第 77 节
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  the sons of Science; upon an embryo world; upon a crude; wan;
  attenuated mass of matter; one of the Nebulae; which the suns of
  the myriad systems throw off as they roll round the Creator's
  throne*; to become themselves new worlds of symmetry and glory;
  planets and suns that forever and forever shall in their turn
  multiply their shining race; and be the fathers of suns and
  planets yet to come。
  (*〃Astronomy instructs us that; in the original condition of the
  solar system; the sun was the nucleus of a nebulosity or luminous
  mass which revolved on its axis; and extended far beyond the
  orbits of all the planets;the planets as yet having no
  existence。  Its temperature gradually diminished; and; becoming
  contracted by cooling; the rotation increased in rapidity; and
  zones of nebulosity were successively thrown off; in consequence
  of the centrifugal force overpowering the central attraction。
  The condensation of these separate masses constituted the planets
  and satellites。  But this view of the conversion of gaseous
  matter into planetary bodies is not limited to our own system; it
  extends to the formation of the innumerable suns and worlds which
  are distributed throughout the universe。  The sublime discoveries
  of modern astronomers have shown that every part of the realms of
  space abounds in large expansions of attenuated matter termed
  nebulae; which are irregularly reflective of light; of various
  figures; and in different states of condensation; from that of a
  diffused; luminous mass to suns and planets like our own。〃From
  Mantell's eloquent and delightful work; entitled 〃The Wonders of
  Geology;〃 volume i。 page 22。)
  There; in that enormous solitude of an infant world; which
  thousands and thousands of years can alone ripen into form; the
  spirit of Viola beheld the shape of Zanoni; or rather the
  likeness; the simulacrun; the LEMUR of his shape; not its human
  and corporeal substance;as if; like hers; the Intelligence was
  parted from the Clay;and as the sun; while it revolves and
  glows; had cast off into remotest space that nebular image of
  itself; so the thing of earth; in the action of its more luminous
  and enduring being; had thrown its likeness into that new…born
  stranger of the heavens。  There stood the phantom;a phantom
  Mejnour; by its side。  In the gigantic chaos around raved and
  struggled the kindling elements; water and fire; darkness and
  light; at war;vapour and cloud hardening into mountains; and
  the Breath of Life moving like a steadfast splendour over all。
  As the dreamer looked; and shivered; she beheld that even there
  the two phantoms of humanity were not alone。  Dim monster…forms
  that that disordered chaos alone could engender; the first
  reptile Colossal race that wreathe and crawl through the earliest
  stratum of a world labouring into life; coiled in the oozing
  matter or hovered through the meteorous vapours。  But these the
  two seekers seemed not to heed; their gaze was fixed intent upon
  an object in the farthest space。  With the eyes of the spirit;
  Viola followed theirs; with a terror far greater than the chaos
  and its hideous inhabitants produced; she beheld a shadowy
  likeness of the very room in which her form yet dwelt; its white
  walls; the moonshine sleeping on its floor; its open casement;
  with the quiet roofs and domes of Venice looming over the sea
  that sighed below;and in that room the ghost…like image of
  herself!  This double phantomhere herself a phantom; gazing
  there upon a phantom…selfhad in it a horror which no words can
  tell; no length of life forego。
  But presently she saw this image of herself rise slowly; leave
  the room with its noiseless feet:  it passes the corridor; it
  kneels by a cradle!  Heaven of Heaven!  She beholds her child!
  still with its wondrous; child…like beauty and its silent;
  wakeful eyes。  But beside that cradle there sits cowering a
  mantled; shadowy form;the more fearful and ghastly from its
  indistinct and unsubstantial gloom。  The walls of that chamber
  seem to open as the scene of a theatre。  A grim dungeon; streets
  through which pour shadowy crowds; wrath and hatred; and the
  aspect of demons in their ghastly visages; a place of death; a
  murderous instrument; a shamble…house of human flesh; herself;
  her child;all; all; rapid phantasmagoria; chased each other。
  Suddenly the phantom…Zanoni turned; it seemed to perceive
  herself;her second self。  It sprang towards her; her spirit
  could bear no more。  She shrieked; she woke。  She found that in
  truth she had left that dismal chamber; the cradle was before
  her; the child! allall as that trance had seen it; and;
  vanishing into air; even that dark; formless Thing!
