第 8 节
作者:别克陆上公务舱      更新:2021-02-20 16:16      字数:9322
  in a piercing voice。
  But; at a word from Perez; the apprentice closed and bolted the doors;
  so that the soldiers were delayed by battering them in。 Before they
  could enter; the Marana had time to strike her dagger into the guilty
  man; but anger hindered her aim; the blade slipped upon the Italian's
  epaulet; though she struck her blow with such force that he fell at
  the very feet of Juana; who took no notice of him。 The Marana sprang
  upon him; and this time; resolved not to miss her prey; she caught him
  by the throat。
  〃I am free and I will marry her! I swear it; by God; by my mother; by
  all there is most sacred in the world; I am a bachelor; I will marry
  her; on my honor!〃
  And he bit the arm of the courtesan。
  〃Mother;〃 said Juana; 〃kill him。 He is so base that I will not have
  him for my husband; were he ten times as beautiful。〃
  〃Ah! I recognize my daughter!〃 cried the mother。
  〃What is all this?〃 demanded the quartermaster; entering the room。
  〃They are murdering me;〃 cried Montefiore; 〃on account of this girl;
  she says I am her lover。 She inveigled me into a trap; and they are
  forcing me to marry her〃
  〃And you reject her?〃 cried Diard; struck with the splendid beauty
  which contempt; hatred; and indignation had given to the girl; already
  so beautiful。 〃Then you are hard to please。 If she wants a husband I
  am ready to marry her。 Put up your weapons; there is no trouble here。〃
  The Marana pulled the Italian to the side of her daughter's bed and
  said to him; in a low voice;
  〃If I spare you; give thanks for the rest of your life; but; remember
  this; if your tongue ever injures my daughter you will see me again。
  Go!How much 'dot' do you give her?〃 she continued; going up to
  Perez。
  〃She has two hundred thousand gold piastres;〃 replied the Spaniard。
  〃And that is not all; monsieur;〃 said the Marana; turning to Diard。
  〃Who are you?Go!〃 she repeated to Montefiore。
  The marquis; hearing this statement of gold piastres; came forward
  once more; saying;
  〃I am really free〃
  A glance from Juana silenced him。
  〃You are really free to go;〃 she said。
  And he went immediately。
  〃Alas! monsieur;〃 said the girl; turning to Diard; 〃I thank you with
  admiration。 But my husband is in heaven。 To…morrow I shall enter a
  convent〃
  〃Juana; my Juana; hush!〃 cried the mother; clasping her in her arms。
  Then she whispered in the girl's ear。 〃You MUST have another husband。〃
  Juana turned pale。 She freed herself from her mother and sat down once
  more in her arm…chair。
  〃Who are you; monsieur?〃 repeated the Marana; addressing Diard。
  〃Madame; I am at present only the quartermaster of the 6th of the
  line。 But for such a wife I have the heart to make myself a marshal of
  France。 My name is Pierre…Francois Diard。 My father was provost of
  merchants。 I am not〃
  〃But; at least; you are an honest man; are you not?〃 cried the Marana;
  interrupting him。 〃If you please the Signorina Juana di Mancini; you
  can marry her and be happy together。Juana;〃 she continued in a grave
  tone; 〃in becoming the wife of a brave and worthy man remember that
  you will also be a mother。 I have sworn that you shall kiss your
  children without a blush upon your face〃 (her voice faltered
  slightly)。 〃I have sworn that you shall live a virtuous life; expect;
  therefore; many troubles。 But; whatever happens; continue pure; and be
  faithful to your husband。 Sacrifice all things to him; for he will be
  the father of your childrenthe father of your children! If you take
  a lover; I; your mother; will stand between you and him。 Do you see
  that dagger? It is in your 'dot;'〃 she continued; throwing the weapon
  on Juana's bed。 〃I leave it there as the guarantee of your honor so
  long as my eyes are open and my arm free。 Farewell;〃 she said;
  restraining her tears。 〃God grant that we may never meet again。〃
  At that idea; her tears began to flow。
  〃Poor child!〃 she added; 〃you have been happier than you knew in this
  dull home。Do not allow her to regret it;〃 she said; turning to
  Diard。
  The foregoing rapid narrative is not the principal subject of this
  Study; for the understanding of which it was necessary to explain how
  it happened that the quartermaster Diard married Juana di Mancini;
  that Montefiore and Diard were intimately known to each other; and to
  show plainly what blood and what passions were in Madame Diard。
  CHAPTER III
  THE HISTORY OF MADAME DIARD
