第 99 节
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and the touching humility of woman。 And he heard her voice;
though it scarcely left her lips: the low voice that the heart
speaks;loud enough for God to hear!
〃And if never more to see him; O Father! Canst Thou not make the
love that will not die; minister; even beyond the grave; to his
earthly fate? Canst Thou not yet permit it; as a living spirit;
to hover over him;a spirit fairer than all his science can
conjure? Oh; whatever lot be ordained to either; granteven
though a thousand ages may roll between usgrant; when at last
purified and regenerate; and fitted for the transport of such
reuniongrant that we may meet once more! And for his child;
it kneels to Thee from the dungeon floor! To…morrow; and whose
breast shall cradle it; whose hand shall feed; whose lips shall
pray for its weal below and its soul hereafter!〃 She paused;
her voice choked with sobs。
〃Thou Viola!thou; thyself。 He whom thou hast deserted is here
to preserve the mother to the child!〃
She started!those accents; tremulous as her own! She started
to her feet!he was there;in all the pride of his unwaning
youth and superhuman beauty; there; in the house of dread; and in
the hour of travail; there; image and personation of the love
that can pierce the Valley of the Shadow; and can glide; the
unscathed wanderer from the heaven; through the roaring abyss of
hell!
With a cry never; perhaps; heard before in that gloomy vault;a
cry of delight and rapture; she sprang forward; and fell at his
feet。
He bent down to raise her; but she slid from his arms。 He called
her by the familiar epithets of the old endearment; and she only
answered him by sobs。 Wildly; passionately; she kissed his
hands; the hem of his garment; but voice was gone。
〃Look up; look up!I am here;I am here to save thee! Wilt
thou deny to me thy sweet face? Truant; wouldst thou fly me
still?〃
〃Fly thee!〃 she said; at last; and in a broken voice; 〃oh; if my
thoughts wronged thee;oh; if my dream; that awful dream;
deceived;kneel down with me; and pray for our child!〃 Then
springing to her feet with a sudden impulse; she caught up the
infant; and; placing it in his arms; sobbed forth; with
deprecating and humble tones; 〃Not for my sake;not for mine;
did I abandon thee; but〃
〃Hush!〃 said Zanoni; 〃I know all the thoughts that thy confused
and struggling senses can scarcely analyse themselves。 And see
how; with a look; thy child answers them!〃
And in truth the face of that strange infant seemed radiant with
its silent and unfathomable joy。 It seemed as if it recognised
the father; it clungit forced itself to his breast; and there;
nestling; turned its bright; clear eyes upon Viola; and smiled。
〃Pray for my child!〃 said Zanoni; mournfully。 〃The thoughts of
souls that would aspire as mine are All PRAYER!〃 And; seating
himself by her side; he began to reveal to her some of the holier
secrets of his lofty being。 He spoke of the sublime and intense
faith from which alone the diviner knowledge can arise;the
faith which; seeing the immortal everywhere; purifies and exalts
the mortal that beholds; the glorious ambition that dwells not in
the cabals and crimes of earth; but amidst those solemn wonders
that speak not of men; but of God; of that power to abstract the
soul from the clay which gives to the eye of the soul its subtle
vision; and to the soul's wing the unlimited realm; of that pure;
severe; and daring initiation from which the mind emerges; as
from death; into clear perceptions of its kindred with the
Father…Principles of life and light; so that in its own sense of
the Beautiful it finds its joy; in the serenity of its will; its
power; in its sympathy with the youthfulness of the Infinite
Creation; of which itself is an essence and a part; the secrets
that embalm the very clay which they consecrate; and renew the
strength of life with the ambrosia of mysterious and celestial
sleep。 And while he spoke; Viola listened; breathless。 If she
could not comprehend; she no longer dared to distrust。 She felt
that in that enthusiasm; self…deceiving or not; no fiend could
lurk; and by an intuition; rather than an effort of the reason;
she saw before her; like a starry ocean; the depth and mysterious
beauty of the soul which her fears had wronged。 Yet; when he
said (concluding his strange confessions) that to this life
WITHIN life and ABOVE life he had dreamed to raise her own; the
