第 10 节
作者:别克陆上公务舱      更新:2021-02-20 16:16      字数:9322
  those tongues say; ALL those minds know; in a single evening; where
  the new…comer who aspires to honor among them was born and brought up;
  and what that interloper has done; or has not done; in the course of
  his life。 There may be no court of assizes for the upper classes of
  society; but at any rate they have the most cruel of public
  prosecutors; an intangible moral being; both judge and executioner;
  who accuses and brands。 Do not hope to hide anything from him; tell
  him all yourself; he wants to know all and he will know all。 Do not
  ask what mysterious telegraph it was which conveyed to him in the
  twinkling of an eye; at any hour; in any place; that story; that bit
  of news; that scandal; do not ask what prompts him。 That telegraph is
  a social mystery; no observer can report its effects。 Of many
  extraordinary instances thereof; one may suffice: The assassination of
  the Duc de Berry; which occurred at the Opera…house; was related
  within ten minutes in the Ile…Saint…Louis。 Thus the opinion of the 6th
  of the line as to its quartermaster filtered through society the night
  on which he gave his first ball。
  Diard was therefore debarred from succeeding in society。 Henceforth
  his wife alone had the power to make anything of him。 Miracle of our
  strange civilization! In Paris; if a man is incapable of being
  anything himself; his wife; when she is young and clever; may give him
  other chances for elevation。 We sometimes meet with invalid women;
  feeble beings apparently; who; without rising from sofas or leaving
  their chambers; have ruled society; moved a thousand springs; and
  placed their husbands where their ambition or their vanity prompted。
  But Juana; whose childhood was passed in her retreat in Tarragona;
  knew nothing of the vices; the meannesses; or the resources of
  Parisian society; she looked at that society with the curiosity of a
  girl; but she learned from it only that which her sorrow and her
  wounded pride revealed to her。
  Juana had the tact of a virgin heart which receives impressions in
  advance of the event; after the manner of what are called
  〃sensitives。〃 The solitary young girl; so suddenly become a woman and
  a wife; saw plainly that were she to attempt to compel society to
  respect her husband; it must be after the manner of Spanish beggars;
  carbine in hand。 Besides; the multiplicity of the precautions she
  would have to take; would they meet the necessity? Suddenly she
  divined society as; once before; she had divined life; and she saw
  nothing around her but the immense extent of an irreparable disaster。
  She had; moreover; the additional grief of tardily recognizing her
  husband's peculiar form of incapacity; he was a man unfitted for any
  purpose that required continuity of ideas。 He could not understand a
  consistent part; such as he ought to play in the world; he perceived
  it neither as a whole nor in its gradations; and its gradations were
  everything。 He was in one of those positions where shrewdness and tact
  might have taken the place of strength; when shrewdness and tact
  succeed; they are; perhaps; the highest form of strength。
  Now Diard; far from arresting the spot of oil on his garments left by
  his antecedents; did his best to spread it。 Incapable of studying the
  phase of the empire in the midst of which he came to live in Paris; he
  wanted to be made prefect。 At that time every one believed in the
  genius of Napoleon; his favor enhanced the value of all offices。
  Prefectures; those miniature empires; could only be filled by men of
  great names; or chamberlains of H。M。 the emperor and king。 Already the
  prefects were a species of vizier。 The myrmidons of the great man
  scoffed at Diard's pretensions to a prefecture; whereupon he lowered
  his demand to a sub…prefecture。 There was; of course; a ridiculous
  discrepancy between this latter demand and the magnitude of his
  fortune。 To frequent the imperial salons and live with insolent
  luxury; and then to abandon that millionaire life and bury himself as
  sub…prefect at Issoudun or Savenay was certainly holding himself below
  his position。 Juana; too late aware of our laws and habits and
  administrative customs; did not enlighten her husband soon enough。
  Diard; desperate; petitioned successively all the ministerial powers;
  repulsed everywhere; he found nothing open to him; and society then
  judged him as the government judged him and as he judged himself。
  Diard; grievously wounded on the battlefield; was nevertheless not
