第 6 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:27      字数:9321
  hurries    it  on  breathlessly     toward    its  abrupt   finale。   But    Edith    toiled
  considerably with her fingering; and blurred the keen edges of each swift
  phrase by her indistinct ar… ticulation。           And still there was a sufficiently
  ardent intention in her play to save it from being a failure。                She made a
  gesture of disgust when she had finished; shut the book; and let her hands
  drop crosswise in her lap。
  〃I only wanted to give you a proof of my incapacity;〃 she said; turning
  her large luminous gaze upon her instructor; 〃in order to make you duly
  appreciate what you have undertaken。               Now; tell me truly and   honestly;
  are you not discouraged?〃
  〃Not   by   any   means;〃   replied   he;   while   the   rapture   of   her   presence
  rippled   through   his   nerves;   〃you   have   fire   enough   in   you   to   make   an
  admirable   musician。        But   your   fingers;   as   yet;   refuse   to   carry   out   your
  fine intentions。     They only need discipline。〃
  〃And do you suppose you can discipline them?                  They are a fearfully
  obstinate set; and cause me infinite mortification。〃
  〃Would you allow me to look at your hand?〃
  She raised her right hand; and with a sort of impulsive heedlessness let
  it   drop   into   his。 An   exclamation   of   surprise   escaped   him。      ‘{‘}If   you
  will    pardon    me;〃    he  said;   〃it  is  a  superb    handa    hand    capable    of
  performing mira… clesmusical miracles I mean。                Only look here〃 (and
  he drew the fore and second fingers apart) 〃so firmly set in the joint and
  still so flexible。    I doubt if Liszt himself can boast a finer row of fingers。
  Your   hands   will   surely   not   prevent   you   from   becoming   a   second   Von
  Bulow; which to my mind means a good deal more than a second Liszt。〃
  〃Thank you; that is quite enough;〃 she exclaimed; with an incredulous
  laugh;   〃you     have   done   bravely。    That   at   all   events  throws   the   whole
  burden     of   responsibility    upon    myself;    if  I  do  not   become     a  second
  somebody。       I shall be perfectly satisfied; however; if you can only make
  me as good a musician as you are yourself; so that I can render a not too
  difficult piece without feeling all the while that I am committing sacrilege
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  in mutilating the fine thoughts of some great composer。〃
  〃You are too modest; you do not〃
  〃No;  no;   I   am  not   modest;〃   she   interrupted   him  with   an   impetuosity
  which      startled   him。     〃I   beg    of  you    not   to   persist   in  paying     me
  compliments。        I get too much of that cheap article elsewhere。               I hate to
  be told that I am better than I know I am。              If you are to do me any good
  by your instruction; you must be perfectly sincere toward me; and tell me
  plainly of my short…comings。           I promise you beforehand that I shall never
  be offended。      There is my hand。         Now; is it a bargain?〃
  His fingers closed involuntarily over the soft beautiful hand; and once
  more the luxury of her touch sent a thrill of delight through him。
  〃I have not been insincere;〃 he murmured; 〃but I shall be on my guard
  in future; even against the appearance of insincerity。〃
  〃And when I play detestably; you will say so; and not smooth it over
  with unmeaning flatteries?〃
  〃I will try。〃
  〃Very well; then we shall get on well together。               Do not imagine that
  this   is   a   mere   feminine   whim   of   mine。    I   never   was   more   in   earnest。
  Men; and   I believe foreigners;  to   a   greater degree   than Americans;  have
  the   idea   that   women   must   be   treated   with   gentle   forbearance;   that   their
  follies; if they are foolish; must be glossed over with some polite name。
  They exert themselves to the utmost to make us mere playthings; and; as
  such;    contemptible      both   in  our   own    eyes   and    in  theirs。   No    sincere
  respect can exist where the truth has to be avoided。                But the majority of
  American women are made of too stern a stuff to be dealt with in that way。
