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hearts; can be united; and so mine may have influence over her
own?〃
〃Ask me not;thou wilt not comprehend me!〃
〃I adjure thee!speak!〃
〃When two souls are divided; knowest thou not that a third in
which both meet and live is the link between them!〃
〃I do comprehend thee; Adon…Ai;〃 said Zanoni; with a light of
more human joy upon his face than it had ever before been seen to
wear; 〃and if my destiny; which here is dark to mine eyes;
vouchsafes to me the happy lot of the humble;if ever there be a
child that I may clasp to my bosom and call my own〃
〃And is it to be man at last; that thou hast aspired to be more
than man?〃
〃But a child;a second Viola!〃 murmured Zanoni; scarcely heeding
the Son of Light; 〃a young soul fresh from heaven; that I may
rear from the first moment it touches earth;whose wings I may
train to follow mine through the glories of creation; and through
whom the mother herself may be led upward over the realm of
death!〃
〃Beware;reflect! Knowest thou not that thy darkest enemy
dwells in the Real? Thy wishes bring thee near and nearer to
humanity。〃
〃Ah; humanity is sweet!〃 answered Zanoni。
And as the seer spoke; on the glorious face of Adon…Ai there
broke a smile。
CHAPTER 4。X。
Aeterna aeternus tribuit; mortalia confert
Mortalis; divina Deus; peritura caducus。
〃Aurel。 Prud。 contra Symmachum;〃 lib。 ii。
(The Eternal gives eternal things; the Mortal gathers mortal
things: God; that which is divine; and the perishable that which
is perishable。)
EXTRACTS FROM THE LETTERS OF ZANONI TO MEJNOUR。
Letter 1。
Thou hast not informed me of the progress of thy pupil; and I
fear that so differently does circumstance shape the minds of the
generations to which we are descended; from the intense and
earnest children of the earlier world; that even thy most careful
and elaborate guidance would fail; with loftier and purer natures
than that of the neophyte thou hast admitted within thy gates。
Even that third state of being; which the Indian sage (The
Brahmins; speaking of Brahm; say; 〃To the Omniscient the three
modes of beingsleep; waking; and tranceare not;〃 distinctly
recognising trance as a third and coequal condition of being。)
rightly recognises as being between the sleep and the waking; and
describes imperfectly by the name of TRANCE; is unknown to the
children of the Northern world; and few but would recoil to
indulge it; regarding its peopled calm as maya and delusion of
the mind。 Instead of ripening and culturing that airy soil; from
which Nature; duly known; can evoke fruits so rich and flowers so
fair; they strive but to exclude it from their gaze; they esteem
that struggle of the intellect from men's narrow world to the
spirit's infinite home; as a disease which the leech must
extirpate with pharmacy and drugs; and know not even that it is
from this condition of their being; in its most imperfect and
infant form; that poetry; music; artall that belong to an Idea
of Beauty to which neither SLEEPING nor WAKING can furnish
archetype and actual semblancetake their immortal birth。 When
we; O Mejnour in the far time; were ourselves the neophytes and
aspirants; we were of a class to which the actual world was shut
and barred。 Our forefathers had no object in life but knowledge。
From the cradle we were predestined and reared to wisdom as to a
priesthood。 We commenced research where modern Conjecture closes
its faithless wings。 And with us; those were common elements of
science which the sages of to…day disdain as wild chimeras; or
despair of as unfathomable mysteries。 Even the fundamental
principles; the large yet simple theories of electricity and
magnetism; rest obscure and dim in the disputes of their blinded
schools; yet; even in our youth; how few ever attained to the
first circle of the brotherhood; and; after wearily enjoying the
sublime privileges they sought; they voluntarily abandoned the
light of the sun; and sunk; without effort; to the grave; like
pilgrims in a trackless desert; overawed by the stillness of
their solitude; and appalled by the absence of a goal。 Thou; in
whom nothing seems to live BUT THE DESIRE TO KNOW; thou; who;
indifferent whether it leads to weal or to woe; lendest thyself
to all who would tread the path of mysterious science; a human
book; insensate to the precepts it enounces;thou hast ever
sought; and often made additions to our number。 But to these
