第 12 节
作者:别克陆上公务舱      更新:2021-02-20 16:16      字数:9322
  of withdrawing from his wife the management of their income; and the
  day came when he took from her all she had hitherto freely disposed of
  for the household benefit; giving her instead a monthly stipend。 The
  conversation they had on this subject was the last of their married
  intercourse。 The silence that fell between them was a true divorce;
  Juana comprehended that from henceforth she was only a mother; and she
  was glad; not seeking for the causes of this evil。 For such an event
  is a great evil。 Children are conjointly one with husband and wife in
  the home; and the life of her husband could not be a source of grief
  and injury to Juana only。
  As for Diard; now emancipated; he speedily grew accustomed to win and
  lose enormous sums。 A fine player and a heavy player; he soon became
  celebrated for his style of playing。 The social consideration he had
  been unable to win under the Empire; he acquired under the Restoration
  by the rolling of his gold on the green cloth and by his talent for
  all games that were in vogue。 Ambassadors; bankers; persons with
  newly…acquired large fortunes; and all those men who; having sucked
  life to the dregs; turn to gambling for its feverish joys; admired
  Diard at their clubs;seldom in their own houses;and they all
  gambled with him。 He became the fashion。 Two or three times during the
  winter he gave a fete as a matter of social pride in return for the
  civilities he received。 At such times Juana once more caught a glimpse
  of the world of balls; festivities; luxury; and lights; but for her it
  was a sort of tax imposed upon the comfort of her solitude。 She; the
  queen of these solemnities; appeared like a being fallen from some
  other planet。 Her simplicity; which nothing had corrupted; her
  beautiful virginity of soul; which her peaceful life restored to her;
  her beauty and her true modesty; won her sincere homage。 But observing
  how few women ever entered her salons; she came to understand that
  though her husband was following; without communicating its nature to
  her; a new line of conduct; he had gained nothing actually in the
  world's esteem。
  Diard was not always lucky; far from it。 In three years he had
  dissipated three fourths of his fortune; but his passion for play gave
  him the energy to continue it。 He was intimate with a number of men;
  more particularly with the roues of the Bourse; men who; since the
  revolution; have set up the principle that robbery done on a large
  scale is only a SMIRCH to the reputation;transferring thus to
  financial matters the loose principles of love in the eighteenth
  century。 Diard now became a sort of business man; and concerned
  himself in several of those affairs which are called SHADY in the
  slang of the law…courts。 He practised the decent thievery by which so
  many men; cleverly masked; or hidden in the recesses of the political
  world; make their fortunes;thievery which; if done in the streets by
  the light of an oil lamp; would see a poor devil to the galleys; but;
  under gilded ceilings and by the light of candelabra; is sanctioned。
  Diard brought up; monopolized; and sold sugars; he sold offices; he
  had the glory of inventing the 〃man of straw〃 for lucrative posts
  which it was necessary to keep in his own hands for a short time; he
  bought votes; receiving; on one occasion; so much per cent on the
  purchase of fifteen parliamentary votes which all passed on one
  division from the benches of the Left to the benches of the Right。
  Such actions are no longer crimes or thefts;they are called
  governing; developing industry; becoming a financial power。 Diard was
  placed by public opinion on the bench of infamy where many an able man
  was already seated。 On that bench is the aristocracy of evil。 It is
  the upper Chamber of scoundrels of high life。 Diard was; therefore;
  not a mere commonplace gambler who is seen to be a blackguard; and
  ends by begging。 That style of gambler is no longer seen in society of
  a certain topographical height。 In these days bold scoundrels die
  brilliantly in the chariot of vice with the trappings of luxury。
  Diard; at least; did not buy his remorse at a low price; he made
  himself one of these privileged men。 Having studied the machinery of
  government and learned all the secrets and the passions of the men in
  power; he was able to maintain himself in the fiery furnace into which
  he had sprung。
  Madame Diard knew nothing of her husband's infernal life。 Glad of his