  They   feel   the   lurking   insincerity   even   where   politeness   forbids   them   to
  show it; and it makes them disgusted both with themselves; and with the
  flatterer。    And now you must pardon me for having spoken so plainly to
  you on so short an acquaintance; but you are a foreigner; and it may be an
  act   of   friendship   to   initiate   you   as   soon   as   possible   into   our   ways   and
  customs。〃
  He hardly knew what to answer。             Her vehemence was so sudden; and
  the   sentiments     she   had   uttered   so   different   from   those    which    he  had
  habitually   ascribed   to   women;   that   he   could   only   sit   and   gaze   at   her   in
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  mute   astonishment。        He   could   not   but   admit   that   in   the   main   she   had
  judged him rightly; and that his own attitude and that of other men toward
  her sex; were based upon an implied assumption of superiority。
  〃I am afraid   I have shocked   you;〃 she resumed;  noticing the   startled
  expression of his countenance。            〃But really it was quite inevitable; if we
  were at all to understand each other。           You will forgive me; won't you?〃
  〃Forgive!〃   stammered   he;   〃I   have   nothing   to   forgive。        It   was   only
  your merciless truth… fulness which startled me。               I rather owe you thanks;
  if   you    will  allow    me   to   be   grateful   to  you。    It   seems    an   enviable
  privilege。〃
  〃Now;〃      interrupted     Edith;   raising   her   forefinger    in  playful    threat;
  〃remember your promise。〃
  The lesson was now continued without further interruption。                     When it
  was finished; a little girl; with her hair done up in curl…papers; and a very
  stiffly   starched   dress;   which   stood   out   on   all   sides   almost   horizontally;
  entered;      accompanied        by    Mrs。    Van     Kirk。      Halfdan      immediately
  recognized his acquaintance from the park; and it appeared to him a good
  omen that this child; whose friendly interest in him had warmed his heart
  in a moment when his fortunes seemed so desperate; should continue to be
  associated      with   his   life  on  this  new    continent。     Clara     was   evidently
  greatly     impressed     by   the   change     in  his  appearance;      and    could   with
  difficulty be restrained from commenting upon it。
  She proved   a  very apt   scholar in music;  and   enjoyed the  lessons the
  more for her cordial liking of her teacher。
  It will be necessary henceforth to omit the less significant details in the
  career of our friend 〃Mr。 Birch。〃           Before a month was past; he had firmly
  established himself in the favor of the different members of the Van Kirk
  family。     Mrs。   Van   Kirk   spoke   of   him   to   her   lady   visitors   as   〃a   perfect
  jewel;〃 frequently leaving them in doubt as to whether he was a cook or a
  coachman。        Edith apostrophized him to her fashionable friends as 〃a real
  genius;〃   leaving   a   dim   impression   upon   their   minds   of   flowing   locks;   a
  shiny   velvet   jacket;   slouched   hat;   defiant   neck…tie   and   a   general   air   of
  disreputable pretentiousness。           Geniuses of the foreign type were never; in
  the   estimation   of   fashionable   New   York   society;   what   you   would   call
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  〃exactly nice;〃 and against prejudices of this order no amount of argument
  will ever prevail。      Clara; who had by this time discovered that her teacher
  possessed   an   inexhaustible   fund   of   fairy   stories;   assured   her   playmates
  across the street that he was 〃just splendid;〃 and frequently invited them
  over   to   listen   to   his   wonderful   tales。 Mr。  Van   Kirk   himself;   of   course;
  was non…committal; but paid the bills unmurmuringly。
  Halfdan in the  meanwhile   was   vainly  struggling   against   his   growing
  passion for Edith; but the more he rebelled the more hopelessly he found
  himself entangled in its inextricable net。           The fly; as long as it keeps quiet
  in   the   spider's   web;   may  for   a   moment   forget   its   situation;   but   the   least
  effort to escape is apt to frustrate itself and again reveal the imminent peril。