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streets。 Plague on her!but patience; patience! such is the lot
of virtue。 Would I were Robespierre for a day!〃
〃Cease these tirades!〃 exclaimed Glyndon; impatiently; 〃and to
the point。 What would you advise?〃
〃Leave your Fillide behind。〃
〃Leave her to her own ignorance; leave her unprotected even by
the mind; leave her in the Saturnalia of Rape and Murder? No! I
have sinned against her once。 But come what may; I will not so
basely desert one who; with all her errors; trusted her fate to
my love。〃
〃You deserted her at Marseilles。〃
〃True; but I left her in safety; and I did not then believe her
love to be so deep and faithful。 I left her gold; and I imagined
she would be easily consoled; but since THEN WE HAVE KNOWN DANGER
TOGETHER! And now to leave her alone to that danger which she
would never have incurred but for devotion to me!no; that is
impossible。 A project occurs to me。 Canst thou not say that
thou hast a sister; a relative; or a benefactress; whom thou
wouldst save? Can we nottill we have left Francemake Fillide
believe that Viola is one in whom THOU only art interested; and
whom; for thy sake only; I permit to share in our escape?〃
〃Ha; well thought of!certainly!〃
〃I will then appear to yield to Fillide's wishes; and resign the
project; which she so resents; of saving the innocent object of
her frantic jealousy。 You; meanwhile; shall yourself entreat
Fillide to intercede with me to extend the means of escape to〃
〃To a lady (she knows I have no sister) who has aided me in my
distress。 Yes; I will manage all; never fear。 One word more;
what has become of that Zanoni?〃
〃Talk not of him;I know not。〃
〃Does he love this girl still?〃
〃It would seem so。 She is his wife; the mother of his infant;
who is with her。〃
〃Wife!mother! He loves her。 Aha! And why〃
〃No questions now。 I will go and prepare Viola for the flight;
you; meanwhile; return to Fillide。〃
〃But the address of the Neapolitan? It is necessary I should
know; lest Fillide inquire。〃
〃Rue M T; No。 27。 Adieu。〃
Glyndon seized his hat and hastened from the house。
Nicot; left alone; seemed for a few moments buried in thought。
〃Oho;〃 he muttered to himself; 〃can I not turn all this to my
account? Can I not avenge myself on thee; Zanoni; as I have so
often sworn;through thy wife and child? Can I not possess
myself of thy gold; thy passports; and thy Fillide; hot
Englishman; who wouldst humble me with thy loathed benefits; and
who hast chucked me thine alms as to a beggar? And Fillide; I
love her: and thy gold; I love THAT more! Puppets; I move your
strings!〃
He passed slowly into the chamber where Fillide yet sat; with
gloomy thought on her brow and tears standing in her dark eyes。
She looked up eagerly as the door opened; and turned from the
rugged face of Nicot with an impatient movement of
disappointment。
〃Glyndon;〃 said the painter; drawing a chair to Fillide's; 〃has
left me to enliven your solitude; fair Italian。 He is not
jealous of the ugly Nicot!ha; ha!yet Nicot loved thee well
once; when his fortunes were more fair。 But enough of such past
follies。〃
〃Your friend; then; has left the house。 Whither? Ah; you look
away; you falter;you cannot meet my eyes! Speak! I implore; I
command thee; speak!〃
〃Enfant! And what dost thou fear?〃
〃FEAR!yes; alas; I fear!〃 said the Italian; and her whole frame
seemed to shrink into itself as she fell once more back into her
seat。
Then; after a pause; she tossed the long hair from her eyes; and;
starting up abruptly; paced the room with disordered strides。 At
length she stopped opposite to Nicot; laid her hand on his arm;
drew him towards an escritoire; which she unlocked; and; opening
a well; pointed to the gold that lay within; and said; 〃Thou art
poor;thou lovest money; take what thou wilt; but undeceive me。
Who is this woman whom thy friend visits;and does he love her?〃
Nicot's eyes sparkled; and his hands opened and clenched; and
clenched and opened; as he gazed upon the coins。 But reluctantly
resisting the impulse; he said; with an affected bitterness;
〃Thinkest thou to bribe me?if so; it cannot be with gold。 But
what if he does love a rival; what if he betrays thee; what if;
wearied by thy jealousies; he designs in his flight to leave thee
behind;would such knowledge make thee happier?〃
