第 56 节
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THAT THOU LOVEST ME!〃
〃I have told thee that my life is apart from others。 Wouldst
thou not seek to share it?〃
〃I share it now!〃
〃But were it possible to be thus young and fair forever; till the
world blazes round us as one funeral pyre!〃
〃We shall be so; when we leave the world!〃
Zanoni was mute for some moments; and at length he said;
〃Canst thou recall those brilliant and aerial dreams which once
visited thee; when thou didst fancy that thou wert preordained to
some fate aloof and afar from the common children of the earth?〃
〃Zanoni; the fate is found。〃
〃And hast thou no terror of the future?〃
〃The future! I forget it! Time past and present and to come
reposes in thy smile。 Ah; Zanoni; play not with the foolish
credulities of my youth! I have been better and humbler since
thy presence has dispelled the mist of the air。 The future!
well; when I have cause to dread it; I will look up to heaven;
and remember who guides our fate!〃
As she lifted her eyes above; a dark cloud swept suddenly over
the scene。 It wrapped the orange…trees; the azure ocean; the
dense sands; but still the last images that it veiled from the
charmed eyes of Glyndon were the forms of Viola and Zanoni。 The
face of the one rapt; serene; and radiant; the face of the other;
dark; thoughtful; and locked in more than its usual rigidness of
melancholy beauty and profound repose。
〃Rouse thyself;〃 said Mejnour; 〃thy ordeal has commenced! There
are pretenders to the solemn science who could have shown thee
the absent; and prated to thee; in their charlatanic jargon; of
the secret electricities and the magnetic fluid of whose true
properties they know but the germs and elements。 I will lend
thee the books of those glorious dupes; and thou wilt find; in
the dark ages; how many erring steps have stumbled upon the
threshold of the mighty learning; and fancied they had pierced
the temple。 Hermes and Albert and Paracelsus; I knew ye all;
but; noble as ye were; ye were fated to be deceived。 Ye had not
souls of faith; and daring fitted for the destinies at which ye
aimed! Yet Paracelsusmodest Paracelsushad an arrogance that
soared higher than all our knowledge。 Ho; ho!he thought he
could make a race of men from chemistry; he arrogated to himself
the Divine gift;the breath of life。 (Paracelsus; 〃De Nat。
Rer。;〃 lib。 i。)
He would have made men; and; after all; confessed that they could
be but pygmies! My art is to make men above mankind。 But you
are impatient of my digressions。 Forgive me。 All these men
(they were great dreamers; as you desire to be) were intimate
friends of mine。 But they are dead and rotten。 They talked of
spirits;but they dreaded to be in other company than that of
men。 Like orators whom I have heard; when I stood by the Pnyx of
Athens; blazing with words like comets in the assembly; and
extinguishing their ardour like holiday rockets when they were in
the field。 Ho; ho! Demosthenes; my hero…coward; how nimble were
thy heels at Chaeronea! And thou art impatient still! Boy; I
could tell thee such truths of the past as would make thee the
luminary of schools。 But thou lustest only for the shadows of
the future。 Thou shalt have thy wish。 But the mind must be
first exercised and trained。 Go to thy room; and sleep; fast
austerely; read no books; meditate; imagine; dream; bewilder
thyself if thou wilt。 Thought shapes out its own chaos at last。
Before midnight; seek me again!〃
CHAPTER 4。IV。
It is fit that we who endeavour to rise to an elevation so
sublime; should study first to leave behind carnal affections;
the frailty of the senses; the passions that belong to matter;
secondly; to learn by what means we may ascend to the climax of
pure intellect; united with the powers above; without which never
can we gain the lore of secret things; nor the magic that effects
true wonders。Tritemius 〃On Secret Things and Secret Spirits。〃
It wanted still many minutes of midnight; and Glyndon was once
more in the apartment of the mystic。 He had rigidly observed the
fast ordained to him; and in the rapt and intense reveries into
which his excited fancy had plunged him; he was not only
insensible to the wants of the flesh;he felt above them。
Mejnour; seated beside his disciple; thus addressed him:
〃Man is arrogant in proportion to his ignorance。 Man's natural
tendency is to egotism。 Man; in his infancy of knowledge; thinks
