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the sons of Science; upon an embryo world; upon a crude; wan;
attenuated mass of matter; one of the Nebulae; which the suns of
the myriad systems throw off as they roll round the Creator's
throne*; to become themselves new worlds of symmetry and glory;
planets and suns that forever and forever shall in their turn
multiply their shining race; and be the fathers of suns and
planets yet to come。
(*〃Astronomy instructs us that; in the original condition of the
solar system; the sun was the nucleus of a nebulosity or luminous
mass which revolved on its axis; and extended far beyond the
orbits of all the planets;the planets as yet having no
existence。 Its temperature gradually diminished; and; becoming
contracted by cooling; the rotation increased in rapidity; and
zones of nebulosity were successively thrown off; in consequence
of the centrifugal force overpowering the central attraction。
The condensation of these separate masses constituted the planets
and satellites。 But this view of the conversion of gaseous
matter into planetary bodies is not limited to our own system; it
extends to the formation of the innumerable suns and worlds which
are distributed throughout the universe。 The sublime discoveries
of modern astronomers have shown that every part of the realms of
space abounds in large expansions of attenuated matter termed
nebulae; which are irregularly reflective of light; of various
figures; and in different states of condensation; from that of a
diffused; luminous mass to suns and planets like our own。〃From
Mantell's eloquent and delightful work; entitled 〃The Wonders of
Geology;〃 volume i。 page 22。)
There; in that enormous solitude of an infant world; which
thousands and thousands of years can alone ripen into form; the
spirit of Viola beheld the shape of Zanoni; or rather the
likeness; the simulacrun; the LEMUR of his shape; not its human
and corporeal substance;as if; like hers; the Intelligence was
parted from the Clay;and as the sun; while it revolves and
glows; had cast off into remotest space that nebular image of
itself; so the thing of earth; in the action of its more luminous
and enduring being; had thrown its likeness into that new…born
stranger of the heavens。 There stood the phantom;a phantom
Mejnour; by its side。 In the gigantic chaos around raved and
struggled the kindling elements; water and fire; darkness and
light; at war;vapour and cloud hardening into mountains; and
the Breath of Life moving like a steadfast splendour over all。
As the dreamer looked; and shivered; she beheld that even there
the two phantoms of humanity were not alone。 Dim monster…forms
that that disordered chaos alone could engender; the first
reptile Colossal race that wreathe and crawl through the earliest
stratum of a world labouring into life; coiled in the oozing
matter or hovered through the meteorous vapours。 But these the
two seekers seemed not to heed; their gaze was fixed intent upon
an object in the farthest space。 With the eyes of the spirit;
Viola followed theirs; with a terror far greater than the chaos
and its hideous inhabitants produced; she beheld a shadowy
likeness of the very room in which her form yet dwelt; its white
walls; the moonshine sleeping on its floor; its open casement;
with the quiet roofs and domes of Venice looming over the sea
that sighed below;and in that room the ghost…like image of
herself! This double phantomhere herself a phantom; gazing
there upon a phantom…selfhad in it a horror which no words can
tell; no length of life forego。
But presently she saw this image of herself rise slowly; leave
the room with its noiseless feet: it passes the corridor; it
kneels by a cradle! Heaven of Heaven! She beholds her child!
still with its wondrous; child…like beauty and its silent;
wakeful eyes。 But beside that cradle there sits cowering a
mantled; shadowy form;the more fearful and ghastly from its
indistinct and unsubstantial gloom。 The walls of that chamber
seem to open as the scene of a theatre。 A grim dungeon; streets
through which pour shadowy crowds; wrath and hatred; and the
aspect of demons in their ghastly visages; a place of death; a
murderous instrument; a shamble…house of human flesh; herself;
her child;all; all; rapid phantasmagoria; chased each other。
Suddenly the phantom…Zanoni turned; it seemed to perceive
herself;her second self。 It sprang towards her; her spirit
could bear no more。 She shrieked; she woke。 She found that in
truth she had left that dismal chamber; the cradle was before
her; the child! allall as that trance had seen it; and;
vanishing into air; even that dark; formless Thing!