〃Yes!〃 exclaimed the Italian; fiercely; 〃yes; for it would be
happiness to hate and to be avenged! Oh; thou knowest not how
sweet is hatred to those who have really loved!〃
〃But wilt thou swear; if I reveal to thee the secret; that thou
wilt not betray me;that thou wilt not fall; as women do; into
weak tears and fond reproaches; when thy betrayer returns?〃
〃Tears; reproaches! Revenge hides itself in smiles!〃
〃Thou art a brave creature!〃 said Nicot; almost admiringly。 〃One
condition more: thy lover designs to fly with his new love; to
leave thee to thy fate; if I prove this to thee; and if I give
thee revenge against thy rival; wilt thou fly with me? I love
thee!I will wed thee!〃
Fillide's eyes flashed fire; she looked at him with unutterable
disdain; and was silent。
Nicot felt he had gone too far; and with that knowledge of the
evil part of our nature which his own heart and association with
crime had taught him; he resolved to trust the rest to the
passions of the Italian; when raised to the height to which he
was prepared to lead them。
〃Pardon me;〃 he said; 〃my love made me too presumptuous; and yet
it is only that love;my sympathy for thee; beautiful and
betrayed; that can induce me to wrong; with my revelations; one
whom I have regarded as a brother。 I can depend upon thine oath
to conceal all from Glyndon?〃
〃On my oath and my wrongs and my mountain blood!〃
〃Enough! get thy hat and mantle; and follow me。〃
As Fillide left the room; Nicot's eyes again rested on the gold;
it was much;much more than he had dared to hope for; and as he
peered into the well and opened the drawers; he perceived a
packet of letters in the well…known hand of Camille Desmoulins。
He seizedhe opened the packet; his looks brightened as he
glanced over a few sentences。 〃This would give fifty Glyndons to
the guillotine!〃 he muttered; and thrust the packet into his
bosom。
O artist!O haunted one!O erring genius!behold the two worst
foes;the False Ideal that knows no God; and the False Love that
burns from the corruption of the senses; and takes no lustre from
the soul!
CHAPTER 7。III。
Liebe sonnt das Reich der Nacht。
〃Der Triumph der Liebe。〃
(Love illumes the realm of Night。)
Letter from Zanoni to Mejnour。
Paris。
Dost thou remember in the old time; when the Beautiful yet dwelt
in Greece; how we two; in the vast Athenian Theatre; witnessed
the birth of Words as undying as ourselves? Dost thou remember
the thrill of terror that ran through that mighty audience; when
the wild Cassandra burst from her awful silence to shriek to her
relentless god! How ghastly; at the entrance of the House of
Atreus; about to become her tomb; rang out her exclamations of
foreboding woe: 〃Dwelling abhorred of heaven!human shamble…
house and floor blood…bespattered!〃 (Aesch。 〃Agam。〃 1098。) Dost
thou remember how; amidst the breathless awe of those assembled
thousands; I drew close to thee; and whispered; 〃Verily; no
prophet like the poet! This scene of fabled horror comes to me
as a dream; shadowing forth some likeness in my own remoter
future!〃 As I enter this slaughter…house that scene returns to
me; and I hearken to the voice of Cassandra ringing in my ears。
A solemn and warning dread gathers round me; as if I too were
come to find a grave; and 〃the Net of Hades〃 had already
entangled me in its web! What dark treasure…houses of
vicissitude and woe are our memories become! What our lives; but
the chronicles of unrelenting death! It seems to me as yesterday
when I stood in the streets of this city of the Gaul; as they
shone with plumed chivalry; and the air rustled with silken
braveries。 Young Louis; the monarch and the lover; was victor of
the Tournament at the Carousel; and all France felt herself
splendid in the splendour of her gorgeous chief! Now there is
neither throne nor altar; and what is in their stead? I see it
yonderthe GUILLOTINE! It is dismal to stand amidst the ruins
of mouldering cities; to startle the serpent and the lizard
amidst the wrecks of Persepolis and Thebes; but more dismal still
to stand as Ithe stranger from Empires that have ceased to be
stand now amidst the yet ghastlier ruins of Law and Order; the
shattering of mankind themselves! Yet here; even here; Love; the
Beautifier; that hath led my steps; can walk with unshrinking
hope through the wilderness of Death。 Strange is the passion
that makes