that all creation was formed for him。 For several ages he saw in
the countless worlds that sparkle through space like the bubbles
of a shoreless ocean only the petty candles; the household
torches; that Providence had been pleased to light for no other
purpose but to make the night more agreeable to man。 Astronomy
has corrected this delusion of human vanity; and man now
reluctantly confesses that the stars are worlds larger and more
glorious than his own;that the earth on which he crawls is a
scarce visible speck on the vast chart of creation。 But in the
small as in the vast; God is equally profuse of life。 The
traveller looks upon the tree; and fancies its boughs were formed
for his shelter in the summer sun; or his fuel in the winter
frosts。 But in each leaf of these boughs the Creator has made a
world; it swarms with innumerable races。 Each drop of the water
in yon moat is an orb more populous than a kingdom is of men。
Everywhere; then; in this immense design; science brings new life
to light。 Life is the one pervading principle; and even the
thing that seems to die and putrify but engenders new life; and
changes to fresh forms of matter。 Reasoning; then; by evident
analogy: if not a leaf; if not a drop of water; but is; no less
than yonder star; a habitable and breathing world;nay; if even
man himself is a world to other lives; and millions and myriads
dwell in the rivers of his blood; and inhabit man's frame as man
inhabits earth; commonsense (if your schoolmen had it) would
suffice to teach that the circumfluent infinite which you call
spacethe countless Impalpable which divides earth from the moon
and starsis filled also with its correspondent and appropriate
life。 Is it not a visible absurdity to suppose that being is
crowded upon every leaf; and yet absent from the immensities of
space? The law of the Great System forbids the waste even of an
atom; it knows no spot where something of life does not breathe。
In the very charnel…house is the nursery of production and
animation。 Is that true? Well; then; can you conceive that
space; which is the Infinite itself; is alone a waste; is alone
lifeless; is less useful to the one design of universal being
than the dead carcass of a dog; than the peopled leaf; than the
swarming globule? The microscope shows you the creatures on the
leaf; no mechanical tube is yet invented to discover the nobler
and more gifted things that hover in the illimitable air。 Yet
between these last and man is a mysterious and terrible affinity。
And hence; by tales and legends; not wholly false nor wholly
true; have arisen from time to time; beliefs in apparitions and
spectres。 If more common to the earlier and simpler tribes than
to the men of your duller age; it is but that; with the first;
the senses are more keen and quick。 And as the savage can see or
scent miles away the traces of a foe; invisible to the gross
sense of the civilised animal; so the barrier itself between him
and the creatures of the airy world is less thickened and
obscured。 Do you listen?〃
〃With my soul!〃
〃But first; to penetrate this barrier; the soul with which you
listen must be sharpened by intense enthusiasm; purified from all
earthlier desires。 Not without reason have the so…styled
magicians; in all lands and times; insisted on chastity and
abstemious reverie as the communicants of inspiration。 When thus
prepared; science can be brought to aid it; the sight itself may
be rendered more subtle; the nerves more acute; the spirit more
alive and outward; and the element itselfthe air; the space
may be made; by certain secrets of the higher chemistry; more
palpable and clear。 And this; too; is not magic; as the
credulous call it; as I have so often said before; magic (or
science that violates Nature) exists not: it is but the science
by which Nature can be controlled。 Now; in space there are
millions of beings not literally spiritual; for they have all;
like the animalculae unseen by the naked eye; certain forms of
matter; though matter so delicate; air…drawn; and subtle; that it
is; as it were; but a film; a gossamer that clothes the spirit。
Hence the Rosicrucian's lovely phantoms of sylph and gnome。 Yet;
in truth; these races and tribes differ more widely; each from
each; than the Calmuc from the Greek;differ in attributes and
powers。 In the drop of water you see how the animalculae vary;
how vast and terrib