fear of humanity crept over her; and he read in her silence how
vain; with all his science; would the dream have been。
But now; as he closed; and; leaning on his breast; she felt the
clasp of his protecting arms;when; in one holy kiss; the past
was forgiven and the present lost;then there returned to her
the sweet and warm hopes of the natural life; of the loving
woman。 He was come to save her! She asked not how;she
believed it without a question。 They should be at last again
united。 They would fly far from those scenes of violence and
blood。 Their happy Ionian isle; their fearless solitudes; would
once more receive them。 She laughed; with a child's joy; as this
picture rose up amidst the gloom of the dungeon。 Her mind;
faithful to its sweet; simple instincts; refused to receive the
lofty images that flitted confusedly by it; and settled back to
its human visions; yet more baseless; of the earthly happiness
and the tranquil home。
〃Talk not now to me; beloved;talk not more now to me of the
past! Thou art here;thou wilt save me; we shall live yet the
common happy life; that life with thee is happiness and glory
enough to me。 Traverse; if thou wilt; in thy pride of soul; the
universe; thy heart again is the universe to mine。 I thought but
now that I was prepared to die; I see thee; touch thee; and again
I know how beautiful a thing is life! See through the grate the
stars are fading from the sky; the morrow will soon be here;The
MORROW which will open the prison doors! Thou sayest thou canst
save me;I will not doubt it now。 Oh; let us dwell no more in
cities! I never doubted thee in our lovely isle; no dreams
haunted me there; except dreams of joy and beauty; and thine eyes
made yet more beautiful and joyous the world in waking。 To…
morrow!why do you not smile? To…morrow; love! is not TO…MORROW
a blessed word! Cruel! you would punish me still; that you will
not share my joy。 Aha! see our little one; how it laughs to my
eyes! I will talk to THAT。 Child; thy father is come back!〃
And taking the infant in her arms; and seating herself at a
little distance; she rocked it to and fro on her bosom; and
prattled to it; and kissed it between every word; and laughed and
wept by fits; as ever and anon she cast over her shoulder her
playful; mirthful glance upon the father to whom those fading
stars smiled sadly their last farewell。 How beautiful she seemed
as she thus sat; unconscious of the future! Still half a child
herself; her child laughing to her laughter;two soft triflers
on the brink of the grave! Over her throat; as she bent; fell;
like a golden cloud; her redundant hair; it covered her treasure
like a veil of light; and the child's little hands put it aside
from time to time; to smile through the parted tresses; and then
to cover its face and peep and smile again。 It were cruel to
damp that joy; more cruel still to share it。
〃Viola;〃 said Zanoni; at last; 〃dost thou remember that; seated
by the cave on the moonlit beach; in our bridal isle; thou once
didst ask me for this amulet?the charm of a superstition long
vanished from the world; with the creed to which it belonged。 It
is the last relic of my native land; and my mother; on her
deathbed; placed it round my neck。 I told thee then I would give
it thee on that day WHEN THE LAWS OF OUR BEING SHOULD BECOME THE
SAME。〃
〃I remember it well。〃
〃To…morrow it shall be thine!〃
〃Ah; that dear to…morrow!〃 And; gently laying down her child;
for it slept now;she threw herself on his breast; and pointed
to the dawn that began greyly to creep along the skies。
There; in those horror…breathing walls; the day…star looked
through the dismal bars upon those three beings; in whom were
concentrated whatever is most tender in human ties; whatever is
most mysterious in the combinations of the human mind; the
sleeping Innocence; the trustful Affection; that; contented with
a touch; a breath; can foresee no sorrow; the weary Science that;
traversing all the secrets of creation; comes at last to Death
for their solution; and still clings; as it nears the threshold;
to the breast of Love。 Thus; within; THE WITHIN;a dungeon;
without; the WITHOUT;stately with marts and halls; with palaces
and temples; Revenge and Terror; at their dark schemes and
counter…schemes; to and fro; upon the tide of the shifting
passions; reeled the destinies of men and nations; and hard at
hand that da