第 73 节
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But lights still flitted to and fro across the windows of one of
the Palladian palaces; whose shadow slept in the great canal; and
within the palace watched the twin Eumenides that never sleep for
Man;Fear and Pain。
〃I will make thee the richest man in all Venice; if thou savest
her。〃
〃Signor;〃 said the leech; 〃your gold cannot control death; and
the will of Heaven; signor; unless within the next hour there is
some blessed change; prepare your courage。〃
Hoho; Zanoni! man of mystery and might; who hast walked amidst
the passions of the world; with no changes on thy brow; art thou
tossed at last upon the billows of tempestuous fear? Does thy
spirit reel to and fro?knowest thou at last the strength and
the majesty of Death?
He fled; trembling; from the pale…faced man of art;fled through
stately hall and long…drawn corridor; and gained a remote chamber
in the palace; which other step than his was not permitted to
profane。 Out with thy herbs and vessels。 Break from the
enchanted elements; O silvery…azure flame! Why comes he not;
the Son of the Starbeam! Why is Adon…Ai deaf to thy solemn call?
It comes not;the luminous and delightsome Presence! Cabalist!
are thy charms in vain? Has thy throne vanished from the realms
of space? Thou standest pale and trembling。 Pale trembler! not
thus didst thou look when the things of glory gathered at thy
spell。 Never to the pale trembler bow the things of glory: the
soul; and not the herbs; nor the silvery…azure flame; nor the
spells of the Cabala; commands the children of the air; and THY
soul; by Love and Death; is made sceptreless and discrowned!
At length the flame quivers;the air grows cold as the wind in
charnels。 A thing not of earth is present;a mistlike; formless
thing。 It cowers in the distance;a silent Horror! it rises; it
creeps; it nears theedark in its mantle of dusky haze; and
under its veil it looks on thee with its livid; malignant eyes;
the thing of malignant eyes!
〃Ha; young Chaldean! young in thy countless ages;young as when;
cold to pleasure and to beauty; thou stoodest on the old Fire…
tower; and heardest the starry silence whisper to thee the last
mystery that baffles Death;fearest thou Death at length? Is
thy knowledge but a circle that brings thee back whence thy
wanderings began! Generations on generations have withered since
we two met! Lo! thou beholdest me now!〃
〃But I behold thee without fear! Though beneath thine eyes
thousands have perished; though; where they burn; spring up the
foul poisons of the human heart; and to those whom thou canst
subject to thy will; thy presence glares in the dreams of the
raving maniac; or blackens the dungeon of despairing crime; thou
art not my vanquisher; but my slave!〃
〃And as a slave will I serve thee! Command thy slave; O
beautiful Chaldean! Hark; the wail of women!hark; the sharp
shriek of thy beloved one! Death is in thy palace! Adon…Ai
comes not to thy call。 Only where no cloud of the passion and
the flesh veils the eye of the Serene Intelligence can the Sons
of the Starbeam glide to man。 But _I_ can aid thee!hark!〃 And
Zanoni heard distinctly in his heart; even at that distance from
the chamber; the voice of Viola calling in delirium on her
beloved one。
〃Oh; Viola; I can save thee not!〃 exclaimed the seer;
passionately; 〃my love for thee has made me powerless!〃
〃Not powerless; I can gift thee with the art to save her;I can
place healing in thy hand!〃
〃For both?child and mother;for both?〃
〃Both!〃
A convulsion shook the limbs of the seer;a mighty struggle
shook him as a child: the Humanity and the Hour conquered the
repugnant spirit。
〃I yield! Mother and childsave both!〃
。。。
In the dark chamber lay Viola; in the sharpest agonies of
travail; life seemed rending itself away in the groans and cries
that spoke of pain in the midst of frenzy; and still; in groan
and cry; she called on Zanoni; her beloved。 The physician looked
to the clock; on it beat: the Heart of Time;regularly and
slowly;Heart that never sympathised with Life; and never
flagged for Death! 〃The cries are fainter;〃 said the leech; 〃in
ten minutes more all will be past。〃
Fool! the minutes laugh at thee; Nature; even now; like a blue
sky through a shattered temple; is smiling through the tortured
frame。 The breathing grows more calm and hushed; the voice of
delirium is dumb;a sweet dream has come to Viola。 Is it a
dream; or is it the soul that sees? She thinks suddenly that she
is with Zanoni; that her burning head is pillowed on his bosom;
she thinks; as he gazes on her; that his eyes dispel the tortures
that prey upon her;the touch of his hand cools the fever on her
brow; she hears his voice in murmurs;it is a music from which
the fiends fly。 Where is the mountain that seemed to press upon
her temples? Like a vapour; it rolls away。 In the frosts of the
winter night; she sees the sun laughing in luxurious heaven;she
hears the whisper of green leaves; the beautiful world; valley
and stream and woodland; lie before; and with a common voice
speak to her; 〃We are not yet past for thee!〃 Fool of drugs and
formula; look to thy dial…plate!the hand has moved on; the
minutes are with Eternity; the soul thy sentence would have
dismissed; still dwells on the shores of Time。 She sleeps: the
fever abates; the convulsions are gone; the living rose blooms
upon her cheek; the crisis is past! Husband; thy wife lives;
lover; thy universe is no solitude! Heart of Time; beat on! A
while; a little while;joy! joy! joy!father; embrace thy
child!
