第 63 节
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  hearts; can be united; and so mine may have influence over her
  own?〃
  〃Ask me not;thou wilt not comprehend me!〃
  〃I adjure thee!speak!〃
  〃When two souls are divided; knowest thou not that a third in
  which both meet and live is the link between them!〃
  〃I do comprehend thee; Adon…Ai;〃 said Zanoni; with a light of
  more human joy upon his face than it had ever before been seen to
  wear; 〃and if my destiny; which here is dark to mine eyes;
  vouchsafes to me the happy lot of the humble;if ever there be a
  child that I may clasp to my bosom and call my own〃
  〃And is it to be man at last; that thou hast aspired to be more
  than man?〃
  〃But a child;a second Viola!〃 murmured Zanoni; scarcely heeding
  the Son of Light; 〃a young soul fresh from heaven; that I may
  rear from the first moment it touches earth;whose wings I may
  train to follow mine through the glories of creation; and through
  whom the mother herself may be led upward over the realm of
  death!〃
  〃Beware;reflect!  Knowest thou not that thy darkest enemy
  dwells in the Real?  Thy wishes bring thee near and nearer to
  humanity。〃
  〃Ah; humanity is sweet!〃 answered Zanoni。
  And as the seer spoke; on the glorious face of Adon…Ai there
  broke a smile。
  CHAPTER 4。X。
  Aeterna aeternus tribuit; mortalia confert
  Mortalis; divina Deus; peritura caducus。
  〃Aurel。 Prud。 contra Symmachum;〃 lib。 ii。
  (The Eternal gives eternal things; the Mortal gathers mortal
  things:  God; that which is divine; and the perishable that which
  is perishable。)
  EXTRACTS FROM THE LETTERS OF ZANONI TO MEJNOUR。
  Letter 1。
  Thou hast not informed me of the progress of thy pupil; and I
  fear that so differently does circumstance shape the minds of the
  generations to which we are descended; from the intense and
  earnest children of the earlier world; that even thy most careful
  and elaborate guidance would fail; with loftier and purer natures
  than that of the neophyte thou hast admitted within thy gates。
  Even that third state of being; which the Indian sage (The
  Brahmins; speaking of Brahm; say; 〃To the Omniscient the three
  modes of beingsleep; waking; and tranceare not;〃 distinctly
  recognising trance as a third and coequal condition of being。)
  rightly recognises as being between the sleep and the waking; and
  describes imperfectly by the name of TRANCE; is unknown to the
  children of the Northern world; and few but would recoil to
  indulge it; regarding its peopled calm as maya and delusion of
  the mind。  Instead of ripening and culturing that airy soil; from
  which Nature; duly known; can evoke fruits so rich and flowers so
  fair; they strive but to exclude it from their gaze; they esteem
  that struggle of the intellect from men's narrow world to the
  spirit's infinite home; as a disease which the leech must
  extirpate with pharmacy and drugs; and know not even that it is
  from this condition of their being; in its most imperfect and
  infant form; that poetry; music; artall that belong to an Idea
  of Beauty to which neither SLEEPING nor WAKING can furnish
  archetype and actual semblancetake their immortal birth。  When
  we; O Mejnour in the far time; were ourselves the neophytes and
  aspirants; we were of a class to which the actual world was shut
  and barred。  Our forefathers had no object in life but knowledge。
  From the cradle we were predestined and reared to wisdom as to a
  priesthood。  We commenced research where modern Conjecture closes
  its faithless wings。  And with us; those were common elements of
  science which the sages of to…day disdain as wild chimeras; or
  despair of as unfathomable mysteries。  Even the fundamental
  principles; the large yet simple theories of electricity and
  magnetism; rest obscure and dim in the disputes of their blinded
  schools; yet; even in our youth; how few ever attained to the
  first circle of the brotherhood; and; after wearily enjoying the
  sublime privileges they sought; they voluntarily abandoned the
  light of the sun; and sunk; without effort; to the grave; like
  pilgrims in a trackless desert; overawed by the stillness of
  their solitude; and appalled by the absence of a goal。  Thou; in
  whom nothing seems to live BUT THE DESIRE TO KNOW; thou; who;
  indifferent whether it leads to weal or to woe; lendest thyself
  to all who would tread the path of mysterious science; a human
  book; insensate to the precepts it enounces;thou hast ever
  sought; and often made additions to our number。  But to these