  decorated; the quartermaster; rich as he was; was allowed no place in
  public life; and society logically refused him that to which he
  pretended in its midst。
  Finally; to cap all; the luckless man felt in his own home the
  superiority of his wife。 Though she used great tactwe might say
  velvet softness if the term were admissibleto disguise from her
  husband this supremacy; which surprised and humiliated herself; Diard
  ended by being affected by it。
  At a game of life like this men are either unmanned; or they grow the
  stronger; or they give themselves to evil。 The courage or the ardor of
  this man lessened under the reiterated blows which his own faults
  dealt to his self…appreciation; and fault after fault he committed。 In
  the first place he had to struggle against his own habits and
  character。 A passionate Provencal; frank in his vices as in his
  virtues; this man whose fibres vibrated like the strings of a harp;
  was all heart to his former friends。 He succored the shabby and
  spattered man as readily as the needy of rank; in short; he accepted
  everybody; and gave his hand in his gilded salons to many a poor
  devil。 Observing this on one occasion; a general of the empire; a
  variety of the human species of which no type will presently remain;
  refused his hand to Diard; and called him; insolently; 〃my good
  fellow〃 when he met him。 The few persons of really good society whom
  Diard knew; treated him with that elegant; polished contempt against
  which a new…made man has seldom any weapons。 The manners; the semi…
  Italian gesticulations; the speech of Diard; his style of dress;all
  contributed to repulse the respect which careful observation of
  matters of good taste and dignity might otherwise obtain for vulgar
  persons; the yoke of such conventionalities can only be cast off by
  great and unthinkable powers。 So goes the world。
  These details but faintly picture the many tortures to which Juana was
  subjected; they came upon her one by one; each social nature pricked
  her with its own particular pin; and to a soul which preferred the
  thrust of a dagger; there could be no worse suffering than this
  struggle in which Diard received insults he did not feel and Juana
  felt those she did not receive。 A moment came; an awful moment; when
  she gained a clear and lucid perception of society; and felt in one
  instant all the sorrows which were gathering themselves together to
  fall upon her head。 She judged her husband incapable of rising to the
  honored ranks of the social order; and she felt that he would one day
  descend to where his instincts led him。 Henceforth Juana felt pity for
  him。
  The future was very gloomy for this young woman。 She lived in constant
  apprehension of some disaster。 This presentiment was in her soul as a
  contagion is in the air; but she had strength of mind and will to
  disguise her anguish beneath a smile。 Juana had ceased to think of
  herself。 She used her influence to make Diard resign his various
  pretensions and to show him; as a haven; the peaceful and consoling
  life of home。 Evils came from societywhy not banish it? In his home
  Diard found peace and respect; he reigned there。 She felt herself
  strong to accept the trying task of making him happy;he; a man
  dissatisfied with himself。 Her energy increased with the difficulties
  of life; she had all the secret heroism necessary to her position;
  religion inspired her with those desires which support the angel
  appointed to protect a Christian souloccult poesy; allegorical image
  of our two natures!
  Diard abandoned his projects; closed his house to the world; and lived
  in his home。 But here he found another reef。 The poor soldier had one
  of those eccentric souls which need perpetual motion。 Diard was one of
  the men who are instinctively compelled to start again the moment they
  arrive; and whose vital object seems to be to come and go incessantly;
  like the wheels mentioned in Holy Writ。 Perhaps he felt the need of
  flying from himself。 Without wearying of Juana; without blaming Juana;
  his passion for her; rendered tranquil by time; allowed his natural
  character to assert itself。 Henceforth his days of gloom were more
  frequent; and he often gave way to southern excitement。 The more
  virtuous a woman is and the more irreproachable; the more a man likes
  to find fault with her; if only to assert by that act his legal
  superiority。 But if by chance she seems really imposing to him; he
  feels the need of foisting faults upon her。 A