  By the time that the quartermaster had fulfilled all the long and
  dilatory formalities without which no French soldier can be married;
  he was passionately in love with Juana di Mancini; and Juana had had
  time to think of her coming destiny。
  An awful destiny! Juana; who felt neither esteem nor love for Diard;
  was bound to him forever; by a rash but necessary promise。 The man was
  neither handsome nor well…made。 His manners; devoid of all
  distinction; were a mixture of the worst army tone; the habits of his
  province; and his own insufficient education。 How could she love
  Diard; she; a young girl all grace and elegance; born with an
  invincible instinct for luxury and good taste; her very nature tending
  toward the sphere of the higher social classes? As for esteeming him;
  she rejected the very thought precisely because he had married her。
  This repulsion was natural。 Woman is a saintly and noble creature; but
  almost always misunderstood; and nearly always misjudged because she
  is misunderstood。 If Juana had loved Diard she would have esteemed
  him。 Love creates in a wife a new woman; the woman of the day before
  no longer exists on the morrow。 Putting on the nuptial robe of a
  passion in which life itself is concerned; the woman wraps herself in
  purity and whiteness。 Reborn into virtue and chastity; there is no
  past for her; she is all future; and should forget the things behind
  her to relearn life。 In this sense the famous words which a modern
  poet has put into the lips of Marion Delorme is infused with truth;
  〃And Love remade me virgin。〃
  That line seems like a reminiscence of a tragedy of Corneille; so
  truly does it recall the energetic diction of the father of our modern
  theatre。 Yet the poet was forced to sacrifice it to the essentially
  vaudevillist spirit of the pit。
  So Juana loveless was doomed to be Juana humiliated; degraded;
  hopeless。 She could not honor the man who took her thus。 She felt; in
  all the conscientious purity of her youth; that distinction; subtle in
  appearance but sacredly true; legal with the heart's legality; which
  women apply instinctively to all their feelings; even the least
  reflective。 Juana became profoundly sad as she saw the nature and the
  extent of the life before her。 Often she turned her eyes; brimming
  with tears proudly repressed; upon Perez and Dona Lagounia; who fully
  comprehended; both of them; the bitter thoughts those tears contained。
  But they were silent: of what good were reproaches now; why look for
  consolations? The deeper they were; the more they enlarged the wound。
  One evening; Juana; stupid with grief; heard through the open door of
  her little room; which the old couple had thought shut; a pitying moan
  from her adopted mother。
  〃The child will die of grief。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Perez; in a shaking voice; 〃but what can we do? I cannot
  now boast of her beauty and her chastity to Comte d'Arcos; to whom I
  hoped to marry her。〃
  〃But a single fault is not vice;〃 said the old woman; pitying as the
  angels。
  〃Her mother gave her to this man;〃 said Perez。
  〃Yes; in a moment; without consulting the poor child!〃 cried Dona
  Lagounia。
  〃She knew what she was doing。〃
  〃But oh! into what hands our pearl is going!〃
  〃Say no more; or I shall seek a quarrel with that Diard。〃
  〃And that would only lead to other miseries。〃
  Hearing these dreadful words Juana saw the happy future she had lost
  by her own wrongdoing。 The pure and simple years of her quiet life
  would have been rewarded by a brilliant existence such as she had
  fondly dreamed;dreams which had caused her ruin。 To fall from the
  height of Greatness to Monsieur Diard! She wept。 At times she went
  nearly mad。 She floated for a while between vice and religion。 Vice
  was a speedy solution; religion a lifetime of suffering。 The
  meditation was stormy and solemn。 The next day was the fatal day; the
  day for the marriage。 But Juana could still remain free。 Free; she
  knew how far her misery would go; married; she was ignorant of where
  it went or what it might bring her。
  Religion triumphed。 Dona Lagounia stayed beside her child and prayed
  and watched as she would have prayed and watched beside the dying。
  〃God wills it;〃 she said to Juana。
  Nature gives to woman alternately a strength which enables her to
  suffer and a weakness which leads her to resignation。 Juana resigned
  herself; and without restriction。 She determined t