have only been vouchsafed partial secrets; vanity and passion
unfitted them for the rest; and now; without other interest than
that of an experiment in science; without love; and without pity;
thou exposest this new soul to the hazards of the tremendous
ordeal! Thou thinkest that a zeal so inquisitive; a courage so
absolute and dauntless; may suffice to conquer; where austerer
intellect and purer virtue have so often failed。 Thou thinkest;
too; that the germ of art that lies in the painter's mind; as it
comprehends in itself the entire embryo of power and beauty; may
be expanded into the stately flower of the Golden Science。 It is
a new experiment to thee。 Be gentle with thy neophyte; and if
his nature disappoint thee in the first stages of the process;
dismiss him back to the Real while it is yet time to enjoy the
brief and outward life which dwells in the senses; and closes
with the tomb。 And as I thus admonish thee; O Mejnour; wilt thou
smile at my inconsistent hopes? I; who have so invariably
refused to initiate others into our mysteries;I begin at last
to comprehend why the great law; which binds man to his kind;
even when seeking most to set himself aloof from their condition;
has made thy cold and bloodless science the link between thyself
and thy race; why; THOU has sought converts and pupils; why; in
seeing life after life voluntarily dropping from our starry
order; thou still aspirest to renew the vanished; and repair the
lost; why; amidst thy calculations; restless and unceasing as the
wheels of Nature herself; thou recoilest from the THOUGHT TO BE
ALONE! So with myself; at last I; too; seek a convert; an
equal;I; too; shudder to be alone! What thou hast warned me of
has come to pass。 Love reduces all things to itself。 Either
must I be drawn down to the nature of the beloved; or hers must
be lifted to my own。 As whatever belongs to true Art has always
necessarily had attraction for US; whose very being is in the
ideal whence Art descends; so in this fair creature I have
learned; at last; the secret that bound me to her at the first
glance。 The daughter of music;music; passing into her being;
became poetry。 It was not the stage that attracted her; with its
hollow falsehoods; it was the land in her own fancy which the
stage seemed to centre and represent。 There the poetry found a
voice;there it struggled into imperfect shape; and then (that
land insufficient for it) it fell back upon itself。 It coloured
her thoughts; it suffused her soul; it asked not words; it
created not things; it gave birth but to emotions; and lavished
itself on dreams。 At last came love; and there; as a river into
the sea; it poured its restless waves; to become mute and deep
and still;the everlasting mirror of the heavens。
And is it not through this poetry which lies within her that she
may be led into the large poetry of the universe! Often I listen
to her careless talk; and find oracles in its unconscious beauty;
as we find strange virtues in some lonely flower。 I see her mind
ripening under my eyes; and in its fair fertility what ever…
teeming novelties of thought! O Mejnour! how many of our tribe
have unravelled the laws of the universe;have solved the
riddles of the exterior nature; and deduced the light from
darkness! And is not the POET; who studies nothing but the human
heart; a greater philosopher than all? Knowledge and atheism are
incompatible。 To know Nature is to know that there must be a
God。 But does it require this to examine the method and
architecture of creation? Methinks; when I look upon a pure
mind; however ignorant and childlike; that I see the August and
Immaterial One more clearly than in all the orbs of matter which
career at His bidding through space。
Rightly is it the fundamental decree of our order; that we must
impart our secrets only to the pure。 The most terrible part of
the ordeal is in the temptations that our power affords to the
criminal。 If it were possible that a malevolent being could
attain to our faculties; what disorder it might introduce into
the globe! Happy that it is NOT possible; the malevolence would
disarm the power。 It is in the purity of Viola that I rely; as
thou more vainly hast relied on the courage or the genius of thy
pupils。 Bear me witness; Mejnour! Never since the distant day
in which I pierced the Arcana of our knowledge; have I ever
sought to make its mysteries subser