  have only been vouchsafed partial secrets; vanity and passion
  unfitted them for the rest; and now; without other interest than
  that of an experiment in science; without love; and without pity;
  thou exposest this new soul to the hazards of the tremendous
  ordeal!  Thou thinkest that a zeal so inquisitive; a courage so
  absolute and dauntless; may suffice to conquer; where austerer
  intellect and purer virtue have so often failed。  Thou thinkest;
  too; that the germ of art that lies in the painter's mind; as it
  comprehends in itself the entire embryo of power and beauty; may
  be expanded into the stately flower of the Golden Science。  It is
  a new experiment to thee。  Be gentle with thy neophyte; and if
  his nature disappoint thee in the first stages of the process;
  dismiss him back to the Real while it is yet time to enjoy the
  brief and outward life which dwells in the senses; and closes
  with the tomb。  And as I thus admonish thee; O Mejnour; wilt thou
  smile at my inconsistent hopes?  I; who have so invariably
  refused to initiate others into our mysteries;I begin at last
  to comprehend why the great law; which binds man to his kind;
  even when seeking most to set himself aloof from their condition;
  has made thy cold and bloodless science the link between thyself
  and thy race; why; THOU has sought converts and pupils; why; in
  seeing life after life voluntarily dropping from our starry
  order; thou still aspirest to renew the vanished; and repair the
  lost; why; amidst thy calculations; restless and unceasing as the
  wheels of Nature herself; thou recoilest from the THOUGHT TO BE
  ALONE!  So with myself; at last I; too; seek a convert; an
  equal;I; too; shudder to be alone!  What thou hast warned me of
  has come to pass。  Love reduces all things to itself。  Either
  must I be drawn down to the nature of the beloved; or hers must
  be lifted to my own。  As whatever belongs to true Art has always
  necessarily had attraction for US; whose very being is in the
  ideal whence Art descends; so in this fair creature I have
  learned; at last; the secret that bound me to her at the first
  glance。  The daughter of music;music; passing into her being;
  became poetry。  It was not the stage that attracted her; with its
  hollow falsehoods; it was the land in her own fancy which the
  stage seemed to centre and represent。  There the poetry found a
  voice;there it struggled into imperfect shape; and then (that
  land insufficient for it) it fell back upon itself。  It coloured
  her thoughts; it suffused her soul; it asked not words; it
  created not things; it gave birth but to emotions; and lavished
  itself on dreams。  At last came love; and there; as a river into
  the sea; it poured its restless waves; to become mute and deep
  and still;the everlasting mirror of the heavens。
  And is it not through this poetry which lies within her that she
  may be led into the large poetry of the universe!  Often I listen
  to her careless talk; and find oracles in its unconscious beauty;
  as we find strange virtues in some lonely flower。  I see her mind
  ripening under my eyes; and in its fair fertility what ever…
  teeming novelties of thought!  O Mejnour! how many of our tribe
  have unravelled the laws of the universe;have solved the
  riddles of the exterior nature; and deduced the light from
  darkness!  And is not the POET; who studies nothing but the human
  heart; a greater philosopher than all?  Knowledge and atheism are
  incompatible。  To know Nature is to know that there must be a
  God。  But does it require this to examine the method and
  architecture of creation?  Methinks; when I look upon a pure
  mind; however ignorant and childlike; that I see the August and
  Immaterial One more clearly than in all the orbs of matter which
  career at His bidding through space。
  Rightly is it the fundamental decree of our order; that we must
  impart our secrets only to the pure。  The most terrible part of
  the ordeal is in the temptations that our power affords to the
  criminal。  If it were possible that a malevolent being could
  attain to our faculties; what disorder it might introduce into
  the globe!  Happy that it is NOT possible; the malevolence would
  disarm the power。  It is in the purity of Viola that I rely; as
  thou more vainly hast relied on the courage or the genius of thy
  pupils。  Bear me witness; Mejnour!  Never since the distant day
  in which I pierced the Arcana of our knowledge; have I ever
  sought to make its mysteries subser