   the   relentless   glare   of   the   daylight   his   own   insignificance
  would be cruelly conspicuous in the presence of her splendor; his scruples
  would revive; and his courage fade。
  The night was clear and still。           A clock struck eleven in some church
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  tower     near   by。   The    Van    Kirk   mansion     rose   tall  and   stately   in  the
  moonlight; flinging a dense mass of shadow across the street。                   Up in the
  third story he saw two windows lighted; the curtains were drawn; but the
  blinds were not closed。         All the rest of the house was dark。             He raised
  his voice and sang a Swedish serenade which seemed in perfect concord
  with his own mood。          His clear tenor rose through the silence of the night;
  and a feeble echo flung it back from the mansion opposite:
  '3'       〃Star;      sweet        star;     that      brightly       beamest;
  Glittering   on   the   skies   nocturnal;                  Hide   thine   eye   no   more
  from me;                    Hide thine eye no more from me!〃
  '3' Free translation of a Swedish serenade; the name of whose author
  I have forgotten。                                                 H。 H。 B。
  The   curtain   was   drawn   aside;   the   window   cautiously  raised;   and   the
  outline   of   Edith's   beautiful   head   appeared   dark   and   distinct   against   the
  light within。     She instantly recognized him。
  〃You must go away; Mr。 Birch;〃 came her voice in an anxious whisper
  out of the shadow。        〃Pray go away。       You will wake up the people。〃
  Her    words     were   audible    enough;     but   they   failed   to  convey    any
  meaning to his excited mind。           Once more his voice floated upward to her
  opened window:
  〃And I yearn to reach thy dwelling;                      Yearn to rise from
  earth's    fierce    turmoil;                    Sweetest       star   upward     to   thee;
  Yearn to rise; bright star to thee。〃
  〃Dear   Mr。   Birch;〃   she   whispered   once   more   in   tones   of   distress。
  〃Pray   DO   go   away。      Or    perhaps;〃   she   interrupted   herself   〃wait     one
  moment and I will come down。〃
  Presently the front door was noiselessly opened; and Edith's tall; lithe
  form; dressed   in a  w