  abandonment; she felt no curiosity about him; and all her hours were
  occupied。 She devoted what money she had to the education of her
  children; wishing to make men of them; and giving them straight…
  forward reasons; without; however; taking the bloom from their young
  imaginations。 Through them alone came her interests and her emotions;
  consequently; she suffered no longer from her blemished life。 Her
  children were to her what they are to many mothers for a long period
  of time;a sort of renewal of their own existence。 Diard was now an
  accidental circumstance; not a participator in her life; and since he
  had ceased to be the father and the head of the family; Juana felt
  bound to him by no tie other than that imposed by conventional laws。
  Nevertheless; she brought up her children to the highest respect for
  paternal authority; however imaginary it was for them。 In this she was
  greatly seconded by her husband's continual absence。 If he had been
  much in the home Diard would have neutralized his wife's efforts。 The
  boys had too much intelligence and shrewdness not to have judged their
  father; and to judge a father is moral parricide。
  In the long run; however; Juana's indifference to her husband wore
  itself away; it even changed to a species of fear。 She understood at
  last how the conduct of a father might long weigh on the future of her
  children; and her motherly solicitude brought her many; though
  incomplete; revelations of the truth。 From day to day the dread of
  some unknown but inevitable evil in the shadow of which she lived
  became more and more keen and terrible。 Therefore; during the rare
  moments when Diard and Juana met she would cast upon his hollow face;
  wan from nights of gambling and furrowed by emotions; a piercing look;
  the penetration of which made Diard shudder。 At such times the assumed
  gaiety of her husband alarmed Juana more than his gloomiest
  expressions of anxiety when; by chance; he forgot that assumption of
  joy。 Diard feared his wife as a criminal fears the executioner。 In
  him; Juana saw her children's shame; and in her Diard dreaded a calm
  vengeance; the judgment of that serene brow; an arm raised; a weapon
  ready。
  After fifteen years of marriage Diard found himself without resources。
  He owed three hundred thousand francs and he could scarcely muster one
  hundred thousand。 The house; his only visible possession; was
  mortgaged to its fullest selling value。 A few days more; and the sort
  of prestige with which opulence had invested him would vanish。 Not a
  hand would be offered; not a purse would be open to him。 Unless some
  favorable event occurred he would fall into a slough of contempt;
  deeper perhaps than he deserved; precisely because he had mounted to a
  height he could not maintain。 At this juncture he happened to hear
  that a number of strangers of distinction; diplomats and others; were
  assembled at the watering…places in the Pyrenees; where they gambled
  for enormous sums; and were doubtless well supplied with money。
  He determined to go at once to the Pyrenees; but he would not leave
  his wife in Paris; lest some importunate creditor might reveal to her
  the secret of his horrible position。 He therefore took her and the two
  children with him; refusing to allow her to take the tutor and
  scarcely permitting her to take a maid。 His tone was curt and
  imperious; he seemed to have recovered some energy。 This sudden
  journey; the cause of which escaped her penetration; alarmed Juana
  secretly。 Her husband made it gaily。 Obliged to occupy the same
  carriage; he showed himself day by day more attentive to the children
  and more amiable to their mother。 Nevertheless; each day brought Juana
  dark presentiments; the presentiments of mothers who tremble without
  apparent reason; but who are seldom mistaken when they tremble thus。
  For them the veil of the future seems thinner than for others。
  At Bordeaux; Diard hired in a quiet street a quiet little house;
  neatly furnished; and in it he established his wife。 The house was at
  the corner of two streets; and had a garden。 Joined to the neighboring
  house on one side only; it was open to view and accessible on the
  other three sides。 Diard paid the rent in advance; and left Juana
  barely enough money for the necessary expenses of three months; a sum
  not exceeding a thousand francs。 Madame Diard made no observation on
  this unusual meanness。 When her husband told her that he was going to
  the watering…places and that she would stay at Bordeaux; Juana offered
  no