〃My child! my child! thy mother shall save thee yet!〃
CHAPTER 6。VIII。
Qui? Toi m'abandonner! Ou vas…tu? Non! demeure;
Demeure!
La Harpe; 〃Le Comte de Warwick;〃 Act 3; sc。 5。
(Who? THOU abandon me!where goest thou? No! stay; stay!)
Letter from Viola to Zanoni。
〃It has come to this!I am the first to part! I; the unfaithful
one; bid thee farewell forever。 When thine eyes fall upon this
writing thou wilt know me as one of the dead。 For thou that
wert; and still art my life;I am lost to thee! O lover! O
husband! O still worshipped and adored! if thou hast ever loved
me; if thou canst still pity; seek not to discover the steps that
fly thee。 If thy charms can detect and tract me; spare me; spare
our child! Zanoni; I will rear it to love thee; to call thee
father! Zanoni; its young lips shall pray for thee! Ah; spare
thy child; for infants are the saints of earth; and their
mediation may be heard on high! Shall I tell thee why I part?
No; thou; the wisely…terrible; canst divine what the hand
trembles to record; and while I shudder at thy power;while it
is thy power I fly (our child upon my bosom);it comforts me
still to think that thy power can read the heart! Thou knowest
that it is the faithful mother that writes to thee; it is not the
faithless wife! Is there sin in thy knowledge; Zanoni? Sin must
have sorrow: and it were sweetoh; how sweetto be thy
comforter。 But the child; the infant; the soul that looks to
mine for its shield!magician; I wrest from thee that soul!
Pardon; pardon; if my words wrong thee。 See; I fall on my knees
to write the rest!
〃Why did I never recoil before from thy mysterious lore; why did
the very strangeness of thine unearthly life only fascinate me
with a delightful fear? Because; if thou wert sorcerer or angel…
demon; there was no peril to other but myself: and none to me;
for my love was my heavenliest part; and my ignorance in all
things; except the art to love thee; repelled every thought that
was not bright and glorious as thine image to my eyes。 But NOW
there is another! Look! why does it watch me thus;why that
never…sleeping; earnest; rebuking gaze? Have thy spells
encompassed it already? Hast thou marked it; cruel one; for the
terrors of thy unutterable art? Do not madden me;do not madden
me!unbind the spell!
〃Hark! the oars without! They come;they come; to bear me from
thee! I look round; and methinks that I see thee everywhere。
Thou speakest to me from every shadow; from every star。 There;
by the casement; thy lips last pressed mine; there; there by that
threshold didst thou turn again; and thy smile seemed so
trustingly to confide in me! Zanonihusband!I will stay! I
cannot part from thee! No; no! I will go to the room where thy
dear voice; with its gentle music; assuaged the pangs of
travail!where; heard through the thrilling darkness; it first
whispered to my ear; 'Viola; thou art a mother!' A mother!yes;
I rise from my knees;I AM a mother! They come! I am firm;
farewell!〃
Yes; thus suddenly; thus cruelly; whether in the delirium of
blind and unreasoning superstition; or in the resolve of that
conviction which springs from duty; the being for whom he had
resigned so much of empire and of glory forsook Zanoni。 This
desertion; never foreseen; never anticipated; was yet but the
constant fate that attends those who would place Mind BEYOND the
earth; and yet treasure the Heart WITHIN it。 Ignorance
everlastingly shall recoil from knowledge。 But never yet; from
nobler and purer motives of self…sacrifice; did human love link
itself to another; than did the forsaking wife now abandon the
absent。 For rightly had she said that it was not the faithless
wife; it WAS the faithful mother that fled from all in which her
earthly happiness was centred。
As long as the passion and fervour that impelled the act animated
her with false fever; she clasped her infant to her breast; and
was consoled;resigned。 But what bitter doubt of her own
conduct; what icy pang of remorse shot through her heart; when;
as they rested for a few hours on the road to Leghorn; she heard
the woman who accompanied herself and Glyndon pray for safety to
reach her husband's