CHAPTER 6。II。
Tristis Erinnys
Praetulit infaustas sanguinolenta faces。
Ovid。
(Erinnys; doleful and bloody; extends the unblessed torches。)
And they placed the child in the father's arms! As silently he
bent over it; tearstears; how human!fell from his eyes like
rain! And the little one smiled through the tears that bathed
its cheeks! Ah; with what happy tears we welcome the stranger
into our sorrowing world! With what agonising tears we dismiss
the stranger back to the angels! Unselfish joy; but how selfish
is the sorrow!
And now through the silent chamber a faint sweet voice is heard;
the young mother's voice。
〃I am here: I am by thy side!〃 murmured Zanoni。
The mother smiled; and clasped his hand; and asked no more; she
was contented。
。。。
Viola recovered with a rapidity that startled the physician; and
the young stranger thrived as if it already loved the world to
which it had descended。 From that hour Zanoni seemed to live in
the infant's life; and in that life the souls of mother and
father met as in a new bond。 Nothing more beautiful than this
infant had eye ever dwelt upon。 It was strange to the nurses
that it came not wailing to the light; but smiled to the light as
a thing familiar to it before。 It never uttered one cry of
childish pain。 In its very repose it seemed to be listening to
some happy voice within its heart: it seemed itself so happy。 In
its eyes you would have thought intellect already kindled; though
it had not yet found a language。 Already it seemed to recognise
its parents; already it stretched forth its arms when Zanoni bent
over the bed; in which it breathed and bloomed;the budding
flower! And from that bed he was rarely absent: gazing upon it
with his serene; delighted eyes; his soul seemed to feed its own。
At night and in utter darkness he was still there; and Viola
often heard him murmuring over it as she lay in a half…sleep。
But the murmur was in a language strange to her; and sometimes
when she heard she feared; and vague; undefined superstitions
came back to her;the superstitions of earlier youth。 A mother
fears everything; even the gods; for her new…born。 The mortals
shrieked aloud when of old they saw the great Demeter seeking to
make their child immortal。
But Zanoni; wrapped in the sublime designs that animated the
human love to which he was now awakened; forgot all; even all he
had forfeited or incurred; in the love that blinded him。
But the dark; formless thing; though he nor invoked nor saw it;
crept; often; round and round him; and often sat by the infant's
couch; with its hateful eyes。
CHAPTER 6。III。
Fuscis tellurem amplectitur alis。
Virgil。
(Embraces the Earth with gloomy wings。)
Letter from Zanoni to Mejnour。
Mejnour; Humanity; with all its sorrows and its joys; is mine
once more。 Day by day; I am forging my own fetters。 I live in
other lives than my own; and in them I have lost more than half
my empire。 Not lifting them aloft; they drag me by the strong
bands of the affections to their own earth。 Exiled from the
beings only visible to the most abstract sense; the grim Enemy
that guards the Threshold has entangled me in its web。 Canst
thou credit me; when I