  〃My child! my child! thy mother shall save thee yet!〃
  CHAPTER 6。VIII。
  Qui?  Toi m'abandonner!  Ou vas…tu?  Non! demeure;
  Demeure!
  La Harpe; 〃Le Comte de Warwick;〃 Act 3; sc。 5。
  (Who?  THOU abandon me!where goest thou?  No! stay; stay!)
  Letter from Viola to Zanoni。
  〃It has come to this!I am the first to part!  I; the unfaithful
  one; bid thee farewell forever。  When thine eyes fall upon this
  writing thou wilt know me as one of the dead。  For thou that
  wert; and still art my life;I am lost to thee!  O lover!  O
  husband!  O still worshipped and adored! if thou hast ever loved
  me; if thou canst still pity; seek not to discover the steps that
  fly thee。  If thy charms can detect and tract me; spare me; spare
  our child!  Zanoni; I will rear it to love thee; to call thee
  father!  Zanoni; its young lips shall pray for thee!  Ah; spare
  thy child; for infants are the saints of earth; and their
  mediation may be heard on high!  Shall I tell thee why I part?
  No; thou; the wisely…terrible; canst divine what the hand
  trembles to record; and while I shudder at thy power;while it
  is thy power I fly (our child upon my bosom);it comforts me
  still to think that thy power can read the heart!  Thou knowest
  that it is the faithful mother that writes to thee; it is not the
  faithless wife!  Is there sin in thy knowledge; Zanoni?  Sin must
  have sorrow:  and it were sweetoh; how sweetto be thy
  comforter。  But the child; the infant; the soul that looks to
  mine for its shield!magician; I wrest from thee that soul!
  Pardon; pardon; if my words wrong thee。  See; I fall on my knees
  to write the rest!
  〃Why did I never recoil before from thy mysterious lore; why did
  the very strangeness of thine unearthly life only fascinate me
  with a delightful fear?  Because; if thou wert sorcerer or angel…
  demon; there was no peril to other but myself:  and none to me;
  for my love was my heavenliest part; and my ignorance in all
  things; except the art to love thee; repelled every thought that
  was not bright and glorious as thine image to my eyes。  But NOW
  there is another!  Look! why does it watch me thus;why that
  never…sleeping; earnest; rebuking gaze?  Have thy spells
  encompassed it already?  Hast thou marked it; cruel one; for the
  terrors of thy unutterable art?  Do not madden me;do not madden
  me!unbind the spell!
  〃Hark! the oars without!  They come;they come; to bear me from
  thee!  I look round; and methinks that I see thee everywhere。
  Thou speakest to me from every shadow; from every star。  There;
  by the casement; thy lips last pressed mine; there; there by that
  threshold didst thou turn again; and thy smile seemed so
  trustingly to confide in me!  Zanonihusband!I will stay!  I
  cannot part from thee!  No; no!  I will go to the room where thy
  dear voice; with its gentle music; assuaged the pangs of
  travail!where; heard through the thrilling darkness; it first
  whispered to my ear; 'Viola; thou art a mother!'  A mother!yes;
  I rise from my knees;I AM a mother!  They come!  I am firm;
  farewell!〃
  Yes; thus suddenly; thus cruelly; whether in the delirium of
  blind and unreasoning superstition; or in the resolve of that
  conviction which springs from duty; the being for whom he had
  resigned so much of empire and of glory forsook Zanoni。  This
  desertion; never foreseen; never anticipated; was yet but the
  constant fate that attends those who would place Mind BEYOND the
  earth; and yet treasure the Heart WITHIN it。  Ignorance
  everlastingly shall recoil from knowledge。  But never yet; from
  nobler and purer motives of self…sacrifice; did human love link
  itself to another; than did the forsaking wife now abandon the
  absent。  For rightly had she said that it was not the faithless
  wife; it WAS the faithful mother that fled from all in which her
  earthly happiness was centred。
  As long as the passion and fervour that impelled the act animated
  her with false fever; she clasped her infant to her breast; and
  was consoled;resigned。  But what bitter doubt of her own
  conduct; what icy pang of remorse shot through her heart; when;
  as they rested for a few hours on the road to Leghorn; she heard
  the woman who accompanied herself and Glyndon pray for safety to
  reach her husband's